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On the first day of the university term, the campus is always full of excitement, with various vehicles, suitcases, and new faces.Jing Xintan was not like other students who had their parents to help them. He carried a bag and a big woven bag, and searched for the dormitory on the campus. Compared with those students, this plain and simple suit looked like a It's very simple, but fortunately he has a handsome face, which has been noticed by many students invisibly.

Paying attention to the person Jing Xin talks about is nothing more than a casual glance.But some people are the kind that can cause commotion.Jing Xintan went around and couldn't find his dormitory building. He saw a boy standing on the side of the road looking around, he seemed to be waiting for someone, Jing Xintan walked over,

"Hello, I'm sorry, I want to ask which dormitory building No. [-] is before, do you know?"

Hearing Jing Xin's question, the boy smiled sweetly,

"Are you also in the front building of No. [-]? Me too, just turn right in front of the third building. Wait for me a moment, my friend will come right away, let's go there together."

Jing Xintan was not good at making friends, but this person's smile infected his good mood, so he smiled to express his good intentions.The boy wanted to say something more, but before he could open his mouth, he heard the sound of a motorcycle in the distance. The boy suddenly looked around excitedly, and then waved his hands.Jing Xintan met his gaze and looked back, and saw a Harley in the distance, meeting the eyes of the people on both sides of the road, driving towards them gracefully.

Harley stopped in front of the two, and the people in the car took off their helmets. Even Jing Xintan thought the boy in front of him was really handsome.The boy went over to the people in the car and smiled and said something, the people in the car reached out and patted his head lovingly, Jing Xintan frowned watching this scene.

"he is?"

the Harley boy asked.

"Oh, he also lives in the front building of No. [-]. He just asked for directions, so you go first, let's go."

The boy happily replied.The Harley boy smiled, looked at Jing Xintan again, put on his helmet and rode out.The boy looked at his back as he drove out, standing there brimming with happiness.When Jing Xintan approached, the boy realized,

"Oh, let's go."

Jing Xintan nodded, and walked with him on the boulevard with her luggage.

"My name is Zhong Shuo, a freshman in the Department of Mathematics. And you, you are also a freshman."

Zhong Shuo glanced at Jing Xintan's luggage, and Jing Xintan nodded.

"My name is Jing Xintan, and I'm also a freshman in the Department of Mathematics."

"You are also from the Department of Mathematics, so we are classmates!"

Zhong Shuo stared wide-eyed and jumped excitedly, Jing Xintan looked at him and smiled, the classmate in front of him was quite weird.

"Then which dormitory are you in? Maybe we are still in the same dormitory."

Jing Xintan reported her dormitory number, and Zhong Shuo laughed heartily.

"I am also from 5205! We are really roommates, what a coincidence!"

Zhong Shuo loves to talk and make trouble, the two of them turned the corner while talking, Zhong Shuo pointed to the dormitory building and said that was it, and saw the Harley boy standing on the side of the road leaning against his car, with one hand in his pocket, Holding the helmet in one hand, the girls who come and go will always glance at it.

"Lei Zhuo!"

Zhong Shuo ran over with a smile, Lei Zhuo saw him stand up straight, Zhong Shuo was chirping, Lei Zhuo passed him and looked at Jing Xintan behind him.Zhong Shuo ran back and pulled Jing Xintan's sleeve, Jing Xintan frowned, but didn't shake him off.Zhong Shuo dragged him to Lei Zhuo and said:

"His name is Lei Zhuo. He is a freshman in the law department. He shares a dormitory with us. He is Jing Xintan. I just told you that he is also in our dormitory."

Zhong Shuo cheerfully introduced both sides, Lei Zhuo looked at Jing Xintan, stretched out his hand,

"Hello, Lei Zhuo."

"Hello."

Jing Xintan shook hands with him, Lei Zhuo looked at Zhong Shuo again,

"Okay, to see you are happy, you go up first, and I will put the car in."

After finishing speaking, he pushed the seemingly heavy Harley to the back of the building. Lei Zhuo's black clothes fitted his upper body to set off his strong muscles. The inverted triangle back was the perfect figure that everyone longed for.Seeing him leaving, Zhong Shuo dragged Jing Xintan upstairs, Jing Xintan pulled back his sleeves calmly, and walked with him with a smile on his face.

In the dormitory, Jing Xintan was the last one to arrive except for Lei Zhuo who hadn't come up yet.There are six beds in the bedroom, and there are desks underneath.Jing Xintan went into the room to look around, only the bed next to the door was still vacant. He had just put down his things when three boys came in.Zhong Shuo took him to greet the three of them. They were all in his own dormitory, and all three of them were tall. Except for the fat one, the other two boys were over 1.8 meters tall, and they were in good shape.The fat one is called Xie Wei, who is from the Department of Mathematics just like Jing Xintan. The other two muscular boys are taller and handsomer named Song Xiaohai, and shorter and darker are named Liu Chenghong, both of whom are from the Department of Physical Education.

After a brief greeting, Jing Xintan began to pack her things, Zhong Shuo ran out and entered the room with Lei Zhuo not long after, Lei Zhuo carried a messenger bag, and also greeted several other people in the room, Zhong Shuo dragged him to the bed he had occupied for him, and the two talked and laughed intimately.

"Hey, Lei Zhuo, why did your law student get assigned to our room?"

Lei Zhuo turned his head to look at Xie Wei who asked himself, and then at Zhong Shuo, the two looked at each other, Zhong Shuo said with a smile:

"We have a good relationship. I talked to the teacher and assigned him."

"oh, I see."

Song Xiaohai was tidying up his own table. After hearing this, he looked back at the two of them, shook his head with a smile, and continued with his own business.

After half a month passed, everyone in the dormitory got to know each other better.Xie Wei is a little brother from the Northeast, he is righteous, and he speaks like a scumbag, and he abruptly leads Liu Chenghong, a southern guy, astray.Both Song Xiaohai and Liu Chenghong practice sports. Song Xiaohai feels very mature and can take care of others. He feels like a big brother.Zhong Shuo can talk and make trouble, and he is also young, so everyone treats him like a little brother.Lei Zhuo is very stable and mature, he usually plays with the people in the dormitory, besides being inseparable with Zhong Shuo all day long, he also mingles with the people in the dormitory.The only person who doesn't like to talk and be indifferent is Jing Xintan. With such a personality, Jing Xintan can't stand Zhong Shuo.Zhong Shuo is used to being noisy, he can go crazy when he catches anyone, but he still likes Jing Xin Tan very much, and feels that he is very destined.Jing Xintan would get agitated by him sometimes, but she never complained about anything, because most of the time, his used to calm heart would be moved by Zhong Shuo's innocent smile.

On Friday afternoon, Jing Xintan had no class and sat on the bed reading a book.The dormitory manager downstairs knocked on the door of their dormitory, Jing Xintan was closest to the door, and he was always in charge of getting up and getting out of bed to open the door.

"Oh, is there someone named Jing Xintan in your house?"

Jing Xintan looked at the dormitory manager and asked herself, and replied with some doubts,

"I am."

"Oh, there is someone from outside the school looking for you downstairs, you come down."

After finishing speaking, the hostess turned around and left.Jing Xintan was puzzled for a moment, told Xie Wei who was lying on the bed to go out by himself, then took his coat and went out.

Tan Gongrong stood under the big tree outside the dormitory building with his hands in his pockets. The autumn wind was bleak, and the orange leaves floated all over the ground.Jing Xintan saw the people downstairs through the window at the corner of the second floor. He stood still, and he was in his 40s when he thought about it. He was wearing a neat suit and well-groomed black hair, showing no sense of middle age at all. On the contrary, there is a mature and stylish temperament.Jing Xintan frowned, he was an adult, and he no longer had a childish temper. Although his aversion to Tan's fairness remained undiminished but increased, he would make himself appear more mature to deal with things.

Tan Gongrong looked at his son whom he hadn't seen for a long time. The last time he saw him was after high school, he secretly took a few glances while sitting in the car.Jing Xintan walked out of the dormitory building, with a height of nearly 1.8 meters, she didn't lose her student spirit.Jing Xintan walked up to Tan Gongrong, looked at him calmly and asked:

"What are you doing here?"

Tan Gongrong looked at him with a smile,

"I haven't seen you for a long time. Dad misses you a little."

Jing Xintan frowned and looked at him, with a bit of disgust on her face,

"Over the years, I think I have made it very clear. Since you are pretending not to understand, then I will tell you clearly that I don't want you to disturb my life with my mother. I don't need a father. Let's live our lives well. Yes, there is no need for any further contact."

Tan Gongrong held back the smile on his face, his expression became calmer,

"Talk about it, you are already an adult, Dad hopes you can understand some things, and don't face some things with resistance..."

"Understand what? Understand homosexuality? I'm sorry, I can't understand, I just feel disgusted. To be fair, I don't want a father like you. Didn't I plan to tell you when my mother gave birth? You said you were in a hurry to find What is a burden for?"

The more Jing Xin talked, the more angry he became, and the sarcastic words slipped out of his mouth. He smiled, but he also felt that it was boring, and was about to turn around and go back.Tan Gongrong frowned and looked at his back,

"Talk."

Tan Gongrong took two quick steps and walked up to him,

"Okay, Dad doesn't bother you anymore. I came here mainly to see your university and how your life is. Dad won't bother you in the future. But whether you accept it or not, you are my only son, Dad's The mobile phone number has not changed, if you have anything to do in the future, just call me."

After speaking, Tan Gongyi took a deep look at his son, turned and left.Jing Xin gritted her teeth relentlessly, but in his heart, it wasn't disgusting talk about fairness, it wasn't that he hated him, it was just that he couldn't accept the fact that his father was gay and that his father never loved his mother.Rather than wanting to see him, it would be better to avoid talking about justice, because every time I saw him, like now, it would make his heart ache, make him resentful, and make him want to cry.

Jing Xintan didn't go upstairs, but went to sit on the stone bench under the tree. He thought about it for a long time. For so many years, the matter of his parents haunted him, and it was the Pandora's box that he didn't want to touch.Jing Xintan took a deep breath, it was already dark, and the autumn wind calmed his mind, so he got up and went back to the dormitory