In the library, noise is prohibited

On the night of the penultimate day of this year, Chaosheng packed his luggage early to prepare for the trip with Xunzhou tomorrow.Since he went home directly on New Year's Day, he had to pack all the things he should bring, except for winter clothes, a few newly bought books, and the box of movie CDs that Xunzhou gave him before.

I almost forgot Su Linglan's New Year's gift... Chao Sheng picked up the beautifully wrapped box and stuffed it into the suitcase.

Although he was curious about what was inside, Chaosheng still obeyed the sense of ritual, thinking that he would wait until the night of the 31st to dismantle it, maybe this would make more surprises.

After checking what was left in the apartment, Chao Sheng lay down on the bed full of expectation, covered the quilt tightly and wrapped himself into a big cotton ball.

He was as ready to move as a primary school student about to go on a spring outing, uncontrollable excitement spread through every vein in his body, his arms were tightly folded in front of his chest, and he was unwilling to relax even if his skin was numb all over his body.

The matter of "sleeping with someone you like" is too easy to imagine, but Chaosheng is not so easy to let go of the psychological burden. At least for him now, frank physical contact is limited to holding hands and hugging.

After all, ordinary friends can also do these two things, but... Kissing is not enough, right?

Chao Sheng knew that he was worrying too much, but what if?What if both of them are affected by the ambiguous atmosphere and can't help but want more intimacy?At that time, it would be too shameful if I froze in place like a log.

No, there has to be a confession before the kiss, and it's not so easy to say that kind of thing directly.Moreover, Xun Zhou often speaks in a roundabout way, if he expresses his intentions in a hinting way... If he doesn't understand, wouldn't it be a missed opportunity?

Chao Sheng's brain was running fast, and questions and hypotheses popped up one after another, and finally all turned into neatly arranged bullet screens, and "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

He almost overlooked an important point: each of his fantasies has a default premise, that is, "Xunzhou may kiss him" or "Xunzhou will confess", and he himself is always in a passive state.

In fact, he also really wants to take the initiative to do something out of the ordinary, so that Xun Zhou understands that "making progress" is allowed here.But his self-esteem at a young age prevents him from telling the whole story of his feelings, and he always has to keep a few more cards.

It would be great if I could foresee Xun Zhou's future thoughts... Chao Sheng lay on the bed and sighed in distress, turned over, and put his lips on the skin of his forearm.

So what does a "kiss" feel like, will it make people's eyes widen as if they were electrocuted like in TV dramas?Or do you need to close your eyes and feel the temperature on the other person's lips.Do you breathe or use your nose?If two people's mouths are stuck together for too long and they need to gasp for breath when they separate, it will spoil the atmosphere too much, and it's a good test of lung capacity.

Chao Sheng was thinking wildly, as if his lips were simulating the kissing scene, firmly sticking to the skin on the inside of his forearm.

——Are Xunzhou's lips so hot?

Chaosheng opened his eyes quickly in the dark room, turned over and got out of bed, opened the drawer to find a lip balm that had been neglected for a long time, opened the paper package and cover, and carefully applied it on his soft lips.

"I'm just afraid that the cold and dry mountain will crack my mouth... I know that Xunzhou can't do anything." Chao Sheng silently gave himself a firm psychological hint, pressing his lips hard to make the paste more even, and the tight lips The moment his strength slackened, he let out a loud "boo" in the room.

Smack your lips, like apple flavor.

Early the next morning, Chao Sheng woke up from his dream before the alarm clock rang. Last night's lip balm had been fully absorbed by his mouth, and his fingers felt silky.

Chao Sheng gets up, changes clothes and washes up in satisfaction, and waits alone in the room for Xun Zhou to knock on the door and ask him to go out for breakfast.

When there was no movement at the door, Chaosheng would log into Milan and chat with Y.After hesitating for a while, he still couldn't help telling Y that he was going out with the man he had a crush on for New Year's Eve today, going up the mountain to watch the stars and set off fireworks.

When he talked about this matter, he didn't want to hide his joy at all, so when his mood was converted into words, there was a sense of showing off. Chaosheng himself didn't realize that it was Y who told him: "Are you going to be with that person?" ?”

Seeing this question, Chao Sheng's enthusiasm gradually cooled down, and he began to seriously think about the answer.

"I don't know." He replied truthfully, "This matter is too far away, I haven't thought about it..."

[Coordinate axis Y]: Is it far?If two people spend the night on a special day like New Year's Eve, something must happen.

Chao Sheng's heart skipped a beat, and he looked forward to the specific changes between them while he was in a hurry.

"Then..." Chao Sheng replied slowly after deliberation, "Let's be together."

[Coordinate axis Y]: Are you still shy about intimate contact?

"It depends on how intimate it is..." Chao Sheng rested his chin in thought, and subconsciously bit his lower lip with his teeth.

[Coordinate axis Y]: Do you like being hugged by him?

"Ah."

[Coordinate axis Y]: What about being kissed?

"It should be ok...it shouldn't take too long." Chao Sheng thought about the scale of this answer carefully, "Four or five seconds is enough, my lung capacity is not good."

[Coordinate axis Y]: You ask so much, why don't you just take the initiative.

"No!" Chao Sheng rejected the proposal without thinking, "How can I do this!"

Even on Christmas Eve, he took the initiative to hug Xun Zhou on impulse, because at a certain moment, his strong emotions gathered into a full balloon, and if he didn't find a chance to release it, it would be stuffed in his chest and explode.

Besides, before that, he also docked in Xunzhou's arms briefly, so it's not that he has no experience in hugging.And kissing... was a completely unfamiliar trial for him.

Y's joke made him fidget, he took out the apple lipstick in his pocket, and applied it again.

At this time, the door of the apartment was knocked twice, and Chao Sheng knew that Xun Zhou had come.

"Wake up so early?" Xun Zhou looked at Chao Sheng, and found that he was already dressed up and ready to go, "Let's go, I'll take you to eat seafood wontons."

Chao Sheng nodded, dragged out the huge suitcase from the room, and when he reached the door, Xun Zhou naturally took it and wanted to carry it down the stairs.

It stands to reason that he should refuse to help at this time, anyway, he is also an adult man, and of course he can carry his luggage, but Chao Sheng thought that if he was polite, it would be tantamount to destroying the sense of intimacy that seemed to be taken for granted, so he kept silent Without saying a word, he followed Xun Zhou downstairs and got into the car with his hands empty.

In this way, Chao Sheng adhered to the code of conduct of "paying full attention when getting along with Xunzhou, and taking care of every detail", and embarked on the road of watching the starry sky.

Xun Zhou drove very steadily, and after driving for more than half an hour, Chao Sheng realized that he hadn't taken motion sickness medicine, but it didn't bother him.The mountain was in the suburbs of the city, and I drove straight on the expressway, and arrived at the hotel at the foot of the mountain before noon.

"Take the cable car at night." Xun Zhou opened the trunk and took out Chao Sheng's luggage, "Are you afraid of heights?"

Chao Sheng shook his head, followed Xun Zhou to register at the B&B, and then had a free lunch under the warm hospitality of the boss.

When he saw that the booked room had two bedrooms, Chao Sheng heaved a sigh of relief and chose the smaller one to sleep in.

He opened the suitcase to organize the clothes to be changed, Xun Zhou came over to check the air-conditioning equipment, looked down and saw the birthday present he had given him before lying in Chao Sheng's suitcase.

"Have you not looked at it?" Xun Zhou squatted down and picked up the box.

"There is no DVD player in school, I will play it on my computer when I go home tomorrow."

Xun Zhou gave a "hmm" and put the things back to their original places. When he was about to get up, he noticed that there was another gift box of similar size in the suitcase.

"From your friend?"

"Ah, this... just let it be." Chao Sheng hesitated for a few seconds, he and Su Linglan were not yet familiar with each other as friends, more precisely, they were actually rivals in love.

Hearing that he answered too reluctantly, Xun Zhou realized that the person who gave the gift might have caused some trouble to Chao Sheng, so he asked a little more: "You don't like that person very much?"

"It's just not familiar."

"Oh." Xun Zhou suddenly understood, and smiled, "Is that the one who pursued you?"

"No, no, no..." Chao Sheng quickly shook his head and waved his hands, fearing that Xunzhou might misunderstand, he told the truth in desperation, "Actually, he is actually the one who pursues you..."

Xun Zhou raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, and then when he heard Chao Sheng's name "Su Linglan", suspicion appeared on his face involuntarily.

"What did he give you as a gift?"

"They said it was a New Year's gift." Chao Sheng replied, "After giving it to him, he left happily."

"Happy?" Xun Zhou had a bad premonition, but he couldn't show too much worry in front of Chao Sheng, "He is not someone you can trust, you should stay away from him in the future."

"Yeah." Chao Sheng agreed obediently, "I also feel that he is a little strange... Then let's do this, I won't open the gift, and I will return it when I see him at the beginning of school."

Xun Zhou frowned, and asked, "What did he do to you that made you feel strange?"

According to Xunzhou's understanding of Su Linglan, that boy is usually very good at pretending to be a normal and honest person, no, maybe Su Linglan himself didn't realize that he was "pretending".It was the same back then. After confessing to Xun Zhou, he was obviously rejected, but he told others that they were dating with a normal face. It was not until Xun Zhou finally couldn't bear it and asked him to talk to him that he seemed to wake up from a dream and found it difficult to accept the reality.

Afterwards, he staged a scene of "being broken up by his boyfriend cruelly, heartbroken and cutting his wrists to commit suicide", which caused a lot of uproar in the school and almost made the news, but fortunately, the hospital suppressed the news.

It might be hard to argue with someone else, but Xunzhou's character is obvious to all, and the superiors did not embarrass him, but just suspended him for a period of time to avoid the limelight.

Although Xunzhou's life has not been greatly affected, since then, he has to use two phone numbers, one for personal and one for business. Except for the rest time at the end of the semester, the work number is turned off.

"He didn't pester you, did he?" Seeing that Chao Sheng didn't answer, Xun Zhou couldn't help asking.

"No." Chao Sheng shook his head nonchalantly, and continued to pack his clothes.

He can't just tell Xunzhou that Su Linglan wrote the code to crack the privacy settings of his Milan account. After all, using this kind of software is his most difficult secret, even if he hasn't played explicit things on it, it's inconvenient to explain. .

Seeing Xun Zhou's thoughtful look, Chao Sheng felt that he was still worried about being targeted by Su Linglan, so he said in a relaxed tone: "Don't worry, even you said that about him, I will definitely stay away from him in the future .”

Xun Zhou withdrew his thoughts, stared at Chao Sheng intently, and slowly savored the boy's words.

"What do you mean 'even me'?" The corner of Xun Zhou's mouth slightly raised, "You use this emphatic word because you think I am different from others?"

Chao Sheng was caught off guard and dumbfounded, thinking that Xun Zhou had discovered the "differentness" in his heart towards him, but soon realized that Xun Zhou's question seemed to be just waiting to be praised.

Chao Sheng was relieved, then pondered, and slowly replied: "You won't speak ill of students for no reason."

"Why, am I tolerant?"

As soon as Chao Sheng said "you", Xun Zhou moved closer to him, as if trying to hear what he said clearly.

"...gentle." Chao Sheng whispered the second half of the sentence.

"Huh? 'Gentle'?" Xun Zhou raised his head and pretended to be thinking, "Is this a good word?"

"Of course, I, I'm not praising you..."

Xun Zhou suddenly laughed twice, it was not a happy mood, but more like a slight mockery.

After he laughed, he recovered his calm tone, stared at Chao Sheng's face and said slowly: "It's my instinct to be nice to some people, there's no such thing as 'gentle', I'm not nice to everyone. "

Chao Sheng understood that he had said something wrong just now, and he couldn't help but apologize to Xun Zhou in his eyes.

However, in the next second, Xun Zhou imitated the way he spoke before, leaned over and said softly: "If 'even you' think that my gentleness is a part of my character, then should I show some of my nature to you?"

As soon as the words fell, Chao Sheng's whole heart seemed to be falling from a height of ten thousand feet. Accompanied by a strong acceleration, he felt an unprecedented sense of weightlessness.

He stared blankly at Xun Zhou, froze in place and didn't dare to move.

If the current scene happened in an idol drama, the man should kiss himself without any explanation.So without waiting for the "male protagonist" in front of him to act, Chao Sheng's mind went blank, and then a line of black words suddenly appeared on the white background: "Fortunately, I put on lipstick just now".

Once one preparatory measure is in place, the other cannot be ignored.Chao Sheng quietly took a deep breath, holding his breath and concentrating.

But after waiting for a while, Xun Zhou didn't do anything special.He just stared at Chao Sheng's face for a long time, and finally laughed and said: "Why do you act like you're about to defend yourself, lest I bully you?"

Chao Sheng was so nervous that he didn't know what to do, was his expression so obvious?But he wasn't afraid, he was just a little overwhelmed, it would be acceptable if he just held him down and kissed him.

"No." Not wanting to make Xunzhou feel that he was wary of him, Chao Sheng quickly denied, "I'm not afraid."

Xun Zhou lowered his head and got closer to him, "Oh, aren't you afraid that I'll bully you?"

After a pause, Xunzhou smiled and came to a conclusion: "That's because I want to be bullied by me."

Chao Sheng kept silent, the distance between the two was getting closer and closer, which gave him the illusion that they could kiss each other in a second.

"Okay, tell me the specific method, I'll think about it."

With Xun Zhou's face so close at hand, Chao Sheng knew that his ears must be flushed red now.

Knowing that this time is not self-indulgent, knowing that the other party is hinting, but just can't wait for Xun Zhou's next move.Chao Sheng suspected that this person wanted to deliberately stir up an ambiguous atmosphere, and then observed his bewildered reaction maliciously.

Sure enough, he was not his opponent, and after a few words back and forth, he lost the initiative and completely became a passive player, waiting to be dealt with.

——Do you want to follow the advice of "axis Y" and take the initiative to surpass the rules in the relationship?

A fine layer of cold sweat oozed from Chao Sheng's palm.

"Don't say? Then I'm leaving."

Xun Zhou said so, but his face did not move away from Chao Sheng's eyes at all, as if he was giving the other party a chance.

Chao Sheng's heartbeat was so intense that it was about to rush out of his chest, he raised his head, slowly moved forward, and carefully put his mouth against Xun Zhou's lips.

The time between the two of them probably didn't even touch for a second, so it's hard to call it a "kiss".But even at such a superficial level, Chao Sheng mustered up a lot of courage, and believed in his heart that "this is how my first kiss was given to Xun Zhou".

However, just when Chao Sheng moved away from Xun Zhou's lips, before he could relax his breath, the back of his neck was firmly pressed, and his lips stuck to Xun Zhou's lips again.

——Really, like in the TV drama, his eyes widen as if he was electrocuted.

On the other hand, Xun Zhou closed his eyes to enjoy the warmth of the other party's lips, rubbed each other with ease, and the tip of his tongue seemed to lick that touch of cherry red.

This gentle kiss lasted only four or five seconds, and Xun Zhou tenderly let Chao Sheng go.

The boy had already lost the ability to manage his expressions, and he sat on the ground in a panic with a red face, not daring to look at him more, and only sneaked a peek at him from the corner of his eye.

Xun Zhou laughed, pinched Xia Chaosheng's hot face as if nothing had happened, and said, "Does it still taste like green apple?"