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In the scorching summer, the air was filled with scorching heat, all the children were complaining about the heat, only Shen Yiyan lowered his head and quietly did his homework.

"Shen Yiyan, Teacher Song told you to go to the office." The deskmate just came back from outside, and a sticky smell of sweat permeated every hole, Shen Yiyan frowned slightly.

"Understood." Shen Yiyan replied.When he came to the office, Song Shoucheng waved to him.

"Xiaoyan, sit by the teacher's side." The man's thick voice made people feel inexplicably at ease.

Shen Yiyan looked at the man in front of him, with a white shirt, a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, neatly combed hair, and soft eyebrows, no matter how he looked, he looked like a teacher.

Only Shen Yiyan knew the real face of this man. From the first time he saw him, this man looked at him very wrongly.

Shen Yiyan took a step back and said, "No need for teacher, I'll just stand up."

The man pushed his eyes, squinted his eyes, and still said with a smile: "I want to show you the composition, so I can sit here and help you."

"I don't need it." Shen Yiyan refused, with a very tough attitude.

Song Shoucheng's eyes fluttered, and he suddenly grabbed the boy's slender white arm, and his two finger pulps seemed to slide on it, like a poisonous snake spitting out a letter.

Shen Yiyan felt sick, pulled out her hand forcefully, and said to Song Shoucheng, "Class is about to start, teacher, I'm leaving first."

After Shen Yiyan left, Song Shoucheng lowered his head and buried his face in the hand that had just grabbed Shen Yiyan, sucking hard.

Shen Yiyan left school in a hurry, always feeling that there were two eyes silently staring at him from behind. On the road, he passed by a few children riding bicycles, and one of them almost hit Shen Yiyan if he didn't pay attention.

"Sorry!" The owner of this car is Zhou Xingchen.

"It's okay." Shen Yiyan was not injured, but he couldn't hide the panic on his face.

"Zhou Xingchen felt strange, his eyes followed Shen Yiyan, the partner beside him bumped the front of his car, and reminded: "What are you looking at!We walked. "

Zhou Xingchen nodded, turned around and saw a man following behind Shen Yiyan.

"Let's go first, I have something else to do." Zhou Xingchen said to his companion, and then followed him on his bicycle.

Knowing that Song Shoucheng was following him behind him, Shen Yiyan tried to run, but was pulled back.

"Don't!" Shen Yiyan opened his eyes, the dark night sky was entangled like a ghost, and a bit of chilling chill bloomed in his heart.

It was this dream again.

Shen Yiyan squatted down, the frightening voice echoed in his mind.

Pressing his head firmly with one hand, Song Shoucheng's greedy eyes were foggy and enigmatic, he lowered his head and slowly approached Shen Yiyan.

Shen Yiyan struggled, his eyes were scarlet, but his head was pressed heavily by big hands. Shen Yiyan exerted all his strength and finally got both hands out of Song Shoucheng's body. Picking up a stone beside him, he was about to throw it on Song Shoucheng's head.

Song Shoucheng didn't give him this chance, and with a fierce look on his face, he grabbed Shen Yiyan's hand, separated his five fingers, and hit Shen Yiyan's head with the stone.

Shen Yiyan was dizzy from the pain, cold liquid dripped across his face.

Song Shoucheng lowered his head to kiss Shen Yiyan.

"Go away!" Shen Yiyan spat out these two words with difficulty, but looked helplessly at Song Shoucheng's approaching face, feeling desperate.

Zhou Xingchen followed all the way, but was delayed by the traffic police on the road.

"Student, it's not safe to ride like this. How old are you?" The traffic policeman stopped Zhou Xingchen.

"Uncle, I'm sorry, I have something urgent, I'll come back later and confess my mistake to you." Zhou Xingchen looked forward anxiously.

"It's not you, kid. Your car is parked here today. You can only leave after calling your parents."

"Forget it." Zhou Xingchen gritted his teeth, left the car, and turned in from the side road.

I don't know what's wrong, it's going to be okay.Zhou Xingchen thought.

Here is a dilapidated factory with many remaining rooms.Zhou Xingchen walked deeper and deeper, and finally heard some movement in a bungalow.

The little boy was being pinned down by the man.

Zhou Xingchen called his father, then picked up an iron rod, approached the two men cautiously, came behind the man, and swung it down heavily.

Shen Yiyan raised his hand and put it on his forehead, the cold moisture stimulated every skin, his heart beat like a drum in the evening and a bell in the morning.It seems to be a sign of a dying soul.

He got up, the corners of his eyes were slightly moist and aching.Take out the grapefruit candy, peel off the paper, and put it in your mouth. The cool sweetness slightly soothes the fear in your heart.

"If you're scared, eat a grapefruit candy."

"I would like to be your patron saint."

That's what Zhou Xingchen said to himself at that time.

Shen Yiyan came to the kitchen, there was still Zhou Xingchen's leftover porridge in the pot.

He vaguely remembered that Zhou Xingchen had already left.

It was already nine o'clock in the evening when Zhou Xingchen received his father's call.

"Xingchen, I just checked the file about the matter you asked me, and the child you mentioned is called Shen Yiyan."

"But it's been so long, you ask what this is for."

"I seem to have met this kid." Zhou Xingchen held the phone tightly.

"Then you have to make good friends with them. Who would have thought that a primary school teacher would do that to a child back then."

"It is estimated that this child is under a lot of psychological pressure."

"I see, Dad."

Zhou Xingchen hung up the phone and thought for a long time.

"Yiyan, this time you bring your undergraduate classmates." Liu Bo said, then took out a piece of paper from the drawer and handed it to Shen Yiyan, "This is the sign-in sheet."

"Okay, Liu Bo." Shen Yiyan took it.

On the way back to the laboratory, I met Su Wenhao.The two happened to be in a group, and they were tutoring tomorrow's laboratory class together, so they discussed the experimental methods.

"That's it." Su Wenhao closed the book, stretched his waist, thinking about getting a good night's sleep, and raised his eyes to see that Shen Yiyan was still tidying up the materials.Curiously asked: "Are you staying in the lab again today?"

"En." Shen Yiyan nodded.Recently, I have a lot of nightmares, and I am often woken up by the things in my dreams, which makes it difficult for me to fall asleep in the second half of the night.

Shen Yiyan didn't want to rely on sleeping pills to solve her sleep problems, so she simply stationed in the laboratory to finish the paper early.

"Su Wenhao." Shen Yiyan stopped suddenly and asked hesitantly, "I want to ask you a question."

When Su Wenhao heard this, he shuddered, immediately cheered up, and asked excitedly, "What's the problem? I guess it's not an academic problem, is it a relationship problem?"

"Emotional issues." Shen Yiyan showed a puzzled expression, "I like someone alone."

"And then?" Su Wenhao asked curiously.

"He didn't know before, but now he knows, I feel he hates me." Shen Yiyan said every word.

Su Wenhao couldn't understand: "Then when he doesn't know you like him, does he hate you?"

Shen Yiyan shook his head.

"That's when he knew you liked him, and he started to hate you."

Shen Yiyan hesitated: "It should be."

"That's strange. If I would definitely ask, the state is the same, but after the conditions change, the result will be different?" Su Wenhao said.

"Then I'll ask." Shen Yiyan made it clear.

After the experimental class in the afternoon, Shen Yiyan went home directly, squatted in the stairwell and waited for a long time. He remembered that Zhou Xingchen used to go home at this time.

In fact, he was still a little worried, worried that Zhou Xingchen would hide himself, because it was an unrealistic liking.

Maybe he should apologize and move out, so as not to cause unnecessary trouble to Zhou Xingchen.

Shen Yiyan took out his mobile phone, checked the rental information nearby, and observed the movement.

Maybe the search was so serious that I didn't even hear the footsteps behind me.

"Shen Yiyan, what are you doing?" A deep voice suddenly sounded.

Shen Yiyan was taken aback, turned around, and found Zhou Xingchen standing behind her, who had been watching for an unknown amount of time.

"Zhou Xingchen." Shen Yiyan stood up and patted the ashes on his body hastily.

"Do you have something to tell me?" Zhou Xingchen's face was sullen, as if there was a huge backlog of rocks in his heart, ever since he knew that Shen Yiyan liked him.

When he first came here, he could vaguely see a figure in the stairwell, and when he walked over, he saw Shen Yiyan looking at his mobile phone. When he lowered his head, he could see the content clearly.

Does it seem like I'm going to hate him?That's why we have to move out.

"En." Shen Yiyan nodded.

"You took that photo album, didn't you?" Shen Yiyan looked at Zhou Xingchen with inquiry in his eyes.

Zhou Xingchen didn't expect Shen Yiyan to find out so quickly. In fact, he didn't know why he insisted on taking that photo album, as if he was going to be detained as a criminal evidence.

In the past, many people confessed to themselves. Generally, they would leave room for the other party and politely refuse. If they don’t like it, they don’t like it.

If he hadn't taken that photo album away, perhaps Shen Yiyan would not have known the fact that his secret love had been seen through, and he and Shen Yiyan could still be friends.They won't suffer from each other, Shen Yiyan will silently bury his secret love in his heart, and be good friends with him for a lifetime, and himself, will he like Shen Yiyan?

he does not know.

Zhou Xingchen sighed heavily, and replied, "It's here with me."

"I'm sorry." Shen Yiyan's eyes turned red, "I shouldn't have been lying to you."

"I did film you for years without your permission, and I'm sorry for that."

For ten years, Zhou Xingchen said these two words silently in his heart.This is Shen Yiyan's youth.

"If you're sick of my feelings, you can throw the album away and I can move from here and never bother you again."

"Really, I promise." The corners of Shen Yiyan's eyes flashed firm, but inexplicably fragile.

Zhou Xingchen didn't reply, and was silent for a long time, he just stared at Shen Yiyan quietly.

Was he disgusted by Shen Yiyan's feelings?Zhou Xingchen asked himself.

No, from the moment he knew that Shen Yiyan liked him, he was surprised at first, then inexplicably excited, unreasonably excited, and finally distressed that this person liked him for so long.There wasn't a moment when I felt sick.

If he doesn't hate it, can he accept it?

Zhou Xingchen didn't know whether he liked Shen Yiyan or not, he only knew that if it was someone else, there would be no room for him to consider accepting it.

"Are you here just to talk about this?" Zhou Xingchen asked, lowering the gloom in his eyes.

"No, I still want to ask, you hate me for you..."

"What are you doing to me?" Zhou Xingchen interrupted, and then he approached Shen Yiyan step by step, pushing him to the corner. He lowered his head and looked at Shen Yiyan: "You just said that I took your photo album, but you didn't tell me What exactly do you mean by your feelings for me? You just come and ask me if you don’t like me, and then arrange everything self-righteously, saying what you said to make me throw away the photo album, you move away, and leave me a fool to regret it. It’s not fair, Shen Yiyan, We don't have the same right to knowledge, you can't directly define a person, so, can you explain your feelings for me clearly."

Shen Yiyan's Adam's apple rolled slightly. He didn't know whether Zhou Xingchen really didn't understand or pretended not to understand, but he could feel Zhou Xingchen's unhappiness. He lowered his head and said what he thought he would never say in his life: "I like you, Zhou Xingchen .”

"That's how I feel about you." Shen Yiyan's mouth trembled slightly.

Zhou Xingchen raised the corner of his mouth, and whispered softly in Shen Yiyan's ear: "What if I say I don't hate it?"

"What?" Shen Yiyan was dazed, a little unbelievable, and even suspected that there was something wrong with his ears.

He looked at Zhou Xingchen in puzzlement, wanting to pierce into Zhou Xingchen's heart.

"I don't hate you." Zhou Xingchen stroked Shen Yiyan's head with his hand, and said gently: "I can accept you, I don't hate you, Shen Yiyan."