not the white lotus

Ye Xuning finished the two elective classes in the afternoon, told Jiang Miaomiao, and left the classroom in a hurry. Fortunately, Tang Tang had a full class this afternoon. Otherwise, I really don't know why to see Yan Xuzhi. Yan Xuzhi has already Waiting at the school gate.

The closer he got to the school gate, Ye Xuning's footsteps gradually slowed down, his heart beat fast, and his emotions seemed particularly agitated.

Ye Xuning tried his best to calm down, stood on the square at the school gate and looked around. When it was 10 minutes before get out of class ended, Yan Xuzhi sent a message to tell him that he was already waiting for him at the school gate.

Ye Xuning was just about to make a call to ask Yan Xuzhi, when a familiar car came into view, isn't this the car Xing Shengyu often drives?Eyes full of doubts, he told Xing Shengyu this morning that he would not go back for dinner after class, and was going to meet Yan Xuzhi.

The other party seemed to be aware of his gaze, the car window was lowered slowly, and sitting in the car was that familiar face that seemed to have passed away.

Ye Xuning looked at the people in the car at a distance of more than ten meters, and wanted to take a step forward, but his feet seemed to be rooted on the ground, and he couldn't take a step. His face was still expressionless, but his eyes gradually changed. It is tender, mixed with strong feelings that cannot be ignored.

Until Yan Xuzhi got off the car and walked in front of him, standing less than one meter away from him, staring at him steadfastly.

Ye Xuning looked up at Yan Xuzhi's familiar face, the other's eyes looked very deep, as if he hadn't had enough sleep for a long time, and the tiredness between his brows was also very obvious, he was thinner than before, but it was still hard to hide his body Moving momentum.

The two looked at each other for a long time, Yan Xuzhi slowly raised his hand, and lightly touched his face, if there was nothing there, he quickly retracted, but his eyes never left him.

It gave Ye Xuning the illusion that it would be deeply rooted in his heart. It was the fetters of family affection. Unfortunately, he didn't feel this fetter until he was reborn. Right hand: "Hi, I'm Ye Xuning."

Yan Xuzhi was taken aback for a moment, stretched out his hand to hold the hand in front of him, bent his mouth, and said in a deep voice, "Hello, Yan Xuzhi."

Ye Xuning withdrew his hand, lowered his head slightly and chuckled.

Yan Xuzhi is still the same, with a paralyzed face and always showing an expression of "I'm laughing". When he was a child, he often pulled Yan Xuzhi's face to the side and pulled it in an arc, wanting to see Yan Xuzhi smile. It looks like what it looks like, but it always fails to do what it wants.

Their father had a typical paralyzed face, and Yan Xuzhi inherited this. He had a cool look when he was a child, which made his peers frightened when he saw it. Cautious, quite without anger and prestige.

Ye Xuning didn't expect Yan Xuzhi to take the initiative to say something, this person is usually so shrewd, why is he so clumsy at this time?Just staring at him in a daze, the teachers and students entering and leaving the school all cast doubtful eyes at them, and whispered to the people around them while looking at them.

Ye Xuning let out a soft "cough" in a low voice, and said in a low voice, "Let's talk about it after we get in the car."

Yan Xuzhi gave a faint "hmm", grabbed his hand, and pulled him towards the parked car, with a calm expression and gentle eyes, noticing that Ye Xuning didn't refuse, the hand he held was tight Don't worry, he hasn't held his younger brother's hand for so many years. Fortunately, there is still a chance.

Ye Xuning trembled suddenly, staring blankly at the hand being held, and then at the sight of the surroundings, wishing to raise the book in his hand to cover his face, ahem, Yan Xuzhi always goes his own way, so just treat it as Yan Xuzhi's no Know how to get along with your brother!

"Damn it, what's the situation? Ye Xuning climbed the wall?" Jiang Miaomiao was originally resentful because she was "abandoned" by Ye Xuning, and she swayed out of the school gate full of resentment, planning to go home alone to watch the goddess' live broadcast, but when she left the school gate, she saw Ye Xuning standing in a daze .

Just as Jiang Miaomiao was about to rush up to arrest him, out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a man walking towards Ye Xuning. A mafia boss coming?

Dressed in a neat suit, with such a figure and height, Jiang Miaomiao, who barely reached 170cm, gritted his teeth. Why are there so many tall people around him?Even the goddess Tang Tang was taller than him in high heels, and Ye Xuning was several centimeters taller than him, not to mention Xing Shengyu and Xie Yelin.

At this moment, another man on par with Xing Shengyu came, Jiang Miaomiao grinned and wanted to take revenge on the society, then slapped his head, now is not the time to worry about these things, when did Ye Xuning know such a number one person?Who is this man?

That expressionless paralyzed face was terrifying, with sharp eyes, Jiang Miaomiao always felt that if he was caught by such sharp eyes, the air around him would turn into ice, and the hair on his back was icy cold, so he hurried to hide Peek behind fountains and stonework.

Holy crap, Gao Neng ahead, is that old rascal Xing Shengyu haunted by a love rival?Ye Xuning got into his car.

When the car carrying Ye Xuning disappeared from sight, Jiang Miaomiao jumped out from behind the fountain, hurriedly took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Tang Tang. seen?

"Would you like to have some snacks?" The car drove a certain distance, Yan Xuzhi broke the silence and tried to soften his voice.

"Well, it's still early for dinner." Ye Xuning replied with a smile.

It is obviously a completely different face from Yan Xuning's, but he can feel a strong sense of familiarity, it is Yan Xuning's temperament, the first time he sees Ye Xuning, that familiar smile, Yan Xuzhi is very sure—— This is his Yan Xuning.

Yan Xuning looks like Yan's mother, with soft facial features, gentle in his bones, always with a faint smile, his temper is actually as indifferent as him, typical of hot outside and cold inside, while Ye Xuning's facial features are very delicate, described as beautiful It's not an exaggeration, and people are much more cheerful than before.

Probably because of the long-awaited family affection, Yan Xuning's heart full of holes was gradually filled. It was no longer like before, even when he smiled, it made people feel alienated. Under the eyes, a happy smile.

Yan Xuzhi's hand holding the steering wheel tightened more and more, the veins on the back of his hand slowly protruded, and the pain in his heart surged all over his body again, until he felt a warm palm on the back of his hand, and turned his head slightly Meet a pair of comforting eyes.

"Brother..." As soon as Ye Xuning's words came, there was a harsh brake sound from the car, which made him lean forward. The seat belt hurt him, and he looked at the shocked Yan Xuzhi in disbelief.

Ye Xuning frowned in annoyance, and said dumbfoundedly, "Be careful."

A trace of embarrassment flashed across Yan Xuzhi's expressionless face. Fortunately, it was not the rush hour, and there were not many vehicles on this road. Ye Xuning's sudden "Brother" almost made his heart jump out, and his heart burst into ecstasy. Accidentally lost control.

Ye Xuning is still willing to call him brother, does it mean that Ye Xuning has forgiven them?Are you still qualified to own Ye Xuning?No matter whether Ye Xuning wants to go back to France with him or not, as long as Ye Xuning still has his brother in his heart, he doesn't need to care about anything else.

"The hotel I live in is not far from here. What snack do you want? You can ask the waiter to bring it over." Yan Xuzhi suggested.

After thinking about it again, he still felt that it would be better to go back to the hotel and talk. He was not sure if he could control his emotions well. Just like before, Ye Xuning's "brother" could make him lose control. Not everyone in this world can have something lost and regained Chance.

The moment Yan Xuzhi knew that Ye Xuning was alive, he swore in his heart that he would let Ye Xuning live without any regrets in this life. pierced his heart.

Ye Xuning did not refuse, followed Yan Xuzhi back to the hotel, took the elevator to the suite, Yan Xuzhi asked him to sit and rest in the living room first, called the waiter to bring snacks, and then went back to the room and changed into light home clothes.

Ye Xuning didn't refuse either, and went to the floor-to-ceiling windows and nestled in a chair, overlooking the bustling city through the glass windows. The view here is vast, if you sit by the window to watch the night scene at night, the whole city is brightly lit, it must be very spectacular, serious Xu Zhi still knows how to enjoy.

After Yan Xuzhi changed into his home clothes, seeing Ye Xuning's laid-back look, his cold expression gradually eased, and the tenderness in his eyes became more intense, he took two cups of coffee and walked to the window, put them on the table, and sat on the chair opposite Ye Xuning, Watch the scenery with him.

The atmosphere is very warm, and the strong smell of coffee spreads in the air.

Ye Xuning picked up the coffee cup and took a sip, then asked softly, "How are my parents? Do they know I'm still alive?"

Yan Xuzhi was silent for a moment, then shook his head slightly: "Do you want them to know? As I said, some regrets will be carried for a lifetime. If I don't see your works, I will be one of them in the chains. It's what we deserve."

Ye Xuning smiled, his smile was calm and breezy, and he looked up at the cloudless sky in the distance: "The grievances and grievances of the previous life are left in the previous life, and I am Ye Xuning in this life, what's the point of torturing each other? Will I feel better? impossible."

"Xuning." When Yan Xuning's name was called out, Yan Xuzhi was very moved. He knew that Yan Xuning had never resented them, but even this could not alleviate the guilt in their hearts, "Xuning, I respect your decision , they treated you very well."

"Well, they really love me. Knowing that their child has only one body left, they still pretend to be ignorant and take care of me like their own child. It is impossible for me to leave this family again in this life. They are my parents."

When Ye Xuning thought of the love in Ye's father and Ye's mother's eyes, a warm current surged in his heart, and he lowered his head slightly: "Brother, I'm sorry, I can recognize you as my relatives, but please forgive me that I can't go back with you, I can't Make Ye Papa and Ye Mama sad."

"En." Yan Xuzhi responded softly, there is nothing more important than Yan Xuning being alive, as long as Yan Xuning is still alive, he can compromise on anything, he understands Yan Xuning's feelings, as well as his gratitude and affection for the Ye family .

"Thank you." Ye Xuning smiled lightly.

He can't have the best of both worlds in this matter, even if Yan Xuzhi and his parents ask him to go back, in what capacity will he return to Yan's house?His identity in this life is Ye Xuning, he must stay in the Ye family, and he only wants to stay with the elders of the Ye family.

"Mom and Dad miss you very much."

Ye Xuning's heart twitched slightly, and her smile became bitter. Now that she heard this sentence, she was no longer as throbbing as before. People always regret after losing, but most of the time, regret is useless, and there is no time for anything. What is the use?

It's not until someone's heart has been hurt so badly that they know that they need to save and make amends. Isn't everyone so magnanimous?Isn't anyone willing to take the risk and try again?Many times, what is lost is what is lost, there is no recovery, no compensation, only remorse.

Ye Xuning calmed down, blood dissolved in water, and the most difficult thing in the world to give up is family affection, so he sighed softly: "Then do they already understand that I never thought about fighting for anything, even if I have nothing in the end, as long as I Just a family relationship?"

"Xu Ning."

Hearing the sound, Ye Xuning turned to look at Yan Xuzhi, stood up, walked around the table and walked in front of him, with a hint of doubt on his face, just about to ask him what's the matter, Yan Xuzhi pulled him up from the chair, and then his body was Hugging tightly, the arms around the waist were very strong, and there was a dull pain.

"Xu Ning..." For the first time, Yan Xuzhi felt that he was really not good at expressing his feelings.

He obviously wanted to comfort the person in his arms, but all he blurted out was the name of the other person. He wanted to repent for the entire Yan family and Ye Xuning. Hold Ye Xuning tightly.

He has long wanted to do this. When he was a child, he saw the well-behaved and sensible Yan Xuning. As an older brother, he really wanted to hug him, but he always had endless homework. When he finally got some free time, he was already exhausted. I can't hold Yan Xuning anymore.

In the blink of an eye, more than ten years have passed, and Yan Xuning has already grown up, and he doesn't need his hug, just like his mother woke up after she passed out after learning of Yan Xuning's death, touched Yan Xuning's cold body, and muttered to herself: The kids are all grown up.

elder brother……

Ye Xuning didn't cry out, but buried his face on Yan Xuzhi's shoulder, feeling Yan Xuzhi's slightly unsteady breathing between his necks, gradually the hair around his ears was soaked, and the clothes on Yan Xuzhi's shoulders were also soaked. Wet, the hands on Yan Xuzhi's chest slipped and hugged him tightly.

Xing Shengyu was sitting in the office, leaning in a comfortable chair, holding the phone in one hand, staring at the screen of the phone, resting the other hand on the desk, tapping on the table with his fingers, thinking whether to give Ye Xuning Make a phone call, but I don't want to disturb the reunion of the brothers.

I don't know if Ye Xuning will come back tonight, he always has the illusion that he has hit his own foot with a stone.

When he was struggling, the phone rang. Xing Shengyu brought back his thoughts of fugue, looked at the caller ID on the screen of the phone, swiped his finger lightly, and answered the phone: "Hello, Tang Tang..."