after blind date

Chen Yan slept deeply for a long time this time, and he hadn't had a good rest for too long.

He was a little sleepy, and the events of last night occasionally flashed through his mind, and he thought he was dreaming.He opened his eyes and found that it was his own room, and he was quite relieved, but when he wanted to sit up, he cried out with soreness all over his body.

He lay back on the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling, "I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming, it's all fake, it's all fake..."

While self-hypnotizing, he carefully lifted the quilt, saw the hickey marks all over his body, and immediately wanted to die.

What the hell is this!

He slowly pulled the quilt to hide himself. After a while, Qin He didn't come in, so he called softly, "Qin He?"

The only thing he's lucky about now is that he didn't see the object of xxoo last night early in the morning, and he was still a child who had been regarded as a student by him all along.

At this moment, he was regretting and annoyed, and didn't think of Yan Wenshu, but when he came back to his senses, he actually felt a little guilty, as if he had cheated.

He's been dead for so long, do I want to keep my body like a jade for the rest of my life?Chen Yan used Ah Q's spirit to comfort himself, "It's just done once, so what's the big deal."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head and saw the note left by Qin He on the bedside table, and suddenly became depressed again.

"I cooked breakfast for you, remember to heat it up after you get up, Qin He."

Chen Yan lay on the bed for a long time but didn't want to get up, until Qin He called.

I really don't want to pick it up, can I pretend I didn't hear it?

In the end he still took it, this is him, he doesn't want to do many things, but he will still force himself to do it, especially once it involves others, he can't ignore it willfully.

"Hi." He didn't know what to say.

Qin He's voice was the same as usual, as if nothing happened between them last night, which reassured Chen Yan a lot.

"I just received a call from Wen Juncheng. He said that Yan Qing's condition has improved a lot and he has been transferred out of the ICU. Don't worry."

"Really? Great. How is his condition? How much is the ward? I'll go see him."

"I'll send you the address in a text message later, or you'll turn around and forget it. I don't know the specific situation. Wen Juncheng will probably be in the hospital today. When you see him, just ask!" Qin He stopped Stop, seeing that Chen Yan didn't intend to continue, he added: "Don't worry about the lab, I'll take care of it."

"okay."

Suddenly feeling a little embarrassed, Chen Yan prayed in his heart that Qin He would never mention what happened yesterday, and couldn't wait to hang up the phone.

"Okay, it's okay, I'll contact you again if I need anything."

"Well, okay, okay, then I'll hang up if it's okay."

"Wait a minute, it's almost noon, have you eaten yet? Did you miss the breakfast I made for you?"

"..." Why did you say it in the end?

Chen Yan ate something casually and went out. He received a text message from Qin He and immediately rushed to the hospital. Before he opened the door, he straightened his clothes.

Too bad he wasn't sure if the collar of this shirt was high enough, he'd buttoned the top one, but he always thought it would show.

Ugh, the hickeys and all are annoying.

The ward was a separate room with two beds, and Xiaodou Sprout was sitting on the other bed and playing with toys.

Chen Yan pushed open the door, and Little Bean Sprout saw him and shouted happily: "Uncle."

They discussed how to call Xiao Douya Chen Yan. Yan Qing called Chen Yan "Uncle Yan" already called him old. Wen Junlong was similar, so in the end he decided to let Xiaodou Sprout call him "Uncle".

Little Bean Sprout threw away the toy in his hand and went to the bedside to reach out to Chen Yan to hug him, but Chen Yan hurried forward for fear that he would fall off.

"The little bean sprouts have grown taller and heavier."

"I seem to have lost some weight in the past few days. I'm too busy and I don't eat regularly. Just now Yan Qing called me!" Wen Juncheng said.

Yan woke up, his face was still miserable, and his spirit was not particularly good, so he leaned on the bedside and greeted Chen Yan.

"How's it going? Is it better?" Chen Yan hugged Little Bean Sprout on his feet, and Little Bean Sprout sat in his arms and played for a while, and found Yan Qing was beside him, so he clamored for Yan Qing's hug.

"It's much better." Yan Qing handed her finger to Xiaodou Sprout to hold, and Xiaodou Sprout shouted "Yan Yan, Yan Yan" with her mouth flattened.

Wen Juncheng saw from the side that Yan Qing wanted to hug Little Bean Sprouts, so he quickly hugged Little Bean Sprouts, "Don't hug him, his temper is getting worse and worse recently, he's too noisy."

Seeing that Yan Qing was not energetic, Chen Yan left after chatting for a short while. Taking advantage of the time Wen Juncheng sent him off, the two chatted for a long time.

After Wen Juncheng returned to the room, Yan Qing had already fallen asleep.Little Bean Sprout misses him very much, and always clamors for him to hug him. Now that Yan Qing is asleep, Wen Juncheng is willing to put Little Bean Sprout beside him.

"Little Bean Sprout, Yan Yan is asleep, let's not disturb him, shall we?"

As soon as Little Bean Sprout saw Yan Qing, she wanted to climb onto Yan Qing's body. Wen Juncheng stopped Little Bean Sprout several times before she lay down obediently. After a while, all the older ones and the younger one fell asleep.

Looking at them, Wen Juncheng felt that all the hard work during this time was worth it.

Wen Juncheng wrapped Little Bean Sprout's hand in Yan Qing's hand, and then held Yan Qing's hand, the whole family was in his hands.

He held Yan Qing's hand to his mouth with both hands, seeing Yan Qing's pale and weak body and Little Bean Sprout's innocent sleeping appearance, his heart felt sour and astringent.

He kissed Yan Qing's hand and moistened his eyes.

God, if you exist, please, bless him, please.

"what happened to you?"

"It's nothing." Wen Juncheng said pretending to be calm, and he carried Xiaodou Sprout to another bed to sleep.

"This little guy's temper is getting worse and worse. He often stays up in the middle of the night and asks you to tell him stories."

Yan Qing saw that Xiaodouma was sleeping soundly and cutely with his mouth slightly open, and couldn't help laughing, "I'm very tired, you take him alone and take care of me."

"Yeah, yeah, I'm exhausted, so you need to get better soon." Wen Juncheng didn't want to talk about this topic, so he said instead: "Did you know? Little Bean Sprout has captured all the nurses in the pediatric department downstairs, I have to go to play with those children and nurses every day, and I can bring back a bunch of snacks every time."

"He seems to talk more recently, and he will call a nurse by name, but he will make that nurse happy."

"By the way, he seems to like listening to music very much. Do you know that he wants me to sing at night? It's really disgusting. He keeps crying when he doesn't sing. I have to beat him up one day."

"Wen Juncheng, am I seriously ill?"

Wen Juncheng babbled, Yan Qingan listened quietly, but suddenly asked.

Wen Juncheng was stunned for a moment, then pretended to be fine and said, "No, it's just pneumonia, and it will be fine soon. Don't worry."

Yan Qing stretched out her finger and put it on the back of Wen Juncheng's hand, "Don't lie to me, I know it, and Uncle Yan knows it too, right? He didn't even ask me what's wrong."

Wen Juncheng held his hand and looked at him with sobs.

He couldn't say those cruel words, told him that he might die, at the moment of his happy love and marriage, before he had time to enjoy some family life, he couldn't wait for the little bean sprouts to grow up, couldn't wait His children marry a wife and have children, and they can't wait to grow old together with him.Only at this moment did he realize that there were so many things waiting for them to do together, and that their lives were still very long.

I'm afraid it's too late, I'm afraid it's too late...

"Wen Juncheng, I haven't kissed you today, come here quickly and let me kiss you."

Wen Juncheng leaned over, Yan Qing raised her head slightly, and kissed him on the lips, "Don't be sad, okay? I've already kissed you."

Wen Juncheng smiled wryly at him, and hugged him gently, "My silly rabbit..."

"Tell me, you all know, only I don't."

"What a broken reason, I don't accept it."

"Tell me, I'm brave, I'm not afraid."

"But I'm afraid. Yan Qing, I used to be very proud. Nothing can defeat me, but since I have you, I have become very timid. I am really, really afraid that something will happen to you, you know? "

"You love me." Yan Qing said with a smile, "I love you too."

Wen Juncheng smiled helplessly at him, this Yan Qing is sometimes so stubborn, not cute at all.

In the end, he still talked, trying to be as brief and as rough as possible. He mentioned a few words about the mutated virus and his parents, focusing on the results of the research institute and the possibility of cure.

"So don't worry, we got Yan Wenshu's notes, which contain detailed records, and we have almost done the research. Chen Yan and Qin He are hurrying up, and there will be results soon."

"You'll be fine soon."

When he finished saying this, Yan Qing looked up at him with a calm and quiet expression. He reached out to grab Wen Juncheng, but he couldn't do what he wanted to do.

"I, I know when it is."

"what?"

Yan Qing stopped, and said slowly after a few seconds: "I know when she injected the virus into my body."

Wen Juncheng let him lean on his shoulder, "Come on, let me lend you a shoulder, and cry as you like!"

Yan Qing was amused by him.

"Hey, it's really hard to find such a good alpha like me, you really don't know your blessings in the midst of blessings."

Yan Qing rolled her eyes at him, pretending that she couldn't stand him.He knew that Wen Juncheng was teasing him and didn't want him to be sad.

"You don't want to know?"

Wen Juncheng shook his head, "I don't want to hate your mother."

Yan Qing shrugged, "It's okay, I don't like her anyway."

"It was my birthday, and it was also the day my father died."

"We haven't lived together for a while. They had a lot of quarrels during that time, and my father took me to Uncle Yan's house. It was my birthday. I knew they were going to celebrate my birthday, and I was looking forward to it all the time." , but she suddenly came to my school that afternoon and picked me up early. I didn't want to leave, but she is my mother after all."

"After we got home, she locked me up with an iron chain, and I couldn't break free. Later, she took out the needle and stuck it in. Now that I think about it, she might have had a mental problem at that time, and her expression was a little... crazy."

So he remembered it all, Wen Juncheng thought, he hadn't forgotten it after all these years.

"Why didn't you tell the adults? Neither your uncle nor Chen Yan knew that you were injected with medicine."

"It was so chaotic, Dad died, Mum went crazy, the family's reputation was ruined. There were a lot of rumors out there, reporters were blocking the door every day, I couldn't go to school or go out, the adults were busy with things, the funeral , to a nursing home, to appease the people in the research institute, to quell public opinion. There are many things." Yan Qing didn't know how to express, "I don't know how to open my mouth to let everyone pay attention to me."

At that time, everyone understood that although Fang Yujie was the one who pushed Yan Wenshu down, Yan Qing was also responsible for killing him or was partly responsible. Although the relatives knew that Yan Qing was still young and that he was not entirely at fault for this matter, but the loss of a loved one The pain made them unable to deal with it rationally. They blamed him more or less, and looked at him with blame in their eyes. In order to reduce these negative emotions, they chose to ignore the existence of Yan Qing.

When they finished handling the matter or turned their head to deal with Yan Qing calmly, Yan Qing had been oppressed by their cold violence to become more introverted.He knew that Yan Wenshu's death was everyone's backlash, so he would not easily mention anything about Yan Wenshu, including the potion.

Yan Qing suddenly held Wen Juncheng's hand tightly and said, "Wen Juncheng, I'm so afraid of death right now."

He tried to restrain his expression, but his body was shaking.

The author has something to say: The death of Yan Wenshu is not over yet, and there is still a little content. Regarding the attitude of the uncle's family towards Yan Qing, although I don't like such relatives, there are such people in real life.

It's the same reason that some fathers don't like their children because their wives died in childbirth. It's not that they don't love their children, but they just can't face it.