back to innocence

When they got home, Fei's father and mother were already waiting in the living room.It was really rare for Fei Yi to see his father squatting at home in broad daylight, knowing that even if his parents didn't live together, they were always paying attention to his own affairs, so he couldn't help feeling a little ashamed and sour.

Father Fei asked, "When did you...discover that you like men?"

Fei Yizhen was silent for a while, and said: "When I was 12 years old. My first love was a boy. When did my parents find out?"

"Two years ago. Didn't we go to your apartment for the first time to find you that year? Your mother found several homosexual love novels in your bookcase, but I suspect it was earlier, because you have never It's too strange for a boy of your age to have a girlfriend, and it's not like you don't have girls who like you."

These three people are indeed a family, and they are very calm - or rather, they are too calm.

Fei Yizhen said: "Father...are you really not angry at all?"

Father Fei said: "There's nothing to be angry about. I've seen people like you before... You were right to hide it. Now the atmosphere is open. If it was before, it would be nothing if you were beaten to death." You said that they didn't do harm to anyone, but the society was harsh at that time. In fact, they are suffering now. If you want to be pointed out by others, you'd better keep it a secret. But I think it will be good between you young people a little."

Fei Yizhen nodded and said, "I didn't intend to let people know."

Fei's mother said: "What are you talking about? Homosexuality is not very common now, and according to research, homosexuality is a natural manifestation of the crowd, and it is not a problem for children alone. It is so pitiful that other people talk about it when they are teenagers." Falling in love is a normal thing, but he is there to worry about it, you really let him hide it for the rest of his life, lonely until he grows old!?"

Father Fei said, "Don't interrupt, let me finish."

He continued: "Yizhen, you still have to hide your matter. The acceptance of this matter in domestic society is not high enough, but it's okay. This society is changing with each passing day. Maybe same-sex marriage will be legislated in two days. Well, this is also a possibility. But you don’t want to stop being in love. Like your mother said, if you are alone for the rest of your life, you might as well be pointed out by others, and you won’t lose a piece of meat. And you Unlike your parents, you don’t have much contact with people at work. As long as you close the door, no one will know who you are with. Even the problem of not having children can be solved with the development of medicine. You can rest assured...you and Kid from the Qi family, is this a dead end?"

Fei Yi smiled wryly: "He's already married, how can I destroy other people's families?"

Father Fei nodded: "That's right. Whether you like women or men, you have to have a bottom line. Don't worry, it's hard to find two-legged toads, but there are plenty of two-legged men." Father Fei paused, as if thinking There was something wrong with what I said, so I continued after a while, "You should also pay attention, if there is something suitable, you might as well go around."

Coming out of the house, Fei Yi really felt that his mood this day was really ups and downs, like going on a roller coaster.

Since he was a child, he has been carrying the burden of abnormal sexual orientation alone.Fei Yizhen inherited the character of Fei's father and Fei's mother, and his moral bottom line is very clear, so he never considered such things as breaking a can and throwing a pot.He knew from the beginning of adolescence that he was part of a group that would not be tolerated by society, and the more he tried to understand the gay group, the more painful and disturbing he felt.From all aspects, domestic homosexuality has no future, and various literary works or real-life cases have proved that it is more used to ending in tragedy.

But he couldn't accept pretending to be a normal person, marrying a wife and having children.As long as he is the same as Qi Wentang, he will definitely try his best to like a girl, so that it will not cause harm to anyone.

But he is not.

He has seen many related tragedies, and he knows how sad the same wife is, and he completely does not allow himself to create such a tragedy.

This kind of pressure has accompanied him for many years, making him completely lose hope for the future.

But when Fei's father and Fei's mother said everything, Fei Yi really felt that the pressure he had been carrying for more than ten years was suddenly unloaded, and he was indescribably relaxed.

Easy to almost confused.

He turned on the computer and went to the website.At this time, someone in the circle had already posted photos of the wedding one by one. The groom was handsome and the bride was pretty, it was a match made in heaven.

Fei Yi's mood was not as gloomy as before.

For him before, Qi Wentang may have been the only object in his life who would indulge himself to absorb a little emotion, so that wedding was like a funeral for all his emotions, allowing him to bury his last nostalgia.

But now when he looked back, he found that Qi Wentang had nothing to do with him.

Even if there were some small ambiguities that were not obvious, it was obviously destined by God that there would be no fate between them after all, so they still missed it on such a day in the end.

He smiled at the wedding photos and said softly: "Bye!"

Goodbye, senior!Goodbye, my lonely youth.

Fei Yizhen took out the "Rebirth Questionnaire" given to him by Mo Yao, took out a pen and began to fill it out.

Now that he has changed his mood, Fei Yizhen's mentality has also changed a lot when filling out this form.

The age you most want to go back to? At the age of 17, reading the wrong major wasted many years of his life.

The most regrettable thing?I failed to communicate with my parents early, and I have been under such a long period of psychological pressure, which made my parents worry.

……

The thing you least want to change?

Fei Yizhen was silent for a while, and then wrote: Friendship with Miss Mo Yao.

Without your support for many years, I might have already collapsed.

On this day, when he relaxed, he suddenly felt very tired, and even lay down on the bed and fell asleep without eating.Before going to bed, he was still holding the rebirth questionnaire to be handed over to Mo Yao.

Then, when he took a deep breath and slept peacefully, a strange light distortion appeared in his room.Figures with strange lines slowly appeared beside him, and white light was like ink spilled on rice paper, slowly forming a strange pattern in the air.

Finally projected into a human figure.

This human figure could only see the translucent outline clearly, and paused for a moment when his fingers passed through the paper card and Fei Yizhen's fingers, and then read out the date on it.

His figure began to sway, and the many strange white figures of light that formed the body even began to collapse, sending out a soft resonance.He whispered: "The time is wrong... we have to move forward..."

"Energy..." he murmured softly, and then his eyes turned to Fei Yizhen.

Countless white rays of light came alive in an instant, covering Fei Yizhen like a surging torrent, and then flooding the entire room.

Fei Yizhen let out a scream.

Fei Yizhen woke up from the dream, as if he could still feel a heart-wrenching pain.

He felt that the dream was really illogical, and the pain was so realistic.

But when he was fully awake, he was confused by the things in front of him.

Blue plaid sheets, blue striped curtains, and the furnishings of the room looked unfamiliar, yet familiar from a long time ago—this was definitely not the small apartment he had lived in for more than two years.

It took Fei Yi a long time to recognize that this was the old house he lived in before he was 14 years old.Although it is old, it is not old. It is a small single-family building with a history of about ten years. After the age of 14, their family moved to the villa where his parents live now, and the small building was empty. down.

Looking at it now, the house seems to be well-maintained. Obviously, the parents should have specially repaired it later. Even the curtains are the same as a previous set, which makes people feel nostalgic and warm.

However, Fei Yi really didn't know how he appeared here.He pinched the back of his hand and realized that it was indeed not a dream.

Then he discovered the abnormality of his hands.

These hands looked a little thinner and delicate, not quite like a pair of adult hands.

He jumped up from the bed and rushed to the full-length mirror of the wardrobe.

What was reflected in the mirror was an eleven or twelve-year-old boy, with red lips and white teeth, and a handsome appearance. He was a beautiful child who most people couldn't help but feel good about when he saw it.

How could Fei Yizhen not recognize his childhood face?

He thought back to what had happened before he fell asleep.

...Qi Wentang's wedding, parents' phone calls, rebirth questionnaire...

Rebirth Questionnaire! ?

Fei Yi really couldn't help but find it unbelievable, not to mention that rebirth is a good expectation in the story, it's just that he was reborn immediately after filling out Mo Yao's rebirth questionnaire, which makes people feel too unbelievable.

If he hadn't known Mo Yao for many years and knew her thoroughly, he might really have thought that Mo Yao was the secret liaison officer of the Rebirth Travel Department.

Then he felt that his eyes seemed a little sore, so he couldn't help rubbing them.

After kneading, he was surprised.

Facing himself in the mirror, he found that various words and numbers appeared on his retina, densely covering the entire field of vision, so tiny that he could hardly see clearly.

When he wanted to see a line of font clearly, he would find that the font was enlarged, and then a text description and numerical rating appeared.

For example, when he saw his arms, he found that they were densely covered with various words and numbers, and when he selected one of the most obvious lines of characters, a line of words appeared in his sight: Body Strength: 1, Nerve Reaction Speed: 2.

This whole body is densely packed, all of which are his own body data.

Fei Yi really thought: After writing too many fantasy stories, did he finally have fantasy too?

I don't know why I was reborn, I don't know how to be reborn, and I don't know where the special vision on the eyes comes from, but since all this has happened, Fei Yizhen simply decided to figure out how to use this vision first.

This strange field of view interface is generally more humane, so it took a lot of effort for Fei Yizhen to finally understand its name and operation method.The name of this field of vision is Data Wizard, which is a virtual data program that can directly detect the state of various material properties. Its main function is data detection, collection and evaluation.

It should come from sometime in the future. The reason why Fei Yizhen discovered this is because after he adjusted the entire field of vision interface to simplify it, he discovered several talent displays in himself.

A stroke of genius: S-level talent.Able to accurately express the situation in words, in 2056, Yan Zelin.

Story soul: 3S level talent.Cleverly constructing the story and making its plot move others, 2154, Manny.

Magic Realm: 2S level talent.Imagination takes you to run, 2199, Li Na.

……

These names are summarized as talents in the knowledge base of the data elves, and the final year and name should come from the discoverer or the first talent found to have this talent.

From the name and rating alone, Fei Yizhen knew that his talents were extraordinary, and most of them were related to writing.But this is not surprising, after all, he was also very popular before, and had countless brain-dead fans.

What surprised him, however, were the two remaining talents.

Exquisite pen: E-level talent.Possess excellent drawing skills. [Enhancing experience and knowledge has a chance to be upgraded to Jingshi Miaobi (C-level), enhancing perception ability and emotion has a chance to be upgraded to Blossoming Miaobi (A-level), and continuing to enhance skills can be upgraded to Painting like a god (B-level). 】Sound of nature: A-level talent.Naturally good singing voice. [Enhancement of singing skills can be upgraded to Whispering Sound (S-level). 】Fei Yizhen always thought that he had no talent for painting, so after studying painting for many years, he finally gave up, because his teacher told him that he was too crafty to be a master.

However, when he saw the explanation of this talent, Fei Yizhen finally understood that being too crafty doesn't mean he has no future, it's just that his efforts are in the wrong direction.

As for singing, he knew that his voice was very nice, and he could captivate a group of girls with just a few words, but he never knew that he also had the talent to become a singer. After all, he didn't like to sing very much. The lung capacity is not large, and usually listens more and speaks less.

He felt that this data elf was really a magical thing.With it, how many detours can people in the future avoid?Just analyze it to know where a person's talent is and which direction he should work hard for. The time saved in this way can create many outstanding literary and artistic works and material resources for the whole world!

Fei Yi really sighed, but there was a knock on the door of the room.

"Really? Are you awake? It's time for lunch."

From outside came the voice of Fei Mu, who was thirteen or fourteen years younger.