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Ling Yi lowered his head and glanced at Ling Xu's grasping hand, and asked in a cold tone, "What do you mean?"

Ling Xu didn't dare to look up at him, but just asked, "Can I do otherwise?"

Ling Yi said, "Impossible."

Ling Xu was a little excited all of a sudden, he stood up, faced Ling Yi and said, "You are too selfish!"

Ling Yi looked at him and said calmly, "That's how I am. It's the first day you met me?"

Ling Xu was obviously suffering in his heart. After a while, he suddenly reached out and hugged Ling Yi, and said in a coquettish tone: "Brother, it's all my fault. Don't make trouble with me, okay? Don't be like this."

Ling Yi reached out and pinched Ling Xu's jaw, forcing him to raise his head to face himself, and said, "Don't do this to me, if you don't like it, get out of here and stay away from me!"

Ling Xu looked at him and didn't answer.

Ling Yi suddenly kissed his lips heavily, and at the same time pushed him down on the sofa, knelt down beside him with one leg and kissed him fiercely.

Ling Xu has grown up so much, and he has never tried to kiss anyone like this before. The hairs on his face seemed to stand on end, he couldn't tell what it was like, and he forgot to resist at the beginning, letting Ling Yi pry his lips open. lips.

However, once he tried to resist, Ling Yi quickly let go of him, pressed his forehead against his and gasped slightly, asking, "Is it disgusting?"

If Ling Xu told him that it was disgusting, he would let him go immediately and never pester him again.He knew that he was forcing Ling Xu, but he also had his bottom line.If Ling Xu is completely straight, and the two of them being together is just pain to Ling Xu but not joy, then he will definitely not continue to force him.

Ling Xu was in a daze at this moment, Ling Yi was his favorite brother since he was a child, so excellent and perfect, how could his kisses make people sick?He seemed to shake his head, he was a little unconscious, as if Ling Yi was not the only one who was drunk.

Ling Yi held his face and said, "Okay." Then he kissed him again.

Ling Xu felt that his kiss was full of compulsion, yet vaguely tender.This may seem contradictory, but there is nothing contradictory about Ling Yi, because he is always used to hiding his tenderness under his cold appearance.

This kind of Ling Yi has always been liked by Ling Xu, although he thinks that this kind of liking is just pure liking for his brother.

Ling Xu can resist. He has been in the army for so many years, and if he really resists, Ling Yi is not his opponent.But he hesitated and didn't push Ling Yi away because he didn't want to lose his brother because of Ling Yi's threat.But there are some deeper reasons, Ling Xu himself can't figure it out.

When the warm and powerful palm touched his skin, he felt trembling. To be honest, this feeling is not very bad, with a little bit of stimulation and unspeakable pleasure.

At that moment, Ling Xu couldn't help but began to wonder if he was also gay, or why he didn't resist this kind of touch at all.

The ambiguous enthusiasm became stronger and stronger, at this moment, Ling Yi's cell phone rang suddenly.

Ling Xu seemed to be awakened suddenly, and subconsciously wanted to resist, but Ling Yi opened his pants and put his hands in. At the same time, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and threw it on the ground.

The weak resistance ended in vain.

Ling Xu felt that his soul was torn in two, one half felt ashamed, how could he do such a thing with his brother; the other half was clamoring for happiness, it turned out that his brother would be so emotional and would do anything for him.

After the passion, Ling Yi fell into a deep sleep due to the effect of alcohol.

Ling Xu lay on top of him, opened his eyes in a daze, and with the rhythm of his heart beating, his temples on both sides kept beating wildly. He seemed to be able to breathe smoothly only by opening his mouth.

Pain, happiness, shame, I don't know which emotion has the upper hand, fighting each other in his brain.

Suddenly, Ling Yi's cell phone, which had been dropped on the ground, rang again.

At that moment, Ling Xu didn't know what he was thinking, he pushed Ling Yi away and squatted on the ground, picked up the phone and pressed the switch button.

The voice of the hospital nurse came from inside, saying: "Mr. Ling, why didn't you answer the phone just now? Your father almost had an accident before, but fortunately he was rescued. Can you come to see him early tomorrow?"

Ling Xu froze for a moment, he knelt on the ground naked, the uncomfortable feeling still remained in his body, reminding him of what happened just now.At this moment, he suddenly wanted to cry, so he suppressed and said to the phone: "I see," and the hand that hung up the phone trembled slightly.

He couldn't imagine how he and Ling Yi would feel if their father really left at that time and the two of them did this kind of thing without going to see their father for the last time.Sure enough, this relationship was wrong from beginning to end.

Ling Xu sat leaning against the sofa, wrapped his arms around his legs, and buried his face in his knees.

The next morning, when Ling Yi woke up on the sofa, Ling Xu was already dressed and standing beside him, and said to him, "Let's go to the hospital early."

Ling Yi's memory of last night was a little fuzzy, but it's not that he can't remember what he did.He got up and sat on the sofa, rubbing his forehead uncomfortably.

Ling Xu urged him: "Hurry up."

He glanced at Ling Xu, and saw that Ling Xu's eyes were a little red, but he still pretended nothing happened, knowing that he started to escape again.Ling Yi didn't say anything, he wanted to give Ling Xu some time to think about it.

When I went to the hospital today, my father woke up unexpectedly.

Although still unable to speak, he was able to open his eyes to see them, and he was able to bend his fingers slightly when Ling Xu held his hand.

Ling Xu was very happy at that time.

However, at night, he knew that this was a flashback.After they received the call from the hospital and hurried there, they saw Dad for the last time.But at this time, Dad had lost consciousness again, but the morning side was more like their farewell.

Then came the hassle of funerals.

Ling Yi is a person who wants everything to be simple, but relatives and friends at home came to express their condolences after hearing the news, and they could neither stop nor refuse.

As a result, Ling Yi and Ling Xu seldom spend time alone together, let alone have any other communication.

Moreover, Ling Xu's existence is very special. There is no impenetrable wall in the world. Even though Ling Yi and his father never said anything about it, the news about Ling Xu's life experience still spread, and many relatives knew about it.

When everyone came back this time, they looked at Ling Xu with complicated eyes.

In order to avoid being stared at with probing eyes, Ling Xu usually avoids others silently.

Until the day of Dad's burial, when all the relatives and friends had left and only the two brothers were left in front of the tombstone, Ling Yi asked Ling Xu, "Would you be unhappy if I arranged for Dad to be buried with Mom?"

Ling Xu was staring at the tombstone in a daze, but when he heard his question, he turned his head and said, "No, it should."

Ling Yi raised his hand and stroked the top of his head.

"Brother," Ling Xu looked at him and said, "My vacation is almost over, and I'm going to report back to the army tomorrow."

After hearing this, Ling Yi said quietly, "Okay."

Ling Xu has been feeling very uncomfortable these days, apart from his father's death, there is also the matter between him and Ling Yi.He originally thought that Ling Yi would stop him when he heard that he was going back to the army, but it didn't. Ling Yi didn't say anything, just said hello.

In the past few days, Ling Yi has not forced Ling Xu to do anything, nor has he done anything deviant. Neither of them knew what the other was thinking. What happened that night clearly happened, but at this moment, nothing seemed to happen.

Ling Xu packed his luggage and planned to go back to the army.

On the day of leaving, Ling Yi sent him to the station. When the car stopped, Ling Yi suddenly reached out to wrap his arms around Ling Xu's shoulder, and kissed his lips.

Ling Xu did not refuse.

After the kiss was over, Ling Yi hugged him and asked, "When will you be back?"

Ling Xu froze for a moment, and said, "I don't know either."

Ling Yi didn't know when he would be off next time, but he still said: "If you can come back during the Chinese New Year, come back, and when the time is up, you should leave the army and retire. Come back first and then talk about it."

Ling Xu listened and nodded in a daze.

Ling Yi touched his face, "Be careful on the road, call me when you arrive."

Ling Xu still nodded.

At that time, Ling Yi didn't know how naive he was, so he thought that letting Ling Xu leave was just to give him a breathing space, let him think about it, he thought that Ling Xu would come back to him in the end, because He felt that Ling Xu liked him.

Who knew that there was no news about Ling Xu after he left, and he didn't call him to report his safety, and he didn't call Ling Yi once when he returned to the army.

Ling Yi called the army to know that Ling Xu had gone back, but Ling Xu refused to answer his call.

After that night, Ling Xu made a decision, he would rather not have him as an older brother than accept his feelings.

This time, the two separated and completely severed contact.

Until three years later, Ling Yi had to go on a business trip one year, and he went to worship his father almost a week earlier on his father's death day, but he didn't expect to meet Ling Xu.

At that time, Ling Xu was accompanied by a little boy, who couldn't even walk very steadily.That was the first time Ling Yi saw Tiantian, but at that time Tiantian was still too young to remember this memory.

At that time Ling Yi came from a distance with a flower in his hand, Ling Xu also saw him, his expression was still flustered for a moment, he bent down and picked up the child.

Ling Yi was very calm.He had waited for too long, from the pain of having nowhere to vent at the beginning to now, he had almost given up.

"Brother?" Ling Xu called him.

Ling Yi walked to his father's tombstone, put down the bouquet in his hand, and asked at the same time, "Are you back?"

Ling Xu gave a soft "hmm", "I'll come back to see Dad."

Ling Yi nodded, his eyes fell on the child in Ling Xu's arms.

Ling Xu's next tone was obviously hesitant, and he said, "This is my son."

The expression on Ling Yi's face didn't change, but it was obviously after a short pause that he asked: "Married?"

Ling Xu lowered his gaze and nodded.

For a moment neither of them spoke.

Ling Yi turned around and squatted down in front of the tombstone, and wiped the photos of his parents on it with his hand.

Ling Xu stood there for a while, then called softly, "Brother..."

Ling Yi turned his head and said to him: "I remember I said, don't come back after leaving. But since our family is gone, I have no right to say that I don't want you to come back. Anyway, I wish you happiness."

Ling Xu's lips parted, as if calling for brother, but no sound came out.

Ling Yi stood up and patted him on the shoulder, "My son is very cute, let's live a good life."

That was the last time the two met before Ling Xu lost his memory. They only spoke a few words and didn't even have a meal together.Ling Yi always felt that he had given up, but only now did he know what it was like to really give up.But that's okay, there's nothing to wait or look forward to in the future.