How to face the past calmly

In fact, Liszt deliberately misled Alphard, making him think that the kiss that Voldemort saw him and him was the oolong he recalled.

But the truth is not like this, because the timing is not right.

The oolong recalled by Alphard happened before Lawrence forgave him, around the beginning of October, but when Voldemort injured Liszt in early December, no one knew what happened to Liszt during the two months in between. What happened with Alphard, it is now known that there were at least two kisses between them.

Once the one Alphard recalled, and once Voldemort saw it.

In other words, the original owner, Alphard, probably had a real relationship with Liszt, and Liszt concealed this story very skillfully.

Combined with Liszt's continued disbelief that he really lost his memory this time, Alphard felt that it was necessary for him to have a private talk with Liszt alone.Of course, this was done quietly, without the knowledge of Voldemort and his sister Walburga.Some truths are really not suitable to be revealed, if Alphard and Liszt still want to live.

After Alphad finished his class the next day, for the first time, the content of his confinement had new changes other than learning. He discussed with five of his former friends what his brain circuit was like in the past.

Five people?Yes, the five of them, Abraxas came to join in the fun as soon as Abraxas got the news.

"Looking at my jokes makes you so happy, huh?" As far as Alphard can fully remember the first 12 years, Abraxas is similar to a bad friend, belonging to the column of inadvertent making friends.

Abraxas shrugged: "Oh, dear friend, do you know how much it hurts me to say that? I was under a lot of pressure to agree to my son's engagement to your niece. For a while, people looked at me like It's a fool, I just gritted my teeth and didn't let go, why? It's not because of you. "

"Cough." Voldemort said aloud, although Abraxas didn't say a word about him, but every word seemed to have something to do with him, and he personally didn't like lying down.

Nagini was not confused by foreign objects, and was happily rubbing around Alphard's feet. During these nights in Alphad's confinement, she felt that the relationship between her and his male god had finally made a qualitative leap.

Alphard continued to freeze in place, thinking to himself, is Nagini still on guard against me all the time, is he going to eat me in one bite? QAQVoldemort smiled and said nothing, I have never been so close to Al, Nagini, you...hehe.

"So should we discuss Al's matter?" Lawrence found that every time the five of them got together, it was always easy to digress. He didn't know why in the past, but now he finally found out that among the five of them One of them is the funny one invited by the monkey!As for who that person is, it's clear at a glance who is the one who suddenly changed, huh?

"I have a guess or two, let's discuss it after I say it." Voldemort can always easily activate the skills that make everyone listen to him.

And Voldemort's guess is more than just one or two, it basically sums up all the possibilities, just like Alphard was cursed and couldn't help but say it, or like Alphard was actually threatened by someone at the time, but people couldn't help but say it, of course it's better than Alphard It's just such an idle egg, he completely changed after ten years of disappearance, etc., etc., and so on.

Voldemort raised many possibilities, all of which were well-founded, but Alphard basically only heard what he wanted to hear more, as if it was possible that even Voldemort himself hadn't realized that he had already started giving him the past Looking for a reason for what he did, he sincerely did not hope that the things he did in the first place came from his heart.

There is always a feeling of finally seeing the dawn of victory!Is the reunion finally about to succeed?

"Uh, can I ask a question?" Alphard, who had never had the right to speak, spoke again.

"Say." Voldemort answered very succinctly.

"Say it first, don't slap me after asking." Alphard decided to vaccinate everyone first.

"You're going to die again, aren't you?" Voldemort, Lawrence, and Lisztze said, all looking at Alphard helplessly. Why didn't they notice this problem before?Did you not notice or...

"Cough." Alphard's face was embarrassed.

"What?" Abraxas said, shit, it's a bad feeling that everyone knows something but I don't know it, did you make it? !Can you still have fun!What do you mean by leaving me on purpose!The last time Alphard came back suddenly, he didn't take me to play at all. By the time I found out, Alphard had already gone to France, and Liszt was already in St. Mungo!

"Ask." Voldemort sighed helplessly, "I'll try my best not to get angry."

"How on earth did you find out that I was faking amnesia?"

"..." X4.

In the death-like silence, Abraxas finally understood what the other three people said just now, "Are you going to die again?" Endless, praise!

Finding out that my lover has been lying to me with amnesia, this is definitely not a good memory, it is in the restricted area of ​​Voldemort's restricted area, and Alphard confessed to him yesterday that he recalled that he kissed Liszt and made him feel pained, Almost shattered, it was one of Voldemort's worst memories.

However, although this fake amnesia caused Voldemort an indelible psychological shadow and great trauma, when it was exposed, the reason was actually very simple, that is, Alphard slipped his mouth.

Korsakoff Syndrome will not forget everything, just pick and forget some. Amnesiacs will definitely not know what they have forgotten and what they remember, because Korsakoff Syndrome has sequelae of fiction and misconstruction, that is, the brain will automatically complete The lost memory is filled with a completely imaginary memory, or the memory that once happened is changed to a new memory to replace the lost part.

For ordinary people, it will be difficult for you to get along with such a person, because you don't know what he remembers, and what he remembers wrong, and there will always be communication obstacles.

But Voldemort is not an ordinary person. He remembers every word Alphard said about the past after "amnesia". Afterwards, he will carefully compare his past memories one by one, piece together the differences between Alphard's memories and the truth, and try hard. Communicate with Alphard.

But Alphard is an ordinary person, he can't always remember every lie he has told, and after continuously expressing what he actually knows about certain memories that he shouldn't remember, Voldemort can no longer deceive himself It's not a lie to tell yourself that Alphard's amnesia is real.

On the day Voldemort found out that Alphard and Liszt were kissing, Alphard's mood was unstable, and he didn't care about the lies he told, so he exposed it.

"Now you are satisfied? If you can't give me a normal reason why you are curious about this matter, I will definitely make you pay the price!" Voldemort's mood is not beautiful at this moment, after all, recalling these is just like putting It's too bad that the wounds of the past are being opened up again for others to see.

"I really have a legitimate reason this time, you trust me." Alphard swore a promise.

"Stop talking nonsense!" Voldemort's patience was limited.

"Haven't you ever guessed the possibility that maybe I really lost my memory in the last life? Don't rush to refute, listen to me, I also said yesterday from Liszt that I deliberately misled you about my relationship with Liszt I found inspiration in the matter, I can mislead you and me, Liszt, of course, I can also pretend to accidentally slip the tongue, so that you think I have no amnesia."

"What's in it for you?" Voldemort frowned.

"Uh, hypothetical, please remember that this is just a hypothetical, I have amnesia, and I don't like you if I don't have any memories of the past with you, and your liking has caused me a lot of pressure, so I fainted There are frequent tricks, I want you to hate me, break up with me, and no longer like me. If you look at the ending alone, my guess is not unreasonable, huh?" Alphard thought about adding a day for a night, just to If he could find a plausible reason, it would be easy for Voldemort to forgive him.

"Should I say that you really know yourself?" Lawrence interjected first. Seriously, based on his understanding of Alphard, it's really possible for this guy to do such a foolish thing.

"No, absolutely impossible." It was not Voldemort who refuted this, but Liszt.

Everyone looked at Liszt together.

"Why are you so sure?" Voldemort asked with narrowed eyes.

"Because Alphard didn't lose his memory back then, I knew about it. I knew from the beginning that I was still his assistant."

"What?!" The other four exclaimed together.