not the white lotus

Ye Xuning held a spoon in one hand, and sent a message on the mobile phone in the other. There was a glass of mango smoothie in front of him, and he was digging into it one bite at a time. With a deep smile on his face, he was obviously in a very good mood. Tang, who was sitting opposite, Tang and Jiang Miaomiao looked at each other, not knowing why.

"Hey, Goddess, your cousin won't fall in love, right? Look at his smug face, and his smile is about to produce saccharine. By the way, isn't he living with that old rascal Xing Shengyu recently? Shouldn't the old rascal Are you going to do it?"

Jiang Miaomiao leaned into Tang Tang's ear and whispered, not forgetting to keep an eye on Ye Xuning who was concentrating on sending messages, and then put on a thoughtful expression: "I have always thought that guy is interested in Xiao Xu, didn't you say that he likes Xiao Xu before?" Some kind?"

"Go!" Tang Tang pushed back his head, and gave him a warning look, but he couldn't help but look at Ye Xuning a few more times, feeling that Ye Xuning had a secret in his heart, and said thoughtfully, "Not necessarily for Shengyu."

"Which beauty is that for? Doesn't your cousin like men?" Jiang Miaomiao opened her eyes wide in surprise.

Tang Tang glanced at Jiang Miaomiao up and down like a monster: "Where did you come to such a weird conclusion? It's true that Brother Shengyu likes men, but my Xiaoxu has never shown that he likes men. Don't make wild guesses, Brother Shengyu." Just to help take care of Xiao Xu, he and Xiao Xu are very different in age, he will never attack Xiao Xu so irrationally."

"Not necessarily..." Jiang Miaomiao muttered to himself, he still felt that Xing Shengyu was pursuing Ye Xuning, and last time at the silver wedding party, he tried Xing Shengyu, the old hooligan obviously did not refute, He also admitted it.

"Did Xing Shengyu come out? If the grumpy old man in his family knew that his son liked men, would he whip the old hooligan to death? There are a lot of stubborn people in this circle. Did you lose the face of the old man?"

"Pfft, do you think a temper like Brother Shengyu would hide it? Even if he won't go out and publicize it, at least he won't deceive his family. He came out 800 years ago. Not only did Uncle Xing not beat him, I also feel that my son is daring to act."

"Could you be confused?" Jiang Miaomiao couldn't believe it.

The old man of Xing Shengyu's family is notoriously short-tempered and has a vigorous and resolute style. It is strange that he can tolerate Xing Shengyu's liking for men. Jiang Miaomiao curled his lips: "The precipice is short-tempered, which causes the brain circuit to be different from ordinary people."

Tang Tang shrugged noncommittally, with one hand lying across the table, and the other holding a small spoon to eat the smoothie.

Ye Xuning on the side listened to the conversation between the two as if no one was there, the corners of his mouth twitched, at first he whispered to his ears, and after a few sentences back and forth, he started to discuss in an upright manner, silently looking at the two who continued to discuss again, he gave a soft "cough" .

The two people on the opposite side looked at him suspiciously, turned their heads and looked at each other again, and then continued the topic just now.

Ye Xuning put the phone aside, and Xing Shengyu was out of the closet, which surprised him. He had heard Tang Tang talk about Xing Shengyu's sexuality before, and he had never seen Xing Shengyu interacting with anyone.

But if you think about it carefully, it really fits Xing Shengyu's personality. Xing Shengyu is not necessarily a person who is willing to be manipulated by others. People like Xing Shengyu and Yan Xuzhi are more self-centered in their bones, and their beliefs are free. , instead of sacrificing self for career and family.

On the contrary, Uncle Xing's attitude shocked him. He had the same idea as Jiang Miaomiao, thinking that Xing Shengyu's coming out of the closet would definitely cause chaos at home. Reputable people pay more attention to image and face. This kind of thing is common among the older generation. The eyes are simply rebellious.

Ye Xuning stayed at Xing Shengyu's house for the past few days, and heard Xing Shengyu tell a lot of interesting stories about his childhood. This guy looked like a troublemaker when he was a child, which is the complete opposite of Yan Xuzhi, who has been paralyzed since he was a child, so he has been the leader of the underworld since he was a child. accent.

"Xiao Xu, who have you been chatting with these two days? Holding a mobile phone all day long, my aunt has asked me secretly several times, I thought you were looking for a girlfriend." Seeing Ye Xuning, Tang Tang finally put down the phone , holding his chin in a daze, asked curiously.

"Tranquility Zhiyuan added my YY friend the day before yesterday, and I chatted with him these days, and I hit it off pretty well." Ye Xuning smiled, and didn't intend to hide Tang Tang's identity, but he didn't intend to tell Tang Tang Tranquility Zhiyuan's identity either. Yan Xuzhi met in person before making a decision.

Imagination and acceptance are completely different things, Ye Xuning has already tried this, as if he had already made plans to face Yan Xuzhi in his heart at the beginning, and when he really wanted to meet, his heart couldn't be more emotional.

He hoped to give Tang Tang and Ye's father and Ye's mother a time to calm down, at least until he saw Yan Xuzhi, knew what Yan Xuzhi was thinking in his heart, and then went back and confessed his identity to Ye's father and Ye's mother, so that both parties had a bottom line in their hearts. , to sit down and discuss face to face.

"That local tyrant came to look for you?" Tang Tang's eyes widened with disbelief on his face, "Who is the other party?"

"I didn't ask too much. He should be quite old. He has lived abroad all year round. He just became friends. He didn't talk much. However, he has a lot of insights in ink painting, and the most talked about are these hobbies." Ye Xuning roughly explained.

"It sounds like a very cultivated person." Tang Tang nodded, not particularly interested in this peaceful Zhiyuan, although the other party is a bit rich, but there are many people of all kinds on the Internet, it is not a big deal to appear Strange thing.

Ye Xuning concealed the fact that he was going to meet with Yan Xuzhi. Yan Xuzhi arrived yesterday, but he still had a lot of business to deal with. He came here to negotiate and brought other people in charge of the company over. He agreed to meet tomorrow night.

Ye Xuning said that he wasn't excited, that was impossible. As another person in the new life, meeting his elder brother in the previous life, just thinking about it made him feel complicated. He raised his wrist and looked at the time: "Sit for another 15 minutes, we should go back School is in session."

"So soon? It's the fourth class this afternoon." Tang Tang rested his chin in his hands weakly, and then fiddled with the straw with his right hand, "By the way, Sheng Yu and I still have a drama on hand. The planner asked me to ask you if you would still like it." Take ED? Sing with Shengyu."

Ye Xuning was slightly taken aback, probably because Xing Shengyu was recording Ganyin's drama recently, he never thought about taking ED, and Xing Shengyu didn't mention it, except for occasionally going to Lin Laiquan Yun to arrange mics, he recently There is no extra energy on Two-dimensional.

"You can go back and discuss it with Shengyu." Tang Tang seemed to see his embarrassment, "This time the staff members have a very good reputation in the online distribution circle, you can go back and read the script, the temperament of the protagonist is actually quite similar to yours It fits, so I invite you to sing ED."

Ye Xuning has read the script, but did not study the characters’ personalities. He just paid attention to the part of Xing Shengyu. I heard that the receiving sound CV with Xing Shengyu this time is still a well-known receiving sound master in the online supporting circle. .

The great god CV can interpret characters with different personalities through voice, and his status in the online supporting circle is no lower than that of Xing Shengyu and Tang Tang. He has heard many great god CVs have a strong and domineering attack voice in a drama. It is admirable that a drama has turned into a warm and soft reception.

I don't know if Xing Shengyu can fake a soft receiving sound?Ye Xuning actually thought about it in his head, he felt cold!

Let’s go to class quickly. Xing Shengyu is going to meet with some important clients tonight. Let him go to Tang Tang’s house for dinner. No need to guess that it must be Yan Xuzhi and the people he brought. In any case, negotiating business matters is the top priority , Yan Xuzhi will not be emotional.

After a few hours of meeting, Xing Shengyu sat in his seat and did not get up. He picked up his teacup and drank tea. Surrounded by several persons in charge, the secretary and the person in charge soon left first.

He and Yan Xuzhi were the only two people left in the meeting room, and the last person to leave closed the door of the meeting room. The atmosphere seemed colder than before. Xing Shengyu raised his chin and signaled Yan Xuzhi to come and sit down , the other party did not hesitate, and pulled out a chair nearby.

"Did you come here after being fully prepared? Are you planning to bring him back to France?" Xing Shengyu asked straight to the point. There is no need to beat around the bush with someone like Yan Xuzhi. Pointless, waste of time.

"He's my younger brother." Yan Xuzhi's tone was strong and firm, and he glanced at Xing Shengyu expressionlessly.

"Oh?" Xing Shengyu smiled, not caring about Yan Xuzhi's cold attitude at all, anyway, he has been looking at this paralyzed face for more than ten years, and he has always had this stubborn and unnegotiable temper, "What do you think? Xiaoxu will go with you?"

Seeing Yan Xu's silence, Xing Shengyu ignored his attitude, and continued, "You still don't know how to respect people."

A trace of displeasure flashed in Yan Xuzhi's eyes, mixed with annoyance, so while Xing Shengyu hated him, he also didn't want to face this person. Outsiders always seemed to be afraid of him, but Xing Shengyu just glanced at him. Can see through him and hit his vitals with an arrow.

Xing Shengyu shook his head and continued to drink tea. If this guy can't get rid of his bad temper for the rest of his life, the gap between him and Ye Xuning will never be resolved. This family always likes to make decisions for others authoritarianly. Just drop the result.

If Ye Xuning was born in an ordinary family, then he would be a dazzling child. He is humble, has excellent grades, is quite accomplished in ink painting, has won numerous awards, and can sing and dance in his spare time. He will definitely make his parents proud. Become the object of envy and hatred of others.

However, Ye Xuning is in a wealthy family, the neglect of his parents, and his brother's dazzling, this is undoubtedly to tell the outside world that the second young master of the Yan family has no inheritance rights. , and the pressure I put on myself.

In the eyes of a wealthy family, having the right to inherit is equivalent to owning everything. Xing Shengyu understands the sorrow of a wealthy family better than anyone else. The older generation is stubborn and snobbish. A second young master who has no business acumen and can only paint, in their eyes, is a plaything and loses his mind. waste.

For the sake of fame, money, status and interests, he can discard all his feelings and sacrifice himself to achieve his goal. Yan Xuning is that victim. From birth, he has nothing but an identity.

What Xing Shengyu didn't tell Ye Xuning was that he understood what the Yan family did.

Yan Xuning's birth itself was not expected. In order to avoid sibling rivalries in the future, the elders simply chose to give up Yan Xuning, making him uncompetitive from birth. When Yan Xuzhi grew up, he inherited the family business as a matter of course.

It's a heinously selfish behavior, but I have to admit that it is actually normal in a wealthy family. Some wealthy families have many children from the main family to the collateral line, not including the illegitimate children outside. .

Xing Shengyu sighed in his heart, although it was a tragedy, God gave them a chance to do it all over again.

"He is living a very good life now. He is happier and more comfortable than before. Xiao Xu is very grateful to his parents now. I hope you can respect him this time."

Yan Xuzhi, who had been deep in thought, raised his eyes to look at Xing Shengyu. Xing Shengyu's face that often smiled, but at this time, his expression was serious and could not be refused. He frowned slightly, faintly feeling that Xing Shengyu was The concern for Ye Xuning was a little too much.

"Xiaoxu...what did he tell you?" When Yan Xuzhi asked, he clearly felt a sharp pain in his heart.

"What do you think?" The smile on the corner of Xing Shengyu's mouth was mocking. It wasn't that he wanted to hurt Yan Xuzhi, but that he felt distressed for the treatment Ye Xuning had suffered. Naturally, there was a little anger in the tone of his mouth, and he couldn't express it very well. Good to suppress emotions.

Yan Xuzhi's expression was still expressionless, but tiredness and sadness gradually appeared in his eyes.

From the day he learned of Yan Xuning's accident, he hadn't had a good night's sleep. When he closed his eyes, he saw Yan Xuning's pale, bloodless face, wounds all over his body, and his cold body.

He suspected several times that he was going crazy, and he didn't know how long this state would last, nor how long he could last. He lived in the villa left by Yan Xuning every day, and he could only look at the place where Yan Xuning once lived. , he can calm down.

Until half a month ago, he turned on Yan Xuning's computer and accidentally entered the Weibo in the browser favorites. He wanted to see Yan Xuning's life when he was alive. A photo of an ink painting sent by a person of "Heart".

Yan Xuzhi no longer remembers his reaction at that time, all he knows is that his heart was beating so hard that he even found it very difficult to breathe, then he laughed like a lunatic in the empty villa, and finally leaned against the wall with his head bowed, Cry silently.

In fact, he didn't know how long he had been like this. When he woke up, his face was dry and the room was pitch black. Yan Xuzhi finally calmed down. Whether he was dreaming or he was really crazy, he Someone investigated "Bai Xu".

The moment he got the investigation report, he was almost certain that Yan Xuning was still alive, living in the world with another identity.

At that moment, Yan Xuzhi was impulsive, wishing he could fly to Yan Xuning's side immediately, but what followed was full of grief.

Yan Xuning was clearly alive, why didn't he come to see them?Are you desperate for them?So you would rather abandon your former identity and live only for others?

Yan Xuzhi only felt that his heart was suffocating with pain. From the moment Yan Xuning passed away, their whole family was burdened with regret. He didn't even have the right to hate himself and his parents, only regret. Their neglect of Yan Xuning was too cruel.

In the past 20 years, as long as they talked to him a few more times and went to see him more, maybe Yan Xuning would be willing to see them after his rebirth, but they didn't. The huge family business weighed heavily on him, and his parents were away all year round. , and so did he.

Every time he came back in a hurry to take a look at Yan Xuning, before he had time to say a few words, he was caught up in other affairs and had to leave. Every time Yan Xuzhi saw the longing in Yan Xuning's eyes, he would swear in his heart that he would be with him more next time He never did.

He is not a person who is good at expressing feelings, he only uses actions to prove what he cares from the bottom of his heart. He regards Yan Xuning's works as treasures, perhaps because of this, Yan Xuning has never resented them from the beginning to the end, not even a single complaint.

But the more this is the case, the deeper the guilt in Yan Xuzhi's heart. He wants to treat Yan Xuning better, but he doesn't know how to do it. Yan Xuning lacks nothing, doesn't need anything, the only thing he longs for is the care from his relatives And affection, but they failed to give it well.

After all, it was too late for them to make amends, Yan Xuning left them completely with regret.

At that moment, they seemed to feel the collapse of the world. Looking at the lifeless and cold body, they realized how much they ignored Yan Xuning. Before they knew it, Yan Xuning was 20 years old. In the past 20 years, their lives have only career , never accompanied him well and cared about him.

Fortunately, there is still time. In this life, he will never make the mistakes of his previous life again.