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The teacher led Jing Xintan out and saw his mother standing there waiting for him from a distance. Jing Xintan, who was originally a little depressed, suddenly burst into a smile. He ran towards his mother with short legs, threw himself into her arms and smiled. Have a great time.Tan Gongyun stood behind Jing Jing and looked at him, and also laughed.The teacher walked over with a smile,

"Hello, teacher, the child has caused you trouble."

The young female teacher smiled, looked at Jing Jing and then at the tall and handsome man behind her,

"Talk about mom, who is this?"

Jing Jing looked back at Tan Gongrong, not knowing how to introduce her, but Tan Gongyi generously went over to shake hands with the teacher,

"Hi teacher, I'm Tan Tan's father. I used to work in other places for a long time, so I didn't often come to pick up my children."

The little teacher blushed and smiled. She was puzzled for a moment, but she still smiled and said:

"That's it, no wonder. Today I asked the children to talk about their family members in class, and they talked about their mother and aunt. I asked him about his father, and he asked me what my father is. After listening to other children talking about their father Mom, he's been depressed all day long. I wanted to ask Mom about it today. If...if there is any special situation, I mean...we will pay attention to it when we know it in advance. I understood. Children still need to communicate more with their parents, and parental education is also very important..."

The little teacher babbled and gave a lot of advice, Jing Jing and Tan Gongyi stood there humbly nodding like two older children being taught.From the time the teacher talked about his father, Jing Xintan would secretly glance at Tan Gongyi from time to time. When Tan Gonggong noticed his gaze, he would look at him tenderly. Once they looked at him, Jing Xintan would immediately lower his head and not look at him. .

Tan Gongyun drove the mother and son to the children's playground in the shopping mall, hoping to take this opportunity to get closer to the relationship between father and son.Although Jing Xintan would peek at him from time to time, she didn't say a word to him, and Tan Gonggong took the initiative to talk to him in the car, but he ignored him.He was completely different from the child who ran into his arms that day.

Stepping into the playground, Jing Xintan was a little dazed.Due to family conditions, Jing Jing has never brought him to such a big shopping mall, at most it is a market or a supermarket.Jing Xintan said that the most fun amusement rides she has ever played are the cartoon mounts at the entrance of the supermarket that can be sung and swayed twice. Her mother will take her to ride only if she behaves well. Most of the time It's all my aunt who secretly hugs herself.With such a large playground, colorful amusement facilities inside, and so many children, it can be said that it is a world beyond Jing Xin's cognition.Tan Gongrong saw that he was not moving, so he took off his shoes and went in, leading him in. Jing Xintan didn't want him to lead her, but wanted to go in and play, so he turned his head and looked at his mother standing outside , Jing Jing smiled and nodded, and he timidly let Tan Gonggong lead him in.

Jing Jing looked at the father and son inside, Tan Gongrong picked up Jing Xintan and put him on the slide, Jing Xintan slid down and fell into a pile of colored balls, smiling happily, Tan Gongrong was also happy from the heart, this The scene made her feel sore.How she wished that they could be a family of three, happy like other families, but she knew that was impossible, Jing Xintan could have his father's love and mother's love, but could not enjoy the coexistence of these two kinds of love a feeling of.

After playing for nearly an hour, Tan Gongyi came out leading the smiling little guy, Jing Jing went over to pick up his son, Jing Xin was sweating all over, hugging her mother's neck happily.Tan Gongyun took his mother and son to the KFC downstairs for dinner again, and ordered Jing Xintan's children's set meal, and also got a small truck for children's toys, Jing Xintan liked it very much.

Tan Gongrong brought over the fast food, but Jing Xintan didn't do it for a long time. He pointed to the French fries and asked Jing Jing,

"Mom, what is this? It smells so good."

Jing Jing touched his son's small face, took a French fries and put it in his mouth,

"This is called French fries. It's for eating. Try it."

Looking at the mother and son, Tan Gongyun felt a little uncomfortable. Looking around, the children who were around the same age as Jing Xintan knew that they had gnawed on a hamburger, but his son had never even seen french fries.He thought about it, and was afraid of hurting Jing Jing, so he hesitated and said to Jing Jing:

"Xiao Jing, I will have a rest on weekends from now on, so let Tan Tan follow me. You can rest and rest, and I also want to take him around to learn more. What do you think?"

It was difficult for Jing Jing to refuse a fair conversation, and with such a gentle and deliberative tone, Jing Jing nodded.Tan Gongrong happily took out the hamburger from the paper box, wrapped it in a tissue and held it in front of Jing Xintan,

"Talk about opening your mouth and biting, this is a burger."

Jing Xintan had a mouthful of hamburger and french fries, enjoying the meal with a happy smile all over her face.

Since then, as long as the company is not busy on weekends and does not need to work overtime, Tangong will definitely drive to Jingjing to pick up the child on Friday night, take him to enjoy two days of father-son time, and send him back on Sunday afternoon.Except for the first time Jing Xintan came to the house, Jiang Kang greeted him and hugged him, since then, as long as Tangong picks him up on weekends, he will definitely not show up at home.Tan Gongyi had talked with him many times about this and he didn't need to avoid it, but Jiang Kang insisted that the child was still young, so don't let him know this too early, and Tan Gongyi had no choice but to listen to him.It's just that every Sunday night when Jiang Kang came back, Tan Gong would feel guilty and forced him to grind on the bed until late, so since then, every Monday class, Jiang Kang has always had a hard time.

After persisting like this for nearly half a year, Jing Xintan, who is almost four years old, can understand everything, but only the word "father" has never been heard from him.At first Tan Gongrong would tease him and coax him to call him himself, but gradually he discovered that Jing Xintan didn't know how to call him Dad, but that he hated the word.Tan Gongyun remembered what those children said, and felt very uncomfortable. Jiang Kang comforted him, saying that although the children are young, they are like a mirror in their hearts. Living in the environment of Tongzilou, there are inevitably many people around the neighborhood Gossip, although Jing Xintan was young and couldn't understand everything, after a long time, he also knew that "father" might not be a good word, so he was so repulsive. When he gets older and understands the truth, he will naturally call someone, and talk about fairness After listening, he no longer forced him to call himself.It's just that Jing Xintan never calls her uncle, and calls "um" and "ah" when she needs her, which makes Tan Gonggong sometimes dumbfounded.

It was a holiday on Friday, the company released people early, Tan Gonggong cleaned up, called Jing Jing, and decided to go to the kindergarten to pick up the children today.The little teacher led Jing Xintan out and was surprised when he saw him, saying that it had been a long time since he came to pick him up. Tan Gonggong smiled embarrassedly and asked the teacher how the child was doing. The little teacher smiled and said:

"In the past, when other children talked about their father, Tan Tan always sat there and said nothing. But recently, he was arguing with those children about whose father is good, and said where his father took him. , so proud."

Tan Gongyun was very relieved when he heard this, picked up his son and kissed him hard, thanked the teacher and took Jing Xintan away.Tan Gongyi even specially pressed a child seat on the back seat. The car was driving, and Jing Xintan looked out of the car curiously. Tan Gongyi glanced at him from the rearview mirror and smiled.

"Talk about it, Dad will take you to the gym today to see Dad exercise, okay?"

Jing Xintan didn't know what a gym was at all, so she just nodded approvingly,

"Tell me, the teacher said that you would talk about Dad with other children in the kindergarten, is that true?"

Jing Xintan looked out the window and didn't reply, and nodded quietly after a long time, not knowing if Tan Gongyi saw it or not.

"Dad also wants to hear you call me. Whenever you are happy, call me Dad, okay?"

Tan Gongyi looked at his son through the rearview mirror, while Jing Xintan just looked out the window, still saying nothing, Tan Gongyi sighed helplessly, and continued to drive intently.

The day of Jing Xintan's fifth birthday was not a weekend, but Tan Gongyi specially asked for leave, bought a big cake and a set of robot toys, and came to Jing Jing's rented small building.The last time I talked about fairness, I just looked at the outside environment. This time I actually entered the house. Except for the cleanliness of the house, there is nothing worth commenting on.It’s just a small room, with two steel wire beds and a double bed made up of a wooden plank on one side of the wall, a small round table on the other side, three small mats, a small zippered wardrobe on the side of the bed, and nothing else .His arrival made Jing Jing very surprised and disturbed, and her self-esteem made her not want Tan Gonggong to see her current life.Tan Gonggong knew this very well, so he did not look at the house in any way, nor did he make any comments. He just happily celebrated his son's birthday with them and ate cake together.Although Jingxiang had met Tan Tangong once, it was the first time she knew that he was Tan Tan's father. Although she was shocked, considering her sister's mood, she didn't say much, and acted as warmly and thoughtfully as possible.

It was the first time Jing Xintan saw such a big cake with her name written on it. In previous years, her mother would buy a small cream cake.Jing Jing put in a candle and asked him to close his eyes and make a wish. Jing Xin thought for a while with a smile, opened his eyes and blew out the candle. Tan Gonggong scratched his little nose and asked:

"What wish did you make, tell Dad, and Dad will see if it can come true."

Jing Xintan smiled shyly,

"My wish is... I hope that my parents and my aunt can talk about it and be together forever."

Jing Xintan finished her little wish coyly, but the expressions of the three adults changed, and the atmosphere became a little awkward.Tan Gongyun suddenly thought of something, he looked at his son's small face,

"Say it again, who do you say is with mom and aunt?"

Jing Xintan suddenly became shy, reluctant to say anything.Jing Jing pinched his little face and said:

"Talk to be good, call Dad. If you are disobedient, the cake will not be eaten for you."

Talking and pulling the cake back, Jing Xintan glanced anxiously at the cake, then at her mother, then turned to Tan Gongrong and shyly called out:

"dad..."

A lot of emotional bubbles popped up in Tan Gongrong's heart, his nose suddenly became sore, he took a breath, and scratched his son's little nose again,

"Okay, so you can call me a cake. If I had known that I bought the cake earlier, I wouldn't have waited so long."

Tan Gongyun reached out to grab his son from Jing Jing's arms, looked at him and said seriously:

"Good boy, call again."

Jing Xintan was a little shy, but she still called her father clearly.Tan Gongyun kissed his son fiercely on the face. Jing Jing looked at this scene with mixed feelings in her heart. Jing Xiang looked at the father and two, and then at her sister's lonely expression. She said nothing and lowered her head. , eating the cake in his hand.