after blind date

Ever since he knew about the outbreak of the mutated virus in Yan Qing's body, Chen Yan almost locked himself in the laboratory. Yan Qing's condition did not improve, and he never left the laboratory.

Qin He came to persuade him several times, "Chen Yan, it's time for you to rest."

Chen Yan stared at the microscope, "It's okay, you can go back and rest first!"

Qin He went up and pulled him away from the microscope, "Do you think you can still open your eyes? Do you remember that you haven't slept for a few days? Your eyes are bloodshot."

Chen Yan smiled wearily, and waved his hands weakly, "Don't worry, it's fine, I'm fine."

"Okay, good size!" Qin He grabbed his shoulder and questioned, "What are you doing? Are you torturing yourself? Are you guilty? Do you think you can produce results by studying like this day and night?"

"Then what can I do?" Chen Yan suddenly broke out. The pressure and inner torture he endured were unimaginable to others. His eyes were red, and his expression was sad and helpless. "What can I do? Yan Yan is lying in the hospital Here, I don’t even have the courage to go see him, what else can I do for him besides doing this? Wen Juncheng has no time to take care of this, but the progress of the laboratory cannot be slowed down for a moment, Yan Yan depends on it Yes. The sooner the research results are obtained, the sooner Yanyan will be out of danger, do you understand?"

"Then what if you fall down first? What if you let Yan Qing and Wen Juncheng do?"

"No, I won't fall, don't worry."

"I'm worried!" Qin He looked at him with firm eyes, and his unquestionable refusal to back down gave Chen Yan a headache.

He suddenly found that the boy in front of him, or the man he had always regarded as a boy, had become different.He no longer blindly asks him to be humble, demands from him, no longer willful and reckless, he is slowly changing in places he didn't notice.

He'll take care of him.This feeling is very strange, a person has been free for more than ten years, and suddenly someone jumped out to control him?Too strange.

When was the last time he had this strange feeling?Oh, by the way, it was time for Yan Wenshu to confess his love to him.He was like, that's weird, he likes me too.

His mind wandered for a moment, his eyes were half-closed, and his body was so exhausted that his concentration began to drift away.

He came back to his senses, and said perfunctorily to Qin He: "I have a measure."

Qin He looked at him, wishing to knock him unconscious and take him away, wishing to make him smile, wishing to kiss him.And he knew that in Chen Yan's eyes, he was just his student, the "professional manager" and junior researcher of this research institute.

There was a long silence, and the room seemed even quieter under the incandescent lights overhead.

"Why can't you let yourself go?" Qin He propped up the test bench and said weakly, how many times he had persuaded Chen Yan to give up his guilt towards Yan Qing and forget the harm Yan Wenshu had done to him.Sometimes he'll put it off and he'll say, well, I've been trying to forget.He also said, maybe tomorrow I will forget him and fall in love with someone else.

"While you say you want to forget and try a new life, you can't forget the past."

"I……"

"Don't tell me that he died in front of you!" Qin He suddenly grabbed Chen Yan's hand, gritted his teeth and said, "He is already dead, how obsessed are you with his death? Look forward, and you will see more Good people and things may be by your side, and you will have a new life."

"Don't let Yan Wenshu bother you anymore, don't let him get involved in your life, he doesn't deserve you." Look at me, look at me!

Chen Yan opened his mouth, looked at Qin He but couldn't say a word.He has a thousand words, he has a stomach full of grievances, complaints and longings for more than ten years, but he can't say a word.

He didn't want to be perfunctory anymore. After so many years, he was also tired.

"I know he is a selfish and cold-blooded person, but he treats me very well and loves me very much. He will make me breakfast, will not let me work overtime, he knows that I have migraines and stomach problems, and will carry me in my bag. With headache medicine and stomach medicine, will learn to cook for me, will take me out of the laboratory and home, every once in a while we will drive together or travel far away. We can stay at home all afternoon without talking Will feel bored, can spend a whole day in the laboratory together, can discuss problems together in the study, have common interests and endless topics to talk about, he is very knowledgeable, always surprises and surprises me, but also a little bad Bad temper and bad habits. He often throws paper and pens everywhere and loses his temper when he can’t find them. When we quarrel because of a certain point of view, he may ignore me for a whole day. We have had disputes and quarrels, and complained to each other. , but all his tantrums seem less unbearable now, and even a little cute."

"He was the most special part of my life, and even though he hurt me the most, my life wouldn't be complete without him."

"After his death, I heard too many people say that he was good or bad. People in academia respected him, colleagues admired him, relatives and friends hated him, too many people advised me to forget him, but no one asked. I don't want to forget, I don't want to forget."

"Qin He, I don't want to forget him, I can't bear it, do you understand?"

"Even if he hurt you?"

"Yes." Chen Yan admitted, maybe this sounds weird, but this is how he misses the "villain" Yan Wenshu.

He will also feel regret and guilt for the harm he and Yan Wenshu have caused Yan Qing, and he also disapproves of Yan Wenshu's extreme means and selfish character, but he will still miss him.

Qin He approached him and pulled him into his arms, Chen Yan was stunned and pushed him away, Qin He pulled him closer again and hugged him tightly.

He never knew that Chen Yan was so lonely, so insecure, and so eager for love.He doesn't say many things, he is always so gentle and gentle, following everyone's wishes.When others persuaded him, he smiled perfunctorily, without resisting or explaining.Everyone moved forward, slowly diluting the events of the year, including Yan Qing, including Yan Wenshu's eldest brother, but only he, the only person who had no blood relationship with Yan Wenshu and was deeply hurt, still stayed where he was. The memories between them are never forgotten.

"Then don't forget." Qin He whispered in his ear.

His voice became low due to the change of mood, with a sense of sexiness. When he whispered in Chen Yan's ear, Chen Yan felt his whole body tremble.

"I know you can't forget, so don't forget. Put him there, he will be there, don't touch it, look at it from a distance, the past, the past, and what you can't go back, you can only have it if you step over it A better life, if you can't do it, I will accompany you through it." Qin He murmured in his ear, stroking his back with both hands to soothe his emotions, and the atmosphere was a bit ambiguous.

"I know you are wronged, but there is no one to tell. But after so many years, Chen Yan, you should let him go."

Chen Yan wanted to refute, but Qin He blocked his mouth, "Shh, I know what you want to say, you don't have to forget him, just let him go. You have been tired for so long, you should let yourself relax, let go of him even if only A moment. He's dead, and your life is no longer his."

Qin He rubbed the back of Chen Yan's neck and head, and Chen Yan ducked back but didn't dodge.

Qin He's movements were slow and ambiguous, full of lust, and he admitted that he was indeed seducing Chen Yan.He had to take a strong dose of medicine to let Chen Yan know that his life was not only Yan Wenshu, but also others, such as Qin He.

"Just relax, relax, give yourself to me, don't think about anything. I'm Qin He, and I won't hurt you." I love you.

Chen Yan smelled the alpha smell on Qin He's body. He is a beta. Although the pheromone of alpha is not as strong as that of omega, it still has an influence on him, especially since he hasn't been in contact with alpha so closely or having sex or love for a long time.

The long hours of work made his body very tired, and his spirit was also poor. Under the stimulation of alpha pheromone, he felt a sense of euphoria.

He felt unable to control his body, he seemed to be lying in Qin He's arms but unable to get up, the words Qin He said touched him deeply, but his movements were soothing him, making his head a little dizzy, unable to concentrate.

He heard Qin He say: "Relax, don't move, leave it to me."

He didn't know why Qin He said that, but he believed in Qin He, he closed his eyes, stretched out his arms to hug Qin He, and leaned against him.

Let me rest for a while, let me rest for a while, I don't want to be so tired...

He felt that Qin He was kissing him, and rationally told him to push away, but the breath of alpha was seducing and tempting him, making him weak and surrendering.

The alpha smell surrounded him, and he would occasionally smell the alpha breath on Qin He's body during his daily contact, but it was never so clear.

He secretly took a sip, which inexplicably made him addicted, and he felt a little guilty but didn't want to face it.

Let me escape just once, just this once.

He felt as if his soul was floating in the air, and he watched their intense intercourse and love with cold eyes.

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