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Jing Xintan grew up slowly and went to elementary school. Jing Jing often looked at her son's face in a daze. The little guy looked a lot like Tan Gongyi. Although he hadn't grown up yet, he had a handsome appearance.Jing Xintan seems to be used to her mother always looking at her crying inexplicably. Whenever Jing Jing finds that she has lost her composure, she quickly wipes her face with her sleeve and turns to do other things.

Jing Jing opened a small shop by herself to buy some snacks, and the business was pretty good.Jing Xiang was admitted to a good university. She hid the admission letter and didn't want her sister to see it. She planned to help her sister open a shop and stop going to school, but Jing Jing accidentally found the notice that was about to expire. She cried Shouting and beating Jing Xiang in front of Jing Xintan, the next day, Jing Xiang carried a lot of dry food and several thousand dollars from her sister, and set foot on Daxue Road in his hometown with tears on her face.

When Jing Xintan grows up, he becomes sensible. People say that children from poor families start their own families early. Although he goes to his father every week to enjoy a rich life, once he returns home, he keeps quiet about talking about fairness. If he can help his mother, he will get up early to help Jing Jing prepare for the opening of the store.Jing Jing knew that she owed her son too much, but there was nothing she could do about it. Tan Gonggong offered her some money many times to live better, but Jing Jing shook her head and refused. Her love for Tan Gonggong is pure and pure, and she must not let Things like money are defiled.

Jing Xin talked about literacy and counting, and her grades were among the best in her class.Cute, kind and cheerful, he is very popular and has met many friends. Gradually, he seems to understand that his parents are probably divorced.Some of his classmates live with his father sometimes and sometimes with his mother like him. When he first learned about it, he was very sad, but he never asked his mother, because he could see it several times when he went to the toilet before dawn. When my mother prepared the ingredients in the store, she secretly wiped her tears.Jing Jing is the most important person in his life. He loves his mother dearly, so he has always been careful not to do anything to hurt her.After a long time, he has long been used to living on both sides for many years, so many things are buried in his little heart and he doesn't mention them.

"Talk about it. The final exam is coming soon. How are you preparing? Do you want Dad to find you a teacher?"

On Friday afternoon, Tan Gonggong drove to school to pick up his son early, Jing Xintan opened the car door and got in.

"No need, I got 98 points in the math test last week, No.1."

Tan Gongrong patted his son's head in satisfaction,

"Good son, if you don't need it, then we don't need it. Work and rest are combined. Dad will take you to ski this week, okay?"

Jing Xin chatted and nodded with a smile.

Early the next morning, Tan Gongyi packed up some necessities and drove his son to the Jinsha Lake Ski Resort. On the way, he stopped outside the gate of a middle school teachers' dormitory. Jiang Kang was carrying a travel bag and stood in the background Say hello outside the window on the side of the heart talk,

"Hello talk, do you still remember me?"

Jing Xintan looked at the gentle uncle in front of her, but didn't know who it was.For so many years, Jiang Kang really insisted on not going back to disturb them on weekends, so apart from the first meeting many years ago, Jing Xintan had never met him.Tan Gongyun smiled and patted his son's head,

"Talk about being called Uncle Jiang, this is a very important... er... friend of Dad."

Tan Gongyun looked up at Jiang Kang outside the window, Jiang Kang smiled and said it was okay.Jing Xintan turned to look at Jiang Kang again, smiled and called Uncle Jiang, Jiang Kang smiled and took out a small box from his pocket, gave it to Jing Xintan, opened the rear door and sat down go in.

Jiang Kang originally refused to go skiing with them, but Tan Gonggong knew that he liked skiing very much, and he really wanted to have a time when the two of them brought their children.

"It doesn't matter, he has grown up, and you have given a lot over the years. Xiaokang, I don't want to make you so tired because of talking. Besides, he will know more in the future, and he will naturally understand this. You should contact him earlier and let him I have feelings for you, and when I tell him later, he won't be so hard to accept, isn't it."

Jiang Kang hesitated, he felt that what Tan Gongyi said was not unreasonable, besides, the child is a matter of a lifetime, and he could not avoid talking about it for a lifetime, he knew that Tan Gongyi wanted to narrow the distance between himself and the child.Seeing that he was shaken, Tan Gongrong hugged him to the bed to vent his anger. Jiang Kang lay on the bed panting, Tan Gongrong leaned on him and rubbed his ear and said:

"Just this time, shall we go with our son?"

There was still water in Jiang Kang's eyes, seeing the hazy ceiling, he stretched out his arms to hug the person on his body, and nodded with a smile.

Under her father's urging, Jing Xintan opened the small box, which contained an expensive children's watch.Tan Gongyun asked Jiang Kang to put it on for him, Jing Xintan turned around and stretched his hand to the back seat, Jiang Kang gently put the watch on for him, touched Jing Xintan's head, Jing Xintan smiled,

"Thank you, Uncle Jiang."

The car drove into the hotel in the scenic spot, and when he opened the door, Jiang Kang was stunned. In the luxurious bedroom, there was only a huge bed in the middle. He frowned and looked at Tan Gongyi, who saw his son ran in and ran around with a smile After checking, he secretly kissed Jiang Kang on the face, said with a smirk:

"I'm afraid my son will fall off at night, and we'll hold him in the middle of his sleep."

Jiang Kang was helpless but sweet in heart.The two packed their luggage and took Jing Xintan to the ski resort.

It was the first time for Jing Xintan to come to this kind of place, the mountain was covered with whiteness everywhere, surrounded by laughter and joy, her whole mood improved.Jiang Kang led him to the tire field, wanting him to have fun on the tire slide first. Jing Xintan saw that most of the field was full of parents playing with children, and he silently thought that if his mother could come to play Just play.

Jiang Kang took him to slide down from the high place one after another, and then led him to the high place. He had a great time playing. Tan Gongrong stood aside and looked at the two of them, feeling indescribably happy and gratified in his heart.

"Talk about it, how about Uncle Jiang?"

When Jiang Kang went to buy drinks, Tan Gongyun sat in the snow with his son in his arms to rest, and Jing Xintan nodded with a smile when he had a good time.

"After that, let's call Uncle Jiang to come and play, shall we?"

Jing Xintan looked at her father's face, still smiling and nodding,

"My dear son, when Uncle Jiang comes later, go and tell him that you want to play with him again in the future. Uncle Jiang will be very happy to hear that."

Tan Gongyun kissed his son, scratched his son's little nose and said.Jing Xintan nodded, but said:

"Then can I also invite my mother to play? My mother has never been here."

Tan Gongyun looked at his son with wide eyes, and looked at himself expectantly. For a moment, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he was speechless.

"Mom... Mom has to work. Well, let's talk about it, you are still young and don't understand. Mom's shop will have a lot of customers on weekends, so Mom can't leave, okay?"

Tan Gongyun thought of a more reasonable reason that could convince his son, and stammered to tell Jing Xintan, Jing Xintan heard the disappointment on his face, but didn't say anything else, he probably knew it was like this result.

During the two-day and one-night trip, Jing Xintan was happy on the surface, but she was always depressed in her heart.When he came back on Sunday night, Tan Gongyi and Jiang Kang drove directly to drop off their children. Jiang Kang didn't get out of the car. Tan Gongyi took Jing Xintan's schoolbag and many presents and led his son upstairs.After a while, Tan Gongyi came back, sat in the driver's seat and started the car, Jiang Kang looked up through the rearview mirror outside the window, saw Jing Jing secretly standing behind the curtain, looking at Tan Gongyi's car, he sighed tone,

"What's the matter, are you tired?"

Tan Gongyun rushed over to kiss him, and said with a smile, Jiang Kang frowned, and squinted at the rearview mirror, Jing Jing was still standing there, he felt that he should not be able to see himself in that position, so he breathed a sigh of relief ,

"Okay, you're tired too, let's go quickly."

Tan Gongrong smiled, turned the steering wheel and drove out.Jing Jing stood foolishly behind the curtain, watching the car drive away, she was looking forward to it every Sunday, because when Tan Gonggong came to see off the child, she would be able to take a look at him.Jing Xintan didn't know when she stood behind her and tugged at her clothes, Jing Jing hurriedly wiped her eyes, turned around,

"What's the matter, son, how did you play with Dad this week?"

Jing Xintan glanced at her mother's face, the tears were still reflecting.But he pretended not to see it, and dragged Jing Jing to look at the gift that he and his father bought her, to make her happy.

Since that ski trip, Jing Xintan saw Uncle Jiang once or twice a month. Tan Gongrong intentionally brought the two of them into contact. good person.

Every time he sees Jiang Kang, Jing Xintan always gets some small gifts, some of great value, and some of them are also ordinary.At first Jing Jing only thought that Tan Gongyi bought it for him, but later she asked Jing Xintan to find out that these were given to him by an Uncle Jiang. Jing Jing looked at the brand new pen in the box and felt a little uncomfortable.But she didn't say much to her son. On Friday night, Tan Gongyi got off work very late. He drove to Jing Jing's house to pick up the child. Jing Xintan was obediently doing homework.

Walking to the balcony in the corridor, the wind blows Jing Jing's bangs, she is still so delicate.

"Brother Yun, thank you for bringing so much happiness to Tan Tan these years."

Tan Gongyi glanced blankly,

"What are you talking about? He is my son. Isn't this what it should be?"

Jing Jing lowered her head, hesitated for a while, Tan Gong saw that she had something to say but didn't dare to say it, reached out and patted her on the shoulder,

"Xiao Jing, just say what you have to say, as long as it's for talking, there's nothing we can't say."

Jing Jing looked up at him, a little nervous, she pursed her lips and said:

"Brother Yun, I know that what you do is for the sake of talking. But, I have an unkind request. "

Tan Gonggong didn't speak, but listened carefully to Jing Jing's words,

"I heard that Uncle Jiang often played with him recently. That Uncle Jiang is the one you like..."

Tan Gongyun frowned, and instinctively told him what Jing Jing said next, I'm afraid he didn't want to hear it.

"I don't mean anything else, it's just that the child is still young, I...I don't want him to be exposed to some...things he shouldn't know..."

Sure enough, after listening to Tan Gongrong, his face became ugly,

"What do you mean by something you shouldn't know?"

Jing Jing's heart was pounding, but she still raised her head and looked directly at Tan Gongrong,

"I just want to talk about being able to have a normal life, and in the future... have a normal relationship."

It was really the first time for Tan Gongrong to see her looking at him so forcefully. Jing Jing has always been submissive when facing him. Tan Gongrong frowned so much that he almost squeezed together. He gritted his teeth and looked at Jing Jing. After a while, he nodded in displeasure,

"Okay, I get it. I shouldn't have let Tan Tan get into my dysfunctional life."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and went downstairs, and drove away.Jing Jing stood there trembling, she gritted her teeth to prevent herself from crying.

Jing Xintan didn't know what happened to his parents, but his father came that day, but he didn't pick him up. Not only that day, but since then, Jing Xintan hasn't seen him.And my mother doesn't like to smile anymore, even when she looks at herself, the smiling face is rare, and she spends more time sitting there in a daze.

Jing Xintan didn't ask his mother why his father didn't come, he just obediently did what he was supposed to do every day, studied hard when he was in school, and helped his mother clean up the shop when he got home.

The end of the year was approaching and the school was on holiday. Jing Xintan was woken up by the sound of firecrackers during his nap. He lay on the window and looked at the group of boys downstairs, laughing and playing with firecrackers. They never talked to Jing Xin. Sometimes, when Jing Xintan was alone, she would come over to laugh at him and bully him, but Jing Xintan never paid any attention to them.He put on his clothes and got out of bed, and wanted to go to the public toilet outside, but before he opened the door, he heard a woman sobbing at the door, he wrinkled, went back and moved a mat, put it behind the door and stepped on it , opened the door curtain that blocked the glass and looked out, Jing Jing was sitting outside the door wearing a thick cotton coat, with her head buried in her arms, weeping forbearance.

Jing Xintan was very distressed, this time he didn't hold back, took the Mazar, opened the door and went out, Jing Jing saw him hastily turned her head to wipe away the tears on her face, Jing Xintan walked over and hugged her head and stuck it to her Jing Jing gritted her teeth and couldn't help it a few times, holding her son's small body and crying bitterly.Jing Xintan hugged his mother, although he didn't know the reason, but he knew it must have something to do with Tan Gongyi, a trace of hatred appeared in Jing Xintan's heart, and a frown frowned on her small face.

School started after the year, and Tan Gonggong, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, was waiting at the school gate.Jing Xintan saw him standing there from a distance, and she didn't even want to take a step forward, but the gate was a must for going to school, so he walked over with his head down.Seeing his son, Tan Gongyun smiled and ran two steps to meet him, Jing Xintan looked up at him calmly, neither spoke nor called.Tan Gongrong touched his son's head, and handed him the two gift bags in his hand,

"Talk about it. Dad has gone on a long trip and hasn't seen you for a long time. He bought you something."

As he spoke, he took out a thick red envelope from his coat pocket,

"This is the New Year's money from Dad. Come on, Dad will put it in your schoolbag."

Just as Tan Gongrong was about to pull the zipper of Jing Xintan's schoolbag, Jing Xintan took a step back so that he wouldn't touch him. He gave Tan Gongrong a cold look, put the gift bag in his hand on the ground, and walked past him quickly. Running to the school, Tan Gongyun stared blankly at the back of his son running away, a burst of sourness and anger welled up in his heart.He picked up his things and sat back in the car, calmed down for a while, and drove to Jing Jing's shop.