How to face the past calmly

"what the fuck?!"

"What the hell are you talking about?!"

"say it again?"

In order to emphasize their shock, the four of them added this sentence after "what", but this time everyone was not as tacit as when they said "what", but the meaning was still the same, what the fuck are you talking about!

"Before you get angry, can you calmly listen to my explanation as you did to Al just now, and then judge whether you should be angry or not?"

"I used to think you were a victim too, but I didn't expect you to be one of the masterminds. We played around with Al, what kind of explanation do you think can make me not angry!" Lawrence's harmless baby face completely changed. He changed his appearance, his eyebrows were cold, and his veins were raised.He was probably the most angry one in the group of five. After all, if the truth is that Liszt also participated, wouldn't he become the biggest fool who broke up with his in-laws for the sake of friends?

It’s not that Lawrence won’t sever ties with the Black family if that happens. He and his aunt have seen each other for many years, and he was a bit of an excuse back then, but he will at least sever ties with Lister instead of continuing to be friend.

Lawrence is always particularly critical when it comes to friendship.

"Again, Al and I really don't have any relationship beyond friendship! I don't need to lie to you about this matter. If I lie, once Al recovers his memory, he can expose me. I won't be so stupid. Back then, I helped Al pretend to lose his memory, just because Al begged me to say that he wanted to be with Lord, really!" Liszt's expression couldn't be more sincere.

"Don't you think your words are a bit contradictory? How can you be with the lord by pretending to have amnesia? That's the rhythm of breaking up early." Abraxas said, "Although Al is a little stupid, he is not so stupid."

"Thank you for your strong defense." Alphard glared at Abraxas.

Abraxas returned a beautiful smile: "You're welcome."

Alphard also smiled very beautifully and gave Abraxas a middle finger.

"If you finish contacting the relationship, don't you mind if I continue to explain?" Liszt said sarcastically.

"Cough, continue." Alphard and Abraxas bowed their heads together to admit their mistake.

"On the morning when we held a commemorative meeting for Al who had been missing for ten years, Al suddenly appeared in my study. I don't even know how he got past the layers of magical protection in my house and appeared without disturbing anyone. He He told me that he couldn't explain why he disappeared for ten years, but he knew that if he suddenly appeared so intact, the lord would be very angry. He wasn't sure if the lord would forgive him, so he wanted to ask me for help. He didn't choose labor Rui asked for help because he felt that Laurie’s character would definitely be more aggressive than Lord. I have to say that Al really understands you, Laurie. As for not choosing Abu, of course it was because he thought Abu was just a joke and not suitable Come up with a big idea."

The explanation given by Liszt was beyond everyone's expectations, but it seemed reasonable.

There were too many gaps in the words, but they became silent for a while, and began to bow their heads to seriously consider the credibility.

Alphard always felt that such a Liszt gave him a very familiar feeling, and then he realized that this is what he was doing just now!Throw out a bomb that is difficult for everyone to accept, and then give an explanation that is a bit slap in the face, trying to stun others and fulfill yourself.

What did you say in the Spring Festival Gala sketch, they are all foxes of a thousand years, what are you playing with me in Liaozhai!

Alphard looked sideways at Liszt.

However, Liszt is still performing very professionally, from eyes to expressions to body movements, he is very in place, slowly telling everyone a "truth" about the year.

"Al has been refusing to explain to me why he left. Of course I was very angry at first, and I sternly rejected him. I was even ready to double mirror you. But... in the end, I still softened my heart and said something to death In other words, I really liked Al back then. Of course, it was only when I first transferred to Hogwarts. Besides, we have been friends for many years. Shouldn’t friends trust each other unconditionally? So I finally chose In order to trust Al, I really have unspeakable difficulties."

"And to persuade you to make peace and not to persuade us to break up. At that time, everyone saw the pain of the lord, so I made that stupid move. In fact, if it wasn't for Al to disrupt the situation, my idea would not be a stupid move."

"The five of us used to talk about everything, as if we could talk forever, but then Al disappeared and we suddenly seemed to be alienated. I just want us to go back to the past. It's like Laurie doesn't want Al and Lord I don't want us to fall apart, just as my relationship destroyed our friendship."

Liszt's words were very illogical and upside down, but it was easier to believe that he was not lying, but telling the truth wherever he thought.Almost everyone chose him to believe in him, but only almost.

Alphard is out of that almost range.Because at that moment, Alphard finally figured out one of the laws that triggered the memory of the original owner. What he learned must be something that really happened before he can recall it, just like he can recall the knowledge learned in class, or like When Liszt told the "truth", he didn't have any impression.

Of course, there is another possibility that Liszt only told part of the truth, and after the lies were mixed with illusions, Alphard couldn't recall them either.

"So you actually made up Korsakoff's syndrome?" Abraxas expressed shock.

"It can't be completely made up by me. Someone close to me has actually had this disease, so I know it well, and I have enough experience to make it feel real. I thought Al really wanted to be with Lord, But who knew that Al would say that at the end, I was so shocked at the time, so shocked that I forgot to avoid the lord's magic." Liszt explained by the way why he was so easily defeated at the beginning, "Later, I was in St. Ge has been lying down for a year, and Al has become a restricted area for the lord, so I dare not touch the scar again. Moreover, Al's behavior really hurt me, so I have no intention of explaining anything."

"So it's still a curse, right? Such inconsistent behavior..." Lawrence also began to find reasons for Alphard.

After that, the four of them turned their attention to Alphard together.

"Don't look at me, I really lost my memory this time, and I don't know what I was crazy about at that time." Alphard once again reiterated his position to his former friends.

"From the time you foolishly confessed to the lord that you remembered you and me, heck, I already knew that you really lost your memory. Because saying that would be tantamount to courting death, if I hadn't been killed by Laurie Stealing in the past, heck, I mean listening in... I can happily attend your funeral now."

"It is estimated that your body will not be collected at the funeral." Lawrence added.

"We had no choice but to bury your clothes." Abraxas also booed.

When Alphard was about to talk back, Voldemort, who had been silent all this time, finally made a new move, and smiled: "Please don't make me look like a perverted murderer, okay?"

The four of them felt a chill down their spines at the same time, and immediately said something wrong: "It's our metaphor mistake, forgive me!"

The result of the final discussion was that there was no result. The group of five discussed for a whole night, but still failed to discuss the ugly Yinmao. What is the truth? Alphard, the party involved, is a bit confused, let alone someone else.

Originally, Lawrence wanted to say something, but it seemed that he could only hope that Al could recover his memory, but he was so frightened by Voldemort's eyes that he didn't dare to utter a single syllable.

"Don't have psychological pressure, think about it when you can, don't force yourself, it's best to let nature take its course, your current state is rather strange, none of us can bear the possible evil consequences of growing seedlings, eh?" Voldemort said to Alpha De's speaking attitude is unprecedentedly gentle, and the kind of care that seems to overflow from the syllables is astonishing.

Alphard even felt that this kind of Voldemort didn't look like Voldemort anymore.

After everyone left at night, Nagini asked Voldemort: {What are you talking about today? }As a cup snake who can't pass the fourth level of English, the little princess Nagini usually doesn't care much about what Voldemort said to his subordinates, she just needs to know who upset her Voldy and she will eat It's fine whoever it is, but today it's about her male god, it's impossible for her not to care or be curious.

Voldemort hugged Nagini's cold and huge body, as if he was trying to gain warmth in this way, he was silent for a long time before he said: {I didn't say anything, it's just that I found that Al may not have wanted to leave me back then. }{Really?Great, will you forgive him then? } Nagini's eyes lit up all of a sudden.

{Maybe. }Voldemort lowered his head, his blood-red eyes were covered by thick eyelashes, {I mean, after all, the damage has already existed, no matter what the reason is, it cannot be changed.If I just forgive him like this, I always feel very reconciled. }{That means you still don't want to forgive him?So can you not really kill him?After all, he didn't do it on purpose.Teach him a lesson, don't be with him anymore.By the way, when you are not together, I can, cough... Voldy, you hurt me. }{Don't challenge my patience, eh?Even if it is you, I will be angry. }{Your desire for monopoly is really terrible!This doesn't work, that doesn't work either, what do you want? }Little Princess Nagini said that this feeling of giving people hope and taking it back is really annoying!She thought that Voldy really didn't intend to be with Al anymore, so wouldn't she be able to oh hehe, but it turned out to be a dead duck, how could Voldy be so annoying!

{What on earth do I want? }Voldemort muttered to himself, he really didn't know what he wanted, he wanted to know the truth, so that he could judge whether what happened back then was worthy of forgiveness, but he hated Alphard becoming the one who hurt him Man, the Dark Lord never gives people a second chance, never!

Nagini looked at Voldemort speechlessly, then what was the second chance you gave Al back then?Is my memory disturbed?

Chapter 35 The World's No.30 Five Times of Maliciousness: Legend has it that you can't refuse someone's kiss in a place where mistletoe hangs

When he went back that night, Abraxas said to Lawrence: "Why can't you give your money-making heart to your emotional intelligence?"

"What's wrong with me?" Lawrence appealed for being scolded for his innocence.

"What's the matter? Don't think I can't see what you want to say to the Lord before you leave, 'When Al recovers his memory, all the mysteries will be solved' Are you going to say that?"

"Yes." Lawrence answered naturally, "Is there any problem with this sentence?"

"Merlin! The problem is serious! Anyone with eyes can see it, Lord doesn't want Alphard to recover his memory! Repeat the important words three times, he doesn't want him to recover his memory! He doesn't want him to recover his memory!" Or to be more precise, he didn't want Alphard to restore his memory after the age of 17.

"But didn't the lord want to know the truth back then!" Lawrence said that it didn't make sense at all, "And can you stop acting so crazy?"

"No! Because I don't want to be buried with you yet! Speaking of which, remember what I told you back then? Stay away from Lister Greengrass! Now I've finally waited to say 'I told you so' This sentence is over." Abraxas, like Walburga, has always been very wary of Liszt, "Forget it, I don't want to entangle you with this. Let's talk about Lord, want to know the truth and don't want Alphard to recover Are the memories contradictory?"

"Isn't it contradictory?" In fact, Lawrence wanted to continue talking about Liszt's affairs, but in the end he wisely chose to shut up, thinking that it would not be too late to discuss it when Abu was in a good mood.

"I'm sorry, I forgot, you are stupid." Abraxas, a bad friend, is very bad to anyone's mouth.

"you!"

"Don't rush to deny it. If you're not stupid, you can't tell that the lord still wants to be with Al again? He wants to return to the happy past with Al, and he also wants Al not to become the one who hurt him. So his ultimate goal is probably to find out the truth by himself, and then prevent Al from growing up." Abraxas' vision has always been the most vicious among the five.

"Really?" Lawrence frowned, still not wanting to believe it.

"If you don't believe me, let's just wait and see. It's either Christmas or Al grows up to the fifth grade again. They will definitely be together. And Al will probably never grow past the height of the seventh grade in his life." The platinum-haired head of the Malfoy family said out of his prophecy.

"yeah!"

"Huh? I thought you would object." Abraxas always remembered how much Lawrence objected when Alphard and Voldemort announced that they were together.It wasn't that Lawrence was against homosexuality, or that he was also in love with Alphard or Voldemort, but he was simply opposed to their changing from friends to lovers, and he felt that it would eventually ruin the stable relationship between the five of them.Judging from what happened later, Lawrence's ancestors definitely have the blood of Trelawney (the famous fortune-teller).

"Why should I object that Al is shorter than me?" Lawrence looked puzzled, "As the shortest of the five of us, do you know how much pressure I have had these years?"

"..." I should really record what you said just now, and play it back for you next time when you say I'm funny.

"Then, it's time to say goodbye." Lawrence felt that the topic was over, and he was ready to say goodbye to his friends.

"Before good night, one last thing, when are you going to apologize to Al." Obviously, Lawrence's friend didn't want to say goodbye to him so soon.

"What?" Lawrence felt that he had auditory hallucinations in his ears, and he hasn't recovered from the Halloween ball yesterday.

"Don't tell me you didn't speak ill of Al behind Liszt's back."

"so what? Are we back at that 'you talk bad about me and I'll never be friends with you' age again? Come on, we're all adults. Maybe I was wrong about Al up front, but I I didn't show it, as long as I don't continue to target him in the future, it's OK? He won't know." Lawrence looked indifferent.

"Believe me, he already knows." Abraxas looked at Lawrence seriously, "Did you notice that he actually avoided you all night?"

"How could he know? I mean... oh, Merlin, I remember now." Lawrence finally remembered the day he and Liszt met Alphard in the corridor, and after Alphard left, everyone around them The characters in the portrait did not leave, "But he should forgive me, after all, I was his childhood sweetheart in his memory of the second grade."

"Don't you think it's because you used to be his childhood sweetheart that he won't forgive you after hearing you say that about him? Think about it, one day when you grow up, you find out that we grow up talking about you behind your back when you feel."

"..."

"And you better hope that when Al asks his family about you, he asks his father's relatives, like Walburga or something, if his cousin and brother-in-law Orion, ha, you This friendship is really going to be gameover." Abraxas said a "kind" reminder to his friend.

Lawrence announced in the newspaper that he had severed ties with the Black family, which made his aunt Hesper angry to death, and Mrs. Hesper is the grandmother of the current head of the Black family, Orion.

"Hesper pissed off my mother, OK? She started it!" Lawrence would never forgive his aunt in his life.

"But Al, who is in the second grade, doesn't know about these future grievances." Abraxas continued to remind.Growing up is such a fucking thing, many of the good things I believed in when I was young have turned into unbearable in an instant.

"Let me think about it for a couple of days," Lawrence slowed down, "but I promise I'll make it clear to him as soon as possible."

Abraxas, who was well aware of his friend's urination, thought silently in his heart, you will never apologize in your life.

result?Abraxas is actually the king of prophecy. Lawrence's sentence has been extended to mid-December. Hogwarts is already going to be on Christmas vacation, but he is still in the state of "thinking for two days" and has never been able to Work up the courage to ask Alphard alone.

At this time, Hogwarts was already completely covered in silver. There were several feet of snow outside the castle, and a thick layer of ice inevitably formed on the lake. Many students loved to skate on it.Because of this, Sirius and James, who feel bad for a day without getting into trouble, once again deducted ten points from Slytherin, each, because they have recently become enthusiastic about a project that can trip more students on ice than who can use magic the match of.

"Can you stop being so childish?!" the parent, Alphad, said that he had a terrible headache.

"Let me remind you that not everyone can grow up to the third grade in one semester like you, Mr. Black." Snape smirked at the side, "Especially some people may not be able to grow up to a third grade in three years." Semester brain."

"Hi!" James quit immediately.

"Sorry, I was talking about Sirius." Snape tried hard to appear sincere, "As for you, work hard towards 30 years."

"I want to fight you!"

"Happy to accompany you." Without the unbeatable four-on-one in the original book, James and Snape are currently on par, and Snape is not afraid of James' challenge at all.

"Do you need to add you to the list next time I lecture people, Mr. Snape?" Alphard glanced at Snape. In this strange group of four, he is more and more like a parent who wants to control everything.

Even the professor didn't really mature much when he was 11 years old, especially when it comes to the goddess Lily, James can reach a new level with Snape, even if Lily doesn't know it at all.

"Sorry." The three apologized together.

"Very well, then, tell me the reason now, I have four or ten minutes before I go to Professor Voldemort's office, enough for you to explain clearly, like how James and Sirius came up with the creative idea of ​​tripping people up for fun , It’s like why you’ve been so aggressive lately, Seaver.”

"You still have a position to criticize me while in confinement?" Snape raised his eyebrows.

"I've said it many times, I'm going to make up lessons, not confinement! And even if it was confinement, I didn't deduct points from Slytherin. Points were deducted for cursing a Gryffindor because I felt that the other party was not pleasing to the eye. Mr. Snape in confinement." Alphard had already prepared to block Snape's words.

"It's all Severus' fault!" James had learned the essence of the villain complaining first since he was a child.

Alphard did not expose him, but put on a look of listening attentively, and encouraged him: "I am listening."

"Severus despicably chose to stay at school for Christmas this winter vacation, and Lily took pity on him and stayed with him. They are the only two of them left in the entire Gryffindor and Slytherin. Do you know what that means? They spent a whole vacation together without me! He violated the principle of fair competition first!" James was very indignant, "It will always be like this, as long as Severus plays a poor card, everyone will stand He's over there. Oh look at me, I'm poor poor Severus Snape, I can't even go home, and Lily and Al like me all the more for that!"

"Do you think it's me who doesn't want to go home? With my parents, I need to stay in Hogwarts and suffer ridicule and malicious speculation from an arrogant young master like you! I'm the only one in Slytherin , understand, idiot, it's just me!" Snape also exploded, "Do you know how disgusting Lily's sympathy is to me! Say it one last time, I don't need it!"

James took a step back unconsciously. Obviously, he was frightened by such a Snape. What he saw the most was that Snape would show him a contemptuous smile instead of this..."Then you Why stay in school?"

"Because my dad was drinking so much to the point of alcoholism, my mom won't have time to take care of me this Christmas, are you satisfied?!"

"I'm sorry, I don't know, is your father okay?" James is not really a heinous and bad ruffian, he sympathizes with the weak and has a sense of justice, which can be seen from Lupine, but he has rarely shown this On the one hand, he didn't know how to behave, those good qualities were covered up by his pranks.

"It's a pity that I can't die." Snape was still angry, but this was not aimed at James, but from his heart. He hated his alcoholic father and wished that he would die immediately.

"I'm sorry, Severus, I was wrong, don't be angry."

In exchange for James' arrogant character, he would definitely not apologize to anyone, but after being with Alphard for so long, he is used to apologizing immediately after doing something wrong, and he will often get Nice effect.

This time is no exception.

"It's because I didn't tell you in advance, and you didn't know." Snape accepted James' apology awkwardly.

All are happy.

"Concentrate on your homework while you go to make up classes, and don't let me collect your corpses when I come back, OK?" Alphard got up, stretched his muscles, and went to Voldemort's office.

The Defense Against the Dark Arts professor's office is located next to the marble staircase on the third floor, and usually not many people pass by here at night.At this time, the door of the office has been decorated with Christmas decorations, and even the stone statue of Ms. Medusa got a gold and white Christmas scarf. She happily chatted with Alphard for a long time. This is from Najib. Ni's gift.

Nagini has always been on good terms with any snakes at Hogwarts, or magical items that have the symbol of a snake.

"Merry Christmas, Miss Medusa."

"Merry Christmas, baby Al, trust me, you will get a surprise in the office." Miss Medusa winked at Alphard.

"Oh, I can't wait." Alphard entered the office with a smile.

Other than the usual Voldemort and Nagini waiting in the office, there was also emerald green mistletoe spreading from the roof.

The author has something to say: Mistletoe is a kind of plant, which symbolizes hope and happiness in foreign countries. It is one of the traditional Christmas decorations in the UK. There is also a tradition that you cannot refuse a kiss under the mistletoe, because Misfortune will happen.