vaguely past

Before I could react, he got out of the car and opened my door, trying to pull me out of the car. I shook my head desperately and shouted to explain to him. He still pulled me out fiercely as if he was determined, and threw me on the ground. On the ground, I saw two prison guards approaching not far away. They should have greeted them in advance.Suddenly feel extremely desperate.

He gave me a cold look: "Please make amends here."

Then start the car and drive away.One of the two prison guards unceremoniously dragged me by one arm and led me inside. I had never touched such a place before, and I just felt that it was like a huge monster. If I entered its mouth, I might be swallowed. There is no dross left.Just after they took me in and closed the door, I was still muttering "I was wronged."

The two prison guards laughed out loud as if they had heard some funny joke. One of the greasy prison guards kicked me sarcastically and looked at me mockingly: "In this place, what the Shen family means is Wang Fa, as long as Young Master Shen says you broke the law, then you won't be wronged."

In fact, I don't know how decisive Shen Qingpei is when he treats competitors and irrelevant people. It's just that I was still holding on to a glimmer of hope just now. Not sad, the whole brain and body are empty and numb.I stopped talking, and I stopped resisting.Let them handle me.

My life has changed dramatically since then. At the beginning, I was still in a trance, thinking that this was probably a nightmare. After I woke up from the dream, I might be able to return to real life. Every day I have to spend a long day with such expectations. As long as ten years have passed, I have learned to stop expecting. Probably in their hearts, I have become the most despicable and dirty garbage in the world, ungrateful, Vicious heart.

Later, I told myself that maybe it was because I somehow replaced Gu Aiyu and enjoyed Shen Qingpei's tenderness and consideration for five years, and these ten years were probably used to offset those five years.I smiled wryly and thought, this is too unfair, why do those good things need twice the price to make up for it.

During those ten years, no one came to see me except Ye Hongyun.In fact, I don’t want to see Ye Hongyun. First of all, I’m already quite embarrassed. Resist contact with previously related people.Because that would remind me of how whimsical and stupid I was!

Later, I thought about why it was so unnecessary, and finally met her.The moment I sat down, her tears suddenly fell down, and then quickly wiped away and quickly evoked a smiling face. I glanced at her through the thick layer of glass that separated us, picked up the phone, and was able to listen. She barely suppressed the choked voice: "Xiaoyu, are you okay?"

I heard her strong nasal voice, I didn't know what to say, so I nodded.

Her eyes turned red again, and she whispered: "Thank you, I thought you would tell Shen Qingpei. No one on my side has been suspected or implicated. I am going abroad, and I may not come back in the future. "

I used to be a person who was very afraid of parting, and the feeling of reluctance and helplessness made me very uncomfortable. Maybe it was because I stayed in this place for a long time, but I didn’t have any fluctuations in the parting before me. It took me a long time to say: "Take good care of yourself."

Because of my words, she couldn't hold on any longer, sobbing in a broken state but not making a sound.I could feel the guilt in her eyes, and I knew she felt bad because she didn't dare to testify for me, but it really wasn't her business, she did her best as a friend, and even though she was desperate for I proved that it is difficult to shake the power that wants to frame me, and I can't bear to let her do this for me, I can't repay.In fact, there is another reason why Shen Qingpei doesn't want to believe me, which makes me feel that everything is not so important.

When the last time was approaching, she could no longer control her tears, but she still smiled hard: "I hope you see me in the best way."

I nodded and said, "You have always been like this in my heart. After you go abroad, you must protect yourself and be happy."

She nodded vigorously, then hung up the phone with a bang.I watched her go out before slowly standing up.Before I could go back, an unfamiliar prison guard handed me a big bag and turned around and ran away. I opened it and saw that it was a bank card and some medicines for bruises.Ye Hongyun's handsome face appeared in my mind. Her heart was too clean and deep, but the wounds on my body could be covered by clothes, but the wounds on my face could not be hidden. She knew how to take care of my self-esteem, and she pretended to be sick when she saw it. Tsukuru didn't see it, save the last dignity for me.

The only thing that made me uncomfortable was that just after I went back, the things I was holding were snatched away, and they were beaten and trampled to pieces in front of my eyes. That day was the first time I resisted desperately, and of course I was beaten badly in the end.I am very desperate, why Shen Qingpei has already sent me to prison, but people continue to torture and humiliate me, so that I will never have peace.

When I think of all the sufferings before, I can't help but hate.I'm already tired of this kind of life, and when I recover from the painful memories, there is no sign of Shen Qingpei in front of me.I looked at the rice porridge on the ground, and my heart was astringent. I hated myself for my short memory. Why did I have to taste it once, and still commit crimes knowingly? I should have known his answer and thoughts a long time ago, shouldn’t I!

Looking back on the days since I was released from the orphanage, a kind of unprecedented fatigue hit me tightly.I lifted the thin quilt, got up and picked up the porcelain bowl on the table, the tentacles were still slightly warm, but it couldn't warm my heart anymore.After letting go, the porcelain bowl fell to the ground. I grabbed a piece of it and cut it off my wrist without hesitation. The bright red blood flowed out slowly, and my heart settled down. Probably this is the last time a person like me If I had known this earlier, it would have been better if I hadn't been rescued before I was released from prison.I didn't feel any pain, and was about to make another stroke, when a loud voice came from the door: "What are you doing!"

Shen Qingpei's eyes were full of fear, I looked at him blankly, I thought he had already left, but it turned out he hadn't.But it doesn't matter anymore.

He almost stumbled and rushed over, grabbed the tile in my hand, I clearly saw red blood coming out of his cut palm, but he was too excited and didn't feel the pain.He grabbed my bleeding wrist hard, but it didn't help.It was only then that I realized that the corners of his mouth were twitching. It took him a few seconds to calm down. He took out his mobile phone, called 120 and notified Yue Xun. It is also smudged with a layer of gorgeous red.

My consciousness began to be a little fuzzy, and I think part of the reason is that I haven't rested too much recently, so I can sleep with peace of mind now.Just when I was drowsy, I felt Shen Qingpei hugging me tightly suddenly, his head was buried in the crook of my neck, the scorching breath made me feel a little uncomfortable, I wanted to resist, but he hugged me tightly. It got even tighter, and suddenly I felt something cool fall into my neck, and then his choked up voice came: "Please, please hold on."

He actually cried.

I've known him for so long, this is the first time I've seen him so weak.

I really wanted to see if he was crying, but I really didn't have the strength, and fell into the darkness in a daze.