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Aunt Chen looked at Jing Xintan who was in a very low mood and returned home, she was a little hesitant to care about it, Jing Xintan looked at her and smiled stiffly, telling her to be safe when she went home, Aunt Chen nodded and put The question swallowed.

After sending Aunt Chen away, Jing Xintan walked slowly to the bedroom, sat on the mat beside the bed and looked at his mother, staring at her peaceful face, tears rolled down without warning, he took her mother's hand and stuck it on her face. face,

"Mom, do you want to see him?"

Of course Jing Jing would not respond to him, he pressed his mother's hand to his forehead, couldn't hold back, and burst into tears.Jing Xintan was immersed in a kind of pain, completely unaware that her mother's fingertips trembled slightly.

When Aunt Chen came the next morning, Jing Xintan was still sleepy, but before leaving, she confessed:

"Auntie, the man who said he was my father yesterday, if he comes again, let him go in and see my mother."

Aunt Chen was taken aback for a moment, then nodded after realizing it, and Jing Xintan went out.

Tan Gonggong found out that something happened to Jing Xintan's family, although he didn't know what happened, but it was on his mind.After he returned to Dongtai, he contacted his former colleagues in the paper mill and asked them if they knew Jing Jing's recent situation. Jing Jing hadn't contacted everyone for many years, and he didn't get the news he wanted.

Tan Gongyi was busy with work for a while, and came to Jing Xintan's rented house again. This time, Jing Xintan was still not at home, and Aunt Chen opened the door. Seeing him again, Aunt Chen was also troubled After a while, let him enter the house.Tan Gonggong walked in, looked around the environment, the house was small but clean,

"Is Jing Jing not at home?"

Aunt Chen was stunned for a moment, but she didn't speak. She led Tan Gonggong to the bedroom.At first, Tan Gongrong was a little puzzled, but when he saw Jing Jing lying motionless on the bed, Tan Gongrong was really surprised. He stood by the bed in a daze and looked at it for a while,

"Her, what happened to her?"

"She's already a vegetable."

"Vegetable?!"

With a shocked and puzzled expression on his face, Tan Gongyun glanced at Aunt Chen, then at the quiet Jing Jing on the bed,

"This...what the hell is going on here?"

As he spoke, he slowly approached Jing Jing,

"I heard that there was a fire at home and she was injured."

Aunt Chen explained behind him, and Tan Gongrong looked at the person on the bed with a frown of disbelief. After watching for a while, he slowly sat on the chair beside the bed, hesitated for a moment, and reached out to take Jing Jing and put it on the bed. The hands on the body are placed in both hands.When Aunt Chen saw this scene, she retreated knowingly, and slowly closed the bedroom door.

After thinking about it, she went to the kitchen and took out her mobile phone to call Jing Xintan.Jing Xintan said that today was the morning class and the afternoon class. Since he didn't receive a call from Aunt Chen last time, he would always set his phone to vibrate and put it in his trouser pocket.Feeling that there was a call on his mobile phone, he looked up at his watch. It was almost time to get off work. After hesitating for a while, he talked to his partner on duty, and went out through the back door to answer Aunt Chen's call.

"Hey, let's talk. Your father is here again, and he is sitting by the bed talking to your mother now."

Jing Xintan frowned, said "I'll be right back" and hung up the phone.He ran back to the shop and told his classmate that there was an urgent matter at home and wanted to leave a little earlier. The little friend looked at his watch and saw that there were no customers at the moment, so he asked Jing Xin to leave.He changed his clothes and went out, just got off the wooden ladder and walked a few steps, when he saw Lei Zhuo was riding a bicycle, he hesitated for a moment, should he avoid him and go quietly?Struggling in his mind, he still walked over.

Lei Zhuo didn't know what he was thinking, when Jing Xintan approached, he realized who it was, quickly took off his helmet and asked:

"Why did you leave work so early today?"

Jing Xintan gritted her teeth, looked at him and said:

"Is it convenient for Fang to take me back?"

Lei Zhuo didn't react for a while, he said "Ah?", Jing Xintan frowned, and was about to turn around and leave, Lei Zhuo put his foot on the car, stretched out his hand to grab him, and took him off the handlebar The spare helmet that he always wears, he doesn't usually carry such a burden, but now it has become a habit to meet Jing Xin for a chat, even though he never appreciates it.

Jing Xintan glanced at the helmet, took it over and put it on, and sat down behind Lei Zhuo.After sitting down, looking at Lei Zhuo's waist, he regretted it. After struggling for a long time, he stretched out his hand to encircle it half-empty.Lei Zhuo saw that he got into the car with a helmet on so readily, he felt suspicious, he grabbed the hand on his waist and pulled, Jing Xintan lay on his back without any warning, Lei Zhuo smiled secretly, and rushed out as soon as he stepped on the gas .

After Lei Zhuo followed Jing Xintan into the door one after the other, he understood why he was in such a hurry to come back.Tan Gongyi put his head between his hands, sat on the sofa and looked at the ground beside his feet, motionless.As soon as Jing Xintan saw him, he became inexplicably hostile, and his expression became bored. Just as he was about to walk over, Lei Zhuo reached out and grabbed his hand. Jing Xintan was stunned for a moment, and turned to look behind him Seeing Lei Zhuo looking at him seriously, he shook his head slightly.Jing Xintan turned his head away, closed his eyes and took it easy, he broke away from Lei Zhuo's grasp of his hand, and walked over.

Lei Zhuo smiled and realized that Aunt Chen avoided it, and Aunt Chen said that she happened to go shopping by herself, so she took off her apron, wiped her hands and went out.Jing Xintan walked to Tan Gongrong's side, stood beside him and looked down at him, and Tan Gongrong slowly raised his head to look at him.

"Why didn't you tell Dad about such a big thing?"

Tan Gongrong had some pain and helplessness on his face, Jing Xintan looked at him coldly, expressionless,

"What's the use of telling you? What can it change?"

Tan Gongrong turned his head away, put his hand on his forehead, and Jing Xintan said calmly:

"The reality is like this. My mother is already in a vegetable state. You can see it and go."

Tan Gongrong stood up, looked at Jing Xintan face to face,

"Talk, I am your father, she is your mother. Although there is no husband and wife relationship between me and your mother, she is not a person who has nothing to do with me. Do you think I am such a cold and ruthless person? You are all like this, how can Dad ignore it?"

Jing Xintan looked at Tan Gongrong's somewhat helpless and angry face, and the suppressed flame in his heart gradually became uncontrollable. He took a step closer to Tan Gongrong, almost touching his face before saying:

"Of course you are not ruthless, but your love is not for us, but for a man, isn't it?"

Jing Xintan completely shut him out, Tan Gongrong was unhappy in his heart, and when he heard such words, his heart was even more messed up.

"Talk about it, you are already an adult, don't think about things so meanly. Dad is gay, but this will not have any impact on our father-son relationship. My lover is a lover, and my son is a son. Why do you have to catch me? Can this matter be let go?"

When Jing Xintan heard the word lover, the hairs all over his body were about to explode. He stared angrily into Tan Gongrong's eyes,

"Oh, a lover is a lover, a son is a son... What about my mother? Who the hell is my mother to you!"

Jing Xintan couldn't help shouting, Lei Zhuo saw the situation was getting worse, so he stepped forward to grab Jing Xintan's hand, but he shook his hand away,

"Do you know why my mother became like this? You live a perfect life, but my mother lives with longing and pain. How can I not hate you, why are you fucking gay!"

Jing Xintan's eyes were reddened, and his whole body trembled because of excitement. If he had a knife in his hand now, he would definitely stab Tan Gongrong.

Tan Gongyun looked at the resentful son in front of him, he really believed that Jing Xintan really hated himself.He didn't speak anymore, he didn't know what to say, what else to say, he stared bitterly at his son's face for a while, nodded, and left around the small table in front of the sofa.

He left, but Jing Xintan still couldn't calm down in that excitement for a long time, the more he thought about it, the sadder he became, the more bitter he was, tears streaming down his face uncontrollably.Lei Zhuo stared behind him for a while, then reached out to hug him, Jing Xintan didn't struggle, and let him hug her behind.Gradually, Jing Xintan calmed down, he didn't move, but said hoarsely:

"You go too."

Lei Zhuo let go of his hand and said to his back:

"Do not think too much."

Then he walked away from his house step by step.

Lei Zhuo walked downstairs with a face full of worries, looked up, the car of the fair talk hadn't left, he was standing on the door next to the driver's seat, with a cigarette in his mouth, looking at the The ground froze.Lei Zhuo saw five or six cigarette butts on the ground, he frowned and walked over.

When he got to the side, Tan Gonggong realized that someone was coming, and looked up at the sturdy young man in front of him.

"Smoking less, smoking too much will not solve the problem."

Tan Gonggong frowned, reached out and took the cigarette from his mouth, threw it on the ground and stamped it out.

"What's your name?"

"My name is Lei Zhuo, burning burning."

Tan Gongrong nodded clearly, he looked at Lei Zhuo and hesitated, but Lei Zhuo first smiled and said:

"If you have anything to ask, just ask, I can say anything today."

Tan Gongyi raised the corner of his mouth when he heard this,

"Okay. Do you know why Tan Tan's mother was injured? Wasn't it because of the fire?"

"It's because of the fire, but..."

Lei Zhuo narrated what happened to Tan Gongyi, seeing him listening to what he said, his brows furrowed deeper and deeper.

"Why is she so stupid."

Tan Gongyi closed his eyes bitterly and rubbed his eyebrows, Lei Zhuo looked at him, not knowing what else he could say.Just thinking about whether to say goodbye, I heard him ask again:

"You...have a good relationship with Tan Tan, don't you? Thank you for being with him."

Lei Zhuo looked at the handsome middle-aged man in front of him, and said seriously:

"Uncle Tan, I understand you."

Tan Gongrong raised his eyebrows and looked at him suspiciously, and saw Lei Zhuo smiled, looking at him very sincerely,

"I'm not just Jing Xintan's classmate and friend."

"I like him."

On the way back, my eyes looked at the road ahead, but my mind was full of confusion.Tan Gonggong has never thought about it, nor will he imagine that one day a tall and handsome young man stands in front of him and seriously says to himself that I like your son.He really didn't know whether he should cry or laugh. Although he was gay, there were many reasons why he didn't want his son to follow this path.

Let out a sigh, it's really good luck...