Divorce!I want to feed you.

I don't remember what this bowl of rice noodles tastes like, but the whole process requires covering the bare legs with a quilt.Jing Shan didn't take it seriously, and patiently fed Qiu Ye, and at the end of the drink, he threw a paper towel for Qiu Ye to wipe his mouth.

"Pants, can I return them?"

Jing Shan didn't speak, just put away the pot and tableware, and then handed him the trousers.While Qiu Ye was putting on his pants, Jing Shan left the room.

I thought he was going to wash the dishes, but he opened the door when he came back. This guy actually brought a nurse and pushed a hospital bed!

"What is this for?"

Qiu Ye was so nervous that he couldn't speak, and Jing Shan didn't speak until the next seat was vacated, the two beds were fastened together, and the nurse went out.

"I don't like to sleep sitting up, so I asked for a hospital bed, what are you fussing about!"

"I didn't ask you to stay here at night! Why do you have to...you have to stick to my bed..."

When it came to the end of the lack of confidence, Qiu Ye's face became very ugly, but he was at a loss and didn't know how to deal with it.

"Stop talking nonsense! Don't get sick if you don't like you! How many people do you think you have caused trouble to?"

The harsh words sounded a little angry, but Shuya immediately kept silent and did not refute.But tonight they have to sleep next to Jing Shan, even though they have done so before, they never spent the night together.Qiu couldn't guess what kind of treatment he would receive this night, but it must not be so easy.

Jing Shan looked at the sullen man sitting on the bed with his head bowed, muttered "Idiot" in a low voice, then stood in front of Qiu Ye, stroked his hair and asked him.

"Aren't you so disappointed that Ms. Muma slept with you? Then I'll go back, and you can ask her to come over."

Unexpectedly, he would think so, the moment Qiu Ye raised his head, he pulled Jing Shan's hand away, and then got out of bed to go to the bathroom.

"No, she's busy."

"That's right - she's still busy, you really understand her..."

When Qiu Ye heard what Jingshan said, he always felt that there was something unclear about it.But at this moment, he was still annoyed by the need to live with Jingshan, and he had no time to care about other things, so he simply closed the door forcefully with a "bang", pretending he couldn't hear it.

Sitting on the toilet, looking at the time on the phone, it was almost seven o'clock in the evening.I don't know if Muma came home at this time, but he really wanted to talk to Muma.Constantly being disturbed by Jingshan, I always feel that I will go crazy.

I tried to send a message, but the other party quickly replied that I had gone home and did not continue.

It's good to go home, Qiu also thought so, but her heart was filled with endless loss.He locked himself up, thinking that he was just isolating Jingshan, but he didn't want Muma to also isolate himself.She didn't show any concern about her condition, she just prevaricated and perfunctory, Qiu Ye's news seemed superfluous.

How did such a life get to such a situation step by step...

And how many tests does one's own heart still need to face.He is not afraid of Muma's indifference, nor is he afraid of Jingshan's persistence.It's just that when the two are put together, the gap is so heartbreaking.Disappointment to Muma and apology to Jingshan made Qiu also learn to escape.At first he didn't dare to show his sincerity to anyone, outsiders wouldn't allow it, let alone the person involved.Being torn apart by the two parties, I was in anxiety and despair, as if I was about to be torn apart.

How can it be so painful... I haven't been troubled by emotions for more than [-] years, but now I have to pay it off all at once?Then who does he owe...

"Knock knock!"

The knock on the door should come from Jingshan.

"Qiuya, how long are you going to lock yourself up?"

"I want to be quiet."

Still maintaining the posture of just sitting down, Qiu also didn't want to move.

"So what if you close the door? Will the things you have to face disappear naturally? You want to isolate yourself and not contact me, so your heart is also closed, and you can only see yourself? If I don't say it, you think I You can not care about anything... right?"

Even through the door, the voice is clear and powerful.Jingshan narrated what he wanted to say, those words that were calm but made Qiu Ye unable to maintain his calm, seemed to have an unbearable weight, firmly pressing on Qiu Ye's heart.

"You can't see how much I've done for you. Even if you feel grateful or guilty, what have you given me, Qiu Ye. What's wrong with being honest, do you really want to struggle to death with a sense of immorality? Even if I disappear immediately, can you guarantee to completely forget me?"

"I am so disdainful of being this kind of person, this kind of identity, but I can't help it. The person I like is already married. Qiuya, you are not the only one who bears the pressure. If you are happy, how could I still appear It's too cruel to me to see you and Ms. Muma happy. But you are not happy, and now I know everything, so I can't let it go..."

"Qiuya, let's talk..."

One after another, the words were sharp like knives, cutting Qiu Ye who was frozen in place to pieces.

It was he who forgot that Jingshan also had a heart and would feel hurt.That cold and arrogant man is not covered in armor all over his body. Under that, what Xiang Qiu also stretches out softly and wants to wait is definitely not an indifferent and closed heart.

For Qiu Ye, while enduring mental torture, Jingshan also had to bear the infamy.If it weren't for his own weakness and indecision, he might not be like this.

"Click-"

The man in front of him who looked down at Shuya was smiling.But the helplessness and bitterness on the corners of his lips made Qiu Ye palpitate, making him want to embrace him desperately.

"You are finally willing to see me..."

Leaning to hug Qiu Ye, Jing Shan pressed his cheeks against her.He kept rubbing, trying to hug him tighter.

"...Thank you, Zhe."

He didn't hug back, and didn't struggle to escape, he just thanked Jingshan for his entanglement, or he never left.

During this turmoil, Qiu Ye was always resisting Jingshan's approach. He only thought that Jingshan was a desperate lunatic, but he never thought that the reason why Jingshan went forward was because of love, nor did he think that his willful reluctance to let go was because of everything. The misfortune of a loved one.

What more confession do you need?Jingshan is proving his intentions with actions all the time, and he...

Qiu also began to feel inferior.Even though he kept admitting his feelings for Jingshan, he never thought about how to respond.Love was never returned, and that man's love was never understood.

"Everything I do is for you, Qiuya. Even if one day I do all the bad things and let people scold me, I will never leave you and betray you."

There was a hot and humid touch coming from the ear, and the emotion rising from the chest made Qiu also unable to hold back, and his body trembling as he endured the surging emotion.

"Why do you say such nasty things, it doesn't look like you at all..."

Resisting the urge to cry, Shuya complained.

"I'm not used to it either, so I won't talk about it in the future. You can hear it, count yourself lucky, after all, the opportunity is rare."

"What an unlovable fellow!"

"You're not cute either."

"I'm already 30 years old, why am I so cute?"

Jing Shan, who has never suffered a disadvantage in conversation, has an unusually soft tone this time.He seemed to be tired, the weight of his body was a little obvious, and he stopped talking.

"Zhe, did you have dinner tonight?"

Patting him on the back, Qiuye suddenly remembered that this man went out and brought him dinner, but he didn't know if he had eaten.But it's not just this one thing, there are many, many more, so many that people don't want to think about it, so many that I feel that I owe Jingshan, and I may never be clear.

"Zhe, if you're sleepy, go to bed!"

Lazy, he didn't answer, and after two short snorts, Jing Shan was dragged to the bedside.

"Want to eat? Can I go out and buy it for you?"

Like a child about to do something bad, Qiu also lowered his voice to discuss with Jingshan.In the future, he may owe him more, and he will also owe Muma a lot, but for Muma, Qiu also always feels that he can repay it.

"No, you go wash up and go to bed early."

Without further words, Jing Shan sat on the edge of the bed close together, thinking about something.

"If you don't eat, you will be hungry..."

He wanted to persuade Jing Shan to have dinner, but the other party stopped talking.There was no other way, Qiu Ye could only obediently go to wash up, but when she came out, she found that there was no one in the ward.

Where did he go?Qiu also hoped that Jingshan had gone to eat, and there was nothing to wait for him for a while.At least, before Jingshan came back, he couldn't fall asleep.

Qiu doesn't like watching TV, nor does she want to look at her mobile phone.He enjoyed the feeling of just waiting quietly, as if Jingshan would be in his mind every second.

He remembered the first time, when Jing Shan touched the corner of his mouth, that somewhat fierce face, and the ear that was bitten once...

Why is it so clear?Now that I think about it, it was more than half a year ago, and I haven't even forgotten the details.When has my hippocampus been so easy to use?

But even if it is bitter, people don't want to forget it.That is different from the pale and unreal emotions with Muma, what Jingshan gives to himself can make people feel the warmth.

"It's so warm..."

Qiu Ye sighed and lay down hugging the quilt, touching his fragile stomach, and began to relax.He knew that he was timid, facing Jingshan's all-or-nothing is so shameful, his escape could not redeem the betrayal of Muma, nor could he give Jingshan anything, and Qiu Ye himself was not having a good time.

"What is warm?"

Finally dragging his tired body back, looking at Qiu Ye who was about to go to bed, Jing Shan's expression began to relax.

"you!"

"It's such a hot day, thank you for saying that."

With a slander, Jing Shan began to prepare to wash up.I just met my uncle, and I haven't seen each other for a long time. I just called to ask for a privilege for my friend, so I should be severely scolded by my uncle.After the two mentioned Qiu Ye, Jingshan felt tired.

But at least I've dealt with it, and it's time to go to bed so late.

Qiu Ye still kept his sitting posture, hugged his knees and put his face on it, quietly watching Jing Shan change his clothes.He didn't bring any change of clothes, so he could only take off his clothes and sleep, and go back to change clothes tomorrow.

"What are you looking at?"

"You..."

Qiu Ye couldn't help laughing, laughing so hard that Jingshan couldn't understand why, after taking off his shirt, he bent down and supported his body with his hands, pinching Qiu Ye's face.

"So you are so perverted? I never noticed it before!"

"Back then you stared at me for changing clothes, now I can finally take revenge hehe..."

Even though his face was pinched, it didn't delay Qiu Ye's assertiveness.He just held Jing Shan's wrist with his hand, brought it in front of him, and kissed his fingers.

"That's for sure. Don't close your eyes. If you dare to close your eyes, I'll throw all your pants out of the window!"

He gritted his teeth and warned, and his slightly heavy breathing made Qiu Ye's heart pound faster, so he could only obediently watch Jing Shan take off his clothes, and then his real body temperature was attached to himself who was still wearing a hospital gown.

"Do you regret it?"

Jing Shan purposely used a deep and lazy voice to gently whisper a word in the ear of the man in his arms, and the body that was close to her was indeed as warm as Qiu Ye said.

"Sorry..."

Shuya, who was already extremely shy, did not expect to be forced to look at another man's naked/naked appearance one day.

"late!"

The lips that were close to the ears then opened their mouths, and Qiu Ye's heart tightened after a while.

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When searching for this chapter, I was listening to the boots, and my nosebleed almost sprayed on the screen...