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Jing Xintan didn't have much money with her, so Lei Zhuo paid for hospitalization and medical expenses.Lei Zhuo came from another part of the corridor with a few lists, Jing Xintan sat on the bench in a daze, Lei Zhuo sighed and sat beside him, Jing Xintan slowly raised his head and glanced at him,

"Thank you, how much it cost, I will pay you back in a few days."

Lei Zhuo smiled and looked at him,

"Don't worry about it, we'll talk about it when Auntie gets well. I just went to the consulting room, and the doctor said that Auntie is still unstable, anytime...uh...may be a little dangerous, so you have to be strong."

Jing Xintan nodded wearily, looked down at the worn book in his hand, Lei Zhuo glanced at it suspiciously,

"Is there anything special about this book? Why does Auntie desperately want to keep it?"

Jing Xintan didn't speak, he slowly turned the book over, pinched one side and put it aside, the pages of the book were flipped through, and suddenly stopped at one place, Jing Xintan opened it, and inside it was a The yellowed photo, he took out the photo, it was a group photo of a group of people, everyone was wearing the same overalls, Jing Xintan didn't know anyone, only the young and beautiful mother in the middle, and the tall man standing next to her Handsome man, fair talk.Jing Xintan had never seen this photo before, and he didn't even have any impression of where the book was kept. He stared at the photo in a daze. His mother loved that man so much, and it hasn't changed until now. An ordinary woman, But with such affection in his heart, Jing Xintan only felt very bitter in his heart.

Lei Zhuo looked at the photo, he could recognize the young Jing Jing, but when he saw the handsome half squatting man next to her, Lei Zhuo was startled for a moment, the man's facial features were very similar to Jing Xintan, Lei Zhuo felt a little bit understand what.

"We came out in a hurry, and we didn't even ask for leave. I'll call Xiaohai and tell Director Liu for us. By the way, go buy some food and come up. You sit here and call me if you need anything."

Jing Xintan nodded, Lei Zhuo got up and left.Jing Xintan clipped the photo back, stood up and looked through the glass at the lifeless mother inside, with a layer of sadness on her face.

In the evening, after Jing Xiang received a call from Jing Xintan, she hurriedly bought a train ticket and hurried to the hospital. Looking at her sister lying in the intensive care unit, Jing Xiang cried so hard that she could hardly breathe.Jing Xintan supported his aunt and sat aside, while Lei Zhuo stood leaning against the wall and looked at them.

When it was almost ten o'clock, Jing Jing's condition suddenly deteriorated. The doctors and nurses hurriedly pushed her into the emergency room. Jing Xintan watched her mother being pushed in and stood at the door of the emergency room, trembling unnaturally. When he got behind him, he stretched out his hand to hold his trembling hand as if comforting, Jing Xintan didn't move at all, he couldn't feel anything else at all, his whole body and mind was that mother should be fine.Tears fell silently like this, Lei Zhuo looked at him and didn't say anything, just clenched the cold and trembling hand in his hand.

An hour later, Jing Jing was pushed out, Jing Xiang and Jing Xintan rushed over to look at her anxiously, the doctor said to go back to the ward first, Jing Jing was pushed in, the doctor realized that Jing Xintan would come with him, Jing Xintan Dazedly following behind the doctor, Lei Zhuo was by his side.

"Well, boy, you have to be prepared. The patient is not doing well."

Jing Xintan looked at the doctor's mouth opening and closing without daring to move.

"If she can survive the 48-hour dangerous period, she should be able to survive, but even if she survives, her brain is severely hypoxic, and she may be unable to take care of herself anymore. But it is hard to say to what extent, it depends on the patient. The progression of the disease..."

Jing Xintan stood there in a daze, the doctor wondered if he heard what she said, but fortunately Lei Zhuo nodded and told the doctor that we understand, please try to save her.The doctor nodded, and Lei Zhuo held Jing Xintan's shoulders with both hands, and led him out of the consultation room. Jing Xintan had completely become a hanging wire doll, without any expression, Lei Zhuo pushed him to sit on the bench beside him, Crouching down and looking up at his face,

"Jingxin talk."

After a while, Jing Xintan focused on looking at him, her face was full of sadness, Lei Zhuo just looked at him like that, and said softly:

"You have to cheer up. If you can't hold on, then what will she do, and your aunt, you are a man, they all need you. Auntie is so kind, nothing will happen. "

Jing Xintan looked at Lei Zhuo, gritted his teeth, closed his eyes and nodded, Lei Zhuo smiled and stood up, took his wrist and walked to the intensive care unit, Jing Xintan glanced at the hand that was holding his wrist , didn't break free, and let him drag him away.

Under everyone's nervous waiting, Jing Jing's vital signs gradually stabilized after being rescued once again in the emergency room early the next morning, but the doctor told Jing Xintan and Jing Xiang that the patient's cerebral cortex had lost function and might be Disturbance of consciousness or coma state, become vegetative state, that is to say, vegetative person.When Jing Xintan heard these words, she felt pain in her heart, but her face was very calm, Jing Xiang's eyes were swollen from crying a long time ago.The three of them pushed Jing Jing to live in the ordinary ward, Lei Zhuo stretched out his arms and carried Jing Jing from the mobile bed to the hospital bed, Jing Xintan held her mother's hanging bottle and hung it on the shelf next to the hospital bed, Jing Xiang hurried to give it to her My sister covered her with the quilt, Jing Jing had an oxygen tube in her nose, and her face was lifeless.After some busy work, Jing Xiang sat on the chair beside the hospital bed and held her sister's hand, weeping on her forehead.Jing Xintan stood aside and stared blankly at his mother, Lei Zhuo felt that he was holding back, enduring a great pain.

"Jingxin talk."

Jing Xin turned her head slightly when she heard the sound,

"Let's go to your house and have a look. Auntie is fine for the time being. With your aunt watching, didn't the police tell you to clean it up?"

Jing Xintan nodded, he explained to his aunt, and left the hospital with Lei Zhuo.

Back to the familiar home, the house where I have lived for nearly 20 years is now only charred and black, and there is a smell of burning wood.Jing Xintan frowned and looked around, the pain in her heart became more intense.Lei Zhuo glanced at it briefly, and if it was burned like this, there might be nothing usable.The two rummaged for a while, and apart from a few iron products that were used to insulate the fire, there was also a complete lattice box that Jing Xintan dragged out from under the bed. This box seemed to be from many years ago.Jing Xintan knelt down on the ground, opened the box, and Lei Zhuo came around, inside were all the things Jing Xintan used when she was a child, as well as the certificates and homework books, Jing Jing kept them all, Jing Xintan didn't even know .He looked through all the things in the box, and suddenly realized that he didn't understand his mother at all. He never thought that his mother was such an affectionate and caring woman.

Turning to the end, there is an old photo album. Jing Xintan flips through the photo album, and there are almost all photos of her when she was a child. There are photos of herself and her aunt, of herself and her mother, and most of them are her own.Turning to the end of the album, there are two pictures of Tan Gongyi hugging him. Lei Zhuo understood everything when he saw those two photos. Sure enough, the man next to Jing Jing in the photo is Jing Xintan's father.Lei Zhuo was still staring at the two photos, when suddenly two drops of water hit the photo album one after another, he raised his head to look at Jing Xintan, Jing Xintan's face was already covered with tears.

Jing Xintan lowered her head, her crying changed from forbearing to weeping and then to crying loudly. Lei Zhuo looked at him with a frown, reached out and took out the photo album in his hand and put it back in the box. He slowly brought him into his arms until Jing Xintan's head was pressed against his chest.Jing Xintan cried with eyes closed, Lei Zhuo tightened his arms around him with distressed face.

Jing Xintan and Lei Zhuo mentioned some things they had sorted out, and Lei Zhuo bought dinner, the two returned to the ward, Jing Jing was still lying there peacefully.Lei Zhuo lightly patted Jing Xiang who was sitting aside in a daze, realizing that she had eaten.

The three of them built a small table with chairs by the hospital bed, and sat around and had a simple dinner.

"Auntie is considered stable. Today, Xintan and I went to the house to look at it. It is impossible to live in people. You have to think about finding a place to live, and Auntie's shop also needs to be dealt with."

Lei Zhuo looked at the two of them and said, he naturally called Xin Tan, but Jing Xin Tan didn't respond, or didn't react.After hearing this, Jing Xiang raised her head and looked squarely at the boy who had been by her nephew's side these days. He was a very sunny and handsome young man.

"Thank you, uh..."

"My name is Lei Zhuo."

Lei Zhuo smiled, Jing Xiang was a little embarrassed,

"Thank you Lei Zhuo. Thanks to you these days, you have helped me and Tan Tan so much. What you said is that my sister seems to be stable. Tomorrow I will take turns to handle these things with Tan Tan."

Lei Zhuo nodded with a smile, then glanced at Jing Xintan, Jing Xintan also turned to look at him, and continued to gnaw on the steamed bun in his hand without saying anything.

When Lei Zhuo went out to throw out the trash, Jing Xintan stood beside his aunt,

"Auntie, do you have any money? Lei Zhuo paid for Mom's hospitalization expenses. I want to give it to others first."

After hearing this, Jing Xiang nodded hurriedly, took out a bank card from her bag,

"Auntie has no cash here, you can go to the bank downstairs to get it, the password is your birthday."

Jing Xintan froze for a moment when she said the password was her birthday, Jing Xiang patted his head and smiled.

Jing Xintan went out holding the bank card and bumped into Lei Zhuo who came in,

"Why are you going?"

Jing Xintan glanced at him, thought for a while and said:

"You come with me."

As he said that, he walked out, Lei Zhuo looked into the room suspiciously, Jing Xiang smiled at him, and he also smiled politely, turned around and chased after him.

Jing Xintan asked while going down the stairs:

"How much did you spend in total?"

Lei Zhuo froze for a moment,

"Don't worry about that."

Jing Xintan stopped in his tracks, turned to look at him, with a bit of displeasure on his face, Lei Zhuo hesitated, and said a number, Jing Xintan nodded, Lei Zhuo followed him to the bank downstairs ATM machine to withdraw money.Jing Xintan was transferring money inside, while Lei Zhuo was standing outside waiting. Auntie's bank card didn't have much money in it. Jing Xintan knew that it was not easy for her to live frugally in other provinces, so he only took part of it and transferred it to Lei Zhuo. burning bank card.

Come out and hand the card to Lei Zhuo,

"Sorry, I only saved half of it for the time being, and I will return the remaining half to you as soon as possible."

Seeing his seriousness, Lei Zhuo smiled suddenly. He reached out to touch Jing Xintan's hair, but Jing Xintan frowned and tilted his head to avoid it. through your own bank card.

"Okay, don't worry too much."

Jing Xintan ignored him and turned around to go to the hospital.

"Hey."

Lei Zhuo stopped him, Jing Xintan turned to look at him, Lei Zhuo hesitated and scratched his head,

"Auntie's condition is also stable, I...I have to go back to the school."

Jing Xintan thought for a while, then nodded,

"Lei Zhuo, thank you."

Lei Zhuo took a step closer to Jing Xintan, looked at him seriously,

"Be strong, come back early after dealing with things, I'll wait for you at school."

For some reason, Jing Xintan's heartbeat suddenly increased a lot. He didn't reply, but just nodded.Lei Zhuo smiled, turned around and left, Jing Xintan stood where he was, watching Lei Zhuo's back going further and further away, a feeling that he had never felt before, a little sweet and a little astringent.Jing Xintan pinched herself severely, closed her eyes and let out a breath, then turned and walked towards the inpatient building.