The consequences of calling a brother
Chapter 29
date.Turning back is blank until the last page: Han Baoer, I dreamed of you, I dreamed that you fell from a tree, I couldn’t catch you and broke you, you cried, and I cried too , My heart aches so badly, do you know how much I miss you, but do you... miss me?Surely not... the date was a year ago.
After the book was closed, Lin Yinghan's eyes were blurred and he couldn't see anything clearly, and the tears couldn't stop falling down. He put his lips on the book and kept kissing, like kissing Jiang Yunshu's face , I couldn't support my legs and fell on the bed, choked up and whispered, "Brother, I miss you all the time, miss you very much, miss you very much."
But these, even if I say it 180 times a day, maybe the other party will not accept my feelings, let alone love.
I really miss you, not a brother, but a lover.
There is the smell of that person on the bed, faint, but it is clearly audible when you put the corner of the quilt under your nose, there is the hair that fell from that person on the pillow cover, put it on the pillow, cover the quilt, smell the unique smell of that person, Like holding that person in his arms, Lin Yinghan curled up unconsciously, immersed in his own imagination.
"Old Jiang, do you think that child can be real?" The two bedrooms are next to each other, and the sound insulation effect is not ordinary. Zhou Fang's voice came through the wall, and Lin Yinghan's moving body was frozen in place as if awakened.
There was a rustling sound of covering the quilt, "Hush your voice, so that no one can hear you." Father Jiang drank a lot of wine, and at this moment he was lazy and wanted to sleep.
"I can't hear you, he's been drinking a lot, and he's probably fallen asleep. Let me ask you, do you think he's really that kind of person?" After Lin Yinghan said that, Zhou Fang and Dad Jiang were stunned at the same time. It took a long time to recover. In order not to be too embarrassing, Zhou Fang changed the subject and didn't continue.
"Is it true that he has said it all, so you can still argue about it. If you want me to say it, if you are not sure, no one wants to say that you are that one. This child has lost his parents since he was a child. If there is no him Auntie, I can’t say what it is like now, so it’s not surprising that it’s like this now, there are still some missing things, can it be compared with having a father and a mother.”
"Hey, you didn't drink this wine in vain, and you even made up some prose, which is quite enlightening." After so many years with Jiang's father, Zhou Fang was the first time that Jiang's father said such polite words.
"What can I do if I don't open it up? Throw him out and say that you don't know him? It's not like that. We can't do that because of his relationship with Yun'er. Whether he's gay or not is his personal business." , Tell us that you didn’t treat us as outsiders, so let’s just listen and be done.”
After listening to Dad Jiang's call, Zhou Fang seemed to think of something, and suddenly sat up, "What are you doing, don't you sleep." Dad Jiang turned to look at her and asked her in surprise.
"Old Jiang, don't get angry when I tell you." Zhou Fang hesitated whether to continue.
"What's the matter, it's in the middle of the night, how can you keep talking and getting serious."
"As soon as you mentioned the relationship with our Yun'er, I immediately thought of it. Do you think he could be..."
"What is it?" Jiang's father finally couldn't help turning over, seeing his daughter-in-law's nervous appearance, his heart was pounding.
Zhou Fang was trembling and a little afraid to say, "What is it, tell me quickly, don't make people anxious by saying half a word." Father Jiang urged her, feeling that it was not pleasant.
"Does he... like our family... Yun'er?" After speaking, Zhou Fang's hands trembled. He was not afraid that Dad Jiang would beat him up, but that it was true.
After dinner the next morning, Lin Yinghan bid farewell to the two elders, saying that the company still had something to do, and he had to hurry back. He would often call to check on him, and would come back with Jiang Yunshu when he had time, although the old couple spent a whole night because of that matter the night before. She didn't sleep well, but Zhou Fang still carefully brought Lin Yinghan some local products from her hometown, and packed a box of pickles she pickled herself.
No matter how you say it, this kid is still a good kid. It is not easy to work hard alone. Looking at him is like looking at your own son.
After bidding farewell to the two elders, I took a taxi to the airport with a lot of worries. I had plenty of time, so I took the ticket and went to the nearby coffee shop to order some drinks.
Sitting by the window and seeing the outside is very real, the travelers coming and going, or the jokes of colleagues, or the reluctance to see off.
The two men hugged each other as if no one was there, the taller and stronger one held the other's face and rubbed his nose twice, then kissed affectionately, turning a deaf ear to everything around him, not caring about anything else, even though there were passers-by looking sideways, Even whispering in low voices failed to disturb the concentration of the two of them, which made Lin Yinghan both envious and lamented.
In the end, I finally understood that doing this kind of thing is entirely in the heart of the individual. It is not about daring or not, but whether or not you think about it. If you think about it, you will do it.
The two finally separated reluctantly. The tall man didn't know what to say, and then kissed each other again, and hurried into the security checkpoint, leaving the short man standing there waving his hands.
What an infatuated scene, so touching that I almost burst into tears.
When the man turned around and walked slowly towards the coffee shop, ordered a cup of cappuccino at the front desk, and sat diagonally opposite Lin Yinghan, his eyes followed along the way, and he walked over calmly, a little tentatively, "Li Wang? "
Li Wang didn't expect to run into acquaintances in this kind of place, to be precise, acquaintances who are not so familiar, but they can still recognize him with sharp eyes after ten years of separation, and he stammered and stretched out his arms to give a warm welcome. Friendly hugs.
"Why are you here?" Li Wang felt that this was too much to say, what else could he do here, but he couldn't think of anything good, after all, the drama just staged was too explosive, and this old friend just watched it all over. I'm not afraid that his eyes will be troubled, but I'm afraid of frightening him.
Lin Yinghan sat down and put down his coffee, "I passed by here on a business trip, and I took a look at Uncle Jiang and the others, now go back."
"So you and Jiang Yunshu met a long time ago, this kid..." Thinking of the last time Meng Liang asked him, he still faltered and said that he couldn't get in touch, which was obviously a slap in the face.
Lin Yinghan smiled and remained silent.
"You are still the same as when you were a child. You don't like talking very much. You are quiet and quiet. If you don't come and call me, I won't recognize you when you walk across the street." Wang really didn't expect him to change so much, the only thing that remained the same was that his face was still so beautiful.
"You've become handsome too, why, are you here to see off the plane?"
When Lin Yinghan asked such a question, Li Wang knew that he had seen it, and he didn't hesitate at all. His calm posture made people see his self-confidence at a glance.
"I'm here to send Dezi, Xiao Jinde, we two... are together now."
It can be said that Li Wang's blunt words and the calmness on his face made Lin Yinghan suddenly have a decision in his heart, maybe this person in front of him is his role model.
The only thing that surprised him was that the other male protagonist turned out to be Tokuko, the Street Fighter, which made him a little speechless and didn't know what to say.
"That's right, don't think too much about it, I've been with him for almost a year, and I haven't come out to my family yet, but when he comes back from work this time, we're going to tell our family that I love him and he loves me too .”
"No, no, I'm not surprised that you are the one, but I didn't expect the object to be Tokuko. I understand your feelings, really, I understand very well, and it's not surprising, and I am too."
"You... Lin Yinghan, are you too?"
Lin Yinghan nodded, "I'm like you, I like men since I was a child."
This time it was Li Wang's turn to open his mouth. It took him a long time of psychological struggle to reverse his behavior. After examining him inside and out, he finally confirmed that he really had feelings for Tokuko. , but I didn't expect such a refined man like Lin Yinghan to be so.
That's right, how can such a person be seen on the outside? No one can pick anyone's heart to see.
"So now do you have someone you like?" Li Wang asked directly, knowing that he was the same kind of person, so he didn't need to cover up when talking.
"Yes." Lin Yinghan answered frankly.
"Then I almost know." Li Wang smiled slyly.
"What do you know?" Lin Yinghan raised his eyes and raised his eyebrows, thinking that Li Wang was still as ghostly as he was when he was a child, and nothing could escape his eyes.
"Know who you like."
"Really, then you are really amazing."
"Haha~~"
Needless to say, as long as you think about it before and after, you can find the answer. Li Wang sent this old friend to the security checkpoint with a smile, looked at his back, and sighed that there were two more people in the team, and this time he was no longer alone. Yes, I'm just worried about another thing, whether Jiang Yunshu...will accept it.
☆、Did I miss something
Xiao Qian raised a cat, and she was on a business trip recently, so she sent it to Jiang Yunshu without anyone taking care of it. How could he, a grown man, raise such a cat? Besides, he still had the shadow of the cat scratching him when he was a child, so he did not agree to help take it in, but And I can’t stand my younger sister’s hard work, saying that the business trip is not long, only a week at most, and Shining is very obedient and obedient, never arrests people, and loves cleaning. Anyway, he is also an older brother, and he can be a companion with him. What a wonderful thing.
Annoyed by Xiao Qian's phone call, she said a lot of reluctant words, but in the end she was hugged.
Put away the cat food at work, tidy up the nest, and arrange all kinds of toys, which is a peace of mind. It is true that she is obedient and hygienic. She never urinates or scratches things, but everything is always imperfect. Well, the difficulty lies in bathing the cat. After all, it is an animal and not a human being. How could it be possible to listen to you playing with water and water it, so every bath is like a fierce war.
It was the same day again, as soon as the bubbles were made, little Saining (short for shining) ran out, he chased after, and the cat ran in front, making every room full of water and wet footprints of the cat, because of running Jumped, and dropped the water glass on the ground, which made Jiang Yunshu angry all of a sudden, picked up the phone and dialed it.
"You have a few days to come back, hurry up and get rid of your broken cat, I can't do it anymore." Jiang Yunshu was so angry that he wiped the foam on his pajamas, staring at Sai Ning on the window sill, wanting to kill him overwhelmed its urge to eat meat.
"What's the matter, brother, wasn't it good a few days ago, and you said you liked it." Over there, Xiao Qian seemed to be eating outside, and a group of people were noisy and there was the sound of clinking glasses.
"I don't care, Xiao Qian, I will warn you at last, tomorrow, only tomorrow, get rid of it quickly."
"But I can't go back tomorrow. The exhibition ends tomorrow afternoon, and I can't get home until the night after tomorrow at the latest. Brother, you can't just let it go for two more days. It's just a pet. You have to pamper it. Can it be obedient?"
"I have no shortage of ancestors, so I can't serve you. Why don't you come back and find someone to take over? What I said is true. No one picks up. I'll throw it on the avenue tomorrow and let it wander like a stray cat." Jiang Yunshu Yelling on the phone, eyes warring with the cat angrily.
This made Xiao Qian very helpless, because it was just across the phone, otherwise she would be reluctant to let him raise her when she brought her back, "Why are you like this, brother, there is no one like you. I have been here for a few days, and I am still short of this last shiver. Ah, it’s just skinny when you take a bath, don’t turn the water up, turn it down a bit, bit by bit, if you turn on the water suddenly, can you keep it from running away, oh, you really are , how old are you, you don’t have any common sense.”
When Jiang Yunshu heard that it was his fault, that's good, then said, "Heh-heh, you still have a reason to say that you fell in love with me, well, I won't let it stay tonight, so let it go , go wandering."
"Don't worry, bro, I'll find someone to take over now, okay, you're really my brother, no, my father, I can't even do this job."
'啪' The two hung up the phone, looked back at the cat, as if they understood the human words, lowered their heads, their eyes were watery, and whimpered "Meow~meow~", as if Begging, 'Master, don't send me away, can't I be obedient? '
Jiang Yunshu wasn't in a good mood. Ever since she left Lin Yinghan's house that day, she hadn't heard from her again. The two lived very close to each other. When they went downstairs to Building 309, they could knock on the door in 5 minutes. , but now the two of them are as far apart as the Yellow River, and they can't even get some news from the boss.
I was flustered, obviously I was the one who got hurt, but just because I rejected Lin Yinghan, now it seems that I am the one who can't be pardoned.
He is so cheap, tough, not strong enough, subdued, and soft unwilling to accept. These days, he answers the phone calls with Li Xiao impatiently, even if he says a few words, it is also perfunctory and prevarication. positive and happy.
Especially on that day, when I sent Li Xiao home, it was almost midnight, the whole neighborhood was extremely quiet, the street lights were dim and ambiguous, and when we broke up, it was a good time to have some intimacy. His lips touched lightly, even the most dull man should know that this is an invitation, and should continue to suck deeply, open her teeth, and hook her tongue, but this is a rotten wood, how can you carve it? Not showing up, which made Li Xiao feel so embarrassed and very sad.
Sometimes this man looks very gentle, just looking at his dimples can make your heart melt. Although the small gestures that couples should have are always shy, she thinks that such a man can make people feel happy when they get married in the future. Don't worry, I won't be playful and betrayal, but I didn't expect to be so slow.
When I got home that day, Li Xiao couldn't sleep, turned on the computer, entered a forum, and posted a mood post, which roughly meant what to do if her boyfriend is too pure-hearted and ascetic. , You take the initiative, don’t you love him? If you love him, you will take the initiative to develop him. I believe that if a man is exploited, it will be out of control.
After reading it, Li Xiao was so ashamed that she couldn't sleep even more. She wondered if Jiang Yunshu had a relationship with Lin Yinghan, but she learned from her cousin Wang Ke that apart from working overtime every day until late, no one else came to see Jiang Yunshu. , I haven't seen him go out.
This made her gradually put that rival in love behind her. She believed that Jiang Yunshu hadn't developed it yet, as the netizens said. Should she find a suitable opportunity to test him out? But it's worth it to get a lover in the end.
The topic turned back to Jiang Yunshu, little Sai Ning is really a psychic little guy, under the pressure of eyes that wanted to send him away, he went to the bathroom obediently, rinsed and dried indiscriminately, and served this little ancestor over.
Tired and half dead, he lay on the bed and wanted to have a good sleep, but little Saining jumped onto the bed, his little head dug into the quilt, tightly against the owner's chest, and put his tail away, pointing at him' He meowed twice, rubbed his wet nose against his belly a few times in a flattering manner, and the last nest, obediently lay on his stomach.
At this time, no matter how hard your heart is, it will be softened, Jiang Yunshu couldn't help smiling bitterly, what kind of anger are you with a cat, it's really promising.
I simply pulled up the quilt, sticking one person and one cat together, it was warm enough, so let's sleep like this.
"Dinglingling..." The phone rang just as I was about to fall asleep, and I didn't have the habit of turning it off, but it was quite annoying to disturb sleep, so I yelled over without even looking at the phone, "Who is it?"
The other party was obviously taken aback, and was stunned for a few seconds before making a sound, "...have you taken gunpowder?"
Jiang Yunshu took the phone from his ear, and Li Wang said, "It's you, I just fell asleep."
"It's only a little past ten o'clock, and you've entered old age ahead of schedule."
"Fuck, I don't die of exhaustion from working overtime every day. I finally came back early today, so I didn't hurry to make up. Why is it so late?"
"Hmm..." Li Wang suppressed a smile. He had been holding back this question for a whole day, and finally he couldn't take it anymore. He wanted to confirm whether what he thought was true.
"What's the matter? Did you borrow money? I'm poor."
"Fuck, where are you thinking? I earn more than you, okay? But Jiang Yunshu really didn't expect that our friendship will be tested by money. It's really useless to know you."
"Okay, I'm sleepy now, I can't hear the joke, just tell me if you have something to do, I can sleep if it's okay."
"Jiang Yunshu, tell the truth, did I miss any story between you and Lin Yinghan?"
Li Wang was able to ask such a far-fetched question, so it can be seen that he was not just asking casually, so he must have known something.
"What are you talking about?" Jiang Yunshu asked back, obviously lacking confidence.
Li Wang smiled wickedly, "Yun'er, I ran into Lin Yinghan at the airport today and said something, but I didn't mention you, don't worry, I guessed it myself, so I just want to confirm it, Lin Yinghan said He likes men, is this man you."
"...What nonsense are you talking about, what did you drink at night, what do you like...man, I don't know whether he likes men or women, I have no contact with him."
"Okay, little Yun'er, don't deceive yourself. The purpose of my call today is to tell you that there is nothing wrong with liking a man. It's all about love and everyone has the right to love. He didn't say who he is. I can't see happiness at all, I know it's his unilateral, as a friend since childhood, I advise you to cherish it and don't miss the opportunity."
"What to cherish, what to miss, you...you are really sick, it's okay, hang up, I'm going to sleep."
An explanation is a cover-up, a cover-up is a story, and a story is the truth. It can be said that Li Wang's phone call made him completely flustered, and his mind couldn't keep up with what he said, so he had to hang up the phone with a guilty conscience.
Seeing Lin Yinghan, did he go back to his hometown?
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☆, just pretend that you have never met
Li Xiao was ordered to come to take over young Sai Ning early in the morning, when there was a knock on the door, Jiang Yunshu stopped to brush his teeth in the bathroom and muttered, 'Who is so early. 'The first person that popped into my mind was Lin Yinghan, why was it him.
After rinsing his mouth indiscriminately, he ran to open the door, "Why are you?"
"Who are you waiting for?" Li Xiao didn't get angry because of his surprise, but smiled softly, and it didn't help that he walked in.
"Ah no, hehe, I mean how do you know about my family." This kind of hostess suddenly came home to catch-rape feeling very bad, and also lost a lot of good impressions in the past, she seemed to be used to it Say hello uninvited.
But Li Xiao didn't care. He changed his shoes at the door and hung up his coat. It was really like going home.
Jiang Yunshu stood at the door, if it wasn't for the cold wind blowing in, he would still be in a daze, unable to understand what was going on.
"You just got up?" Li Xiao said and ran to the messy quilt in the bedroom, so frightened that he ran over to stop him, "Oh no, let me do it, you go to the living room and sit." The current girl It's like makeup, if you don't take it off to the last step, you really can't see what she looks like, Li Xiao now gives him the feeling that he is getting closer and closer to a position, the position of the hostess, it can be seen that the appearance is deceiving , Reserved is also false.
He snatched the quilt and started tidying up. He secretly glanced at what this person was doing here. Li Xiao knew his general address, but he didn't know which floor or number he lived in. What was the purpose of being so accurate all of a sudden? .
Fortunately, Li Xiao gave the answer without making him think too hard, "Xiao Qian said that Shining has caused you a lot of trouble here, and it happens that I like cats, so I should take them back and raise them."
After the friendly coexistence of one person and one cat last night, the 'two people' established a good revolutionary relationship. Little Saining stuck to him like a small heater for the whole night, which was more beneficial than an electric blanket. He felt that such a small thing was also It's not useless, it's also useful, except for taking a bath, it's still cute, I don't think that what Xiao Qian said angrily last night was fulfilled so quickly, and everyone came to take over.
After tidying up the bed and going out, he saw Li Xiao squatting on the ground teasing Sai Ning, the little guy was even touched on the head and made a comfortable "snoring" sound, which made him feel very uncomfortable and felt betrayed.
That night last night was a waste of sleep, right? If you give me some favors, you have to go with someone, okay, just go, I don't worry.
"Okay, you better take it away, I really don't have time to get it." I went to the balcony to get the cat cage and a few bags of cat food, "Except for taking a bath, the rest is quite obedient, but your daughter The child is patient and must be stronger than me."
Jiang Yunshu put the things in front of Li Xiao without emotion, and went to the kitchen to get food, which meant like saying 'whatever you want, I don't want it anyway'.
Li Xiao played with Sai Ning for a while, then got up and went to the kitchen, "You boys are really careless, this egg can't be fried too old, it will dry out if it's too old, I'll do it." He took the shovel and put The almost mushy egg in the pot was poured out, and a new one was poured in again, "Seven ripe is the best, not so mushy that it is still tender." Li Xiao smiled, and was very skillful and even weighed it twice .
"I'm not that particular about it, as long as you can eat it, it's not easy to master it." Jiang Yunshu watched from the side, this method is really not good for her, but Lin Yinghan is good, the breakfast he made is nutritious and delicious , and... stop, stop, why did I think of him again.
"Practice more. Otherwise, I will come to make breakfast for you every day in the future. My craftsmanship is not bad. You have also tried it. Breakfast is not only fried eggs, I can cook porridge and make steamed buns."
It couldn't be more obvious for a girl to do this. Men with weak concentration would have gone up and hugged them long ago, and said happily, "Thank you dear, you are so kind." Disgusting, he shook his head while waving his hands, fearing that Li Xiao would really move in with him in the next second, "No, no, no, I don't have a meal for breakfast, so I don't bother you."
Li Xiao felt very uncomfortable. As a girl, she was so eager to get rejected that she couldn't get married. Now she was asking all over the street, one counted as one, which couple was not a boy She fawns over and cooks for the girl, but she takes the initiative in everything, speaks clearly, and gives instructions on actions, but the other party just can't fall into the trap, so what else, is it really necessary to let her take the initiative? Can't ride it.
No matter how thick-skinned you are, you still have dignity.
"Jiang Yunshu, what kind of feelings do you have for me?" Li Xiao put down the shovel and turned off the fire, with a sullen look on his face.
His single-core brain only thought of one level, that is, he didn't want to trouble her to do this or that, he could do it himself, and they hadn't reached that point yet, but if they quit, everyone would be angry, What do you mean, is it because I'm not pretty or attractive enough, or I'm not virtuous and gentle enough, if I don't feel like it, I can pull it down, and I don't need to put my hot face on my cold ass to make a fool of myself here.
He faltered for a long time, leaned against the cabinet and began to dodge his eyes again, "I...I..."
"We've been together for almost two months now, Jiang Yunshu, how do you think I treat you?" Li Xiao didn't want to be the active one anymore, she wanted to understand everything today, such a tepid hanging around really hurt her Enough is enough, he is a good person, down-to-earth and ambitious, but he has never seen such a dishonest person, he really doesn't know how, or he is not interested in her, she must be clear about it.
"Okay, very good." Jiang Yunshu replied sincerely.
Li Xiao lowered his head, and raised it again as if mustering up his courage, "Have you ever taken my hand and kissed me once in the past two months? Even when you entered your house this time, if Xiao Qian didn't say The exact address, you haven't planned to invite me in yet, you are also a young man, look at any couple like us who dare not get too close when they send me home at night, what do you mean Jiang Yunshu , if you don’t mean or feel that way to me, you can just say, don’t treat me like this, okay?”
What Li Xiao said was a little excited, tears began to roll in the eye circles, and the long-standing depression was on the verge of breaking out. She was right, and it was all the truth. Maybe it was the first time going out with her that felt better and more relaxed. Every time, he will unconsciously sneak away, whether it is eating, shopping, or sending her home, he can't concentrate and wander to other places, what is Lin Yinghan doing, whether he has eaten, is it true that he hasn't contacted these days? are you angry.
He also felt that it was inappropriate to think of that person at this time, and he still couldn't accept the feelings of the same sex, but he just couldn't stop his jumping nerves, and more and more images, words and backs of Lin Yinghan appeared in his mind, hurting him, He himself was like tormenting in a frying pan.
Sometimes lying in bed and unable to sleep, I thought about whether it was too much to take Li Xiao too much, but after all, he still liked this girl, but the degree of liking was not deep enough. The kind that Tian didn't call or contact and wouldn't miss, and later he excused himself like this, with Lin Yinghan it was more than ten years of relationship, and with Li Xiao, it was only two months, time will forget everything, will change everything too.
In his heart, he is a slow-heating type, but once he decides to die, he will never repent. Li Xiao is good everywhere, no matter his character, occupation, appearance, everything is in line with his heart, but there seems to be a layer of something in between. , As for the step forward, he was always hesitating, dangling on the edge whether he should go or not.
There is a dialogue in a TV series like this, saying that two people who are good friends are like the blanket used for juggling. On the surface, there is nothing like a mirror, but you just don’t know what he can conjure.
Therefore, Li Xiao is always unconvinced about this hanging feeling, besides, Jiang Yunshu has not confessed to her until now. Although sweet words can't prove anything, it is also indispensable in love. Come to think of it, in two months, she Li Xiao hasn't gotten anything yet, except for being sad, not even a false love story.
Especially now, Jiang Yunshu became silent again, it was the first time that Li Xiao was so angry with him, picked up the cat cage, took the coat, put on the shoes, and ran downstairs without even looking back.
Gusts of cold wind came in from the door, and Jiang Yunshu's mind hadn't been awakened yet. She would stop even if he called her from the door for him not chasing him out to stop her.
I am completely disappointed in this person. He really doesn't love me, even if he doesn't love me at all, so let's pretend that I never met him.
☆, go back words
Bad things spread thousands of miles, and this is true. Jiang Yunshu passed by the front desk when he went to work in the morning, and felt that Wang Ke looked at him with vicious eyes. Before he could sit down, he was called to the office by the boss, and he was scolded. Criticize, say: What's the matter with you recently, even the frame beams can be marked wrongly, what are you thinking all day long, if you are a foodie and thick-skinned like Qu Tong, the boss will definitely criticize even more ruthlessly. For the first time, he didn't have the nerve to say it too deeply, but because of this low-level mistake that delayed the progress, he also had no face to face Jiangdong's elders.
When he came back dejectedly, the chair was not seated firmly again, and Xiao Qian's annoying phone came in again. He knew that if he didn't answer it, he would keep calling until you answered it. When it rang for the fifth time, Brother Fan I couldn't bear it and yelled, "Can you break it if you catch it?" He was also scorched by Party A's pick on him. After seeing him, he swallowed back the words he wanted to hate, picked up his phone and went to the bathroom.
"Aren't you free, are you annoying over and over again?" The anger found an outlet, but he was not polite.
"Jiang Yunshu, you really have no eyes, you don't like such a good girl, why didn't you tell people earlier, are you interested in hanging people for two months?" Xiao Qian's fiery temper heard Li Xiao twitching over there and said Sai Ning hugged her back, reassuring her, she knew that something must have happened inside, and after questioning, the flames rose and she never went down.
What's so awesome about you, Jiang Yunshu, you don't like this, you don't like that, you have to come over the phone and talk about it, not for anything else, just to get a desperate sentence.
"You talk, you, you can get nothing if you pretend to be dumb. If you are an upright man, just give me a good word. Why do you poach people over and over again?"
In fact, this matter has nothing to do with Xiao Qian, but it has something to do with it. No matter how she introduced them to each other, she didn't say that they had a bad impression at the beginning. It took two months, and she didn't say anything. What a man should do.
"We didn't have a clear relationship at first." Jiang Yunshu was still looking for reasons for himself.
Yesterday it was because of the cat, and today it was because of this again. Xiao Qian was so angry that she didn't know what to say. It got longer and longer, "Whether you are really stupid or fake stupid, do you still need to be clear about this kind of thing, do you still say it or write it on paper, 'We are the relationship between the two of us', you seem to be a primitive person, No, primitive people are more bold and unrestrained than you. It’s not good for Li Xiao, who cares about you, thinks of you, and eight out of ten sentences say hello to me. I heard her say you have been together for such a long time this morning. I haven't even held someone's hand a few times, let alone kissed you. You don't know how, you are still pure and shy. I haven't found out that you are an innocent man. I always thought you were just pretending. It turns out that you are really not. On the road."
Xiao Qian sneered and ridiculed over there, Jiang Yunshu actually accepted such abuse, if no one woke him up, he might still continue the so-called relationship with Li Xiao in a mild manner.
"I'm not embarrassed, it's just that I'm not impulsive. She's a good girl. I don't deserve her. At first I wanted to get along well with her and slowly develop a relationship, but gradually I found that I had some difficulties. I... didn't Do you understand the excitement? I..."
"Come on, don't talk," Xiao Qian interrupted him, she was not stupid to understand the meaning of these words, isn't it because she can't generate passion, isn't it because she doesn't have the desire to want to, "Brother, you can just be like this, you, I won’t introduce anyone to you again in the future, I think it’s useless to talk to you, but there is something I want to ask, although I don’t quite believe it, but maybe this is really a lead.”
"What?"
"Are you pretending to be someone else?"
"Who... who said that, don't you know what I am like? I don't even have any spare time except going to work every day. Where... where do I go to pretend to be someone else." Even though there is no one in the toilet at this time, his hands are still guilty. He was trembling, and to be precise, he didn't know if this feeling was "pretending".
"You don't have to pretend to be confused. Women are still very sensitive. Let me just say, if it's true, think about your parents. My mother is secondary. Just think about your father. If not Really, then even if I think too much, it's best never to come true."
"..."
"Why, is the silence an admission or speechless, Jiang Yunshu, I probably shouldn't meddle in your private affairs, but think about it, can such a relationship last long, and can the most realistic one be accepted by the public, anyway, think about it carefully , That's all I've said, don't worry, if you don't say it, I won't mention it to my parents, so hang up."
Xiao Qian hung up the phone, the beeping sounded for a long time before he took the phone down, wiped his stiff face and moved to the window, looking at a gloomy place, just like his own mood.
We have never been together before, so how could it not last long, but in my heart, as Xiao Qian said, I have been occupied by one person all the time, so that others can't squeeze in if I want to squeeze in. Is it pretending to be a "brother" Isn't it okay, must it be defined as that kind of relationship?
So far, Jiang Yunshu still firmly believes that Lin Yinghan is his younger brother in his heart, and it has nothing to do with him.
After a meal, and after reflecting in the bathroom for a while, I felt a lot more refreshed. After all, I don’t need to think about how Li Xiao will explain it. I believe that if he doesn’t take the initiative to come forward and give an answer, Xiao Qian will pass on the words and tell She's nothing to miss about this man, there are not many good men. '
Yes, there are not many good men. Meng Liang, Li Wang, and Li Meng who grew up together can be called good men. Whether it is appearance, ability, or work, they are all excellent, but why? It has been more than ten years since Lin Yinghan pretended to be so solid, but his relationship still hasn't changed.
He doesn't understand, he doesn't understand feelings, and he doesn't understand himself. It's true that Xiao Qian called him a fool. He couldn't even see through his own heart. What can he do? He is just so dull, otherwise He won't be 23 anymore, and he hasn't even dated anyone before. Just now, someone treated him nicely, but he ruthlessly rejected him.
This day, it can be said that I was troubled by memorizing words. After the two people were baptized in the morning, they changed the blueprints. Picking out a hair from the inside made him feel sick enough, Liang Feng said sarcastic words beside him, saying, "It's hair and not a bug, just pick it out." As soon as the words fell, Qu Tong took it over there and said, "Ren But worms, because they can supplement protein and have a taste, their hair can get stuck in their teeth, and they may get entangled in their intestines. 'After listening to it, he completely lost the desire to eat any more. He threw up the plate and left on the spot, and went to the bathroom to vomit.
One hour before leaving get off work, the boss came to him with a large roll of drawings and asked him to run around and send these drawings to another design institute, saying that his car broke down, and that direction was close to his home, so he could go home directly.
After memorizing it for a day, he also wanted to go back early to pray to Buddha to find his luck back, so he took the picture and left. He swiped his card in the subway station and got into the car. It took almost two stops before he was reported to the station. The sound of the horn attracts, fuck, sit upside down.
After getting off Line 1 and reverting to Line 3, after a lot of tossing, I checked the time when I got home. It was not as early as the usual time to get off work. I went into the house and threw away my bag, and began to wail on the sofa, "What the hell is this brain, the car can sit Wrong, the picture can be drawn wrong, and you can even win a prize when you eat, and now you only need to drink cold water to stuff your teeth. '
Facts have proved that drinking cold water can't clog his teeth, but it can choke him, and he almost choked him to death.
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☆、What does it feel like?
When Liu Zhe called Lin Yinghan, he had just come back from the construction site in a fit of anger, because the type of steel was wrong and the project manager had to criticize it. This was related to safety issues, and it would affect their Schindler's reputation, and other minor issues All of them can be reconciled, except that those related to safety must not be tolerated. Immediately issued a high fine and reported it to the finance department, Yin Zihao who was on the side was so frightened that he gave a thumbs up: cruel enough.
Liu Zhe didn't say anything on the phone, just said that he came back from Paris and wanted to see him. My cousin didn't fly back to Beijing directly, but came to him by detour. It doesn't need to be explained clearly. Yes, he didn't say anything, and booked a hotel to wait for the arrival of the guests.
I originally planned to go to the airport to pick it up in person, but suddenly there was something urgent to deal with, so I sent a driver to go. I have been busy at the company, and I didn't even have lunch
After the book was closed, Lin Yinghan's eyes were blurred and he couldn't see anything clearly, and the tears couldn't stop falling down. He put his lips on the book and kept kissing, like kissing Jiang Yunshu's face , I couldn't support my legs and fell on the bed, choked up and whispered, "Brother, I miss you all the time, miss you very much, miss you very much."
But these, even if I say it 180 times a day, maybe the other party will not accept my feelings, let alone love.
I really miss you, not a brother, but a lover.
There is the smell of that person on the bed, faint, but it is clearly audible when you put the corner of the quilt under your nose, there is the hair that fell from that person on the pillow cover, put it on the pillow, cover the quilt, smell the unique smell of that person, Like holding that person in his arms, Lin Yinghan curled up unconsciously, immersed in his own imagination.
"Old Jiang, do you think that child can be real?" The two bedrooms are next to each other, and the sound insulation effect is not ordinary. Zhou Fang's voice came through the wall, and Lin Yinghan's moving body was frozen in place as if awakened.
There was a rustling sound of covering the quilt, "Hush your voice, so that no one can hear you." Father Jiang drank a lot of wine, and at this moment he was lazy and wanted to sleep.
"I can't hear you, he's been drinking a lot, and he's probably fallen asleep. Let me ask you, do you think he's really that kind of person?" After Lin Yinghan said that, Zhou Fang and Dad Jiang were stunned at the same time. It took a long time to recover. In order not to be too embarrassing, Zhou Fang changed the subject and didn't continue.
"Is it true that he has said it all, so you can still argue about it. If you want me to say it, if you are not sure, no one wants to say that you are that one. This child has lost his parents since he was a child. If there is no him Auntie, I can’t say what it is like now, so it’s not surprising that it’s like this now, there are still some missing things, can it be compared with having a father and a mother.”
"Hey, you didn't drink this wine in vain, and you even made up some prose, which is quite enlightening." After so many years with Jiang's father, Zhou Fang was the first time that Jiang's father said such polite words.
"What can I do if I don't open it up? Throw him out and say that you don't know him? It's not like that. We can't do that because of his relationship with Yun'er. Whether he's gay or not is his personal business." , Tell us that you didn’t treat us as outsiders, so let’s just listen and be done.”
After listening to Dad Jiang's call, Zhou Fang seemed to think of something, and suddenly sat up, "What are you doing, don't you sleep." Dad Jiang turned to look at her and asked her in surprise.
"Old Jiang, don't get angry when I tell you." Zhou Fang hesitated whether to continue.
"What's the matter, it's in the middle of the night, how can you keep talking and getting serious."
"As soon as you mentioned the relationship with our Yun'er, I immediately thought of it. Do you think he could be..."
"What is it?" Jiang's father finally couldn't help turning over, seeing his daughter-in-law's nervous appearance, his heart was pounding.
Zhou Fang was trembling and a little afraid to say, "What is it, tell me quickly, don't make people anxious by saying half a word." Father Jiang urged her, feeling that it was not pleasant.
"Does he... like our family... Yun'er?" After speaking, Zhou Fang's hands trembled. He was not afraid that Dad Jiang would beat him up, but that it was true.
After dinner the next morning, Lin Yinghan bid farewell to the two elders, saying that the company still had something to do, and he had to hurry back. He would often call to check on him, and would come back with Jiang Yunshu when he had time, although the old couple spent a whole night because of that matter the night before. She didn't sleep well, but Zhou Fang still carefully brought Lin Yinghan some local products from her hometown, and packed a box of pickles she pickled herself.
No matter how you say it, this kid is still a good kid. It is not easy to work hard alone. Looking at him is like looking at your own son.
After bidding farewell to the two elders, I took a taxi to the airport with a lot of worries. I had plenty of time, so I took the ticket and went to the nearby coffee shop to order some drinks.
Sitting by the window and seeing the outside is very real, the travelers coming and going, or the jokes of colleagues, or the reluctance to see off.
The two men hugged each other as if no one was there, the taller and stronger one held the other's face and rubbed his nose twice, then kissed affectionately, turning a deaf ear to everything around him, not caring about anything else, even though there were passers-by looking sideways, Even whispering in low voices failed to disturb the concentration of the two of them, which made Lin Yinghan both envious and lamented.
In the end, I finally understood that doing this kind of thing is entirely in the heart of the individual. It is not about daring or not, but whether or not you think about it. If you think about it, you will do it.
The two finally separated reluctantly. The tall man didn't know what to say, and then kissed each other again, and hurried into the security checkpoint, leaving the short man standing there waving his hands.
What an infatuated scene, so touching that I almost burst into tears.
When the man turned around and walked slowly towards the coffee shop, ordered a cup of cappuccino at the front desk, and sat diagonally opposite Lin Yinghan, his eyes followed along the way, and he walked over calmly, a little tentatively, "Li Wang? "
Li Wang didn't expect to run into acquaintances in this kind of place, to be precise, acquaintances who are not so familiar, but they can still recognize him with sharp eyes after ten years of separation, and he stammered and stretched out his arms to give a warm welcome. Friendly hugs.
"Why are you here?" Li Wang felt that this was too much to say, what else could he do here, but he couldn't think of anything good, after all, the drama just staged was too explosive, and this old friend just watched it all over. I'm not afraid that his eyes will be troubled, but I'm afraid of frightening him.
Lin Yinghan sat down and put down his coffee, "I passed by here on a business trip, and I took a look at Uncle Jiang and the others, now go back."
"So you and Jiang Yunshu met a long time ago, this kid..." Thinking of the last time Meng Liang asked him, he still faltered and said that he couldn't get in touch, which was obviously a slap in the face.
Lin Yinghan smiled and remained silent.
"You are still the same as when you were a child. You don't like talking very much. You are quiet and quiet. If you don't come and call me, I won't recognize you when you walk across the street." Wang really didn't expect him to change so much, the only thing that remained the same was that his face was still so beautiful.
"You've become handsome too, why, are you here to see off the plane?"
When Lin Yinghan asked such a question, Li Wang knew that he had seen it, and he didn't hesitate at all. His calm posture made people see his self-confidence at a glance.
"I'm here to send Dezi, Xiao Jinde, we two... are together now."
It can be said that Li Wang's blunt words and the calmness on his face made Lin Yinghan suddenly have a decision in his heart, maybe this person in front of him is his role model.
The only thing that surprised him was that the other male protagonist turned out to be Tokuko, the Street Fighter, which made him a little speechless and didn't know what to say.
"That's right, don't think too much about it, I've been with him for almost a year, and I haven't come out to my family yet, but when he comes back from work this time, we're going to tell our family that I love him and he loves me too .”
"No, no, I'm not surprised that you are the one, but I didn't expect the object to be Tokuko. I understand your feelings, really, I understand very well, and it's not surprising, and I am too."
"You... Lin Yinghan, are you too?"
Lin Yinghan nodded, "I'm like you, I like men since I was a child."
This time it was Li Wang's turn to open his mouth. It took him a long time of psychological struggle to reverse his behavior. After examining him inside and out, he finally confirmed that he really had feelings for Tokuko. , but I didn't expect such a refined man like Lin Yinghan to be so.
That's right, how can such a person be seen on the outside? No one can pick anyone's heart to see.
"So now do you have someone you like?" Li Wang asked directly, knowing that he was the same kind of person, so he didn't need to cover up when talking.
"Yes." Lin Yinghan answered frankly.
"Then I almost know." Li Wang smiled slyly.
"What do you know?" Lin Yinghan raised his eyes and raised his eyebrows, thinking that Li Wang was still as ghostly as he was when he was a child, and nothing could escape his eyes.
"Know who you like."
"Really, then you are really amazing."
"Haha~~"
Needless to say, as long as you think about it before and after, you can find the answer. Li Wang sent this old friend to the security checkpoint with a smile, looked at his back, and sighed that there were two more people in the team, and this time he was no longer alone. Yes, I'm just worried about another thing, whether Jiang Yunshu...will accept it.
☆、Did I miss something
Xiao Qian raised a cat, and she was on a business trip recently, so she sent it to Jiang Yunshu without anyone taking care of it. How could he, a grown man, raise such a cat? Besides, he still had the shadow of the cat scratching him when he was a child, so he did not agree to help take it in, but And I can’t stand my younger sister’s hard work, saying that the business trip is not long, only a week at most, and Shining is very obedient and obedient, never arrests people, and loves cleaning. Anyway, he is also an older brother, and he can be a companion with him. What a wonderful thing.
Annoyed by Xiao Qian's phone call, she said a lot of reluctant words, but in the end she was hugged.
Put away the cat food at work, tidy up the nest, and arrange all kinds of toys, which is a peace of mind. It is true that she is obedient and hygienic. She never urinates or scratches things, but everything is always imperfect. Well, the difficulty lies in bathing the cat. After all, it is an animal and not a human being. How could it be possible to listen to you playing with water and water it, so every bath is like a fierce war.
It was the same day again, as soon as the bubbles were made, little Saining (short for shining) ran out, he chased after, and the cat ran in front, making every room full of water and wet footprints of the cat, because of running Jumped, and dropped the water glass on the ground, which made Jiang Yunshu angry all of a sudden, picked up the phone and dialed it.
"You have a few days to come back, hurry up and get rid of your broken cat, I can't do it anymore." Jiang Yunshu was so angry that he wiped the foam on his pajamas, staring at Sai Ning on the window sill, wanting to kill him overwhelmed its urge to eat meat.
"What's the matter, brother, wasn't it good a few days ago, and you said you liked it." Over there, Xiao Qian seemed to be eating outside, and a group of people were noisy and there was the sound of clinking glasses.
"I don't care, Xiao Qian, I will warn you at last, tomorrow, only tomorrow, get rid of it quickly."
"But I can't go back tomorrow. The exhibition ends tomorrow afternoon, and I can't get home until the night after tomorrow at the latest. Brother, you can't just let it go for two more days. It's just a pet. You have to pamper it. Can it be obedient?"
"I have no shortage of ancestors, so I can't serve you. Why don't you come back and find someone to take over? What I said is true. No one picks up. I'll throw it on the avenue tomorrow and let it wander like a stray cat." Jiang Yunshu Yelling on the phone, eyes warring with the cat angrily.
This made Xiao Qian very helpless, because it was just across the phone, otherwise she would be reluctant to let him raise her when she brought her back, "Why are you like this, brother, there is no one like you. I have been here for a few days, and I am still short of this last shiver. Ah, it’s just skinny when you take a bath, don’t turn the water up, turn it down a bit, bit by bit, if you turn on the water suddenly, can you keep it from running away, oh, you really are , how old are you, you don’t have any common sense.”
When Jiang Yunshu heard that it was his fault, that's good, then said, "Heh-heh, you still have a reason to say that you fell in love with me, well, I won't let it stay tonight, so let it go , go wandering."
"Don't worry, bro, I'll find someone to take over now, okay, you're really my brother, no, my father, I can't even do this job."
'啪' The two hung up the phone, looked back at the cat, as if they understood the human words, lowered their heads, their eyes were watery, and whimpered "Meow~meow~", as if Begging, 'Master, don't send me away, can't I be obedient? '
Jiang Yunshu wasn't in a good mood. Ever since she left Lin Yinghan's house that day, she hadn't heard from her again. The two lived very close to each other. When they went downstairs to Building 309, they could knock on the door in 5 minutes. , but now the two of them are as far apart as the Yellow River, and they can't even get some news from the boss.
I was flustered, obviously I was the one who got hurt, but just because I rejected Lin Yinghan, now it seems that I am the one who can't be pardoned.
He is so cheap, tough, not strong enough, subdued, and soft unwilling to accept. These days, he answers the phone calls with Li Xiao impatiently, even if he says a few words, it is also perfunctory and prevarication. positive and happy.
Especially on that day, when I sent Li Xiao home, it was almost midnight, the whole neighborhood was extremely quiet, the street lights were dim and ambiguous, and when we broke up, it was a good time to have some intimacy. His lips touched lightly, even the most dull man should know that this is an invitation, and should continue to suck deeply, open her teeth, and hook her tongue, but this is a rotten wood, how can you carve it? Not showing up, which made Li Xiao feel so embarrassed and very sad.
Sometimes this man looks very gentle, just looking at his dimples can make your heart melt. Although the small gestures that couples should have are always shy, she thinks that such a man can make people feel happy when they get married in the future. Don't worry, I won't be playful and betrayal, but I didn't expect to be so slow.
When I got home that day, Li Xiao couldn't sleep, turned on the computer, entered a forum, and posted a mood post, which roughly meant what to do if her boyfriend is too pure-hearted and ascetic. , You take the initiative, don’t you love him? If you love him, you will take the initiative to develop him. I believe that if a man is exploited, it will be out of control.
After reading it, Li Xiao was so ashamed that she couldn't sleep even more. She wondered if Jiang Yunshu had a relationship with Lin Yinghan, but she learned from her cousin Wang Ke that apart from working overtime every day until late, no one else came to see Jiang Yunshu. , I haven't seen him go out.
This made her gradually put that rival in love behind her. She believed that Jiang Yunshu hadn't developed it yet, as the netizens said. Should she find a suitable opportunity to test him out? But it's worth it to get a lover in the end.
The topic turned back to Jiang Yunshu, little Sai Ning is really a psychic little guy, under the pressure of eyes that wanted to send him away, he went to the bathroom obediently, rinsed and dried indiscriminately, and served this little ancestor over.
Tired and half dead, he lay on the bed and wanted to have a good sleep, but little Saining jumped onto the bed, his little head dug into the quilt, tightly against the owner's chest, and put his tail away, pointing at him' He meowed twice, rubbed his wet nose against his belly a few times in a flattering manner, and the last nest, obediently lay on his stomach.
At this time, no matter how hard your heart is, it will be softened, Jiang Yunshu couldn't help smiling bitterly, what kind of anger are you with a cat, it's really promising.
I simply pulled up the quilt, sticking one person and one cat together, it was warm enough, so let's sleep like this.
"Dinglingling..." The phone rang just as I was about to fall asleep, and I didn't have the habit of turning it off, but it was quite annoying to disturb sleep, so I yelled over without even looking at the phone, "Who is it?"
The other party was obviously taken aback, and was stunned for a few seconds before making a sound, "...have you taken gunpowder?"
Jiang Yunshu took the phone from his ear, and Li Wang said, "It's you, I just fell asleep."
"It's only a little past ten o'clock, and you've entered old age ahead of schedule."
"Fuck, I don't die of exhaustion from working overtime every day. I finally came back early today, so I didn't hurry to make up. Why is it so late?"
"Hmm..." Li Wang suppressed a smile. He had been holding back this question for a whole day, and finally he couldn't take it anymore. He wanted to confirm whether what he thought was true.
"What's the matter? Did you borrow money? I'm poor."
"Fuck, where are you thinking? I earn more than you, okay? But Jiang Yunshu really didn't expect that our friendship will be tested by money. It's really useless to know you."
"Okay, I'm sleepy now, I can't hear the joke, just tell me if you have something to do, I can sleep if it's okay."
"Jiang Yunshu, tell the truth, did I miss any story between you and Lin Yinghan?"
Li Wang was able to ask such a far-fetched question, so it can be seen that he was not just asking casually, so he must have known something.
"What are you talking about?" Jiang Yunshu asked back, obviously lacking confidence.
Li Wang smiled wickedly, "Yun'er, I ran into Lin Yinghan at the airport today and said something, but I didn't mention you, don't worry, I guessed it myself, so I just want to confirm it, Lin Yinghan said He likes men, is this man you."
"...What nonsense are you talking about, what did you drink at night, what do you like...man, I don't know whether he likes men or women, I have no contact with him."
"Okay, little Yun'er, don't deceive yourself. The purpose of my call today is to tell you that there is nothing wrong with liking a man. It's all about love and everyone has the right to love. He didn't say who he is. I can't see happiness at all, I know it's his unilateral, as a friend since childhood, I advise you to cherish it and don't miss the opportunity."
"What to cherish, what to miss, you...you are really sick, it's okay, hang up, I'm going to sleep."
An explanation is a cover-up, a cover-up is a story, and a story is the truth. It can be said that Li Wang's phone call made him completely flustered, and his mind couldn't keep up with what he said, so he had to hang up the phone with a guilty conscience.
Seeing Lin Yinghan, did he go back to his hometown?
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☆, just pretend that you have never met
Li Xiao was ordered to come to take over young Sai Ning early in the morning, when there was a knock on the door, Jiang Yunshu stopped to brush his teeth in the bathroom and muttered, 'Who is so early. 'The first person that popped into my mind was Lin Yinghan, why was it him.
After rinsing his mouth indiscriminately, he ran to open the door, "Why are you?"
"Who are you waiting for?" Li Xiao didn't get angry because of his surprise, but smiled softly, and it didn't help that he walked in.
"Ah no, hehe, I mean how do you know about my family." This kind of hostess suddenly came home to catch-rape feeling very bad, and also lost a lot of good impressions in the past, she seemed to be used to it Say hello uninvited.
But Li Xiao didn't care. He changed his shoes at the door and hung up his coat. It was really like going home.
Jiang Yunshu stood at the door, if it wasn't for the cold wind blowing in, he would still be in a daze, unable to understand what was going on.
"You just got up?" Li Xiao said and ran to the messy quilt in the bedroom, so frightened that he ran over to stop him, "Oh no, let me do it, you go to the living room and sit." The current girl It's like makeup, if you don't take it off to the last step, you really can't see what she looks like, Li Xiao now gives him the feeling that he is getting closer and closer to a position, the position of the hostess, it can be seen that the appearance is deceiving , Reserved is also false.
He snatched the quilt and started tidying up. He secretly glanced at what this person was doing here. Li Xiao knew his general address, but he didn't know which floor or number he lived in. What was the purpose of being so accurate all of a sudden? .
Fortunately, Li Xiao gave the answer without making him think too hard, "Xiao Qian said that Shining has caused you a lot of trouble here, and it happens that I like cats, so I should take them back and raise them."
After the friendly coexistence of one person and one cat last night, the 'two people' established a good revolutionary relationship. Little Saining stuck to him like a small heater for the whole night, which was more beneficial than an electric blanket. He felt that such a small thing was also It's not useless, it's also useful, except for taking a bath, it's still cute, I don't think that what Xiao Qian said angrily last night was fulfilled so quickly, and everyone came to take over.
After tidying up the bed and going out, he saw Li Xiao squatting on the ground teasing Sai Ning, the little guy was even touched on the head and made a comfortable "snoring" sound, which made him feel very uncomfortable and felt betrayed.
That night last night was a waste of sleep, right? If you give me some favors, you have to go with someone, okay, just go, I don't worry.
"Okay, you better take it away, I really don't have time to get it." I went to the balcony to get the cat cage and a few bags of cat food, "Except for taking a bath, the rest is quite obedient, but your daughter The child is patient and must be stronger than me."
Jiang Yunshu put the things in front of Li Xiao without emotion, and went to the kitchen to get food, which meant like saying 'whatever you want, I don't want it anyway'.
Li Xiao played with Sai Ning for a while, then got up and went to the kitchen, "You boys are really careless, this egg can't be fried too old, it will dry out if it's too old, I'll do it." He took the shovel and put The almost mushy egg in the pot was poured out, and a new one was poured in again, "Seven ripe is the best, not so mushy that it is still tender." Li Xiao smiled, and was very skillful and even weighed it twice .
"I'm not that particular about it, as long as you can eat it, it's not easy to master it." Jiang Yunshu watched from the side, this method is really not good for her, but Lin Yinghan is good, the breakfast he made is nutritious and delicious , and... stop, stop, why did I think of him again.
"Practice more. Otherwise, I will come to make breakfast for you every day in the future. My craftsmanship is not bad. You have also tried it. Breakfast is not only fried eggs, I can cook porridge and make steamed buns."
It couldn't be more obvious for a girl to do this. Men with weak concentration would have gone up and hugged them long ago, and said happily, "Thank you dear, you are so kind." Disgusting, he shook his head while waving his hands, fearing that Li Xiao would really move in with him in the next second, "No, no, no, I don't have a meal for breakfast, so I don't bother you."
Li Xiao felt very uncomfortable. As a girl, she was so eager to get rejected that she couldn't get married. Now she was asking all over the street, one counted as one, which couple was not a boy She fawns over and cooks for the girl, but she takes the initiative in everything, speaks clearly, and gives instructions on actions, but the other party just can't fall into the trap, so what else, is it really necessary to let her take the initiative? Can't ride it.
No matter how thick-skinned you are, you still have dignity.
"Jiang Yunshu, what kind of feelings do you have for me?" Li Xiao put down the shovel and turned off the fire, with a sullen look on his face.
His single-core brain only thought of one level, that is, he didn't want to trouble her to do this or that, he could do it himself, and they hadn't reached that point yet, but if they quit, everyone would be angry, What do you mean, is it because I'm not pretty or attractive enough, or I'm not virtuous and gentle enough, if I don't feel like it, I can pull it down, and I don't need to put my hot face on my cold ass to make a fool of myself here.
He faltered for a long time, leaned against the cabinet and began to dodge his eyes again, "I...I..."
"We've been together for almost two months now, Jiang Yunshu, how do you think I treat you?" Li Xiao didn't want to be the active one anymore, she wanted to understand everything today, such a tepid hanging around really hurt her Enough is enough, he is a good person, down-to-earth and ambitious, but he has never seen such a dishonest person, he really doesn't know how, or he is not interested in her, she must be clear about it.
"Okay, very good." Jiang Yunshu replied sincerely.
Li Xiao lowered his head, and raised it again as if mustering up his courage, "Have you ever taken my hand and kissed me once in the past two months? Even when you entered your house this time, if Xiao Qian didn't say The exact address, you haven't planned to invite me in yet, you are also a young man, look at any couple like us who dare not get too close when they send me home at night, what do you mean Jiang Yunshu , if you don’t mean or feel that way to me, you can just say, don’t treat me like this, okay?”
What Li Xiao said was a little excited, tears began to roll in the eye circles, and the long-standing depression was on the verge of breaking out. She was right, and it was all the truth. Maybe it was the first time going out with her that felt better and more relaxed. Every time, he will unconsciously sneak away, whether it is eating, shopping, or sending her home, he can't concentrate and wander to other places, what is Lin Yinghan doing, whether he has eaten, is it true that he hasn't contacted these days? are you angry.
He also felt that it was inappropriate to think of that person at this time, and he still couldn't accept the feelings of the same sex, but he just couldn't stop his jumping nerves, and more and more images, words and backs of Lin Yinghan appeared in his mind, hurting him, He himself was like tormenting in a frying pan.
Sometimes lying in bed and unable to sleep, I thought about whether it was too much to take Li Xiao too much, but after all, he still liked this girl, but the degree of liking was not deep enough. The kind that Tian didn't call or contact and wouldn't miss, and later he excused himself like this, with Lin Yinghan it was more than ten years of relationship, and with Li Xiao, it was only two months, time will forget everything, will change everything too.
In his heart, he is a slow-heating type, but once he decides to die, he will never repent. Li Xiao is good everywhere, no matter his character, occupation, appearance, everything is in line with his heart, but there seems to be a layer of something in between. , As for the step forward, he was always hesitating, dangling on the edge whether he should go or not.
There is a dialogue in a TV series like this, saying that two people who are good friends are like the blanket used for juggling. On the surface, there is nothing like a mirror, but you just don’t know what he can conjure.
Therefore, Li Xiao is always unconvinced about this hanging feeling, besides, Jiang Yunshu has not confessed to her until now. Although sweet words can't prove anything, it is also indispensable in love. Come to think of it, in two months, she Li Xiao hasn't gotten anything yet, except for being sad, not even a false love story.
Especially now, Jiang Yunshu became silent again, it was the first time that Li Xiao was so angry with him, picked up the cat cage, took the coat, put on the shoes, and ran downstairs without even looking back.
Gusts of cold wind came in from the door, and Jiang Yunshu's mind hadn't been awakened yet. She would stop even if he called her from the door for him not chasing him out to stop her.
I am completely disappointed in this person. He really doesn't love me, even if he doesn't love me at all, so let's pretend that I never met him.
☆, go back words
Bad things spread thousands of miles, and this is true. Jiang Yunshu passed by the front desk when he went to work in the morning, and felt that Wang Ke looked at him with vicious eyes. Before he could sit down, he was called to the office by the boss, and he was scolded. Criticize, say: What's the matter with you recently, even the frame beams can be marked wrongly, what are you thinking all day long, if you are a foodie and thick-skinned like Qu Tong, the boss will definitely criticize even more ruthlessly. For the first time, he didn't have the nerve to say it too deeply, but because of this low-level mistake that delayed the progress, he also had no face to face Jiangdong's elders.
When he came back dejectedly, the chair was not seated firmly again, and Xiao Qian's annoying phone came in again. He knew that if he didn't answer it, he would keep calling until you answered it. When it rang for the fifth time, Brother Fan I couldn't bear it and yelled, "Can you break it if you catch it?" He was also scorched by Party A's pick on him. After seeing him, he swallowed back the words he wanted to hate, picked up his phone and went to the bathroom.
"Aren't you free, are you annoying over and over again?" The anger found an outlet, but he was not polite.
"Jiang Yunshu, you really have no eyes, you don't like such a good girl, why didn't you tell people earlier, are you interested in hanging people for two months?" Xiao Qian's fiery temper heard Li Xiao twitching over there and said Sai Ning hugged her back, reassuring her, she knew that something must have happened inside, and after questioning, the flames rose and she never went down.
What's so awesome about you, Jiang Yunshu, you don't like this, you don't like that, you have to come over the phone and talk about it, not for anything else, just to get a desperate sentence.
"You talk, you, you can get nothing if you pretend to be dumb. If you are an upright man, just give me a good word. Why do you poach people over and over again?"
In fact, this matter has nothing to do with Xiao Qian, but it has something to do with it. No matter how she introduced them to each other, she didn't say that they had a bad impression at the beginning. It took two months, and she didn't say anything. What a man should do.
"We didn't have a clear relationship at first." Jiang Yunshu was still looking for reasons for himself.
Yesterday it was because of the cat, and today it was because of this again. Xiao Qian was so angry that she didn't know what to say. It got longer and longer, "Whether you are really stupid or fake stupid, do you still need to be clear about this kind of thing, do you still say it or write it on paper, 'We are the relationship between the two of us', you seem to be a primitive person, No, primitive people are more bold and unrestrained than you. It’s not good for Li Xiao, who cares about you, thinks of you, and eight out of ten sentences say hello to me. I heard her say you have been together for such a long time this morning. I haven't even held someone's hand a few times, let alone kissed you. You don't know how, you are still pure and shy. I haven't found out that you are an innocent man. I always thought you were just pretending. It turns out that you are really not. On the road."
Xiao Qian sneered and ridiculed over there, Jiang Yunshu actually accepted such abuse, if no one woke him up, he might still continue the so-called relationship with Li Xiao in a mild manner.
"I'm not embarrassed, it's just that I'm not impulsive. She's a good girl. I don't deserve her. At first I wanted to get along well with her and slowly develop a relationship, but gradually I found that I had some difficulties. I... didn't Do you understand the excitement? I..."
"Come on, don't talk," Xiao Qian interrupted him, she was not stupid to understand the meaning of these words, isn't it because she can't generate passion, isn't it because she doesn't have the desire to want to, "Brother, you can just be like this, you, I won’t introduce anyone to you again in the future, I think it’s useless to talk to you, but there is something I want to ask, although I don’t quite believe it, but maybe this is really a lead.”
"What?"
"Are you pretending to be someone else?"
"Who... who said that, don't you know what I am like? I don't even have any spare time except going to work every day. Where... where do I go to pretend to be someone else." Even though there is no one in the toilet at this time, his hands are still guilty. He was trembling, and to be precise, he didn't know if this feeling was "pretending".
"You don't have to pretend to be confused. Women are still very sensitive. Let me just say, if it's true, think about your parents. My mother is secondary. Just think about your father. If not Really, then even if I think too much, it's best never to come true."
"..."
"Why, is the silence an admission or speechless, Jiang Yunshu, I probably shouldn't meddle in your private affairs, but think about it, can such a relationship last long, and can the most realistic one be accepted by the public, anyway, think about it carefully , That's all I've said, don't worry, if you don't say it, I won't mention it to my parents, so hang up."
Xiao Qian hung up the phone, the beeping sounded for a long time before he took the phone down, wiped his stiff face and moved to the window, looking at a gloomy place, just like his own mood.
We have never been together before, so how could it not last long, but in my heart, as Xiao Qian said, I have been occupied by one person all the time, so that others can't squeeze in if I want to squeeze in. Is it pretending to be a "brother" Isn't it okay, must it be defined as that kind of relationship?
So far, Jiang Yunshu still firmly believes that Lin Yinghan is his younger brother in his heart, and it has nothing to do with him.
After a meal, and after reflecting in the bathroom for a while, I felt a lot more refreshed. After all, I don’t need to think about how Li Xiao will explain it. I believe that if he doesn’t take the initiative to come forward and give an answer, Xiao Qian will pass on the words and tell She's nothing to miss about this man, there are not many good men. '
Yes, there are not many good men. Meng Liang, Li Wang, and Li Meng who grew up together can be called good men. Whether it is appearance, ability, or work, they are all excellent, but why? It has been more than ten years since Lin Yinghan pretended to be so solid, but his relationship still hasn't changed.
He doesn't understand, he doesn't understand feelings, and he doesn't understand himself. It's true that Xiao Qian called him a fool. He couldn't even see through his own heart. What can he do? He is just so dull, otherwise He won't be 23 anymore, and he hasn't even dated anyone before. Just now, someone treated him nicely, but he ruthlessly rejected him.
This day, it can be said that I was troubled by memorizing words. After the two people were baptized in the morning, they changed the blueprints. Picking out a hair from the inside made him feel sick enough, Liang Feng said sarcastic words beside him, saying, "It's hair and not a bug, just pick it out." As soon as the words fell, Qu Tong took it over there and said, "Ren But worms, because they can supplement protein and have a taste, their hair can get stuck in their teeth, and they may get entangled in their intestines. 'After listening to it, he completely lost the desire to eat any more. He threw up the plate and left on the spot, and went to the bathroom to vomit.
One hour before leaving get off work, the boss came to him with a large roll of drawings and asked him to run around and send these drawings to another design institute, saying that his car broke down, and that direction was close to his home, so he could go home directly.
After memorizing it for a day, he also wanted to go back early to pray to Buddha to find his luck back, so he took the picture and left. He swiped his card in the subway station and got into the car. It took almost two stops before he was reported to the station. The sound of the horn attracts, fuck, sit upside down.
After getting off Line 1 and reverting to Line 3, after a lot of tossing, I checked the time when I got home. It was not as early as the usual time to get off work. I went into the house and threw away my bag, and began to wail on the sofa, "What the hell is this brain, the car can sit Wrong, the picture can be drawn wrong, and you can even win a prize when you eat, and now you only need to drink cold water to stuff your teeth. '
Facts have proved that drinking cold water can't clog his teeth, but it can choke him, and he almost choked him to death.
The author has something to say: After shopping for a day, I am tired, but fortunately, there is delicious food, hehe.
☆、What does it feel like?
When Liu Zhe called Lin Yinghan, he had just come back from the construction site in a fit of anger, because the type of steel was wrong and the project manager had to criticize it. This was related to safety issues, and it would affect their Schindler's reputation, and other minor issues All of them can be reconciled, except that those related to safety must not be tolerated. Immediately issued a high fine and reported it to the finance department, Yin Zihao who was on the side was so frightened that he gave a thumbs up: cruel enough.
Liu Zhe didn't say anything on the phone, just said that he came back from Paris and wanted to see him. My cousin didn't fly back to Beijing directly, but came to him by detour. It doesn't need to be explained clearly. Yes, he didn't say anything, and booked a hotel to wait for the arrival of the guests.
I originally planned to go to the airport to pick it up in person, but suddenly there was something urgent to deal with, so I sent a driver to go. I have been busy at the company, and I didn't even have lunch
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