Divorce!I want to feed you.

"This, Muma is my wife, shouldn't I love her?"

"Oh...responsibility? Who bound you?"

Jingshan has always been very curious about this issue. Even if he can understand that Qiu wants to be responsible to Muma because of his marriage, why should something like "love" be influenced or bound by something other than human beings?

"Whatever you think, I am Amuma's."

Jing Shan didn't care about this answer, he snorted disdainfully.

"It's really hopeless."

Qiu ignored Jingshan, and if he kept silent and didn't answer, maybe this topic would end by itself.

"You love your wife so firmly, but she doesn't care about you. Your love is self-satisfaction? Don't you think it's ridiculous?"

Otherwise what is love?Is it the desire to deprive the other party of more?Enjoy more for free?Do you expect a return for every effort you make?

"Even if it's self-satisfaction, I don't think it's bad. No one stipulates how to love someone..."

This topic is always such a headache, Shu also pinched his forehead helplessly.

"You only see your own love, but you don't see how Miss Muma is feeling, nor what I am feeling."

The sudden tone of voice made Qiu Ye's heart sink.But he couldn't refute Jing Shan's words, so he just kept his mouth shut.

No one looks at himself objectively. When he says he is selfish, he may be referring to this aspect.But Qiu also privately thought that he didn't hurt anyone, and he loved Muma with all his heart within his reach, and at the same time, he was bearing the guilt and satisfied Jingshan as much as possible.

He was already a complete sinner, what kind of accusations would he have to face in order to satisfy everyone.I used to be not without desire, but I have long forgotten it in the day-to-day habits.His love for Muma does not need to be reciprocated, and his love for Jingshan does not dare to be reciprocated, just because he is not qualified.

Jing Shan sighed in distress, reached out to touch the cigarette in his pocket, and left the room without saying hello.

Looking at his figure, Qiu also felt tired like never before.

I have no idea what to do next, and I don't even think about whether I really do what Jing Shan said.

"Am I really like this..."

Did my love bring Muma pain?At least it doesn't look like it looks like on weekdays.And every time Muma made unreasonable demands, she fulfilled her wishes.In this case, what else can Muma worry about?

As for Jingshan...

If he wasn't in this position, he would be a complete third party.Even in the name of love, his paranoid behavior and emotions are exhausting.But she was deeply involved, and Qiu also felt that Jingshan was not at fault.

So it was Jingshan who made him feel loved. Unable to withstand the emotional assault, he fell into the abyss because of this man. The two had no time to correct their mistakes on the road, and gradually became entangled to the current situation.

One day in the future, I will completely lose some things because of Jingshan's threat in the bathroom, such as the loyalty in marriage, and the sense of shame that has long been gone.

"Mr. Qiuya, how do you feel? Is there any discomfort?"

The nurse's voice was very gentle, but Qiu was not sure if she was the one who saw him holding hands with Jingshan back then, which made people feel very concerned.

"I'm not feeling well, I'm just a little hungry."

"Don't worry~ You can try to eat a little at night. Mr. Yu Jing has already asked about what you can eat just now, and I won't let you go to bed hungry again tonight."

A friendly smile is reassuring, and being allowed to eat is even more joyful.

"That's it...but, that..."

Seeing Qiu Ye's face showing embarrassment, the nurse who was about to leave just asked a thoughtful question.

"What's wrong? Is there any discomfort?"

"I don't really want my friend to take care of me like this all the time, and I don't feel uncomfortable at all. Can you revoke his right to care?"

"Hey? Do you mean you don't want Mr. Yujing to take care of you?"

"Yes……"

Qiu also lowered her head so that she could barely see it. Facing Jingshan's care, even though she was very grateful, she still couldn't learn how to face it.Under such a pungent and straightforward questioning, I had nothing to say, so thinking about it, I might as well not see him.

"Uh... Sorry Mr. Qiuya, I can't help you with this matter. But if you recover well, you can be discharged from the hospital early."

"Okay... sorry to trouble you."

I thanked the nurse politely, and then the ward returned to calm.

Maybe Jingshan is angry?He looked so sad, maybe he was really hurt by himself.He fell in love with himself without hesitation, and gave so much for the person he loved, but he hurt him unknowingly.

What is the right way to do it.I will not be sorry to Muma, nor to Jingshan...

The man's words were still lingering in his ears, and Qiu also began to agree with his evaluation of herself.

——I am so selfish.

If he is really thinking about the other party, he should sternly reject it, instead of wantonly indulging himself.I thought I could break it cleanly, but in the end it got deeper and deeper.They are all ordinary human beings, and their desires are hard to fill. How can one day be enough, and the ignited flames will not be extinguished immediately.

"Knock knock!"

At 05:30 in the evening, it was still very bright, and Qiu also thought that Jingshan was back, and looked at the door with a little expectation and entanglement, but found that his colleagues Ohara and Nishikata came in.

"Why are you here?"

Although he still had a smile on his face, he was secretly disappointed, and took the flowers.

"It was the section chief who told us that he was going to take everyone out for a drink tonight, so he sent me and Senior as representatives. Stomach, what's the matter Qiuya?"

Ohara sat casually on Qiuya's hospital bed, and asked worriedly when he saw that Qiuya's complexion was not very good.

"It's much better, just a little stomach bleeding, and I can be discharged from the hospital in two days."

Said calmly, Qiu didn't take the stomach problem too seriously.

"That's over. Qiu Ye, you have to pay attention to what you eat in the future. You may not even be able to drink wine."

Nishikata reminded him from the side, but he still kept a relaxed smile on his face.

Qiu also stood aside and scratched the back of his head. He really hadn't thought about this question. He has become a habit of drinking, so how will he survive the night without drinking...

"Should...it's nothing serious, right? I don't feel stomach pain anymore, and I don't drink much."

"Farewell, Qiuya? You are not suitable for drinking, so there is no need to force yourself to drink until you feel uncomfortable!"

Senior Nishikata is easy-going, but Ohara is outspoken.

"No, I just think it's easier to fall asleep after drinking. As for quitting, it shouldn't be difficult, hehe..."

Dealing with people is quite hard work, so Qiu also never over-performs at work, and maintaining a neutral posture can avoid a lot of trouble.

After a short chat, there was another knock on the door.But this time it was different. After opening the door, it was Jingshan who went to the table and put down the thermos. Although Ohara and Nishikata were not restrained, Qiuya felt uncomfortable.

"Ah! This is my friend Jingshan, the hospital he sent me to."

Looking back at Jingshan, Qiu also introduced his colleagues.

"These two are my colleagues, Ohara and Nishikata-senpai."

The two sides exchanged a brief greeting, and the air fell into silence.Only Jingshan was busy. He carefully poured the paste from the pot into a bowl, stirring it bit by bit, blowing hot air very carefully.

"It's ready to eat, sit down."

Jingshan held the bowl in one hand and the spoon in the other, and he didn't intend to hand it over to Qiu Ye at all, as if he was waiting for him to sit down and feed him.

Surprised by Jing Shan's words, Qiu Ye kept hinting to Jing Shan with his eyes wide open.

"Thank you, put it aside, I'll eat it later."

But face has to be decent, so Jingshan can understand, right?Thinking of this, Qiu didn't move.

"The doctor said you can't eat cold, drink it now."

As if giving an order, Jing Shan warned Qiu Ye with the doctor's words.He didn't care whether Qiu Ye was too embarrassed to speak because of his behavior at the moment, he just wanted to feed Qiu Ye the food in the bowl.

"That……"

Before Shuya could stammer and finish, Ohara got up abruptly, and took the embarrassing senior Nishikata beside him to bid farewell to Shuya.

"I wish you a speedy recovery, Qiu Ye, I went to a dinner party with my senior, bye."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Qiu Ye to open his mouth, he pulled Nishikata away.Before leaving, Shuya faintly heard Nishikata say "what's the matter with these two people", but he didn't know how to explain it.

Back in the ward again, Jing Shan still kept the posture of sitting on the bedside but staring at himself, the bowl in his hand hadn't been put down yet.

"Can you take a look at the situation! Can you stop doing this in front of my colleagues? It's not like I don't know how to eat myself!"

Jing Shan didn't expect that Qiu Ye suddenly yelled at himself like a parrot whose hair has exploded, and then got back under the quilt in a fit of anger, without showing his head.

Trying to pull off the quilt covering his head, Qiu Ye desperately held on to prevent his face from being exposed. Even though the quilt covering his body had been lifted off, he still protected his head and ignored people.

"Don't be willful, didn't you say you were hungry? Get up and eat!"

Patience was worn down, and Jing Shan, who didn't want to play the quilt grabbing game with Qiu Ye, turned around and put the bowl aside, and then began to attack Qiu Ye who was wearing a hospital gown.

"Get up, I don't know what I'll do if I don't get up!"

"No! You go away!"

Even though the arms and ankles were held by Jing Shan, Qiu Ye resisted desperately.He kept twisting his back, and his legs were busy getting out of control, trying to shake off the hands.However, even if it was thrown away, another place was touched in the next second, which made Qiu Ye, who couldn't see it, panic.

The place where the fingers touched was so emaciated that it made people feel distressed, even if such a thin Qiu Ye was held in his arms, it would not feel real.The chest ribs that can be clearly felt, the hard knees, and the fleshless lower abdomen.

"Can I come out now?"

A finger hooked the waistband of the hospital gown, and that despicable man used such extreme means to force himself out, Qiu Ye thought angrily, why did he fall in love with this scum!

"mean……"

Qiu Ye, whose head was still buried in the quilt, just cursed muffledly, and then tried to turn over. After lying down, the waistband of the trousers in the lower abdomen was hidden under the body.

"Tsk, childish..."

Seeing Qiu Ye's cute behavior, Jing Shan didn't get annoyed at all, but hooked the elastic band on the back of his waist in his hand again.

"Get up and eat."

"No! You bastard rascal!"

Protesting loudly but lacking momentum, Qiu also covered his head and stopped talking to the other party.

"Then don't blame me."

After finishing speaking, she didn't wait for Qiuya to answer, and didn't confront him anymore, but kicked off her shoes and knelt on both sides of Qiuya's legs, grabbed the sides of the trousers and slipped them to the soles of her feet in an instant!

"what!!!"

His buttocks and legs suddenly felt cold, and Qiu, who finally got out of the quilt, looked at Jingshan in disbelief, who was carrying his underwear and patient pants, his face was so hot that he didn't know if it was the quilt or because he was too much. Embarrassed.

"I'll return it to you after eating, okay, sit down."

As if nothing happened, Jing Shan threw his trousers on the window sill, got up and got out of bed and picked up the bowl again.

"Open your mouth."

A tablespoon full of rice cereal was mechanically swallowed by Qiuya whose cheeks were twitching in extreme shock and shame.