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Jing Xintan took Lin Shu around the campus, but he took him to his dormitory to have a look. Although he moved out, the bed in the dormitory was his for this semester.

Pushing open the door and entering, there was only one Song Xiaohai in the room hanging upside down on the bed ladder, humming and doing sit-ups, when he saw someone coming in, he looked up and saw that it was Jing Xintan, he was surprised, and jumped up while pulling the bed pole down.

"Heart talk? Why are you back?"

Jing Xintan glanced at him, smiled, turned around and pointed at Lin Shu and said,

"Sorry, this is my friend. He wanted to visit my dormitory, so I brought him here."

Song Xiaohai nodded in understanding, he looked at Lin Shu who came in behind Jing Xintan, and his eyes couldn't let go of him.

"Lin Shu, sit here for a while, I'll go to the teaching office to get a certificate, and I'll be back in a while."

"go Go!"

Lin Shu looked around the room curiously, turned around and waved at Jing Xintan, and Jing Xintan opened the door and went out.Lin Shu looked around with wide-eyed eyes, and then looked at Song Xiaohai who had been staring at him. Lin Shu raised his eyebrows and looked at him, what are you looking at, silly.

"You...are a boy."

Song Xiaohai put his hands on his chest, leaned on the bed frame and looked at Lin Shu curiously. Lin Shu frowned. Does this person know how to be polite?

"Does it have anything to do with you?"

"It's okay, but can't I be curious?"

"Are you curious what it has to do with me?"

Lin Shu rolled his eyes, this man looked like an idiot and straight man.Song Xiaohai thought it was interesting. He took the stool and stretched his legs to sit on it. He put his hands on the back of the chair and supported his chin. He just stared straight at Lin Shu. Lin Shu annoyed him a little.

"Look at what!"

Song Xiaohai thought this person was really funny, and he was cute when he was angry, so he said meanly:

"Look at your beauty."

"..."

As soon as Jing Xin talked back to the room, she felt the smell of gunpowder smoke. Lin Shu rested her chin on her desk, her back was facing Song Xiaohai, and Song Xiaohai lay on her chair like a big pug staring at Lin Shu's back. .Lin Shu looked up and saw Jing Xintan came back, so he hurried over to meet her.

"Xin Tan, I think I know why you moved out."

Jing Xintan looked at him strangely, Lin Shu turned his head and gave Song Xiaohai a vicious look, Song Xiaohai smiled politely,

"You live with this kind of person, my God, I can't imagine how you live."

Jing Xintan looked at Song Xiaohai with a strange expression, Song Xiaohai shrugged innocently, making Jing Xintan look confused,

"What are you talking about? Okay, the certificate is ready, let's go."

"Let's go!"

Lin Shu wished he could push him out.

"Hey! Beauty, leave a contact information!"

"Oh!"

The bedroom door was slammed shut.Lin Shu pushed Jing Xintan and bumped into a person before taking two steps. He was about to raise his head to apologize when he was stunned. Jing Xintan saw that it was Lei Zhuo, nodded and was about to leave, but Lei Zhuo took two steps back to block it. He looked at Lin Shu who was staring at him again,

"Why are you going?"

Jing Xintan raised his eyes and glanced at him, Lei Zhuo saw that he was not going to say anything, so he stepped aside knowingly, Jing Xintan hesitated for a moment, then turned his head to look at Lin Shu who was stunned there,

"gone."

After speaking, go to the stairs,

"Oh oh, wait for me, wait for me."

While shouting, Lin Shu looked back at Lei Zhuo from time to time.

"Hey, hey, is that handsome guy your roommate? He's so handsome and has a good figure."

Out of the dormitory building, Lin Shu followed Jing Xintan while asking, Jing Xintan glanced at him sideways, but didn't speak, Lin Shu remembered that he was disgusted with something, so he shut his mouth and followed obediently beside him.

Lei Zhuo opened the door and entered the room with some doubts, and saw Song Xiaohai lying on the back of the chair and looking out the window, acting like a literary artist.

"What are you thinking about?"

Lei Zhuo put the book in his hand on the table, picked up the cup and took a sip of water.Song Xiaohai turned his head to look at him,

"What did you do when you came back from the heart?"

Lei Zhuo sat on the chair and asked him, Song Xiaohai raised his head, with a smirk on his face,

"Heart, talk? Tsk tsk tsk."

Lei Zhuo groaned for a while, took another sip of water, put down his glass and turned his head away to ignore him, but Song Xiaohai came to his senses, he ran over and bent over Lei Zhuo's shoulder,

"What's the matter, you, little brother."

Lei Zhuo glanced at him, but didn't say anything, Song Xiaohai coughed, trying to look as serious as possible,

"Lei Zhuo, you don't really like him, do you?"

Lei Zhuo rolled his eyes, opened the book in his hand, and didn't answer him, he didn't speak, but Song Xiaohai became confused.

"No, you're serious. You know that Jing Xintan hates gays."

Lei Zhuo frowned and looked at him,

"Aren't you free to do, I have to recite the regulations, don't bother me."

Speaking of taking the earphones on the table and planning to put them on, Song Xiaohai reached out to stop him,

"Hey, hey, it's fine if you don't want to say it, but you can think about it, this is too difficult."

Lei Zhuo rolled his eyes at him, and wanted to continue wearing the earphones, but he stopped him again,

"Hey, hey, there's one more thing. Do you know the one who came with him, his friend?"

Lei Zhuo thought for a while, as if someone was staring at him,

"I didn't notice, what's wrong?"

"never mind..."

Song Xiaohai curled his lips and left in a bored manner.Lei Zhuo put on his earphones and was about to endorse the book, but his heart was disturbed by Song Xiaohai's question.I fell in love with him... Did I fall in love with Jing Xintan...

Lei Zhuo went to Jing Xin Tan's house twice to look for him. The first time Auntie Chen said he was not there, and the second time he said he was going to work. Lei Zhuo frowned, he had no idea that Jing Xin Tan had already started working part-time.

Going back to the dormitory to ask Jie Wei about tomorrow's class in the Department of Mathematics, he went to the door and waited until Jing Xintan, Jing Xintan went out after class and saw him stunned for a moment, nodded and planned to leave, Lei Zhuo followed,

"Have you started working?"

Jing Xintan didn't stop walking, he didn't intend to chat with him more, so he responded with a hum, but Lei Zhuo followed him downstairs,

"Where is it? What are you doing?"

Jing Xintan stopped and frowned and looked at him, with some displeasure on his face, Lei Zhuo glanced at him, and stopped asking.Jing Xintan continued to go downstairs, Lei Zhuo didn't follow closely, and he followed after he had walked for a while.

Jing Xintan went straight out of school after class and got on the bus to work in a coffee shop in the bustling area. Lei Zhuo took a taxi and followed him secretly until he watched him enter the coffee shop.

It's seven o'clock, Jing Xintan is off work, he has to go back early to take care of his mother, and let Aunt Chen go home.It was already dark, Jing Xintan walked out of the store, turned his neck, walked down the wooden steps to the square, and saw a big Harley parked by the side of the road, Jing Xintan frowned and looked around, seeing Lei Zhuo sat on the bench under the tree by the roadside, looking at himself with his hands on his chest.Jing Xintan's expression became a little ugly, she glanced at him, turned around and was about to leave, Lei Zhuo hurried over to stop him.

"Hey, don't be angry, don't be angry, I just went out for a walk after dinner at night, and I happened to see you working here, so I waited for you for a while."

This reason was far-fetched enough, Jing Xintan didn't even look at him, and went straight to leave.Lei Zhuo stood behind and scratched his head, then chased after him and chattered,

"I thought you were not angry with me anymore, why did you start ignoring me again."

"Jing Xintan, let me discuss with you, can we be friends?"

"Hey, tell me something."

Jing Xintan stood still, Lei Zhuo quickly walked up to him in two steps, Jing Xintan looked at him calmly,

"Lei Zhuo, I can't be friends with you."

"why?"

Jing Xintan hesitated for a moment, but said nothing.

"Because I'm gay?"

Jing Xintan still didn't look up, Lei Zhuo felt a little frustrated,

"Heart talk, can you tell me why you hate homosexuality?"

Jing Xintan looked up at him, not intending to answer him, Lei Zhuo waited for a while, then sighed,

"Don't take the bus today. I came here by bike. Let me take you back."

Jing Xintan walked around him to the bus station,

"It can also save money!"

He yelled, but he didn't respond.Lei Zhuo curled his lips, turned and went back to look for his baby Harley.

Since then, I haven't seen Lei Zhuo except for the morning shift. As long as I get off work in the afternoon, Lei Zhuo will always lean against his big Harley and wait for me. It's still very eye-catching. At first, Jing Xintan was really disgusted for a long time. When she saw him, she just ignored him as if she hadn't seen him. But it has been like this for a month. Even after work, he would unconsciously look up at the place where Lei Zhuo had been standing.Lei Zhuo would chatter behind him at first, but then he stopped talking, just followed him, and when he saw him getting on the bus, he turned around and went back to ride the Harley.

Jing Xin got on the bus and sat down, turned her head slightly and looked at Lei Zhuo's figure turning back from the corner of her eye.There will always be an indescribable warmth in his heart, which makes him upset, he doesn't understand what's the point of Lei Zhuo doing this, just to be friends with himself?Or do you want to prove yourself wrong about homosexuality?Many times, Jing Xintan forces himself not to think, not to care about Lei Zhuo's actions, and what he does has nothing to do with him, but the fact is that he can't control his thoughts, the more he thinks not to think, the more he will The more you think about it, the more you think about it.

Song Xiaohai just wanted to go out to the big bathroom with the basin, when Lei Zhuo opened the door and walked in, he threw the car keys on the table, stepped onto the bed, lay down and sighed.Song Xiaohai leaned against the bed frame and raised his eyebrows. This regular life of going out early and returning late is not what contemporary college students should have.

"What's the matter, it's so sad, it's hard to live after a wife."

Lei Zhuo looked at the ceiling and curled his lips, ignoring him, but Xie Wei heard some important news,

"Chasing his wife? Who is chasing his wife? Lei Zhuo? Has he changed his sex? Who is it!"

Xie Wei anxiously asked Song Xiaohai with a gossip face, Song Xiaohai just stood there with a smirk on his face, Lei Zhuo sat up,

"Stop fucking nonsense."

"Then tell me what you've been doing these days."

Lei Zhuo seemed to have swallowed a date stone, unable to speak.He sighed again, lying on the bed frame,

"You say, what has a person experienced to hate homosexuals so much, it's not the general hate."

After hearing this, Xie Wei casually said,

"Then you should ask Jing Xintan."

Lei Zhuo frowned, Song Xiaohai glanced at him, clasped the basin in front of his chest, thought for a while and said:

"I guess either he was hurt by gay, or he was hurt by something he saw."

Lei Zhuo listened and thought about it thoughtfully, Xie Wei took a spicy stick and chewed it in his mouth and said,

"There is another possibility."

The two looked at him, and they saw that he was touching his chin and said, as if he was reasoning and deciding the case:

"I wondered if he had been raped by a man, otherwise why would he hate him?"

This time, Lei Zhuo didn't swallow a jujube pit, but just swallowed a jujube directly, his face was ashen.

"roll roll roll."

Lei Zhuo broke his mouth, turned over and continued to lay down on the bed to lift the corpse.Staring at the ceiling and thinking for a while, it probably wasn't because of me, after all, the Prospect Talk that time was anti-gay.