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Lei Zhuo woke up at noon. He sat up and felt a splitting headache. He looked around the dormitory, but there was no one there. He sat for a while, and the memories of last night slowly came to him. Jing Xintan's face was full of tears. The face came to mind, which made him feel a little uncomfortable, and he regretted doing that impulsively while drinking yesterday.

No, he deserved it, if it wasn't for him, Zhong Shuo wouldn't have left.

Lei Zhuo comforted his irritable heart like this, but the sense of guilt did not go away at all. He didn't intend to sit here and think about it. He got up and took a shower, then put on his coat and rode to the training boxing gym to vent.

The weather was getting colder, and the study room in the library was very quiet. A girl wearing glasses was sitting there seriously memorizing something.Song Xiaohai walked up behind her and poked her clothes. The girl looked back at him, and Song Xiaohai realized that she had come out.

In the evening, after spending the whole afternoon in the boxing gym frantically venting his physical energy, Lei Zhuo, with his upper body bare, hugged the shaking sandbag and panted heavily.The phone buzzed beside him, he answered the call, it was Song Xiaohai.

"Where are you? Come back early, I have something to tell you."

Lei Zhuo hung up the phone, turned around and walked to the locker room.

After entering the door, Song Xiaohai sat on his stool thinking, Lei Zhuo threw his schoolbag on the chair,

"what happened?"

Song Xiaohai looked up at him with a cold expression.

"You come with me to meet someone."

Lei Zhuo raised his eyebrows, but didn't say anything, and followed him out the door.

After walking on the huge campus for a long time, Song Xiaohai took Lei Zhuo to a quiet forest, where a street lamp illuminated a bench, and a girl sat there with her head bowed, waiting for someone.Hearing the voice and looking up, this girl is the one who was called out by Song Xiaohai in the library during the day. She wears thick glasses and looks very ordinary.

Lei Zhuo followed Song Xiaohai and walked up to her. Just as he was wondering, the girl saw him stand up immediately and bent down towards her.

"sorry Sorry..."

Lei Zhuo frowned at her, the sudden apology made him very puzzled.He looked at Song Xiaohai, Song Xiaohai's expression was very indifferent,

"Don't just apologize, tell me everything you did."

Song Xiaohai looked at the girl and said indifferently.The girl raised her head, her face was full of tears, she sobbed a bit,

"I'm sorry, Lei Zhuo, it's me... I wrote to report you, it's... I posted the post on the post bar... Woooo... I'm sorry... I know I did something wrong... .”

Lei Zhuo's eyes widened, he looked at Song Xiaohai with an expression on his face, Song Xiaohai glanced at him coldly,

"She is Fang Fang from the Department of Mathematics, and she is a classmate with Zhong Shuo Jingxin Tan. She knows you are together, and she also knows that Zhong Shuo's family belongs to the Education Bureau. Seeing you so flamboyantly dating in school feels disgusting, so she did it." This time."

After hearing this, Lei Zhuo used the feeling of five thunders to describe his heart, which is not an exaggeration at all.He stared at the sobbing girl with her head down, her expression became ferocious, and she took two steps forward, Song Xiaohai reached out to stop him,

"Hey, what do you want to do? She's a girl, so maybe you still want to treat her like you treated Jing Xintan?"

Hearing Jing Xintan's name, Lei Zhuo made a fuss, and asked in a vicious tone:

"Is what you said true? You really did it? We have no grievances with you, why did you do this."

The girl cried out of breath, she nodded,

"Just...I think homosexuality is disgusting, you...how can you be so unscrupulous..."

"What the hell does this have to do with you!"

Lei Zhuo roared angrily, Song Xiaohai frowned and tugged at him, fearing that he would lose control and hit the girl.After Lei Zhuo yelled, he shook off Song Xiaohai's hand, took a few breaths, his mind was in a mess, he turned and walked towards the dormitory.Song Xiaohai watched him go, turned around and said something to Fang Fang, the girl cried even harder, Song Xiaohai gave him a cold look, turned and left.

Lei Zhuo returned to the dormitory, angry and irritable, he took two steps back and forth, swept all the items on the desk to the ground with a wave of his hand, startled Xie Wei and Liu Chenghong who were playing games with headphones, they turned their heads in horror Looking at Lei Zhuo who was pounding on the desk and roaring angrily.

Song Xiaohai ran in and looked at the embarrassment of the ground and the two people who were looking at each other, frowning, he closed the bedroom door with his backhand, and walked behind Lei Zhuo.

"It's no use yelling here, what you should do is to apologize to Jing Xintan."

When Lei Zhuo heard Jing Xintan's three words, he felt irritable, guilt and other messy feelings all gathered together.He turned around and stepped in front of Song Xiaohai in two steps, grabbed his collar, and Xie Wei and Liu Chenghong hurriedly stopped him.

"When did you know it wasn't his?"

Lei Zhuo looked at Song Xiaohai fiercely and asked, Song Xiaohai looked at him calmly,

"I knew it wasn't him from day one. But I suspected that girl, two or three days ago..."

"Then why didn't you fucking say it earlier!"

Lei Zhuo threw Song Xiaohai away, and Song Xiaohai staggered a few steps, with anger on his face.

"Did I say it earlier? Didn't I fucking tell you that it wasn't Jing Xintan? Did you hear it?! Lei Zhuo, you are not a fucking man anymore, you will find someone to vent out when you have troubles, you have to find out by yourself How have things been?"

The two shouted loudly, and Xie Wei and Liu Chenghong probably heard something.Lei Zhuo seemed to be stabbed in the heart by Song Xiaohai, he stared at Song Xiaohai for a while, turned around, opened the door and walked out.

Lei Zhuo ran to the bar and had another night of venting drinking. In the middle of the night, he staggered on the main road. The miss of Zhong Shuo and the guilt of Jing Xintan made him suffer so much that he sat down on the side of the road. On the bench, he stared blankly at the passing vehicles.It was just dawn, and the sound of the car woke him up. Lei Zhuo opened his eyes and sat up. After reacting for a while, he realized that he was sleeping on the main road. He rubbed his face, covered his head and thought for a while, then got up and went back to the School.

Send a text message to a classmate in the same department to ask for a leave of absence, go to the bathhouse to take a shower, come back and happen to meet Song Xiaohai and Liu Chenghong who came back from running, Lei Zhuo put on the black T-shirt in his hand, and walked in front of Song Xiaohai.

"Xiaohai, I'm sorry for my attitude yesterday."

Song Xiaohai stared at him for a while, reached out and patted his shoulder,

"It's okay, we're all brothers."

Lei Zhuo smiled and nodded. He reached for the coat on the back of the chair and was about to go out.

"where are you going?"

Song Xiaohai asked, Lei Zhuo paused, hesitating what to say, Song Xiaohai walked over,

"If you want to talk to Jing Xin, then you don't have to go. I went to see him yesterday, and he asked for leave to go home."

"Go home?"

Lei Zhuo looked up at him suspiciously, Song Xiaohai nodded,

"Well, I don't know what's going on. He didn't tell his family when he was so sick. He went back now. I went to the teaching office to ask, and said that the leg pain got worse, so I went back to recuperate."

Lei Zhuo frowned, thinking of his atrocities that night, the guilt in his heart was about to explode.Song Xiaohai didn't know what happened to them later, looking at Lei Zhuo's expression, he felt that he was really introspective, reached out his hand to take out a torn notebook from his pants, and handed it to Lei Zhuo.

"I asked for the address of Jing Xin Tan's home, you can figure it out."

After finishing speaking, he ignored him and walked to his bed.Lei Zhuo stared at the paper for a while, opened the door and walked out.

Riding a bike to Jingxin Tan's house, it was almost dark.He walked into the dilapidated tube building, frowning and looking around.Lei Zhuo's family background is relatively superior, his father has his own company, and there is an older brother in charge of it, and he is a kind of happy young man.Lei Zhuo never thought of such a living environment.He found the house at the address and knocked on the door, but no one answered. He looked in from the side window, which was covered with newspapers, but he couldn't see inside.Just as he was thinking about where he was going, he saw a young man carrying a big box and was about to pass through the corridor. He turned sideways to give way, and the young man looked him up.

"There is no one here during the day, so go find her in her shop."

Lei Zhuo got the address of Jingjing's shop, so he went downstairs and rode his bicycle to look for it.It's the master's time right now, and the small shop is still quite busy, Jing Jing lowered her head and was busy but doing the work in hand in an orderly manner, Lei Zhuo walked over, Jing Jing looked up at him,

"Boy, what do you want to eat?"

Lei Zhuo let out an uh, shook his head and said:

"Hello, Auntie, I'm here to talk to Jing Xin, I'm his classmate."

Jing Jing was very surprised to hear that the person was looking for her son. Jing Xintan had grown up so much that no classmates or friends had ever come to look for him, and now she unexpectedly came to the store.Jing Jing looked up at Lei Zhuo in a daze for a while, picked up the rag at hand and wiped his hand,

"Oh, let's talk to him. He should be at home, why don't auntie give you an address and you go look for it at home?"

Lei Zhuo smiled awkwardly, waved his hand,

"I've been there. He's not at home. The neighbor told me to come and look for him."

Jing Jing looked at this strong and handsome young man, who looked a little silly, and smiled,

"Then he should have gone out for a walk, and he will be back in a while, or Auntie will give you the key, and you can wait for him at home."

"No, no, then you are busy, I will go out to find him."

Jing Jing smiled and said,

"That's fine. He likes to go to the river. You can go to the Tongyu River and look for it."

Lei Zhuo nodded, walked out of the store with his helmet in his arms, got on the bike and turned on his mobile phone navigation, and rode towards Tongyu River.Jing Jing stretched out her head to look at Lei Zhuo who was leaving by bicycle, thinking of something, the little girl who was working next to her came over and rubbed her,

"Sister Jing, who was that little brother just now? He looks so handsome."

Jing Jing smiled and poked the flour on the face of the migrant girl with her finger.

"Just look at the handsome guy. He's talking about his classmates. Let's get to work."

The working girl pouted and walked away.Jing Jing continued to rub the face in her hands. Her son was very preoccupied when he came back this time. Although he didn't reveal it to him, he would be in a daze if he didn't pay attention. Jing Jing was very worried.She looked up again, and sighed deeply.