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Lei Zhuo sat at the desk and was busy chatting with the people in the office about work, Jing Xintan got up and took the toiletries from under the desk and opened the door to the public bathroom.Not long after he walked out, the phone buzzed on the desk, Lei Zhuo glanced at it, and wanted to ignore it, but he didn't know who was in a hurry to talk to Jing Xin, the buzzing stopped and rang again, always It didn't end, Lei Zhuo frowned, got up and went to take Jing Xintan's cell phone and looked at it, it showed a call from his aunt, Lei Zhuo hesitated for a moment, afraid that there was something urgent, so he picked it up.

"Hello? Let's talk. I received a lot of money today. The bank said you called me. What's going on? Where did you get the money?"

Jing Xiang on the phone was very anxious, she didn't hear Jing Xintan's voice when she picked it up, so she asked her all over her face.She received a text message on her mobile phone this morning, saying that nearly 10 yuan had been credited to her account. Jing Xiang thought it was a fraudulent text message, so she hurried to the bank to check, but it turned out that it was from Jing Xin Tanhui.

Lei Zhuo frowned,

"Auntie, it's me, Lei Zhuo. I'm talking about him going out without a cell phone."

"...Uh, oh, Lei Zhuo."

Jing Xiang obviously stunned for a while, and then said after a while of silence:

"I have something to ask him. When he comes back, you can ask him to call me back."

Lei Zhuo agreed, and Jing Xiang hung up the phone.Lei Zhuo was puzzled and leaned against Jing Xintan's bedstead with his arms crossed. After a while, Jing Xintan and Song Xiaohai came back with a basin. As soon as Song Xiaohai entered the door, he saw Lei Zhuo standing under Jing Xintan's bed with a serious look on his face. Unhappy, she thought it was because she saw herself and Jing Xintan came back together and got jealous, so she hurried back to her bed with the basin in her arms, so as not to cause trouble for no reason.

Jing Xintan walked over and looked at Lei Zhuo with a strange expression, just as he was about to ask, Lei Zhuo reached out and handed over his mobile phone.

"Your aunt called just now, and the phone kept ringing. I answered it because I was afraid of something urgent. She didn't say anything, and just asked you to call her back."

Jing Xintan frowned upon hearing this, took the phone, looked up at Lei Zhuo, turned around and opened the door without saying anything.Lei Zhuo stood there watching the closed door after Jing Xintan went out, a feeling of worry welled up in his heart, he always felt that Jing Xintan wanted to do something, even though he didn't know what he would do.

With this kind of worry, Lei Zhuo paid more attention to Jing Xintan's every move, his daily life seemed to be impermanent, but it made his sense of worry deepen for no reason, until Tan Gongyi stood in front of the two of them again.

Early in the morning, Lei Zhuo and Jing Xintan walked out of the dormitory building side by side, and walked to the campus. Lei Zhuo said something, which made Jing Xintan couldn't help laughing, and walked to the tree-lined road talking and laughing. Tan Gongrong was leaning against a Ferrari, with his hands crossed over his chest, looking at them with an unfriendly expression.When Lei Zhuo saw him, he was stunned for a moment, then turned his head to see Jing Xintan's face that was still smiling just now, there was a haze in an instant, Lei Zhuo frowned, and stretched out his hand to hold Jing Xintan's hands hanging on both sides.

Tan Gongrong stood there without moving, just staring at the two of them face to face for a while, just when Lei Zhuo wanted to take the initiative to go over to say hello, Tan Gongyi left the car body leaning on and walked slowly in front of the two of them.

"Uncle Tan, long time no see."

Tan Gongrong looked at Lei Zhuo, although his complexion was not much better, he nodded his head as a sign.When he looked at Jing Xintan again, the anger on his face was clearly visible.He restrained himself and said to Jing Xintan:

"Come with me, I have something to tell you."

"I have nothing to tell you, but I should have said, if you don't want to die early, don't appear in front of me..."

Jing Xintan looked at Tan Gongyun coldly, that kind of look was when she hated Lei Zhuo the most, and Lei Zhuo had never seen it before.Tan Gongyun stared at him for a while, then suddenly raised his hand with a "slap", and slapped Jing Xintan hard.The slap caught off guard caused Jing Xintan to stagger two steps backwards. After Lei Zhuo reacted, he immediately supported Jing Xintan and looked at him worriedly.

"How about it, are you okay?"

Before Jing Xintan could raise his head, Lei Zhuo grabbed him behind him, and looked at Tan Gongrong with some resentment on his face,

"Uncle Tan, what are you doing? Why are you beating him if you can't say anything?"

Tan Gongrong glanced at Jing Xintan, then turned his head to look at Lei Zhuo in front of him, the anger on his face was still undiminished.

"Lei Zhuo, get out of the way, this is between me and my son."

Lei Zhuo frowned deeply, but did not move a single step,

"Uncle Tan, I'm sorry, you are not calm at all now, I can't let you be alone with Xin Tan."

Tan Gongrong looked at Lei Zhuo with some impatience, and Lei Zhuo looked at him without showing any sign of weakness. There was a sense of war in their eyes, and they just stared at each other until Jing Xintan pushed Lei Zhuo away. , standing in front of Tan Gongrong, his left face was red and swollen, and there was some mockery in his eyes,

"Oh, what? It's just that the person you love loses a job, so you can't sit still."

Tan Gongrong looked viciously at the son in front of him, whom he hated and had no choice but to say, but Jing Xintan roared,

"Don't you fucking forget, you let the person I love lose your life! If you die with that man, it won't be worth my mother's life!"

Tan Gongyun looked at his son with his eyes reddened, and suddenly felt pity and regret in his heart, regretting that he had hit him in a moment of excitement.Tan Gongrong closed his eyes slowly, then opened them again, and said as calmly as possible:

"Talk, I know you hate me in your heart, and I know I owe you. But this is our father and son's business, and it has nothing to do with others. Even if you want to kill me, I have no complaints. But you shouldn't hurt your Uncle Jiang , you have no idea how much he values ​​that job..."

"That's better!"

Jing Xintan interrupted Tan Gongrong's words with a loud voice, and said viciously:

"I just want to destroy the things he values, and I want you to experience the feeling of losing these things. Why can you sit back and relax, why can you be happy, I just don't want you to have a good time, this is the beginning, we are walking Look."

Tan Gonggong frowned and looked at this hideous man in front of him. Is this still his cherished son?Is this still the kid who softly called him daddy when he was young?Tan Gonggong felt chills down his back, no matter how many scary people threatened him with death, he would not take it seriously, but the child in front of him made him feel chills from the bottom of his heart, why did he become like this.Tan Gongyun swallowed his saliva, turned around and walked back to the car quickly, and left here, leaving only Jing Xintan who hadn't calmed down, and Lei Zhuo who was completely confused beside him.

"what have you done?"

Lei Zhuo stared at him blankly, and asked in disbelief.Jing Xintan seemed to have just been called back to his mind, he trembled, and turned his head to look at the sad-faced person.He closed his eyes and wanted to pass Lei Zhuo sideways, but Lei Zhuo grabbed his arm,

"Tell me, what did you do?"

Lei Zhuo's voice was calm and undeniable, Jing Xintan swallowed, took a deep breath,

"Nothing to do with you."

Lei Zhuo became a little angry, he pulled Jing Xintan to his face with all his might,

"What the hell did you do? Why did you do it!"

Jing Xintan was also very upset in his heart, he shook off Lei Zhuo and tugged on his arm, and looked at him jokingly,

"I do whatever I want, what does it have to do with you? Why do I have to tell you?"

Lei Zhuo stared angrily at Jing Xintan for a long time,

"Yes, what does it have to do with me? It's all because of my mother's self-indulgence."

After all, he nodded as if resigned to his fate, turned and left.Jing Xintan looked at Lei Zhuo's back as he walked farther and farther away, and felt that his breathing was no longer smooth. Every step Lei Zhuo took was like stepping on his own heart, leaving a deep imprint.

In the evening, everyone returned to the dormitory.Until the lights were turned off, Xie Wei's snoring resounded throughout the bedroom, but Lei Zhuo didn't come back.Jing Xintan lay facing the wall, only feeling that her mind was in a mess, and she didn't know what she was going to do or what she was thinking all day long.It didn't know how long it was late at night before the door of the dormitory was pushed open, Jing Xintan immediately woke up, and he carefully listened to the person's actions.Lei Zhuo reeked of alcohol, and his steps faltered a little. He took off his coat and threw it aside, and climbed up the bed ladder.Jing Xintan swayed with the bed a few times before being squeezed to the side of the bed, and then pulled into her arms by the waist.Lei Zhuo lay on his side hugging Jing Xintan, smelling of alcohol, and buried his face on the back of Jing Xintan's head,

"Heart talk..."

The faltering words brought some helplessness and begging.Jing Xintan didn't move at all, and let him hold her, the sense of guilt in his heart magnified infinitely, he quietly put a hand on the hand on his waist, and closed his eyes with a painful expression.

When Lei Zhuo woke up in the morning, he felt as if his head had been hit by someone, and it was in great pain.Shaking his head and sitting up, he found himself on Jing Xintan's bed, and Jing Xintan no longer knew where he had gone.

"Hey, what did you do while we were asleep last night. Tsk tsk, we're going to say goodbye in a few days. You should also worry about how we bachelors feel."

Song Xiaohai was hanging upside down on the bed doing sit-ups, seeing Lei Zhuo woke up and sitting on Jing Xintan's bed, he couldn't help teasing him, Lei Zhuo glanced at him, curled his lips, climbed out of bed and returned to himself Under the bed, as if remembering something again,

"What about Jing Xin?"

Lei Zhuo asked Song Xiaohai, Song Xiaohai didn't stop exercising, and while getting up wheezingly, he said intermittently:

"It's strange, you don't know where he went any better than we do."

Lei Zhuo didn't say anything else, picked up the water glass and drank up the water in it, turned around, opened the door and went out.

Walking on campus, the morning sun was just right, Lei Zhuo glanced at his phone, Jing Xintan should have an optional class in the morning.Lei Zhuo took three steps at a time and trotted towards the teaching building.

Jing Xintan walked out of the classroom with the textbook in her arms, and saw Lei Zhuo standing at the door looking at him, he hesitated and walked over, Lei Zhuo also walked two steps forward in front of him.

"Shall we chat?"

Lei Zhuo asked cautiously, Jing Xintan looked at him calmly and nodded.

The two walked side by side in the small garden of the school. This season, all the flowers are blooming on the branches, which is very colorful.After being relatively silent for a while, it was still Lei Zhuo who spoke first,

"Heart talk... I'm sorry, I had a bad attitude yesterday. I knew you were in a bad mood, but I still yelled at you."

Jing Xintan didn't speak, still walked with her head down, Lei Zhuo hesitated for a moment, and said:

"I don't know what you did, but... I probably know that you did something that hurt others. Talking about it, what do you want to do? Do you know that I feel uneasy when I look at you every day. "

Lei Zhuo took a step towards Jing Xintan, looked at him seriously,

"As I said, no matter what happens, I'm willing to be with you. Let's talk about the past, let it go, and let's build our own beautiful future together, isn't it good? Why let yourself be immersed in that kind of hatred Can't extricate yourself? Even if you kill Uncle Tan, will you be happy? Can you really relieve your hatred? Xin Tan, do you know how terrible you looked yesterday, I don't want you to sink deeper and deeper, Look back, I'm always behind you."

Lei Zhuo's words moved Jing Xin's face, he raised his eyes to look at Lei Zhuo, and it took him a while to react.

"Lei Zhuo, I am really grateful for everything you have done for me. However, I have something I want to do. No matter what the consequences are, no matter what the future will be, I will not and cannot be shaken."

Lei Zhuo's expression became a bit bitter, he stretched out his hands to hold Jing Xintan's face, stared at him blankly,

"Heart talk, if what you want to do will lose me and keep me away from you, do you want to do it your own way?"

Jing Xintan's heart was pounding, he felt pain, his chest was aching, he didn't dare to look into Lei Zhuo's eyes, he stretched out his hand to knock off the hand holding him,

"sorry."

Turning around, under Lei Zhuo's bitter gaze, he walked further and further away.