[Titanic] I can't help myself

I took the two footmen from Acton to the third class.Before they reached the stairs leading to the third-class cabin, they heard the noise that could almost overturn the deck, with the sound of Scottish bagpipes and violins faintly mixed in the middle.It looks like the third-class guests are having a blast.

I intuitively feel that Rose should be here to participate in the carnival.

Sure enough, when I got to the position where I could see most of the hall, I saw Rose.She seemed to almost fall down, Jack's arm was tightly around her waist, their bodies were leaning against each other, looking at each other affectionately.If they don't know the identities of the two, anyone who sees this scene will think they are a couple.

"Go and ask the lady to come over, I'll wait for her upstairs." I said to the servant, turned and went upstairs, and stood at the third-class cabin staircase and waited.

Within 2 minutes, Rose and Jack appeared in front of me.

"Henry, why are you here?" Her expression was a little flustered, but soon, she seemed to have found her confidence, "You sent someone to follow me!"

"Do you think I'm a fool?" I said tiredly, I drank a little too much after dinner and smelled too much smoke, I felt a little headache, and the noise here made my head hurt even more "God, Rose, look at yourself, your hair is a mess, something dirty is stuck on your clothes, and you smell of bad wine and cigarettes. How did you get yourself like this? How did you do it?" "

Rose raised her chin high, as if she wanted to say something, I didn't wait for her to say anything in self-defense, and immediately said: "Mom is waiting for you, instead of arguing with me, we should think about how to explain it to her."

"What? How did she know?" Her morale was drained immediately, and she asked in a panic, "You told her?"

"I said it!" I interrupted her, "Don't treat others as fools. Have you ever returned to your room? Don't you think those maids who serve you don't exist? As for your whereabouts, you can guess with your toes. Now, go back to your room at once and don't argue with Mommy, she's very, very, very angry."

Rose looked at Jack reluctantly.Jack flashed a sunny smile.

"Go back, Rose." He looked at Rose and said, "After all, it's too late, and you should rest, right? Go, good night."

Rose looked at him and responded with a sweet smile, "Good night."

"Send the lady back to the room directly." I said to my two servants, "If Madam asks about me, just say that I'm taking a breath outside and go back later."

"Aren't you going back?" Rose stopped and looked at me and Jack, and immediately raised her voice, "What are you going to do to Jack?"

"I just want to chat with him." I said helplessly, "Chat, talk, that's all."

Rose looked at me suspiciously for a long time before going up the stairs under the escort of the servants.

We stood there and waited until Rose walked into the elevator before I said to Jack, "Let's go up there and get some air."

Although it is spring now, the nights on the Atlantic Ocean are still very cold. The icy sea breeze blows through the deck. If you wear a little less clothing, you will be shivering from the cold.

"Jack," I said after five minutes of silence, "I don't want to sound condescending or ungrateful, but I think it's my duty to tell you..."

"Stay away from Rose?" Jack immediately answered.

I smiled: "I didn't mean to say it so rudely, but yes, that's what I want to say. You are not from the same world, and you can't have a future."

Jack lowered his head and gently lifted the railing with his feet, "You may think that I don't know what to do, but if you don't try this kind of thing, how will you know the result?"

"Because people won't give you a chance to try," I said. "They'll kill you."

"The opportunity is won by yourself. Besides, I don't think you are so cruel."

"Thank you for your trust in me." I rubbed my temples, "But, do you really know Rose? Are you willing to fight the whole world for her with just a few hours of contact? Can you guarantee your future? You won’t regret it? Can you guarantee that you can keep going? Of course, I have confidence in you. You are a responsible and courageous man, but I can’t guarantee Rose. I guess she herself I don’t even know what I want, I just blindly pursue the wandering free and unrestrained dream life in the book. If she regrets it, what should you do?”

"I don't know." Jack said honestly. "Maybe we can be together forever, maybe we can only be together for a short time, but if I don't try, how will I know which one it will be? Henry, life It is short, and love is fleeting. If you have to think about it for so long, what is the meaning of life? After all, everything is risky. Life is constantly taking risks. At this step, I will never know whether I am going to hell or to heaven."

"But if you know it's hell, would you still go there?" I asked back.

"No, it's not hell for me, it's just going to be harder, but it's definitely not hell."

"But for Rose, if she is with you, it will be a scandal enough to make the Bookett family look down for ten years, everyone will laugh at her, and she will never be able to step into the social circle again, Nobody in London will open their doors to her again, she won't get a penny in dowry, and even if she dies, her mother won't look at her again. Are you sure you want her to suffer like this ?”

"She doesn't care about these things." Jack said firmly, "She doesn't care about those people's opinions, she doesn't care about social circles, she doesn't value money that much, and she doesn't miss those luxuries. What she wants is to realize her own value, What she wants is the freedom to obey the needs of her own soul, and she wants to be an independent person, not a pretty doll."

I looked at her in surprise: "Did she tell you?"

"No, she didn't say that, but from what she said to me, I can deduce it." Jack grabbed the railing with one hand and ruffles his hair with the other, "I know you love her, but you really I don't understand her, maybe it seems to you that she is just being willful, but she is not as naive as you think, she is very strong, once she understands what she needs, she will definitely go for it without fear, even What you give up is everything you have now.”

After saying this, we were all silent, looking at the dark night, the undulating waves looked like a breathing monster.

"Oh, it seems that I can't convince you anymore." I sighed loudly and took a deep breath.

"Yes, you can't convince me." Jack said with a smile, "but, thank you for your advice, I know you are doing it for my own good."

"I won't do much," I said, "but don't underestimate my mother. If she wants to write something, I'm definitely on her side."

"Thank you." Jack said sincerely.

"Good night, then, warrior. Good luck."

I shook hands with him and we parted.It was time to go to bed, so I didn't go to the smoking room anymore, but went straight to my room.

As soon as I walked in, I saw Carl sitting on the sofa in my room.There was not a single servant in the room, not even George's valet.

"You're back?" He said in a low voice, then drank the liquid in the glass, and then poured another glass slowly.

Karl had already taken off his coat, and was only wearing a white shirt. He had unbuttoned the top buttons, unbuttoned the sleeves, and pushed the cuffs to his arms indiscriminately.There was a bucket of ice on the small table next to the sofa, and there were two bottles of wine in it, one of which was obviously empty.

"God, Carl, how much did you drink?" I walked over to pick up the bottle and looked at it, "Drinking so much alcohol at this late hour, do you want a hangover? We have church tomorrow, you But I can't sleep in."

He grabbed my wrist, and the cold palm made me shiver all over: "Where have you been?"

I stopped and looked at him, and his angry look made me feel a little strange: "Mother has something to do with me. What's the matter? Someone has something to do with me?"

"And then?" He pulled so hard that I almost fell on his lap.

I supported his shoulders to stand firm, "Then I went to the deck to breathe. What's wrong with you?"

"You're lying!" He stared into my eyes, reached out and grabbed my waist violently, and locked me in his arms, "You're lying! You're going to find that little boy in the lower class cabin! You don't care anymore"

"What does it have to do with you!" I was very dissatisfied with his provocative manner, "Don't interrogate me like a prisoner!" I struggled a few times, trying to stand up from his arms, "Let me go !"

"What are you talking about? Huh? You are so happy and focused! Why didn't you smile like that when you were chatting with me?"

"Let go of me! This has nothing to do with you!"

He let go of me, and I immediately stood up, arranging my clothes angrily, "You really don't know what to do!"

"I don't know why." Carl sneered in a low voice, grabbed the wine glass, raised his head and drank the full glass in one gulp, then stood up abruptly and threw the glass into the fireplace.The crystal wine glass made a crisp shattering sound, and the remaining wine caused the fire to churn with a whistling sound.

"Carl!" I took a step back.

"I don't understand?" Carl strode towards me and grabbed my wrist, "Why am I puzzled! First Tony, then Elizabeth Longley, then Patrick Crawley, and now there is Jack Dawson! Come down? Who is next! Henry, how many people do you have to seduce!"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" I couldn't help shouting loudly, pulled back my hand vigorously, took two steps back, and stared at him angrily.

We stared at each other, panting.Karl's muscles were tense, his eyes were bloodshot, and his expression was ferocious as if he wanted to kill someone.

In the end, I was defeated first, turned my back to him and whispered: "I don't blame you, I know you drank too much. It's late now, go back to sleep, I'll wait for you Apologize to me tomorrow when you wake up. Good night." After finishing speaking, I turned and walked towards the bedroom.

"So eager to drive me away, did you invite someone to come here for the night?" Carl followed me into the bedroom and said loudly, "Let me guess who it is, is it Crowley or Dawson?"

"Enough is enough!" I couldn't bear to grab a pillow on the recliner in the bedroom and threw it over. "Shut up and go back to your room! Otherwise, even if you apologize to me tomorrow, I won't forgive you again." ! Get out of here!"

"You let me out? You actually let me get out!" He rushed over and grabbed my shoulder forcefully, "How dare you talk to me like that! Don't you love me so much that you're going crazy! How dare you use this Talk to me in a tone!"

I looked at him in shock, my brain seemed to be swept by dozens of tornadoes in an instant, and everything was smashed to pieces, leaving only a blank blank.The heart hit hard, and the strength made me suspect that it was going to blow up.

"You..." How did you know?

But before I could ask this sentence, he pinched my chin and closed his mouth. A strong smell of alcohol immediately filled my mouth.His teeth hurt my lips, his tongue squeezed my throat hard, his arms tightly wrapped around my waist, and pressed me against him.

This huge change was so sudden that I didn't react at all at the moment it happened.After I realized what happened, I immediately began to struggle violently, pushing his face away with my hands desperately, and finally saved my mouth, turned sideways to avoid him: "Carl, you drank too much!"

"Yes, I drank too much!" He grabbed my waist and threw me onto the bed, throwing me dizzy.Immediately, his body pressed up heavily, one hand grabbed my two wrists and imprisoned them above my head, and pressed hard against the railing at the head of the bed——the railing at the head of the bed made my hands hurt—— With one hand, he quickly tore off the rope that bound the curtains of the big bed, and then he used this rope to tie my hands tightly and tied them to the railing at the head of the bed.

"What are you doing! Carl! Be sober! Don't do this! Let go of me quickly! Carl!" While struggling hopelessly, I yelled trying to regain his sanity, "Don't do anything stupid!"

But he ignored my yelling and tied my hands with red eyes.

I felt that things were slipping quickly to a situation that I didn't dare to think about. My heart was seized by great fear. I opened my mouth and began to shout at the top of my lungs: "Help! Help! Help..."

Carl squeezed my jaw again and kissed me.He forced my jaw open and I couldn't bite him and I couldn't speak.His. Lips. Tongue. Greedyly swept away everything it touched, and slid vigorously between my upper jaw and gums, stirring my tongue.The kiss was so forceful that I could barely breathe, and my eyes turned black.

He let me go when I was so uncomfortable that I could barely bear it.I was panting heavily, black dots appearing in front of my eyes one after another.Before I could muster enough strength to call for help again, he grabbed a large wad of cloth and stuffed it in my mouth, nearly choking me.

I looked at him in fear and begged him with my eyes.But he was unmoved.

"Don't be afraid." He knelt between my legs, holding my head, forehead to forehead, panting heavily, and said softly, "Don't be afraid. We will be happy, and you will be happy in a while." knew."

He kissed my eyelids, and then slowly began to unbutton my clothes.

I couldn't help crying, crying almost suffocating.The tears kept flowing, blurring my vision, I couldn't see anything.I blinked desperately, hoping to get the tears out of my eyes, but soon there were more tears pouring out.

Carl slowly unbuttoned all the buttons, opened all the clothes, held my sides with both hands and slid up and down for a while, then suddenly lowered his head, hugged my back, and pushed my chest up from behind I got up, sucking my rutou in my mouth desperately.

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His movements are getting faster and faster, and I just feel like my brain is starting to empty out, everything is gone, and only the pleasure of piling up is left.I stopped crying and started moaning softly.

All of a sudden, all sounds, colors, and weights disappeared, and I floated in the unconscious space for an indefinitely long time, and only then did I realize that I was still moaning softly, and Carl looked It's almost time to reach the apex.

"Oh, baby, baby, you are awesome!" Carl's voice began to tremble, "Ah! Henry! Henry!" He called my name loudly, biting my shoulder hard, that kind of violent The pain made me scream, I thought it must be bleeding, and then, a scalding hot stream shot deeply into my body.

Shejing lasted for a long time, finally he exhaled slowly, relaxed his body, pressed on my body, turned over while holding me, put me on his body, and then began to peck his mouth carefully The skin that can be touched, the hands fumo up and down everywhere, scratching and rouging.

"Sweetheart, my love, my angel." He muttered vaguely, his mouth kept busy, "I love you, I really love you...I am willing to die for you..."

I closed my eyes, tiredness and sadness took all my strength, I was so tired that I didn't want to lift a finger, and I didn't have the courage to open my eyes and face the reality.My brain began to become dizzy due to exhaustion, and the remaining choked sobs from crying too hard just now still broke out from time to time.In the end, I was in his arms, listening to his murmurs and gentle pats, and gradually fell into a lethargic sleep.

When I woke up the next day, Karl woke up before me. Seeing me open my eyes, he quickly hugged me and asked me if there was any discomfort, whether I was hungry, whether my back hurts, and even tried to kiss me. .

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