After Our Divorce, I Still Wore Your Jacket

When people are alive, there are always some things that they look up to from the heart. Even if they get it one day, they will always be held in their hands, guarded and preserved properly.As bright as light, as intense as fire.

The wilderness is the fire that Fang Shao is holding in his heart.

He followed Fang Shaoyi through the production crew for ten years, and he didn't know when he stopped insisting on saying what he thought was right.Yuan Ye didn't talk about the transactions he didn't like, the activities he hated, for a long time.This has always been a pain point for Fang Shaoyi. The rules and regulations of reality have surrounded Yuanye, making him more and more silent. This kind of silence comes with compromise.There is a clear distinction between love and hate, and hatred is like hatred. Yuanye was like this at first.Later, due to various reasons, this characteristic of him became less and less obvious.

For a long time, Fang Shaoyi thought that the fire in the field had been extinguished.Fang Shaoyi can only see those things in his bones from his books.

So Yuanye's opening this time, his frankness, and those sincere and sincere words on the phone are extremely precious to Fang Shaoyi.During the moment when he spoke, Fang Shaoyi remained silent, many thoughts flashed through his mind quickly, and many things he wanted to say, but in the end only the one "yes" came together.

Fang Shaoyi and him have been in love for so long, how could Fang Shaoyi not understand what Yuanye said and what he didn't say.

What I said was that I don't like it, so you should stop shooting it for the sake of fulfilling me.How could Fang Shaoyi fail to understand the unspoken warnings and the alarm bells ringing in his ears.After so many years of ups and downs in the entertainment industry, is the line in my heart still clear?Can you tell the difference between black and white?At the very least, the justice that must be upheld and the price of breaking the comfort zone, which way are you going?

If it wasn't the real intimacy of being in love for many years, and the complete understanding of the lover's character and three views, he wouldn't say these things.

Fang Shaoyi is grateful for these, grateful for these.He didn't say a word, he did those things with actions, and Fang Shaoyi, the fire in the wilderness, had to protect it no matter what.But is it only the wilderness who maintains it?

Fang Shaoyi's actions always offended many people, including investors, producers, directors, and other actors, all of them offended.This is the price of sticking to one's heart. You have been elevated, and you have separated from this dirty interest group. What about the actors who are still in it?How to deal with the work invested in by the crew in the early stage?The interests of investors that have been harmed cannot be made up for in any case.That is to say, Fang Shaoyi dared to do this, his status, his background, these let him do this kind of thing without worrying about the knife behind him, no matter how anxious investors are, they dare not really stab him with a knife.

Occasionally a silent resistance to the dark forces and the dirty transactions that the circle tacitly accepts is a price that Fang Shaoyi can afford.That's why Yuan Ye dared to tell him these things, reminding him not to sink into numbness in the dark.Sometimes being involuntary is just an excuse to be comfortable with yourself. As a person who is not a bad person, keep vigilant and upright. If you can’t prevent evil from happening, at least don’t become a part of the evil.

When Fang Shao went back, he went to the company first. No matter how he did it, he didn't follow the rules.After finishing what he needed to say in the company, Fang Shao saw Yuanye and gave him a hug when he got home, and the first thing he said to him was "thank you".

It doesn't need to be so clear about what to thank, there is still a tacit understanding.

Yuan Ye has been by Fang Shaoyi's side for the past ten years, and he actually gave up a lot.The focus of their lives is mainly on Fang Shaoyi, with him as the axis.Yuan Ye is willing to adjust his life and schedule according to Fang Shaoyi, and is willing to follow him on a crew-by-crew basis.One year or two is easy, ten or eight years is like this, it is not easy to put it anywhere.

Both are career-oriented men, and they all have very good achievements in their respective fields. One party is willing to be the eternal follower of the other party, which is a kind of dedication.

But when it is realized that this kind of following is a kind of burden and bondage instead, it will make the party who pays doubt whether the way of getting along in the past ten years is wrong.

It has been more than three months since Fang Shao left the crew, and this matter was later brought to Fang Han, who was asked to take care of his son.Fang Han didn't even ask a single question, he just said: "You have to find him for this kind of scene, don't you deserve it? Don't look for it in the future."

The old man didn't say anything to Fang Shaoyi, and he didn't say that he did something wrong. The old man hasn't let go of his spirit after filming for a lifetime. How could he say that Fang Shaoyi was wrong because of this.

Is Fang Shaoyi wrong?That couldn't be, for sure.But he did it too sharply, not properly, not tactfully.In this industry, you still can't do things like this. If you don't abide by the rules in this industry, it is not a good thing to make too many enemies.

Yuanye only found out about Fang Shaoyi's original plan from Geng Jinwei later, and the matter was over, and the two of them only talked about it.Geng Jinwei said that Fang Shaoyi and Yuan Ye had been together for a long time, and he began to act impulsively.When he said this, he said it with a smile, but Yuan Ye couldn't laugh no matter what.

"There is a car jumping scene in the back. In that scene, we can make some 'accidents'. He is slightly injured, so he can't continue filming." Geng Jinwei looked at Yuanye and said, "Break the contract You don’t have to pay money, work-related injuries. But the money still has to be given, otherwise I feel ashamed, and I have to thank Dade and say thank you for giving the money.”

Yuanye looked at Geng Jinwei, and didn't speak for a long time. He opened his mouth several times but couldn't find the right words, and couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, it was too complicated.Finally, Yuan Ye took out a cigarette and lit one, and gave Geng Jinwei one as well.The two looked at each other while smoking their cigarettes. Yuanye finally smiled, shook his head, looked at the cigarette in his hand and said "sorry".

Yuanye didn't ask Fang Shaoyi why he didn't tell him about his original plan. Since Fang Shaoyi didn't tell him until the end, there was no need for him to ask.Fang Shaoyi could have left the crew with a legitimate and proper reason after a month, without offending everyone and not really participating in this darkness. He has his own considerations and his own way.But because of what Yuan Ye said to him, Fang Shaoyi finally withdrew from the group in such a way, and stood on the opposite side with the entire crew.

At this time, looking back and thinking about what Yuan Ye said, it was a joke.

How could Fang Shaoyi lose justice? It was something deep in his bones, the righteousness he inherited from his father, and Yuan Ye would not lose it even if he didn't say anything.

Fang Shaoyi later found out that Geng Jinwei and Yuanye had said this and even lost his temper once. He rarely loses his temper, especially with his partners.But this time he really lost his temper and slammed the door and left.

He didn't want Yuanye to know their plan at all, to escape the so-called quagmire in a way that couldn't be put on the table in the circle, who was superior to whom.

The two of them actually had a chat because of this matter, and Yuan Ye said that he was still naive, and that he hadn't learned to be tactful in his thirties.Fang Shaoyi said that he would not be able to learn this even after he was sixty years old, and he didn’t need to learn it. It was something he didn’t like. Sleek is tactful, and bad is bad. It’s good as it is now.

Fang Shaoyi never wanted him to change, his sincerity and enthusiasm was the fire that Fang Shao held in his hand.

From this time on, Yuan Ye spent less time following Fang Shaoyi. He originally had a lot of things to do on his own. He has been living his life around Fang Shaoyi for so many years, but looking back, it seems that he did not bring Fang Shaoyi any more. What.Fang Shaoyi always has his own ideas and methods, and those of his are correct and more appropriate, so Yuanye doesn't intend to get involved too much.He can't help much, so don't add trouble.

Fang Shaoyi was naturally very sensitive to Yuanye's psychological changes. He wanted to chat with Yuanye several times, but some things always happened like this. Both of them wanted to develop in a good direction, and they were really working hard. , but you just don't know where the problem is, and you can't break it no matter how hard you try.

Yuanye spent ten years living himself almost as an appendage of Fang Shaoyi, and really became the monkey squatting on the tree.There are less and less things that belong to him in him, and the things of acceptance and compromise gradually take the lead.Occasionally, I insisted on my original heart and self-identity, but it was still a joke.The two are clearly together all the time, but they haven't been able to shorten or delete the distance between them for ten years, and everything that should be there is still there.

So Yuan Ye and Fang Shaoyi later said: "Brother Yi, I feel that it is a burden for us to always be tied together like this, in all aspects."

Fang Shaoyi has always been gentle and quiet. After listening to him, he asked: "So?"

"I feel a little lost," Ye Ye looked into his eyes and said to him earnestly, "It seems that I can't find myself, I can't see myself clearly. I should look for myself, and also look for the track between us."

What is said is Yuan Ye's very charming characteristics, Fang Shaoyi never has to guess what he is thinking, he will honestly say what he thinks and ponders.As long as he said, Fang Shaoyi would listen carefully and respect him as much as possible.

The two of them have been a bit at odds lately, even if what happened last time has been clarified and it's over, but the two of them really need to calm down and think about it, both of them.

Sometimes some things can leave traces, even if it is just a small thing, but the sand left by it keeps grinding the flesh, and the more time passes, the more uncomfortable it becomes. Wipe it all clean, when can I really calm down and continue to live a comfortable life.

Fang Shaoyi asked him in a deep voice, "Do you want to separate?"

Yuan Ye immediately said: "No, no, it will definitely not."

Fang Shaoyi sat across from him, and Yuan Ye reached out and put his arms around Shaoyi's neck, and said with a smile, "What are you talking about? How is it possible."