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Lei Zhuo is no longer tired of talking about Jing Xin, since Tan Gonggong came, the barrier between the two has not diminished but increased.From that day on, Jing Xintan also wrapped himself up again, he seldom communicated with others, and lived his own life on his own, even when facing Lei Zhuo, he just regarded him as someone he knew.Lei Zhuo sat on his chair, looking at Jing Xintan's back lying on the desk from behind full of sorrow, he didn't know what Jing Xintan wanted to do, and he couldn't untie the knot in his heart, Lei Zhuo Zhuo found helplessly that there was nothing he could do except guarding him and being by his side to accompany him.

Everyone in the dormitory is busy graduating, so I feel the abnormality of Jing Xintan and Lei Zhuo, the two are no longer inseparable, and Lei Zhuo no longer greets each other so warmly, making people feel that these two people are familiar but unfamiliar , Song Xiaohai asked Lei Zhuo secretly if you two had a fight, Lei Zhuo just shook his head a little tiredly, Song Xiaohai saw that he didn't want to say anything, so he just patted him on the shoulder and left.

Time flies, and it is the graduation season again. The night before the graduation ceremony, the dormitory went crazy all night, the wine bottle fell on the floor, everyone in the dormitory and a few friends from other dormitories were making a fuss, and the dormitory supervisor came A few times, I just turned a blind eye and didn't say much.Crazy and crazy, Xie Wei was crying, howling, everyone in the dormitory was crying, except for Jing Xintan's indescribably calm face, there were tears on everyone's face.

Lei Zhuo and Song Xiaohai looked at each other affectionately and downed a bottle of beer in one breath, Song Xiaohai's eyes were red, he reached out to pat Lei Zhuo's shoulder,

"Dude, don't say anything, forever buddy."

Lei Zhuo smiled, reached out and patted him on the shoulder as well, threw away the wine bottle, got up and staggered to Jing Xintan, Jing Xintan was sitting on the desk chair, with his chin resting on the back of the chair, looking at the group of people Dazed, not knowing what to think.As Lei Zhuo approached him, Jing Xintan looked up at him as if aware of it.Lei Zhuo walked up to him, didn't say anything, just looked at him stupidly, Jing Xintan also looked back at him, before the two of them could say anything, Xie Wei held up the wine bottle and booed,

"Hey, those two, cheer us up, give us a kiss!"

Song Xiaohai looked over with Xie Wei's eyes, smiled, and followed suit, and everyone in the room, knowing or not, yelled "Kiss each other, kiss each other".If Lei Zhuo hadn't heard of it, he just looked at Jing Xintan, he would never kiss Jing Xintan in front of so many people because he was concerned about Jing Xintan's feelings.But when the tip of Jing Xintan's nose touched his own, Lei Zhuo could be said to have sobered up in an instant. He was shocked to see Jing Xintan's lips that had voluntarily stuck to him, and he didn't know where to put his hands.The group of people who were booing just now fell silent in an instant. Song Xiaohai never dared to think that Jing Xin would kiss Lei Zhuo in front of so many people.

In the silence, Jing Xintan slowly walked away from the frozen Lei Zhuo, he looked up at him, said nothing, walked to the beer box surrounded by the crowd, took a bottle of beer and a wine screwdriver, and others Everyone in the dormitory started booing when they saw this, but the few people in their dormitory watched Jing Xintan's every move dumbfounded even if they had drunk too much. They were surprised and didn't know how to describe it.Jing Xintan pried open the beer and drank a bottle in one gulp. Lei Zhuo frowned tightly looking at his figure.

The result of a night of madness was that early the next morning, everyone in the dormitory was struggling to get up from the bed with their heads in their hands.This morning was the time to take graduation photos. Song Xiaohai dragged Xie Wei, who was sleeping like a dead pig, and walked to the public restroom.Lei Zhuo sat up and patted his head, then slowly got out of bed, took out the toiletries and prepared to go out, habitually looked up at Jing Xintan's bed, but there was no one there, Lei Zhuo froze there frowning,

"Where did Jing Xintan go?"

He turned his head and asked Liu Chenghong who also just got up, Liu Chenghong shook his head against the chicken coop.Lei Zhuo opened the door and went to the bathroom. Song Xiaohai and Xie Wei were brushing their teeth. Lei Zhuo grabbed them by their collars and pulled them back. Xie Wei almost stabbed his throat with the toothbrush.

"What the fuck, you almost poked a hole for me."

Xie Wei turned his head and glared at him, then Lei Zhuo asked anxiously if they had seen Jing Xintan, Xie Wei shook his head impatiently, Song Xiaohai also said no.After rinsing his mouth, Song Xiaohai threw the toothbrush into the cup and turned to ask him:

"What's wrong? He's not in the bedroom."

Lei Zhuo felt more and more strange in his heart, he frowned and shook his head.

"What's the matter, he's a living person, maybe he's going out for a walk, or some teacher is looking for him."

Lei Zhuo didn't say much, just turned around and went back to the dormitory, took out his mobile phone to call Jing Xintan, but the phone rang for a long time but no one answered, Lei Zhuo's uneasy feeling became more and more magnified.Song Xiaohai also followed back to the dormitory,

"Is there no one to pick up? What's the matter? Could it be that he has a headache and went out for a walk?"

Lei Zhuo didn't speak, but his expression made Song Xiaohai a little nervous,

"No, what happened to you two?"

Lei Zhuo's eyes were bloodshot, he looked up at Song Xiaohai, his voice was hoarse,

"Xiao Hai, I don't know why I feel a little nervous. Jing Xintan did encounter some things recently, so I'm worried that he might do something stupid. Please ask me for a leave of absence. I'm going to find him."

"No, where are you going to find it, hey!"

Lei Zhuo put down his words and ran out without looking back. All morning, the campus was full of students taking graduation photos in twos and threes, and only Lei Zhuo was looking around like a headless chicken.Song Xiaohai ran to stop Lei Zhuo who was about to run up the laboratory building, took a few breaths and said:

"I asked the teacher, Jing Xintan didn't ask for leave today, and Xie Wei didn't say that their department had any special activities. But Lei Zhuo, I heard from my friends that Jing Xintan had resigned from the coffee shop a long time ago."

"Friend? Who did you listen to?"

"Uh...it's the boy who came with Jing Xintan before, the cute one..."

Song Xiaohai scratched his head, Lei Zhuo frowned and saw that he was not in the mood to think too much, he was now more and more sure of what Jing Xintan was going to do, the faint uneasiness that had always existed in his heart finally came true.

"Xiaohai, don't worry about me, I'll go find him, you go do what you want to do."

Said Lei Zhuo patted Song Xiaohai on the shoulder, and ran to the parking lot where Harley parked.Standing by the car, Lei Zhuo called Jing Xintan again, the phone beeped for a long time, but still no one answered, just when Lei Zhuo was about to hang up the phone, the beep disappeared, Lei Zhuo was uncertain He raised the phone and said "Hello? Hello?" a few times, although the phone was connected, there was still no one talking.

"Heart talk? Is it you?"

"Heart talk, where are you?!"

Still no one answered the phone, Lei Zhuo was in a state of anxiety,

"Jing Xintan! Where the hell are you!"

After Lei Zhuo finished yelling, the phone was quiet for a while, and Jing Xintan's light voice came over.

"Lei Zhuo..."

Lei Zhuo didn't dare to speak out, he just held the phone tightly and listened to every word Jing Xin talked about.

"I love you too."

Lei Zhuo was dumbfounded holding the phone, it was an unexpected confession, but it made him shiver all over,

"What are you talking about? Jing Xintan, what are you talking about? Where are you! Where the hell are you!"

Lei Zhuo yelled uncontrollably, all the students on campus looked at him suspiciously, after Jing Xintan finished saying "I love you too", she stopped talking, Lei Zhuo was so flustered that he even trembled a little,

"Heart-to-heart, what's the matter, can we face it together? Where are you? I love you, and I will depend on you for the rest of my life. Please tell me what you are going to do, okay? I beg you, don't scare me. "

Lei Zhuo's words were already somewhat incoherent, and there was a slight tremor in his tone, even Jing Xin could hear it clearly.After all, he couldn't resist answering Lei Zhuo's call, he really wanted to hear his voice, really wanted to hear his voice again.As for the confession, Jing Xintan didn't think about saying it, but he didn't hold back. The countless times of clamoring in his heart made him unable to deny that kind of different feeling, the love that had taken root in his heart.

With a bitter expression on her face, Jing Xintan hung up the phone that was still ringing with Lei Zhuo's begging.Lei Zhuo glanced at the phone, dialed it back immediately, and was told that the phone was turned off after a single ring, feeling a sense of despair.Lei Zhuo got into the car, took two deep breaths, and forced himself to calm down. Jing Xin said that he had something to do, and that thing must have something to do with his father.Thinking of this, Lei Zhuo took out his cell phone, searched for the number he had secretly saved from his business card and called, and after a few moments, the cell phone was answered.

"Hey, are you talking about uncle?"

"you are?"

"Uncle Tan, I'm Lei Zhuo, has Jing Xintan contacted you?"

Tan Gongyun looked at the unfamiliar number on his phone, was puzzled for a moment, and then said:

"Lei Zhuo, talk about contacting me, saying that he asked me to have a chat with...my lover, what's wrong?"

"Where is he dating you? Uncle Tan, Tan Tan is very restless now, you must hold him steady and don't let him do stupid things."

After Tan Gongrong heard this, he couldn't help but feel a little nervous.

"What do you mean by that? Talk about wanting to have a good chat with us, what are you doing stupid?"

"I can't explain it to you now. In short, I feel that things are not that simple. Talk about where you have an appointment, Uncle. I will go there right now."

Tan Gongrong hesitated for a moment, and told Lei Zhuo to make an appointment in the small park beside the Tongyu River. Lei Zhuo hung up the phone, put on his helmet, rode out at a speed like flying.