The consequences of calling a brother

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Jiang Yunshu grabbed the door, wanting to question him loudly, 'Why do you think I'm here? 'But seeing his morbid appearance, even if this person's tone is not very good, no matter how tough he is, his momentum has weakened.

"Can I go in?"

Lin Yinghan was silent for a few seconds, then dodged to let the man into the room.

Except for the empty wine bottle on the coffee table, the rest of the furnishings are clean and tidy, not as messy as the last time I saw it. The quilt on the bed has no trace of unfolding, and even the position of the pillow has not changed. Looking at the sofa , a pillow plus a blanket, obviously lived on it.

"Why don't you go to bed, don't you know you caught a cold when you slept on the sofa last time?" Frowning, Jiang Yunshu realized how inappropriate these words were. He really cared, but Lin Yinghan would definitely think of ambiguity. On the first floor, he secretly clenched his fist and turned his face to the side.

Lin Yinghan didn't care about this at all, he simply tidied up the sofa, and threw the empty wine bottle into the trash can. The hangover tasted really bad, and his stomach was still churning. He didn't want to waste time chatting with this person in front of him. The family life is short, I just want to say something quickly, and leave after speaking, out of sight and out of mind.

"Why are you looking for me? Talk to me if you have something to say." Lin Yinghan took out a cigarette and lit it, trying to calm down, because if he showed that he didn't care, his heart would still hurt, and he would have the urge to bite him to death.

"Are you not only drinking, but also smoking?" Jiang Yunshu probably didn't expect this. Drinking some alcohol is an inevitable part of socializing, but smoking is a bit disgusting to him, and he feels that it shouldn't be a bad habit that Lin Yinghan should have.

Lin Yinghan sneered, "What's the matter, man, smoking and drinking is not a big problem." He raised his neck and exhaled smoke deftly. The heart of the reader trembled.

This person has become more unfamiliar, even multi-faceted. On the other hand, he seems to be the same to him as before. He simply thinks that they can still be as good as they were when they were young. Don't make too complicated a relationship. He can't figure it out and can't accept it. .

What he wants is not that kind of strange feeling, but the brotherhood, can such a simple requirement not be met, does it have to be like that?

The two were relatively speechless. Lin Yinghan stood in front of the window and his eyes were divergent. Fearing that I would lose control, I would strip him off like last time.

In the past days, he endured the torment of longing, and he had to make the courtesy of encountering more than ordinary friendship, and he had to suppress the urge to explode when he saw what he didn't want to see in his eyes. Who could know what was going on in his heart? pain.

Liu Zhe said to let nature take its course, but he couldn't do that. What should he do? Being able to call Jiang Yunshu brothers and sisters, but also have to watch him date other people, and even listen to him tell the details of their date. It's sad to kill him.

So, I can only do this, as a stranger.

Let time peel off the skin and flesh little by little, and it is best to grow a new layer.

If you don't like me like this, then I'll stay away from you. I want you, but I don't want you to live uncomfortably, so I will let you be free and talk about your love.

I let you go, why do you still come to me, what do you mean by this.He didn't say it, he was waiting for the other party to say it, to see what he could say to confess himself.

If it was ordinary, then he would disdain this kind of meaningless confession, because the relationship between them was not ordinary, so he wanted a confession, even if it was meaningless, even if it was sad, even if the ending was already finalized in his heart.

Maybe I still want to see him and hear his voice.

"Let's talk." Jiang Yunshu finally spoke up. He couldn't come in vain. He had to say what he had to say anyway. It was up to him to make it happen. He tried his best. After all, he didn't want to lose his brother.

"Tell me." Lin Yinghan didn't turn his head, looking at the gray sky outside the window, the weather forecast said that there would be rain, autumn rain is the coldest, but also the saddest.

Jiang Yunshu stood up and walked to him, lowering his head, because the other person's face really made him unbearable to open such a mouth in front of him. If he was a child, he would definitely hug the other person's head, hug him in his arms, and then Comfort him, but not now, the fortress that has been built with great difficulty cannot collapse because of this.

"Han Baoer, can we still be like before?"

"Which? Childhood or now?"

"I don't want to lose you as a brother, really Han Baoer, can you be my brother?" Jiang Yunshu almost begged, his outstretched hand wanted to pull his arm, afraid of being thrown away and then slowly fell, he really felt distressed When he thought of the two being strangers from now on, he felt very distressed.

"No." Lin Yinghan replied decisively, "I said that I am not a brotherhood to you, but a lover, I want to kiss you every day and hug you to your lover, do you understand, I don't want to be a bad brother." Lin Yinghan's emotions were ignited Shouting out loud, trembling all over, he turned and went to the sofa, the redness in the corners of Jiang Yunshu's eyes was clearly visible, very glaring.

"Han Baoer..."

"...don't call me that, please, don't call me that, if you're not a lover, please don't call me that, I... can't bear it." Tears that had been held back for a long time burst out in an instant, and they couldn't stop, that's the nickname He couldn't bear it the most, but the man still called him like this, did he do it on purpose, to see how fragile he was like fallen leaves in autumn, scattered and rootless, to see how much he cared about him, and to laugh at him How cheap and shameless your love is.

No need.

"Han Baoer..." Seeing his pain, Jiang Yunshu actually felt the same in his heart, even worse than him. He couldn't see other people's tears, especially Lin Yinghan's. He regretted coming to him today and saying those words , What he thought before coming here was completely different from what happened in front of him at this moment, he panicked all of a sudden, not knowing what to do.

Did it hurt him too much?

"Han Baoer..." Jiang Yunshu walked over after hesitating for a long time, squatting in front of Lin Yinghan's feet, raised his chin, the tear stains on his face were shocking, and gently touched his fingertips, just like when he was a child, because he could move it easily His heartstrings wiped tears.

Lin Yinghan was sobbing, tears wet his eyelashes, flickering up and down to bring out a string of new teardrops, the palm of this person in front of him was warm, his eyes were filled with infinite pity, and he was just as reluctant to bear a little bit of pain as before. It's great that he still loves himself, but he doesn't know it. He grabs Jiang Yunshu's arm and lifts him up, wrapping his arms around his waist, like a lost child who has found his relatives. He is helpless and flustered and melts in this warmth. in his arms.

Jiang Yunshu mixed all kinds of emotions in his heart, hugged the man's head, ran his fingers through the hair, and gently comforted him. At this moment, his eyes were only on the sad Lin Yinghan, the crying Lin Yinghan, who came The purpose was forgotten, and his own will was completely brought into his pain, and he gradually walked into his world following his sobs.

It was only when Lin Yinghan's lips came up and stuck out his tongue to wrap around his mouth that he realized what happened and how he should deal with it.

Maybe when he slapped him hard, Lin Yinghan pointed to the door and lowered his head and said coldly, "You go, we won't see each other again," he finally came to his senses.

His face was flushed, showing how hard he was trying.

He didn't cry and run out like a forced girl, but picked up the bag, and his feet weighed a thousand catties. Even when he reached the door, he was still looking around, hoping that Lin Yinghan would tell him: "Brother, I was wrong, I made a mistake for a while. Confused, I won't be like this in the future, we are still brothers."

But nothing happened. Seeing Lin Yinghan walked to the bedroom with his head in his arms like a bereaved dog, and then heard the sound of the door closing, he knew that he had no intention of staying any longer. Such an ending was also expected.

It's just that I never saw him again this time. That person seemed to be determined. When Jiang Yunshu went down the last few steps like a ghost, he stepped on the air and rolled down from the top. The piercing pain came from his ankle, and his heart ached. Think, this is the price.

☆、Let me introduce you to a boyfriend

In the 13th arrondissement of Paris, Liu Zhe had been busy all day, and finally had time to order a cup of coffee. His colleague was communicating with foreign friends in fluent French. GAY, although in a unit like theirs, this is absolutely confidential, but in a conversation after drinking, a colleague unabashedly expressed his feelings to him, maybe because he has been suppressed for too long, maybe because he has taken a fancy to him, At that time, Liu Zhe's nerves were all tense. Later, his colleagues patted him on the shoulder and assured him that they only regarded him as a friend. GAY didn't call everyone he saw, it also depends on fate. It was purely depressed for too long. unhappy.

Afterwards, the two became good friends who talked about everything. He suddenly felt that this colleague and Lin Yinghan might make a good pair together. Although a state-owned enterprise and a private enterprise, they are comparable in ability and age. , colleagues who are four or five years older than Lin Yinghan are not too much, and they are not inferior to each other in size, appearance, temperament, conversation, and knowledge (the key is to see the right eye, and those external differences are nothing), so , if the two of them can succeed, that would be a good thing.

Although Lin Yinghan has repeatedly emphasized that Jiang Yunshu is the only one in his heart, Lin Yinghan hasn't realized the twisted melon, or he doesn't understand it deeply, so he doesn't give up. double fly.

But Liu Zhe knows that it's easy to bend straight, and in the end it's not his brother who suffers. He doesn't want to see him suffer all day because of this pain. At a good age, one should fall in love and enjoy the beauty of love. Why bother? Looking for what you can't get, stupidity is a disease, stupidity is more serious than stupidity, if you fall into the vortex of bitter love and can't extricate yourself, then he can only help.

"What are you doing?" Liu Zhe called.

Lin Yinghan rubbed his aching head, turned on the bedside lamp, and picked up the phone, "Who is it...Brother, what time is it and I'm still awake."

Nervous headache is a long-standing problem. I just took the medicine and was dazed and woke up by the phone.

"Sleeping? Oh, right, it's midnight at your place. I'm on a business trip in Paris. I just forgot to check the time. I miss you all of a sudden. Give me a call to say hello." Liu Zhe took a sip of his coffee, and the aroma was as expected. Same, worthy of being so famous.

Lin Yinghan sat up a little bit, leaned against the head of the bed, and pulled up the quilt, there was no heating, and the room was a bit cold, "You guys are really comfortable, you always go abroad, under the guise of a business trip, you are actually traveling. "

"Hey, don't talk nonsense about this. We really have a project here, otherwise you think I would like to come. I just got married, okay? Who wants to go on a business trip? Your sister-in-law is still talking about it. The honeymoon has just ended This is coming out again, flying can exhaust people to death." Liu Zhe complained straight away, but what he said was indeed the truth, it's not a good thing to travel all the time, and people who are jet lagged will be caught in the circle.

"Come on, tell me, what's the matter, don't say what you miss me, those who are not nutritious, to be honest, I was woken up by you after a short sleep, and I have to get up early to go to work."

This cousin really knew him. Normally, they really didn't even bother to send text messages except for something. If they called in the middle of the night and said they missed him, who would believe it.

"Then let me just say it directly, I came with my colleague, and he is also the one."

"Which one?" Lin Yinghan interrupted him, not understanding what he said.

Liu Zhe was afraid that his colleagues would hear him, so he moved a little further away, "That's the one, just like you, I like men."

"Ah, what's the matter?" Lin Yinghan asked lazily, unable to arouse any interest.

"He's a nice guy. He's 27 years old. He holds a Ph.D. My colleague must be doing the same thing as me. His family conditions are pretty good. He's the only one from Beijing. Half, he is also quite handsome, anyway, I think he is very energetic, I will post a photo later and you can see, he is quite manly, not a woman, and has a good temperament, how about it, let's introduce you two first, even if it doesn't work, let's talk A friend is also good, look at you now, you don’t look like a young man who is listless all day, cheer up and talk about a relationship, and get back your previous vitality.”

He didn't interrupt his cousin's call, not because he listened to it, but fell into deep thought again, Jiang Yunshu, how should I treat you.

"Ying Han... Ying Han... are you listening? Is the signal bad?" Liu Zhe talked for a long time, but there was no response at all. He looked at the phone, the signal is full, maybe he fell asleep again.

"Ying Han..."

"...Uh...I'm here." Lin Yinghan came back to his senses, took out his cigarette and lit it. Now he is a little dependent on this, and it seems to be a habit.

"Why don't you say anything, how about it, let's meet some time, your place is not far from Beijing, and you will come by high-speed train, or you can come and see you when we go back."

"Not interested in."

"Hey, what are you interested in, Jiang Yunshu? But he is straight. Do you understand how straight you are? When did you become a big fan of him? It's not me hitting you, Lin Yinghan. Just like him, you are Wait for him another ten years, he will be like that, he can't bend, my colleague is really good, he is born, you don't need to work hard to get on the road, so you better not miss it." Liu Zhe was anxious Yes, it doesn't matter if it's right or not, it's all said anyway, so why are you so stubborn.

"Inappropriate." Lin Yinghan let out a puff of smoke, and his eyes touched the lantern made of drink cans. It was the New Year's gift that Jiang Yunshu gave him that year. He kept it with him all the time, not only this, but all the shared memories. It's on.

Liu Zhe was really pissed off by him, so he suppressed his breath and asked calmly, "You can tell me where it's not appropriate." His voice was a little heavy, which caused the guests on the side to look at him directly. The conditions are more than enough for you, so what else do you choose?"

"Brother, don't worry about it. Are you kidding me? I'm a Ph.D. What am I? A small undergraduate, not even a star and a half away. Beijingers, I’m a small town that’s not at the top level, and I have to know how to combine urban and rural areas. Forget it, why do I tell you these things, it’s useless, brother, I still say the same thing, I I'll take care of my own business, so don't worry about it."

"Lin Yinghan, if you weren't my younger brother, you think I would take care of it. I don't want to see you sad. What's so good about him, Jiang Yunshu, is worth your concern for more than ten years. Maybe I don't understand your emotional world, but life You have to get on with it, every time mom calls and talks about you, she sighs and sighs, you just... oh, that's fine, let's talk about it later, don't care about you, but you have to think about it, we all hope you Happiness, I hope you get better, I don't want to see you like this now."

"I see bro."

He didn't wake up from the trance until the butt of the cigarette was burnt to his hand. Every time he had to have such a stinging pain, he could re-examine the matter, and then he fell into that inextricable predicament not long after.

This is a strange circle, thinking that he has found a way to get out, but in the end, he is still in the same place after going around. After all, he still feels sorry for Jiang Yunshu, or at the beginning, he has not dared or grasped the speed well, and he does not know how to proceed. That's good, since the time I hurt him forcefully, they may not be able to go back to the past, but on Jiang Yunshu's side, coercion is nothing, they are all men, at worst, they lie down for a few days, and there is no chastity to be had He said that his obstacle was in his heart, he always regarded Lin Yinghan as his younger brother, and then one day this younger brother suddenly told him that he loved him for many years, and would not marry anyone but him.

On the one hand, it is the constraint of moral principles, and on the other hand, it is the test of human relations. He is not afraid of homosexuality, nor does he reject homosexuality, but it is a bit difficult to accept. Besides, it is true that he does not want to lose his brother.

He also felt sorry for Lin Yinghan, every time Lin Yinghan's aggrieved eyes almost broke his defense line, he wanted to stretch out his hand, and then opened his arms, telling him, 'Don't be afraid, there is a brother. ’ But behind that grievance is to let him make sexual compromises, so how can he say frankly, ‘Is it okay? '

Therefore, the person who suffers is not from one side, and neither of them is having a good time.

The author has something to say: Twisted's feelings are a dead end, you have to turn it yourself, and if you understand it, it will be a smooth road.

☆, back home ([-])

I went back to my hometown where I had been away for ten years. The grass and trees here, the air here, the land here, and the residents here are all so kind. The bungalows have also disappeared, and they have been replaced by neat residential buildings. In the large garden of the community, some elderly people go for a walk or go to the gym. The children wear thick cotton clothes, chasing each other and playing football. So familiar, but also so strange.

What is familiar is that he saw the shadow of ten years ago from the children's play, what is strange is that he came back for the first time in these ten years, and he is unfamiliar with the changes here.

"Auntie, do you know that there is a Laifu fruit supermarket near here?"

"Laifu, I know, you cross this street and walk about 100 meters."

"Okay, thank you."

"This young man is really handsome."

After taking off his business clothes and changing into casual clothes, Lin Yinghan looked only eighteen to nineteen, like a college student, and when his aunt praised him, he smiled and nodded politely and walked forward.

It can be said that coming back this time was impulsive. A thought flashed and he couldn't sit still anymore, let alone work. He felt that if he didn't do something, he would really go crazy. Even if he came back to take a look, everything related to Jiang Yunshu, he We have to pick it up bit by bit.

Xiushui Street, it turns out that this street is still there, but the buildings on both sides have changed. I think Jiang Yunshu led himself to these nearby streets for many times, and how many pairs of shoes were worn out, just to let him remember Road, it's strange to say, the problem when I was a child became serious and suddenly healed, and I haven't lost my way since I left Jiang Yunshu. Maybe I relied on him at that time and wanted him to hang himself on me. Subconsciously said I didn't remember.

They once bought snacks on this street, popsicles for five cents, soda for two cents, Jiang Yunshu secretly rode a bicycle and took him to fly across the street like a dragon, laughter wafted from the street At the end of the street, when you become crazy, you can't stop, even follow behind the big troops like a little brother to "shopping" with Tokuko and the others, shouting with great momentum: "Try to bully another one, and break your legs. "This old street has too many fond memories shared by them.

Stepping on it again, not only the heart is hot, but also the blood is boiling. The picture seems to be in front of my eyes, frame by frame, scene by scene, so clear, so touching.

Just as the aunt pointed the way, I saw the plaque of "Laifu Fruit Supermarket" within a short distance. The facade is not very big, but it is very clean and tidy, not as colorful as some stores.

Looking in from the window, there are three or two customers who are picking fruits, and a woman in her [-]s is writing something at the cash register. From the appearance, she is a little fat, with short curly hair and a kind face. Fang no doubt.

Lin Yinghan slowly pushed the door open and walked in, the wind chime of "Welcome" rang at the door, Zhou Fang looked up, thinking, hey, who's son, such a handsome young man, compared to my Yun'er.

Zhou Fang nodded and smiled, her brows were kind and kind, "Get what you need." Then she started writing again.

Lin Yinghan didn't move, and first looked around the entire store. The area was only about 50 square meters. All kinds of fruits were arranged neatly and not in a mess. There were some plastic bags hanging on the side of the counter at intervals. The guests choose by themselves, and there are some beautiful fruit baskets on the innermost table, which are probably prepared for gift giving or visiting patients. The windows are bright and clean, and the floor tiles are polished without a trace of dirt.

Although the small store is not big, the simple and warm layout also reveals the hard work and competence of the family.

"Young man, you can pack whatever you need, and then come to me to settle the payment." Zhou Fang saw that Lin Yinghan hadn't moved for a long time, and reminded him again as he stood there.

Lin Yinghan turned around apologetically, leaned closer to Zhou Fang, and said with a mischievous smile, "Auntie, do you really not recognize me? Take a good look and see who I am?" The eyebrows, the corners of the mouth are curved like a child begging for sugar.

Zhou Fang put down the pen in her hand, walked out of the cash register, and dragged him to look carefully from top to bottom. If this child looked familiar, some neighbors nearby, or frequent customers She had all the impressions, but this child had a blank face and couldn't remember who it was. Her lips twitched anxiously for a long time but she didn't name him.

"Auntie, I'm Han Bao'er. I'm from the old Liu's house that was the first one to enter the gate of the courtyard. Do you remember?"

Zhou Fang grabbed his hand, her eyes were filled with tears, and her mind popped out of his appearance when he was a child, didn't she, "Oh, boy, why do you think you have grown so tall? When you were young, you just... oh... old man, come quickly, hurry up, and see who is coming."

Zhou Fang was so excited that she was incoherent. Although she didn't get along with the old neighbors in this hospital for too long, she still had a deep impression on the child 'Han Baoer'. It's so sticky, it flashes in front of my eyes every day, so I remember it clearly.

Father Jiang was counting the inventory in the warehouse at the back, but he didn't put down the boxes in his hand when he heard the sound, he just asked casually, "Who is it?"

"Oh, come here quickly, put down the box first, and order later." Zhou Fang hurriedly ran over and pulled Dad Jiang over, "Look, who is this?"

Father Jiang wiped his hands on the blue coat, and took a few steps closer to Lin Yinghan, his eyes fixed on this pretty face for a moment, and his mouth began to falter, "This...this is..."

"How about it, didn't you recognize it? Think about it again, we used to be in an old courtyard, the first one when we entered..." Zhou Fang reminded, unable to hide his excitement.

"The first one, old Liu's, are you...Han Bao'er?"

"Cough, you're really not bad. I guessed it right away. Take a look at what this kid looks like. As soon as I entered the door, I thought, whose kid is so energetic? I didn't expect it to be Han Baoer. Tell me ..."

Lin Yinghan stepped forward and hugged Jiang's father affectionately like a father and son, and his heart began to turn sour, "Uncle Jiang, how are you all these years?"

Father Jiang stretched out his hand and patted Lin Yinghan's back excitedly, his voice was a little choked up, "Okay, everything is fine, oops, you said it's been so many years since we've seen each other, why did you come back to see us?"

Lin Yinghan parted from Jiang's father in shame, touched his head, and didn't dare to look at him, "Uncle Jiang, I'm not coming back yet."

Zhou Fang winked at Jiang's father, and pulled a few stools from the side, "Sit down and say, don't stand, you must be tired after traveling all the way."

"Thank you, auntie, uncle, you can sit too. I think the business of our shop is pretty good."

Jiang's father took off his coat and handed it to Zhou Fang, and sat next to Lin Yinghan, "It's okay, we are old, we can't stand selling vegetables at the market, and we don't want to stay at home and do business, so we just set up this shop , We just need to make a phone call to deliver the goods, and we don’t need to worry about it. The owners of this house are all acquainted, and the rent is cheap and not expensive, so it is considered a business. Are you here on purpose or are you here? ..."

"I'm on a business trip, so I stopped by to have a look at the elders. I should have come after all these years, but... But Uncle Jiang, I will come often in the future, don't worry."

Zhou Fang came over after paying the selected customers, and moved a small stool to sit down, "You are now at the beginning of your career, you are sure to be busy, and you, Uncle Jiang, are just seeing these old people I'm excited, I don't mean to blame you, you said this relocation, the old neighbors are scattered everywhere, it's really not easy to meet each other, so, your aunt and they are all very good, your grandma's body is still in good condition Fine."

"Grandma and grandpa have passed away one after another. My aunt and uncle are doing well. Brother Zhe just got married on November [-]. Now his family is in Beijing. They are all doing well."

"That's a good relationship. Beijing is the capital. That kid has been a top-notch student since he was a child. He is really promising, but why are you old couple like your grandfather..." Jiang's father's expression darkened, remembering that when his son was young, the old couple came from his hometown. Every time I give delicious food, I give a bunch of them as soon as I give them. These days are irresistible. They are getting old, and the older generation has left one after another. I can't help but feel sad.

"They were in poor health in the early years, and then they relapsed. You also know that the cardiovascular disease in the elderly is urgent, so... Uncle Jiang, is your grandma okay?"

Jiang's father sighed, "Hey, just like your grandma, they went to another world to be companions, and it's been almost five years since I left, oh, I won't mention it, old lady, I'll watch here, you go back and do it soon Let's go, let's close early today."

Zhou Fang slapped her thigh, "You look around and chatter, so what, Han Baoer, you stay here with your Uncle Jiang for a while, I will go back to cook, and I will come back for dinner with you, Uncle Jiang, okay? It’s easy to come back and stay for two more days to see the big changes here.”

"Okay auntie."

Zhou Fang packed up her things and walked to the door, then remembered something and stopped, "Lao Jiang, I have written the delivery list on the table, you can order it accordingly, and come back later to bring back some ugly oranges, that sweet water There are a lot of servings, Han Baoer must like to eat."

"Hey, hurry up, he wants to eat here, I'll take care of it, don't worry about it."

"Tch, I think I'm long-winded again, Han Baoer, I'm leaving, take whatever you want to eat, you're welcome."

"I know auntie."

Looking at Zhou Fang and Jiang's father's enthusiasm for me, to be honest, the warm current can't calm down for a long time, just like back then, the two families sent back and forth any delicious food, and they treated themselves like their own sons Likewise, he thought, it would be great if Jiang Yunshu was here.

☆, back home ([-])

"Quickly wash your hands and come over to eat. Your Uncle Jiang said on the phone that you are still selling goods. You don't need to worry about that. Your Uncle Jiang moved around and did it by himself. Look, you got a lot of ashes."

Zhou Fang put the last dish on the table, and cast a reproachful glance at her husband.

"It's okay, auntie, I'm not tired, just stay here." Lin Yinghan took off his coat and went to the bathroom to wash his hands. When he came out, he saw a table full of home-cooked food. The colors were bright and the fragrance was strong. Appetite whetted, "Auntie, how did you cook so much, can you finish eating, just make a few simple ones."

"That's no good. You haven't tasted my craftsmanship for more than ten years. Come and rate me to see if my craftsmanship has regressed. Come on, sit down, Lao Jiang, what are you up to, hurry up and accompany me Have a drink with Han Baoer." Zhou Fang took out a bottle of white wine from the cabinet, "Yun'er bought this for you Uncle Jiang, Yun'er doesn't drink white wine, and your Uncle Jiang usually doesn't want to drink it by himself, well, You can accompany him well today, so that you don't have to talk about no one to accompany you all day long."

Jiang's father wiped his face and put on the towel, walked over, and took the words, "Your aunt Zhou is right, this wine is useless if you don't drink it with you, pass me the cup, and I'll pour it for Han Baoer superior."

"You don't need Uncle Jiang, let me do the pouring." Lin Yinghan is a junior, and there is no elder to pour the wine, so he hurriedly snatched it.

"It's because Yun'er didn't come back. He wants to come back. If we call you Han Bao'er, we must say, 'ah, you are not allowed to call me. Only I can call you." Damn, you're scolding him, it's useless to beat him, and you don't cry, and there's no reason, except that no one else is allowed to bark." Jiang's father couldn't help being happy when he thought of Jiang Yunshu's crimes when he was a child, Both he and Zhou Fang were just talking about something interesting, but Lin Yinghan's ears were sore.

Yes, he protected himself so much, and took himself as his own very early on, but now he said no to it, so he was so cruel.

"You're still talking about this," Zhou Fang continued, "I brought Qianqian here for the first time, and Qianqian took him a badge of a three-good student. This family really pissed him off and made my daughter cry Bastard, my daughter, you know, she has a boyish personality, so I cried, saying that you gave him that badge, and no one can give it to you, hehe, Han Baoer, it’s your fault Little girl, if this is a girl, we can all think that Yun'er likes you, hahaha."

Lin Yinghan smiled wryly and lowered his head, embarrassed, "Auntie, I see what you said."

"When you were young, the two of you were the only ones who got close. The good son Li Wang and the others were born on the front and rear feet, and they didn't have as deep a relationship as the two of you. As long as there is anything delicious and fun in my family, I have to give it to you. Keep it, and no one else will get involved." Jiang's father picked up a fish with chopsticks for Lin Yinghan, and then continued to talk about the two of them, "Let's just talk about this fish, Han Baoer, I don't know if you will eat at my house once during the Chinese New Year. Do you remember that he specially picked the tail to eat, picked the fish head for you, and picked the thorns for you and put it in a bowl. My dad has never been treated like this, so I was puzzled, and I asked him,' Yun'er, don't you like fish heads the most? Why don't you eat them?' Listen to what he said, he said, 'there are few thorns in fish heads, let Han Bao'er eat them so you don't have to prick him', look at my kid How nice you are, oh, then you moved away and ate fish again, but he still didn’t eat fish heads, just because of his small appearance at that time, I knew he missed you again.”

After Jiang's father finished speaking, he took a sip of wine, and Lin Yinghan also symbolically raised his glass and took a long sip. Tears were already rolling in his eyes.

He has never forgotten any of these memories. Today, Dad Jiang and Zhou Fang turned the days back to the past like a calendar.

If you eat fish, you will pick the thorns, if you eat ribs, you will pick the good ones, if you eat watermelon, you will eat the tops, and he will eat the leftovers. In summer, you will buy popsicles, and in winter, you will buy candied haws. The clothes are thick enough, and you are afraid that he will be cold. It seems that I have to add another scarf. Ice skating along the Xihe River, playing sledges, I am always the one who sits and enjoys, and he is always the one who pulls and runs in front. Going forward to help, Meng Liang and the others all called him Meijiao Niang, weak like a little girl, but in the end, of course, Jiang Yunshu gave him a good beating, because he knew that what he hated the most was other people Say he looks like a girl.

These memories are like nails deeply nailed into his mind, how could he forget, because he will never forget, because of such a good person, so he has to be with him forever, only by becoming his own, can he Good life.

"Han Bao'er... what are you thinking about, pick up some vegetables to eat, is it because Auntie's cooking is not to your liking?" Zhou Fang saw that he was stunned for a while and didn't speak, so she put some more vegetables in the bowl.

"Oh no, it's very delicious, Auntie. I just remembered something from my childhood. At that time, Yun'er really protected me. Since I came to this courtyard, I haven't been bullied."

"It must be said that you saved him," Jiang's father said about his son, and the car was full of words. "Before you came, he was crazy with the naughty boy in the yard all day long. You went to the house, crawled Tree, what dangers to play, when there is no rest, you are so angry that you can’t catch people every day, since you came, you two play together, this is honest and more polite, at least you don’t play those things It made me tremble."

"Little boys are like that, they're all scouring." Zhou Fang continued, "As for my girl, you should remember that you stayed together for a few days in elementary school, and she looked like a tomboy, so it's said that children scouring It's okay, just don't make a big mess, look at Yun'er now, in front of the designer, the income is also good, and I will definitely not make mistakes in the future, isn't that good."

"Oh, by the way, we've been chatting for so long, Han Bao'er, what kind of work do you do, are you tired?" Dad Jiang asked.

"What I do is related to construction. Speaking of which, it is somewhat related to Yun'er's work, but he sits in the office, and I always go out."

"Oh, this is a big project. This kid, it depends on your personality when you were young. You really can't think of being able to do this. You are promising." Jiang's father patted Lin Yinghan's shoulder, lamenting the changes of these children.

"Well... I can't say I'm promising, I just like the construction industry, so I just took the exam. Those who are in design like Yun'er are the best."

"He, according to the original ideal, there are many. Soldiers, teachers, scientists, doctors, there are too many, and in the end, he also did this. Anyway, it's the same for everything. As long as you work hard, you can do it. If we can do something, alas, now we don’t ask for much, we just think about finding a suitable daughter-in-law in the future, settling down the family, and having a grandson for us to see, and our old couple will be satisfied.”

"Hey, why are you saying this in front of Han Bao'er." Zhou Fang poked Dad Jiang and glared at him, "The child is not too old now, so why worry about getting married."

"Just don't be in a hurry, and you'll hate me when I mention it." Jiang's father drank a little wine, and then said to Lin Yinghan, "How are you doing, do you have a partner? Seeing that you are so handsome, you must be more attractive than my boy. My son likes it, he, he blushes when he sees a girl, and if he is not allowed to go on a blind date in this life, I think it will be hard enough for him to find it."

Mentioning this, Lin Yinghan paused for a moment with the chopsticks he was about to reach out, and then put them down. Seeing that the elders were staring at him, he calmed down, as if he was about to announce a shocking event, "Uncle Jiang , Aunt Zhou, I like men."

☆, back home ([-])

It was too late, Jiang's parents didn't let Lin Yinghan go, saying that Jiang Yunshu's room was ready-made and unoccupied, don't spend that money outside, of course Lin Yinghan was most happy, thank you in a hurry without even saying a word of resignation Immediately stayed.

This is the purpose of his trip, to live in Jiang Yunshu's room and experience everything here.

Same as that person's personality, the layout of the whole room is very simple. There are all design books on the bookshelves. It is boring to read at a glance. When the eyes move up, they touch a familiar object.

Unexpectedly, this treasure chest is still there, and I gently stepped on the stool to take it off, and there was not even a speck of dust. It can be seen that firstly, it moves frequently, and secondly, Aunt Zhou cleaned it diligently and in a timely manner. Touching the pattern on the box, I feel the weight of time Feeling, opening it, a box full of odds and ends that came into view, those origami, glass balls, animal chess, toy water guns, and the three-good student badge he gave, and some Little things, nothing is missing, they are all placed inside intact, and when you touch each thing, you can recall the scene at that time, because what was given, when was it given, and what item was given back to me by the other party, these are all Like a silent movie floating in front of my eyes.

Flipping to the bottom, a small phone book attracted attention. When I opened it, my mailing address was written on the first page, and the date was not long after I moved to City H. The second page only had a short line: Han Baoer , did you forget me, I miss you, didn't write