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Almost half a month later, Song Xiaohai got the news that Zhong Shuo had dropped out of school.He returned to the dormitory and looked at Lei Zhuo who was lying on the bed, and when he was hesitating what to tell him, there was a knock on the door of the dormitory, and Song Xiaohai opened the door, and two middle-aged men, a man and a woman, came in. They claimed to be members of Zhong Shuo's family , to pack things.Lei Zhuo immediately sat up when he heard the word Zhong Shuo, he jumped off the bed in two steps, and looked at the two people who came towards him with an unkind expression,

"Why did you pack up? How is Zhong Shuo?"

The two looked at Lei Zhuo in a daze, Song Xiaohai hurriedly pulled him, and whispered:

"I haven't had time to tell you that Zhong Shuo dropped out of school."

Lei Zhuo frowned after listening,

"Why?! Why is he not me?"

Song Xiaohai didn't know how to comfort him, when Lei Zhuo stopped the two of them, saying that they would never touch Zhong Shuo's things.When the two sides were at a stalemate, Lei Zhuo's cell phone rang on the bed, but he was indifferent. Song Xiaohai walked over to pick up the cell phone. It showed "big baby" on it. His intuition told him it was Zhong Shuo. He held it in front of Lei Zhuo.

"Chong Shuo's phone."

Lei Zhuo looked at the phone, raised his eyes to stare at the two people, and walked out with the phone in his hand.

"Hey?"

"Boss Lei, it's me."

The moment Zhong Shuo heard Lei Zhuo's voice, his nose became sour. He looked up at his father with a look of resentment, then lowered his head, and gripped the phone tightly.

"Xiao Shuo... are you okay?"

"Well, I'm fine. How about you? Are you taking good care of yourself..."

Father Zhong snorted, and Zhong Shuo didn't dare to ask again.

"I'm fine too, I miss you so much."

Zhong Shuo held the phone, and couldn't hold back a tear, which fell down.

"They said you're going to drop out? What's going on? Didn't we say that it's good, or at worst I'll drop out?"

Lei Zhuo held the phone tightly and asked anxiously, the other end of the phone choked up,

"Lei Datou, you go to school well and don't drop out. I... I'm going to study abroad..."

"What did you say?!"

"I... woo... let's break up."

Zhong Shuo didn't dare to listen anymore, he immediately hung up the phone after speaking, and began to cry.Father Zhong took the phone from him without mercy, removed the battery and threw it into the trash can.Zhong Shuo promised his father that as long as he was obedient, he would stop worrying about it and let Lei Zhuo finish his studies in college.

"Hello? Little Shuo, hello?!"

Trembling, Lei Zhuo took the mobile phone from his ear, he hurriedly dialed it again, the voice prompt was turned off.Lei Zhuo gritted his teeth, and after a while, a tear rolled down his face.

After Lei Zhuo answered Zhong Shuo's call and went out, he didn't return to the dormitory until dark. Song Xiaohai and the others were a little worried. They went out to search around but found no one. She would go to trouble him, but she knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no response, Jing Xintan was probably not in the dormitory.

Jing Xintan usually spends most of his time in the study room of the library reading books, and today, as usual, the administrator started coaxing people, so he put the books in his school bag, put on his crutches and walked out of the library little by little.

Back in the dormitory, I changed out of my pajamas and went to wash up. The treatment in the single dormitory is still very good. There is a double bed and an independent bathroom.After washing up, she sat down at the desk, and there was still a problem that she hadn't finished solving. Jing Xintan planned to finish it before going to bed.Taking out the manuscript paper and writing, there was a sudden knock on the door.Jing Xintan glanced at the watch at the side, it was past ten o'clock, who would come at this moment.

With doubts, he slowly jumped to the door with one foot while leaning on the wall, and when he opened the door, Lei Zhuo's resentful face appeared in front of him.The strong smell of alcohol rushed towards him, Jing Xintan frowned, feeling bad, just about to close the door, Lei Zhuo pushed him to the ground, walked into the room and closed the door behind his back.

"What are you going to do?"

Jing Xintan felt a little turbulent in his heart, he sat on the ground and slowly backed away, wanting to retreat to the bedside and reach for his phone.Lei Zhuohong stared at him without speaking, and approached him step by step.Jing Xintan glanced sideways at the location of the phone, and was about to kick up with his right foot to hook it. Lei Zhuo grabbed him by the neck and pushed him to the side of the bed. Jing Xintan's fair skin turned red.He couldn't use his left foot, so he used his right foot to hold Lei Zhuo, Jing Xintan looked at Lei Zhuo's angry expression, and felt more and more that he couldn't breathe anymore, just when he was about to despair, Lei Zhuo pinched him The neck threw him aside, Jing Xintan lay on the ground gasping for breath, his mind went blank for a moment due to lack of oxygen.

Lei Zhuo stood up straight, looked down at him, his strong muscles collapsed due to anger.He picked up Jing Xintan who was on the ground and threw it onto the bed, Jing Xintan was still panting, he looked at Lei Zhuo who was slowly approaching him, his body trembled nervously.

"No, save..."

Just as Jing Xintan was about to shout out, Lei Zhuo covered his mouth, pulled the pillow towel and stuffed it into his mouth. Jing Xintan stretched out his hand to push him. When Zhuo compared it, his little strength seemed to be tickling others, not to mention that he couldn't use the strength with one hand.Lei Zhuo straddled him, one hand pressed his two hands, the other hand untied the belt around his waist, and wrapped it around Jing Xintan's wrist.Jing Xintan struggled hard, Lei Zhuo exerted even more force, and after a while, a bruise appeared on his wrist.Lei Zhuo pulled Jing Xintan's hair and pressed him on the bed, looked into his terrified eyes, and suddenly smiled, this smile seemed extremely terrifying to Jing Xintan.

"I won't hit you, what's the point of hitting you. Hehe, don't you hate homosexuality, then I'll let you experience it and make you feel disgusted!"

The last sentence, Lei Zhuo wished it came out from between his teeth.After he finished speaking, he began to tear Jing Xintan's clothes. Jing Xintan struggled in fear, and kept kicking Lei Zhuo with his only movable right foot. Lei Zhuo pressed his right leg with one leg, Quickly tear off Jing Xintan's pants.Jing Xintan desperately shook her head to resist, but she couldn't resist him at all.Not long after Jing Xin talked, she lay naked on the bed,

"Uh... woo..."

Jing Xintan looked at Lei Zhuo, and made noises, as if begging for mercy.Lei Zhuo didn't pay attention at all, he stretched out his hand to touch Jing Xintan's crotch, the moment he touched the ground, Jing Xintan writhed crazily as if he had been electrocuted, it was fine for him not to move, but this struggle was even worse. It aroused Lei Zhuo's animal nature. [deleted part]

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If it wasn't for the pillow towel, Jing Xintan would have bitten off her tongue.After a burst of intense pain, there was an endless sense of shame and despair.Lei Zhuo pressed him and began to move crazily, Jing Xintan closed her eyes and tears kept flowing down.

This night, like a nightmare, Lei Zhuoji tried his best to humiliate Jing Xintan. The moment Jing Xintan came in, Jing Xintan gave up struggling and was already in despair.

[Deleted part] Lei Zhuo glanced at him blankly, got up and tidied himself up, untied the belt on his wrist and held it in his hand.Jing Xintan didn't move at all, her whole body was naked, there were many bruises on her body, her eyes didn't look bright, and her face was full of tears.Lei Zhuo looked at him with a sudden sense of guilt, he turned his head and said:

"Jing Xintan, you asked for this all by yourself, you should take care of it yourself."

After speaking, he left Jing Xintan's dormitory.Jing Xintan was lying there, looking at the ceiling, he couldn't even feel the tears pouring out of him, his mind went blank, the only thought was that he wanted to die.

After Song Xiaohai got up, he looked at Lei Zhuo's bed. He was lying on the bed and sleeping soundly, so he was relieved and packed up his things to go for a run with Liu Chenghong.Jing Xintan stared blankly at the ceiling until it was daylight, then slowly sat up, went to the bathroom to clean himself up, and when he touched the bottom with his hand, the resentment made him clench his teeth.

Jing Xintan asked the school for leave, saying that her leg hurts badly and she needs to rest.However, that night not only aggravated the pain on his body, but also brought many new scars.But Jing Xintan didn't care about these anymore, he was in a daze, and there was only one strong thought in his mind, which was to commit suicide.However, he indulged his own despair. He asked for leave just to go back to see his mother. He felt that God was forcing him and not giving him a way out.

After simply packing his luggage, he boarded the train home. The school was not far from home, and he arrived in half an hour.Jing Xintan stood at the entrance of the snack bar, watching his mother alone, kneading the dough while wiping the sweat off her face with his sleeve. He stood outside the store and watched for a long time, and cried inexplicably. Can he die?he can not.What would Jing Jing do if he died?He has not been filial to his mother.After letting the wind blow for a while, he walked towards the small shop.

Jing Jing saw that her son didn't react for a while,

"Tell me? How did you come back? God, what happened to your foot?"

Jing Xintan still had bandages on his feet and was still leaning on crutches, he smiled at Jing Jing,

"Playing basketball at school was a little twisted, so I asked for leave and came back to rest for a few days."

Jing Xintan explained calmly, as if that was the case, Jing Jing wiped her hands with a rag, went over to help her son sit on the stool in the store, Jing Xintan suddenly reached out and hugged his mother's waist, and put his head on his back. Buried in her arms, Jing Jing touched his son's head,

"After selling these mothers, close the door to rest, go home and take good care of my son."

Jing Xintan didn't say anything, she buried her face in Jing Jing's body and nodded.

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