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Jing Xin talked about the grandfather who had never met, after all, he did not see the long-awaited grandson.Tan Gongrong received a call that day and rushed back. In the middle of the night, the old man had left.After the old man left, the secretary brought the will, and most of the inheritance and rights during his lifetime were left to Tan Gonggong and his grandson who had never met.Tan Gongrong held the inheritance transfer letter with no special expression on his face, but his trembling hands had already betrayed his grief.

Standing in front of the old man's tombstone, Tan Gonggong stared at the photo.He used to really hate his father, hated his ruthlessness, hated his passion, but now when there is only one photo, Tan Gonggong can deeply understand what it is like to cherish only after losing it.Jiang Kang approached him slowly, looked at Tan Gonggong's sad side face, he stretched out his hand and clasped Tan Gonggong's hand with five fingers interlaced, Tan Gonggong stared at the tombstone and slowly opened his mouth,

"I never knew I was so unfilial."

"You said this old man was so annoying when he was alive, but why is he more pleasing to the eye when he is dead?"

Tan Gonggong's voice was very hoarse, and his face was about to smile, which made Jiang Kang feel distressed.

"In the end, he couldn't let him see his grandson."

"Do you think that child really hates me?"

"You said that if I die in the future, will you stand in front of the tomb and tell me these things?"

Jiang Kang frowned. He didn't know how to answer this non-questionable question. The two stood in front of the tomb for a while, and when the sunset turned red through half the sky, they held hands and left the cemetery.

It really took Tan Gongrong a lot of time to deal with the old man's funeral and socialize with his former partners.By the time he really took a breath, recovered from his grief, and remembered that he should go see Jing Xin Tan, Jing Jing, and see if anything happened to them, it was already three months later It's over.

Ever since Jing Xintan went to university, he and Jing Jing have never been in contact with each other, and the phone numbers they used to call were empty, and they used to meet for their children, but now that Jing Xintan has grown up, he never takes the initiative to meet Jing Jing. Jing Jing, he felt that there was no need for that.

Driving to Tongzilou, the building has long been demolished into ruins, deserted.With doubts, he went to Jing Jing's snack bar again. The snack bar had changed owners and brands a long time ago, and the owner didn't know who the owner of the previous one was and where he went.Talking about fairness and helplessness, he had no choice but to go to his son's school again.

Taking the address I got from the school teacher, I found Jing Xintan's rented apartment.Knocking on the door, it was Aunt Chen who opened the door. Both of them looked at each other suspiciously for a while,

"Who are you looking for?"

Aunt Chen opened her mouth first to break the embarrassment,

"Uh, oh. Hello, is this Jing Xintan's home?"

Aunt Chen sized Tan Gongyi up, nodded,

"Oh, that, I'm Jing Xintan's father, is he at home?"

Aunt Chen shook her head, her face was still full of doubts, this person's brows were indeed somewhat similar to Jing Xintan.

"Well, you are the nanny, right? Well, is his mother Jing Jing at home?"

Tan Gongrong looked at the fat woman opposite, wearing an apron and sleeves, and guessed that she should be a nanny.When Aunt Chen heard Jing Jing's name, she was even more puzzled. Jing Jing had been in a vegetable state for so long, but she didn't know that it was Jing Xintan's father.

"Well, are you okay?"

"Oh, it's okay, I just came to see them. It seems that I'm not at home, so how about it,"

Tan Gongyun handed the things he bought to Aunt Chen, and took out a business card from the inner pocket of the suit and handed it to her.

"This is my business card with my contact information on it. If Jing Jing comes back, please pass it on to her for me and ask her to call me."

Aunt Chen looked at the business card, then looked up at Tan Gongyi, and nodded.Tan Gongyi smiled politely, turned around and went downstairs.Sitting back in the car, Tan Gonggong didn't leave. He didn't have any work to do today, so he thought to wait a while and see.

Auntie Chen looked at the business card for a while, then went back to the room and took out her mobile phone to call Jing Xintan. The call was connected but no one answered, even after two calls. Auntie Chen hesitated and called Lei Zhuo.

"Auntie? What's wrong?"

Lei Zhuo walked out of the teaching building with the book in one hand, and picked up Aunt Chen's phone call with the other. Aunt Chen told him about the person who just came, and Lei Zhuo frowned.

"Xin Tan should be working part-time right now. Good auntie, I understand, don't talk to Xin about this, I'll just tell him."

Aunt Chen agreed, hung up the phone, was puzzled by Jing Xin's talk about the family situation, shook her head and continued to take care of Jing Jing.Lei Zhuo hung up the phone, hesitated for a moment, ran down the stairs in two or three steps, and rode his cart to Jing Xin Tan's house.

Tan Gongrong was sitting in the car looking at his mobile phone, when he heard the sound of a motorcycle, he raised his head and glanced, Lei Zhuo was wearing a helmet, Tan Gongrong didn't recognize him, but the car stopped at the door of Jingxin Tan's building, picked up When he took off his helmet, Tan Gongyi recognized at a glance that this boy was the one standing behind his son that day.

Lei Zhuo locked the car and ran upstairs with his helmet in his hand. Aunt Chen was stunned for a while when she opened the door and saw him.

"Auntie, I won't go in, please give me the business card of Dad who talks about you."

Aunt Chen agreed, turned around and went back to the room to get the business card. Lei Zhuo took the business card and glanced at it.

"Okay, Auntie, I'm leaving. Don't call Xintan about his father. I'll talk to him later."

Aunt Chen seemed puzzled, but she nodded.Lei Zhuo walked downstairs while looking at the content on the business card, talking about fairness, director of Aijiang Technology Co., Ltd.As soon as he walked out of the building, Lei Zhuo looked up and saw Tan Gonggong standing next to his car, he was startled, and hurriedly stuffed the business card in his hand into his trouser pocket silently.

"Hello, you are Jing Xintan's classmate."

"Hello, Uncle Tan."

Although the guy in front of him was tall and strong, he was quite polite, which made Tan Gonggong feel good about him. He glanced at the building behind him and said:

"It seems that you have a good relationship with Tan Tan. Well, Uncle wants to ask something."

Lei Zhuo looked at him, but didn't speak.Talk about fairness and ask straight to the point.

"Due to some reasons in our family, I don't live with Tan Tan very much. We haven't contacted each other for a long time. I don't know if something happened at home? Do you know why they moved?"

Lei Zhuo hesitated for a moment, turned the helmet in his hand and said:

"Some things happened, but uncle, I can't tell you casually without the permission of the heart-to-heart talk, I hope you can understand."

Tan Gonggong stared at him for a while, and finally nodded, not embarrassing other children anymore.He turned around to leave, but Lei Zhuo said again:

"Talk about uncle."

When Tan Gongyi heard his call, he turned to look at him again.

"Heart talk is sometimes stubborn, but his heart is very fragile, and often what he expresses on the surface is not what he really thinks in his heart. If you pay more attention to him, he won't feel nothing."

Tan Gongyun was really taken aback when he heard this, he slightly frowned and looked at the boy in front of him, Lei Zhuo looked at him sincerely with a smile on his face, Tan Gongrong's slightly frown deepened.

"you..."

Tan Gonggong hesitated for a moment, gritted his teeth and said nothing, the boy in front of him actually gave him a strange feeling of the same kind.

"Okay, thank you."

Staring at Lei Zhuo for a while, sighed, Tan Gongyi turned and left.Lei Zhuo watched him get into the car, and the car drove out after a while, he also lowered his head to think about something, then unlocked the car, stepped on the car and rode out.

Jing Xintan pushed the door and walked out, unexpectedly saw that Lei Zhuo was not waiting for him by the side of the road in the past, but today he went directly to wait under the wooden ladder, Jing Xintan hesitated for a moment and went down, Lei Zhuo heard Then the voice turned and looked at him, watching him walk down the wooden ladder, and when he walked beside him, Jing Xintan seemed to pause for a moment, but before anyone could react, he walked away expressionlessly. .Lei Zhuo took two strides, walked over to stop him,

"Heart talk, I have something to tell you."

Jing Xintan hesitated for a moment, but stopped and looked up at him.Lei Zhuo breathed a sigh of relief,

"You...your father went to your house today. Aunt Chen called you and no one answered, so she called me. She didn't know your father, so she didn't let him in. "

Jing Xintan frowned when he heard the words "Your father went to your house today", he pulled his schoolbag and took out his mobile phone from inside to check. Sure enough, there were two missed calls from Aunt Chen .Lei Zhuo watched him look at his phone, thought for a while and said:

"Uncle Tan doesn't seem to know about the fire at home, nor about my aunt's illness. I saw him when I went downstairs. He asked me, but I didn't tell you. Let him ask you."

Jing Xintan put the phone back into her schoolbag, looking at the ground with a very indifferent expression.

"Finished?"

Hearing his question, Lei Zhuo knew that he was probably in a bad mood, he was hesitating whether to persuade him, Jing Xintan had already walked out.Lei Zhuo sighed and followed.

The two just walked one after the other, each with their own concerns.Jing Xintan passed by the bus stop without stopping, and continued to walk forward, Lei Zhuo didn't chase after him, but just followed behind.When they reached the big intersection, they had to go up to the overpass to cross the road. Jing Xintan lowered his head and walked up. When he got to the middle of the overpass, Lei Zhuo reached out and grabbed his sleeve. Jing Xintan stopped without turning back. Lei Zhuo Zhuo walked up to him,

"Xin Tan, I want to talk to you about your father, okay?"

Jing Xintan looked up at him, with a face full of hesitation, clamoring in her heart what is there to chat with you, but her footsteps did not move.Lei Zhuo regarded him as acquiescing, took a breath and looked at him and said:

"I really haven't experienced your life, but I can feel that during the time I didn't know, you didn't live well, at least your heart was very messy. But we can't change the past, but in the future, we You can make it better, can't you?"

Jing Xintan looked at him, but didn't make a sound, Lei Zhuo said to himself,

"I can feel that you hate your father, but do you know that the more you hate, the more you care about him? You don't want to admit it, but use this kind of hatred to torture yourself and punish yourself. Why are you so stupid? Why can't you let go Happy, you can ignore them, but you don’t need to hate them like this.”

Lei Zhuo said a lot, Jing Xintan just looked at him, without any expression or words, Lei Zhuo knew he had listened, but he didn't know what he was thinking after listening.Lei Zhuo didn't speak any more, and he didn't intend to let him go, he was waiting for Jing Xin to talk.Jing Xintan stared at him for a while, with a confused look in his eyes, he was afraid that he would lose his composure and say something weak, so he wanted to pass him and leave in a panic, but Lei Zhuo reached out and grabbed his shoulders again. Pushing back, Lei Zhuo bowed, looked at Jing Xintan with a gentle and caring expression,

"Tell me what's on your mind, okay?"

Jing Xintan felt that it was over, Lei Zhuo's eyes had made him unable to stop the most direct thoughts in his heart, he wanted to tell him his difficulties, wanted to share his life with him, and wanted to ask him what he should do.Jing Xintan didn't dare to look directly into Lei Zhuo's eyes, she lowered her eyes and said with restraint:

"Nothing to do with you."

"Then what do you think about Auntie?"

When Jing Xintan heard him talking about his mother, she raised her head and looked at him suspiciously,

"Heart talk, even I can feel that Auntie loves Uncle very much. Have you ever thought about Auntie's feelings? She probably hopes that you can get along well and that Uncle can care about you..."

"What do you know!"

Jing Xintan suddenly reached out angrily and knocked off the hand on his shoulder,

"It's so cruel to let my mother look at him but never get his love, so I won't pay attention to him, let alone let my mother see him again!"

"How do you know if Auntie would rather endure the cruel reality and want to see him! Have you forgotten the photo that she wants to take back when she dies? You are not her, how do you know what she wants?"

Lei Zhuo saw that he was getting excited, and his voice became louder. The people coming and going on the bridge all looked at them curiously.Jing Xintan was speechless by Lei Zhuo's yelling, she glanced at him resentfully, and ran sideways past him to leave, Lei Zhuo stood up straight and sighed, then turned to look at Jing Xintan and walked down the steps quickly , walked away quickly, I don't know why, this kind of Jing Xintan made him want to get closer, to walk into his heart, to protect his life.