Rebirth of a Writer's Life

"Xiao Qing is gone."

Guo Huai stood in the field, Meng Haoyu's voice came from the phone.

Guo Huai looked into the distance, lost his mind for a moment, then opened his mouth, but no sound came out.

"Are you happy?" Meng Haoyu's voice came from the phone bit by bit, with contempt and anger, "You have tortured Xiao Qing for so many years, and now he finally can't stand you anymore, leave, are you happy? "

Are you happy?

Xiao Qing left.

He finally can't stand you anymore.

These three words came to his ears repeatedly, Guo Huai looked up at the endless rapeseed, his voice was stuck in his throat, and despair and helplessness came to his heart instantly.He could see the small wooden house not far away, the beautiful farm, and the few saplings he and Xiao Qinggang planted last year.

At that time Xiao Qing was still smiling at him, would lean in his arms in the afternoon and close his eyes to rest, and would suddenly run out from behind and wrap his arms around his waist.

If such days could last for a lifetime, Guo Huai felt that when he died, he might kneel down and thank the Buddha for his mercy.

So here was what Guo Huai expected, everything.

But at that moment just now, Meng Haoyu's voice appeared in his ear very clearly.Guo Huai couldn't say a word, all the emotions were pounding in his chest, Guo Huai didn't even have the strength to cry, his heart felt empty like someone had scratched a big piece of it.

He looked at the fields blown by the wind not far away, and after a while, he asked in a hoarse voice, "Where did he go?"

It's hard for Meng Haoyu to wait for him for so long. After hearing this sentence, he snorted contemptuously and cut off the phone directly.

Guo Huai remained motionless, as if he didn't know that someone had hung up the phone.Until, the light of the mobile phone screen dimmed a little bit, and then the wind picked up and it rained.

In the end, he also left, and returned to City B with his luggage, back to Guo's Residence.

"I don't know if I can forgive you, Guo Huai. If I leave, don't come to me."

"Because I hate you."

"There is no turning back."

Xiao Qing's voice passed his ears lightly and pierced into his heart.

A loud and heavy slap landed on Guo Huai's face. Guo Zhen glared at him angrily, then rushed up and kicked him a few times as if out of breath.Li Yao rushed over to block him, but was pushed away by Guo Huai. He just stood there, taking all of Guo Zhen's angry punches and kicks.

"You fucking learned to like men now?" Guo Zhenqi's veins popped, "Have you learned to play with your life? Learned to elope? Guo Huai, if you weren't my son! Just let you die!"

Guo Zhen's furious words echoed in the hall, but Guo Huai lowered his head, unable to see any emotions in his eyes.

"Others say you're smart! How fucking self-righteous are you? You can't even move a finger of those old foxes in the mall! It's good now, how dare you use your grandfather's Guo to fight against drug lords? Going to play with drug dealers? Do you think your father is dead or are you going to kill the Guo family?!"

As Guo Zhen spoke, another slap fell on his face hard.

Guo Huai didn't speak, half of his face was swollen from the blow, his body was covered with marks from the rain, a little blood came out from the corner of his mouth, his head was buzzing, and his consciousness was almost knocked out by such a slap.

But he still endured it and stood upright.It took a while, until Guo Zhen lost his strength in beating, until Guo Meiqin came down from upstairs, until Li Yao couldn't stand it anymore and was about to rush forward to block it again regardless of the obstruction.

Guo Huaicai finally raised his head.

"Finished?"

There was no emotion in the cold eyes. The numb and empty eyes made Guo Zhen's hand hanging on the side of his leg pause. Guo Meiqin even stopped going downstairs, and Li Yao was let out in an instant. The momentum was shocked in place.

"I will take over Guo Shi."

Hearing his words, the corners of Guo Zhen's mouth twitched, "I'm still alive! Is it your turn to take over Guo Shi, a brat who wants to elope?"

"I'm smarter than you."

Guo Zhen stared at him.

"I'm more ruthless than you."

"I can do what you can't."

Guo Zhen's expression finally moved suddenly after these words, and then fell silent.

He frowned and looked at his son, the desperation on his face made him calmer.But he could no longer understand how many countless traps were hidden behind that calmness.

It reminded him of the rare time when Guo Meiqin picked up her three-year-old son whom she hadn't touched, and said to him with the corners of her lips curled up.

"This kid is like me."

Really like you.

Guo Zhen looked up at Guo Meiqin who was standing on the stairs, and smiled from the bottom of his heart, but didn't say anything.

Half a year later, Guo Huai was sent to the most famous business school in the United States, and returned five years later with a master's degree. After that, Guo Zhen handed over half of the Guo family to him without hesitation.

From then on, a new ruthless business elite in the business world quickly stabilized the Guo family from the downward trend, and then carried it back to the original position.And when everyone saw him, they all thought of Guo Meiqin, who was so magnificent back then, and Guo Zhongguo, the founder of the Guo family, who dominated the shopping mall and was even a gold-lettered sign to this day.

That year, Guo Huai was 23 years old.

Many nights, he would think of every day when Xiao Qing stayed with him.

They fought against each other from the very beginning, and then got along day and night.

Guo Huai couldn't count how many days there were, but he felt that it was very, very long.

It was he who fell in love with Xiao Qing first.

Then one day, a few of them went camping, and he drank alcohol, impulsively, and pierced the young mind.

Xiao Qing didn't speak that day, just sat with his back to him until dawn.

After that, Yi Fan left, Cheng Xi left, Luo Zhe and Meng Haoyu left, and only the two of them remained in the cabin.Luo Zhe also joked that the two men had to spend the night in such a romantic place. Xiao Qing just blushed and said that he had lost something and couldn't find it, and would go back as soon as he found it. Guo Huai was the host, so he just stayed with him.

Luo Zhe yelled that he couldn't hear, and Guo Huai stood behind him, looking at Xiao Qing with a gaze that seemed to accommodate everything in the world, gentle and doting, with a hint of indistinctness hanging from the corner of his mouth. Smile.

That night, Xiao Qing brought the remaining box of wine to buy drunk with Guo Huai. Guo Huai said he was playing with fire, but Xiao Qing just smiled and didn't say a word.

And after that, Guo Huai vaguely remembered that he drank a lot, kept drinking, and Xiao Qing sat opposite him, taking a sip for a while, and smiling at him for a while.

So Guo Huai drank even more vigorously. He always felt that something would happen, and even hoped that something could happen.

In the haze, the young boy's love surged out with the turbulent waves, so he made it with Xiao Qing, who was half-pushed and half-hearted.

Afterwards, when the two returned to city b, they became even closer.Riding a bicycle to and from get out of class and going home together, the two's homes are clearly on both sides of the city, but Guo Huai still stubbornly wants to go with Xiao Qing every day.

It didn't take long for Yi Fan and the others to realize that something was wrong between the two of them.

He didn't care about the two, he still went his own way.

The only thing that surprised Guo Huai was that Xiao Qing never let him go home, and always let him go back when he reached a certain intersection.

Then I watched his back until he was really gone before going back on the road.

Guo Huai respected his privacy at first, until lovers also have their own space.But after that, one day, he suddenly saw that Xiao Qing's body was covered with bruises, bruised and purple.Guo Huai immediately lowered his face and asked him the reason, but Xiao Qing naturally didn't have an explanation.

That night, Guo Huai circled around and followed Xiao Qing home.

He never thought that Xiao Qing lived in such a dilapidated small bungalow, and he never thought that Xiao Qing, who was as clean as him, would step on so much mud to return to his home.

He didn't even think that after Xiao Qing opened the door, a disheveled man who couldn't even tell the difference between male and female would rush out of it.

He heard the roaring sound from the man's throat, saw the man's dirty hands constantly grabbing Xiao Qing's thin arm, and looked at the needles brought out by the man.

"Kangdang---" a sound.

The bicycle in his hand fell to the ground, and Xiao Qing looked back in astonishment.

Many years later, Guo Huai still remembers that time looking back at Xiao Qing, and he even felt that that day was the divergence between him and Xiao Qing.If he hadn't gone that day, there wouldn't have been a lot of problems that followed. If he hadn't gone that day, Xiao Qing's mother wouldn't have died. If he hadn't gone that day... Xiao Qing wouldn't have left.

Guo Huai thought so.

Since then, he has been immersed in Xiao Qing's memories, like a dream that lasted more than ten years.The people around him come and go, but he never takes a serious look at them. For him, the word Xiao Qing, the person Xiao Qing, has brightened his whole life, and from now on, there will be no seas.

Guo Huai spent the next three years in such a muddle. He managed the Guo family well, but emotionally, he was completely empty.

But Guo Huai almost didn't care about all of this. He established Guo's position in the business world, which was regarded as compensation for the loss of Guo's that he had lost in order to protect Xiao Qing.And he sent himself to this position because he thought that if Xiao Qing could come back to him one day, he would make up for Xiao Qing and do everything he could.

But Xiao Qing never came back.

Guo Huai waited for many, many years, just when he thought that he might have to survive in this way for the rest of his life, Tao Sheng appeared.