In the library, noise is prohibited

Chao Sheng also seems to have bitten into a ripe and plump fruit, the sweet and refreshing juice moistens his throat, and the sugar breaks down as nourishment to nourish the flesh and blood.Fragrant flowers bloom in his eyes, and thousands of butterflies dance in his stomach.

Xun Zhou didn't let go of Chao Sheng's cheeks with his fingers, the young man's skin was too soft, and he was so nervous that he wanted to cry without tears, which made Xun Zhou feel better immediately, and asked with a half-smile: "Why not?" Fight back?"

Chao Sheng was stunned for a moment, then turned his face away hard, and used actions to express that Xun Zhou was not allowed to pinch him again.

Xun Zhou still chuckled cheerfully, withdrew his hand, stood up, calmly said "I'm going to boil a pot of water" and left Chao Sheng's room.

After hearing that there was indeed movement in the kitchen, Chao Sheng dared to open his mouth and take a deep breath.The skin on his whole body was exaggeratedly hot, and after standing up from the ground with the edge of the bed, he collapsed powerlessly on the soft quilt.

It turns out that "kissing" is such a feeling, which is completely different from the touch of kissing one's own arm.

Chao Sheng tried to cover his cheeks with his palms to cool down, but found that it was useless, the heat continued to expand, as if a small fire-breathing dragon was about to burst out of his body.

He thought it was the feeling of his body melting, but it took him a long time to realize that it was the feeling of happiness in his internal organs.He relished that short and soft kiss over and over again, and then broke down the ecstasy, entangled it in his heart and treasured it, unwilling to share it with anyone.

The sound of TV programs came from the living room, and the noise made Chao Sheng gradually relax, staring at the gray sky outside the window in a daze.

After a few birds passed by, Chaosheng seemed to have a string in his mind suddenly, and remembered a serious problem——

It seems that they haven't confirmed their relationship yet!

Chao Sheng was like waking up from a dream, the smile on his face quickly faded, replaced by confusion.

It is understandable that there is no confession before the kiss, isn't it often the case in TV dramas and novels?But after the kiss, the two people still have such an ambiguous relationship now.Or... In Xunzhou, their relationship is already equivalent to a couple?Did he really miss the hint of Xunzhou?

Chao Sheng couldn't figure out the answer, and he searched the Internet for "what to do if you kissed someone else" but couldn't find an answer that suited his own situation, so he had no choice but to tell the "coordinate axis Y" about it.

Anyway, it's people who don't know the details of each other and haven't met each other, and that's why they can be trusted.

[Coordinate axis Y]: Why is this person like this, why don't you explain clearly after kissing?Don't be a scumbag.

"No." Chao Sheng immediately denied Y's speculation about Xun Zhou, "I kissed him..."

[Coordinate axis Y]: oooooh~ very brave young man!

"So should I say it..." Chao Sheng struggled, "But I can't say it, I'm so scared, I think he will definitely refuse."

[Coordinate axis Y]: Didn't he kiss back? How could he not accept you.

"No, that's not what he meant. He just likes to embarrass me on purpose."

[Coordinate axis Y]: Too much.

"It's not too much..." Chao Sheng still couldn't help explaining to Xun Zhou, "Isn't there a word called 'Want to welcome or refuse'... He likes to do this kind of thing."

[Coordinate axis Y]: You can see it all!

[Coordinate axis Y]: Very smart.

"It's not by looking. It's by feeling..."

[Coordinate axis Y]: Hmm, you guys have a good understanding.In that case, you have nothing to worry about, just let it be.

With Y's encouragement, Chao Sheng somewhat gained confidence, and his heartbeat gradually stabilized.

In the evening, Xun Zhou went out to a nearby restaurant to bring back two meals and asked Chao Sheng to eat them.

Seeing Xun Zhou's calm and composed look, Chao Sheng was also affected, and even had the illusion that they had never kissed before, and sat down to eat and talk with him calmly.

Yes, since Xun Zhou's expression is as usual, he should stand still, otherwise he will appear too impetuous in comparison.

He thought so in his heart, but Chao Sheng still couldn't look directly at Xun Zhou for a few more seconds, keeping his tone naturally was his limit, if he looked at Xun Zhou more, he always felt that he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.

He really wanted to confess to the man in front of him as quickly as possible, but he, who had become a habit of being shy, hoped that the moment would come slowly, slowly.

While the soup in the box was still hot, Xun Zhou filled a bowl for Chao Sheng and handed it over, "Fireworks are not allowed on the mountain, so we can't watch them today."

Hearing this rule, Chao Sheng couldn't help but let out an "ah" in disappointment.In fact, compared to the blurry stars in the night sky, he was looking forward to the bright and gorgeous fireworks going up into the sky.When he was a child, he was most looking forward to the New Year's fireworks, but in recent years, the strict control of firecrackers has made his winter less fun.

"Don't like cauliflower?" Xun Zhou raised his eyes and glanced.

Chao Sheng did not touch the plate for a long time, but thinking that maybe Xun Zhou bought it for him specially, Chao Sheng didn't want to give the other party the impression of being a picky eater, so he quickly picked up a few pieces and put them into the bowl, chewed and swallowed them slowly.

His mother often reminded him that he should not always use one side of his teeth for eating, as his face would become crooked after a long time.So Chao Sheng used to bite the left side a few times and then the right side a few times to maintain the balance of his cheeks, but in the eyes of others, his way of eating was as strange as a rabbit.

Xun Zhou smiled slightly, pretending to drink soup with his head down, covering his expression with a bowl.

"Eat slowly, I'll take a shower." Xunzhou took out a tissue and wiped his mouth gracefully, "We'll go out at eight o'clock."

"it is good."

Chao Sheng watched him enter the bathroom, and the moment Xun Zhou turned around to close the door, he seemed to glance in this direction inadvertently, Chao Sheng quickly lowered his head to avoid eye contact.

Finally, Xun Zhou couldn't help but deepen the corners of his lips, took a deep look at Chao Sheng, and closed the door.

Soon, Chao Sheng heard the sound of a shower in the bathroom. He put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth clean, and applied lip balm again.

Do I need to wear a scarf when I go out for a while? It is very suitable to match with the windbreaker I bought last month... But I am wearing a down jacket when I go out today. If I change into a coat at night, Xunzhou will definitely think that I am dressing up for him on purpose.

Chao Sheng was hesitant, and went back to his room to try on the two pieces of clothing.

When he entered the room, he saw that the screen of the mobile phone on the bed was always on, and Chaosheng walked over to see some unread messages from Milan.He didn't think much, clicked to enter, but found that the displayed dialog box belonged to Su Linglan.

[Su Linglan]: Chaosheng Chaosheng~Happy New Year!

[Su Linglan]: Have you opened the gift I gave you?

Seeing the enthusiasm in the other party's tone, Chao Sheng was too embarrassed to respond indifferently, so he had to say politely: "I'd better keep it for now."

[Su Linglan]: Rather than saying it is a gift from me, you might as well regard it as a surprise from Xunzhou.

Chao Sheng was a little surprised, "The surprise that Xunzhou gave you"?Could it be that Xunzhou entrusted Su Linglan to hand over the things?

No, Xun Zhou had already reminded him to be vigilant against Su Linglan today, and he obviously didn't want to open the gift by himself.

But since Su Linglan meant that the things in the box were related to Xunzhou, Chao Sheng couldn't hold back his inner curiosity and asked, "What does it have to do with Xunzhou?"

[Su Linglan]: It has a lot to do with it. Teacher Xun carefully prepared this for you.

[Su Linglan]: No, this coordinate axis Y is prepared for you.

When he saw that name, something exploded in Chao Sheng's mind instantly.He froze in place, a little unsteady.

The dense "why would he know" crowded in his consciousness, and Chaosheng was in a daze for a moment before slowly turning his eyes to the gift box.

If Su Linglan said that it was related to Xunzhou, Chao Sheng could completely ignore it; but his most secret friend was revealed so easily by Su Linglan, Chao Sheng felt as if he was strangling his throat.

Now that a secret was involved, he could no longer casually ignore the gift, just pick it up and tear off the wrapping paper.Opening the box again, I found a dark brown notebook lying inside.

There was nothing special about the first few pages, Chao Sheng turned back suspiciously, and finally saw a very familiar name in astonishment.

Coordinate axis Y, male, 26 years old, truck driver, online dating partner is... Coordinate axis XZ...

Chao Sheng was dumbfounded, and glanced through the content with erratic eyes, and even saw a list called "Coordinate Axis XZ Preferences"-it turned out that all of them were his own preferences.

What is this?

He couldn't understand the situation in front of him for a while, and fell into a situation of being at a loss.

"What did you write the code to break again?" Chao Sheng grabbed the phone and sent a message to Su Linglan with trembling fingertips, "Don't harass my friend!"

[Su Linglan]: Why are you attacking me!

[Su Linglan]: I kindly don't want you to be cheated by Teacher Xun again TAT

Seeing him mentioning Xunzhou again, Chao Sheng noticed that the characters on the notebook looked so familiar.He has taken so many lessons with Xun Zhou, and he has long remembered the strong and powerful English style.But most of this notebook is in Chinese, even if it looks familiar, Chao Sheng does not believe that it was written by Xun Zhou.

--how is this possible.

——A person who is totally irrelevant.

Once he believed in Xun Zhou without reservation, Chao Sheng decided that Su Linglan was lying, sowing discord, and distracting him.Who knows what method this person used to discover his secret, and also learned about Y's information. In short, he can't believe those nonsense at all.

Chao Sheng angrily blocked Su Linglan's Milan account, and even deleted the phone number in the phone's address book.

Then he closed the notebook and threw it aside, wanting to remind Y to protect his privacy.

It's a pity that Y is not online now, so it's hard for him to explain such a complicated situation.Flipping through the previous chat records, Chao Sheng felt a little guilty. After all, it was because of him that Su Linglan searched for Y's private information.

Chao Sheng looked at it, and suddenly found that the conversation between him and Y seemed to be missing a few sentences.

He frowned and re-read the content of the afternoon chat.

—but I can't say it, I'm so afraid, I think he will definitely refuse.

——Didn't he kiss back? How could he not accept you.

Chao Sheng intuited that something was missing, and looking further up, the content of the message was that he told Y that he had kissed his crush on his own initiative.

Before and after the sentence "I kissed him...", there is no mention of the other party kissing back.

Chao Sheng was taken aback, stunned by this new discovery, his lips parted slightly, unable to make a sound.

Didn't he kiss you back?Didn't he kiss you back?

……yes.

...but why do you know?

Chao Sheng was stunned, his brain seemed to be refusing to think deeply about this question.

He really wanted to believe that Su Linglan was behind the scenes as before, and the notebook was scribbled, but what about the details of Xun Zhou kissing him back?How to explain it?

The facts are in front of you, and the answer is obvious.

As long as Chao Sheng can muster a little strength, he wants to use it to deceive himself and others.

——In this world, except for Xunzhou, no one will know the details of his first kiss.

Chao Sheng's legs lost their center of gravity, and he fell onto the bed all of a sudden, his body seemed to be frozen in the winter night, the blood flowed backwards, and it was icy cold.

So, is it Xunzhou?

From asking him "Do you want to try it" to the person who invited him to online dating, from naming him "Coordinate Axis XZ" to the person who said "I like you" to him, from asking him with a smile "Are you seriously jealous?" "Let's go" to "You just take the initiative to forget it".

Are all... all Xunzhou?

This question, which can be called the "answer", appeared vaguely from the brain, and then slowly became clear as if the focus had been adjusted, which made Chao Sheng lose his voice on the spot.

--It's him.

Chao Sheng's brain actively accepted the truth, and then began to stimulate his heart.

He could feel the strength draining from his body, he could feel his tear ducts going out of control.

It turned out that Xun Zhou knew about it from the very beginning.

But this man has been keeping quiet, and has been unscrupulously spying on his desire.

After realizing this, all of Chao Sheng's hole cards were crushed at this moment.

It turned out that from the very beginning, he was a self-satisfied but self-defeating clown - clumsy, stupid and willing to confide his heart to the person he thought he had never met.

What he reveals is all his negativity, sensitivity, and unbearable feelings about himself; it is all his love, desire, and yearning for Xunzhou.

It turned out that all the youthfulness and panic that I tried to hide in front of Xun Zhou were easily seen through by the other party; those secret, sweet and sour thoughts that he carefully cared for were all invisible in front of Xun Zhou.

He can't help being jealous of others, and he can't help but look forward to being kissed by Xun Zhou.

He finally understands why Xun Zhou often smiles at him, so gentle enough to melt the ice and snow, now it seems that it is all a high-level mockery.

No wonder Xun Zhou smiled and kissed him. It turned out that he didn't have a good heart, but fulfilled his wish kindly and compassionately; no wonder he left as if nothing had happened after the kiss. It turned out that he just wanted to hide in the dark and see more of his elated foolishness.

Faced with such a great humiliation given by the other party lightly, Chao Sheng could only feel helplessly annoyed, even though the tears had welled up in his eyes, he was helpless.

——I have never been so ashamed, and I have never liked someone so much and hated him so much at the same time.

Tears quickly rolled down the cheeks to the corner of the mouth kissed by Xun Zhou, Chao Sheng had difficulty breathing for a while, and could only whimper a few times to relieve it.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, Chaosheng opened his eyes wide, looking in the direction of Xunzhou in horror.

No, I can't see him, I can't be seen by him in a mess now...

Chao Sheng frantically wiped away his tears with the back of his hand, but when he looked in the mirror, he still saw red eye sockets and tear stains all over his face.

He has only one firm goal, which is "not to lose his composure in front of Xun Zhou again", and not to give the other party a chance to laugh at him secretly.

Chao Sheng grabbed his coat and put it on his body, before he even had time to change out his slippers, he left the hotel in a hurry.It was cold outside, but he was breathing reasonably well, and he couldn't feel the chill in his feet.

After taking a stroll outside and then going back, my complexion may return to normal... If Xun Zhou calls and asks, he will say that he is bored and took the cable car up the mountain first... No, the sound of crying is obvious when I open my mouth now , Xun Zhou would definitely not believe the explanation.Then pretend that the signal on the mountain is not good and you didn't see the incoming call.

Chao Shengji pulled on his slippers and walked towards the cable car ticket office.

Although the hanging lights on the cable car track are shining brightly, it may not be so bright on the mountain... Chao Sheng looked up, squeezed the ticket in his hand and got into an empty carriage.

If there is not enough light on the mountain, when Xunzhou arrives in a while, you should not be able to see that your eyes have cried.Chao Sheng thought anxiously.

As long as you stick to today, your emotions will not be discovered.Don't meet strangers on the Internet in the future, and don't like men anymore.

Chao Sheng wrapped his down jacket tightly, staring intently at the floor of the carriage, never daring to look out the window.

He is actually afraid of heights, but when Xun Zhou asked him "Are you afraid of heights", he was even more afraid of exposing his timid shortcoming in front of Xun Zhou, so he simply shook his head.

Unexpectedly, Xunzhou is more terrifying than high altitude, and he directly dragged out his love hidden deep in his heart, and smashed it to nothing.

Chao Sheng shrank his neck and wrapped his arms around his shoulders.He felt like a stray dog ​​standing naked in the ice and snow, clinging to the last shred of self-esteem.

Xun Zhou came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, fearing that Chao Sheng would think he was shameless and trying to play a hooligan, so he hurried back to the bedroom and changed into neat clothes before coming out to knock on Chao Sheng's door.But when he got to the door, he realized that he was the only one left in the room, and Duan Chaosheng didn't know where he had gone.

Xunzhou called the other party without hesitation, refused to answer, and called again, still no response.

He glanced into the room and saw some clothes falling on the floor, so he went in and picked them up and put them on the bed.When he looked away, he saw a rather familiar brown notebook.

It was completely unexpected that this thing would appear here, so that Xunzhou didn't care at all for the first second.

But when he came back to his senses, his mind was like a bolt from the blue.He strode forward to pick it up, and his heart sank when he saw the contents inside.Looking at the ground again, crumpled wrapping paper was scattered.

It was immediately clear - this was Su Linglan's good deed.

Xun Zhou frowned, closed the notebook and put it aside, picked up his coat and went out to find someone.

I asked the owner of the homestay who had seen Chaosheng, and learned that he went to the direction of the cable car, and then went to ask the conductor. Sure enough, a handsome boy came alone not long ago.

Xunzhou took the cable car up the mountain, circled around a few times, and soon found the figure he was looking for.Walking slowly in slippers, and stopping in a daze while walking.

Xun Zhou called him from behind: "Duan Chaosheng!"

Chao Sheng turned his head reflexively, then turned around hastily and pretended not to hear.

Xun Zhou sighed helplessly, walked over quickly, and put the scarf on for Chao Sheng.

"Why didn't you even change your shoes when you came out?" Xun Zhou's tone seemed to be reprimanding gently, "You didn't answer the phone, you didn't wait for me?"

"I..." Chao Sheng responded to him according to the answer he had prepared before, "I'm bored, so I came out for a walk first."

His voice was a little hoarse, and Chaosheng coughed twice in embarrassment, pretending that his throat was uncomfortable, so that he could justifiably not speak next.

Xun Zhou looked down at the slippers on his feet, luckily the socks were still there.

"Have you seen what Su Linglan gave you?" Xun Zhou asked.

Unexpectedly, the other party would ask so directly, Chao Sheng was speechless for a while, his throat was choked up and he could not make a sound.

Although there were not many lights on the mountain, they were enough to reflect the faces of the two of them. Xun Zhou watched Chao Sheng's dark pupils slowly ooze starlight.

"I planned to keep it a secret from you." Xun Zhou lost his usual smile, and even his eyes were full of seriousness, "I thought it would be great if there was someone who could let you vent your emotions, you are irritable, You are sad, you are disheartened, you can talk to him. But I am too greedy, and I want you to rely on him and like him. "

When he heard that the other party admitted this concealment, the psychological construction that Chao Sheng had worked so hard to maintain just now collapsed again.

The boy gritted his teeth, trying to suppress the soreness in his nasal cavity.But when Xun Zhou said "I will make him disappear in the future", Chao Sheng suddenly lost control of his emotions and tears fell down unexpectedly.

He quickly raised his forearm and covered his eyes, not wanting Xunzhou to see himself crying too badly.

——It’s like having a beautiful dream, and after waking up, I can’t go back to it no matter how much I sleep.

Xun Zhou stretched out his hand to grab his shoulder, making them stand face to face, and then tried to push his arm away.Chao Sheng couldn't let Xun Zhou see his eyes, half vulnerable and half angry, without any calmness at all, he had to block it with his arms.

"After that... when I still want to vent my emotions..." Chao Sheng bit his lower lip hard, "It's just that there is no one..."

Xun Zhou reached out to wipe away the tears on his chin, and replied softly: "Tell me."

Chao Sheng's heart seemed to be pinched by the person in front of him. He took two quick breaths and adjusted his voice: "After that... when I want to talk about you..."

Before Chao Sheng could say the second half, Xun Zhou raised his arms and hugged him tightly, "Tell me too."

Chao Sheng's tears quickly wet Xun Zhou's chest.

"How can I tell you." Chao Sheng was finally willing to put down his arms, and buried his head deeply in Xunzhou's arms. The more he tried to hold back his tears, the more he felt wronged and wanted to cry, "You know everything, how can I Let me tell you..."

Xun Zhou raised his hand and rubbed the boy's hair, then couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed him.

He sighed softly: "I know everything, but you still don't know anything."

Xun Zhou hugged him tightly, and said slowly: "The first time I saw you at the end of May, it was raining heavily that day, and I really wanted to ask you why you didn't leave quickly."

"After school started again, I was really pleasantly surprised to see you working in the library. But soon I found that it was too difficult to get your attention. I borrowed 23 books before and after, and you only looked up at me once. "

Chao Sheng nestled in his arms and was stunned, completely forgetting that they had met so early.

"You tore up the library sign on purpose." He belatedly remembered this.

"Yes."

"You also deliberately asked me to go to your apartment to find..."

"Yes."

Chao Sheng frowned, and couldn't help but lightly bumped his head against Xun Zhou's chest.

——Does Xun Zhou like her...?

He finally realized the problem belatedly.

——Do you like him the way you like him?

Xun Zhou hugged him tightly, and said meaningfully: "Now I may know why you would rather brave the rain than shoot the last arrow before leaving..."

"Because of you, I don't want to lose my composure." Xun Zhou's warm breath passed over Chao Sheng's head, and he stood up helplessly, "As it is now, if you want to scold me, you just hold back."

Chao Sheng was silent for a moment, and finally the voice escaped from his mouth weakly: "I thought every time I saw you in the first place, it was just a coincidence..."

"Yeah." Xun Zhou laughed a little frustrated, "It is indeed a coincidence that I met you in the library for the first time, and it is also a coincidence to know your phone number and your mystery blue. I thought about it before, maybe when I borrow it You will remember me when No.20 is four books, but..."

"But this resignation method is too slow. I want to get to know you sooner, faster than 'coincidence', faster than 'fate', and faster."

After being quiet for a few seconds, Xun Zhou lowered his head and said "I'm sorry" solemnly.

It was followed by the sentence "I have planned for a long time to get close to you".

Chao Sheng stopped crying at some point, and pressed against Xun Zhou's chest in a daze.

Before he had time to think about how to react, there was a sudden explosion not far away, which made him shrink back into Xun Zhou's arms reflexively.As soon as I turned my head, I saw a group of colorful fireworks blooming gorgeously in the mid-air on the side of the mountain, and the flames were dripping down.

Xun Zhou lightly stroked Chao Sheng's back, patted him away from the panic just now, and then said with a smile: "Didn't you say that you haven't seen fireworks for a long time, and they won't let them go on the mountain, so I had to trouble a few people to watch them?" Find a good spot down there, it's safe, and you can just see it from here."

The noise of the fireworks blooming in his ears was too loud, completely covering Xun Zhou's voice, Chao Sheng only knew that he was talking just now, but didn't hear the specific content clearly, so he raised his head and looked at him with his red and swollen eyes.

"What did you say?" Chao Sheng almost shouted out to ask him.

Xun Zhou shook his head, bent down, and put his lips next to Chao Sheng's ear: "Happy New Year, the gift is me."

The author has something to say: Chao Sheng: I'm just stupid, I'm not so easy to coax