Mr. Butler on the catwalk

Originally, there was only one bed in the general ward for four people, which made the whole space look abnormally empty.Duan Ying sat down on the hospital bed in the middle of the room, with her legs hanging by the bed, without shoes and socks.

He may be wearing new clothes bought by Duan Changshan. They look expensive, but they don't fit well.The hem of the trousers was rolled up several times, exposing his thin ankles.The doctor said that Duan Ying is 11 years old this year, but he looks younger than his actual age.When Luo Lin walked into the ward and saw such a small person, he didn't know what to say.

When Duan Ying heard the sound of the door, she didn't raise her head, but raised her eyes and looked at Luo Lin from the bottom up.Those eyes were exactly the same as Duan Fei's, but what was more frightening than that was Duan Ying's eyes—the eyes were no different from those of an adult, looking at Luo Lin coldly.

...Duan Changshan told him about Duan Ying's non-cooperation. At that time, what Luo Lin imagined in his mind was a crying child who refused to let him go.But thinking about it now, it's more likely that Duan Ying just stood on the bed, pointing at the window expressionlessly, and then said those threatening words without any ups and downs.

Thinking about it carefully, the last time Luo Lin looked at him from the window, Duan Ying didn't open his mouth at all.He just stared at the adults like a confrontation, motionless.

But such children are more difficult to coax than those crying children.

...Luo Lin pulled a chair over to Duan Ying's bed and sat down, clasped his hands, raised his head and smiled at Duan Ying: "Hello."

Duan Ying glanced at him, then took his gaze back:

"Don't smile at me. It's useless."

The 11-year-old boy put back the clothes hanging by the bed, put his hands on the bed, turned his head slightly, and looked at Luo Lin expressionlessly.

Luo Lin lowered his head and thought for a while, and he really stopped laughing. He was silent for two seconds, and said in a tone that speaks to adults: "Do you know what I want to tell you?"

"I know. Everyone is like that, be good, don't hurt, be a good boy and save that brother... Do you have any new words to come up with?"

There was irony in his words, but there was surprisingly little emotion in his tone.Luo Lin lowered his eyes, sighed after a while, and said to Duan Ying as if admitting defeat: "I don't know how to persuade people, and I don't know how to talk. The person you can save is very important to me. ...I want to know the reason why you are unwilling to save him. If there is any misunderstanding..."

Duan Ying looked at Luo Lin with serious eyes, and then unexpectedly, he smiled: "There is no misunderstanding, I just don't want to save him. It has nothing to do with fear of death or pain. I just unwilling."

There was a kind of sincerity unique to children in this smile, but it made Luo Lin's face turn pale little by little.

Duan Ying leaned back, raised his chin to observe the change of Luo Lin's expression: "...you should be angry next time. Anyway, I'm used to it, and you should go when you finish teaching me."

Luo Lin pursed his lips and bit his teeth subconsciously.In the end, he closed his eyes instead and said, "I'm sorry."

Duan Ying's expression was startled, and then there was almost a gleam of fierceness in his eyes, and then he smiled like a mask: "What are you sorry for? I thought I should be the one who apologized. People have to die sooner or later.”

"...I know," Luo Lin's eyes slowly opened again, "but this matter was decided by us after all, no one asked you. I understand that you may have dissatisfaction, you can tell me , if there's anything I can do to help..."

Duan Ying stopped smiling, and said to Luo Lin:

"You also know that no one has asked me. You asked me to save people, why should I save people? My mother never cared about me, and I never had a father. Now someone insists on picking me up, but my mother Where was he when I was sold when I died? I didn't ask him to feed me, but he simply treated me like a pig, asked me to eat more and put a tube in my leg so that I could save people .What if I can't save people? Will he control me?"

After saying this sentence, Duan Ying's expressionless face could no longer be maintained, and all the eyes were full of resentment.He snorted coldly through his nose, and continued: "You only have the person in your eyes who wants me to save, and I have no use other than saving people. Why should that person be treated as a person, but I should be treated as a person?" A bastard?!"

Duan Ying raised a finger and pointed in the direction of Duan Fei's ward, and could no longer restrain her voice: "Isn't he my brother?! Why can't I even be a person if he has everything?!"

After finishing this sentence, Duan Ying's back straightened up, his eyes were wide open staring at Luo Lin, and he clenched his teeth tightly.After a while, his lips slowly opened, and he added in a low voice: "...why."

There are some trills at the end of these three words.Duan Ying stared at Luo Lin's eyes with resentment, but they also turned red.

...Luo Lin's heart ached when he faced the child in front of him who looked similar to Duan Fei.

He knew that he should talk to persuade Duan Ying, to coax Duan Ying with kind words, and tell him that Duan Changshan actually loves him, and all of them care about him—as long as he saves Duan Fei, then his future Everything is fine.

But that's only on the premise that Duan Ying can save Duan Fei.

Luo Lin knew that what Duan Ying said was right.Rather than treating Duan Ying as a person, they regarded Duan Ying as something that could save Duan Fei's life.If Duan Fei hadn't been in trouble, Duan Changshan would never have thought of his son.

If only his heart could be hardened, or if he could be more talkative.Then no matter what Duan Ying said, he would not be shaken by it, let alone be blocked and unable to say a word.

If this chance of matching is missed, Duan Fei may die.Luo Lin felt that he had to say something, but his conscience hurt so badly that he couldn't speak.

That is Duan Fei's own brother.But everyone, including him, did not give this child any care that he deserved.

"……sorry."

Luo Lin closed his eyes, stood up slowly, and looked down at Duan Ying.

Duan Ying's eyes looked like tears, but his expression was full of guard, as if he was ready to guard against Luo Lin's attack.

But Luo Lin just stretched out his hand and gently touched Duan Ying's head.

"sorry."

After repeating this sentence again, Luo Lin turned and left the ward.

……

Between the wing where the general wards and intensive care units are located, there are two double doors connecting the two buildings.The two doors are not far apart, and there is no light between them, because there are no windows, and no light can come in.

Luo Lin pressed his back against the wall between the two doors, closed his eyes in the darkness, and stood silently for a while.Then his body slid down little by little until he was kneeling on the ground with his head hanging low.

He put his hand over his face and cried.

He can't do anything but accompany Duan Fei, and he can't even convince a child.

Is he going to watch Duan Fei leave him like this?

——It would be great if I could give half of my life to Duan Fei.It would be even better if the person who died was himself.

Even if it's selfish, he doesn't want to be the one left behind.It was too difficult for him to fall in love with someone, so it would take a long time to forget.He didn't even dare to think about how to live those days.

In his whole life, there was only one person who made him miss more than ten years, let him remember every face in the past ten years.He grew up because of this person's injury, but also had a fatal weakness because of this person's love.

He didn't want to cry if he could, but his heart was so bitter that he couldn't bear it anymore.

His voice was muffled in his palm, choked and choked, echoing lightly in the dark and closed space.

Someone pushed a door open, and the sunlight from the corridor came in, casting a shadow of a person into the darkness.Luo Lin was still bowing his head, but at this moment he hurriedly stopped his voice, raised the back of his hand to wipe away his tears, and his shoulders shrugged because of the sobs he suppressed.He originally wanted to stand up and turn around to leave, but found that the person who pushed the door didn't mean to pass by, but just stood there.Luo Lin looked up and found that the person who came was Duan Ying.

When Duan Ying was standing on the ground, he looked even shorter.Luo Lin stood up against the wall, stood in the still dark part, and turned to look at him.

"Why didn't you continue to persuade me just now? You obviously cried like this."

With Duan Ying's back to the light, Luo Lin couldn't see his expression clearly.Although what was heard was a question, Luo Lin did not answer it aloud.

"If that man is so important to you, then keep begging me. Do you really want to watch him die?"

Luo Lin slowly shook his head.The scene of crying just now made him extremely tired again, and it is difficult for him to even speak now.He didn't know what Duan Ying meant when he said these words to him now, but he really wanted to be alone for a while.

"...Are you soft-hearted because of what I said? Can't continue? How stupid are you?"

Duan Ying asked questions one after another, and his unchanging voice was particularly sharp at this time.Luo Lin didn't want to be forced away by an 11-year-old child, but his head was hurting intermittently, so he could only wave his hands and say "sorry", and then pushed open the door to the side wing beside him.

"You can go if you want. If you go, I really won't save him."

Duan Ying's voice cooled down.Luo Lin's movements stopped, he put his hands down, took a step in Duan Ying's direction, and squatted down.

"What do you want to say?" He asked Duan Ying.

At this distance, they can finally see the expressions on each other's faces clearly. Duan Ying's brows are frowned, no longer expressionless, but with a deliberate ferocity.Luo Lin's eyes were still red, slightly swollen, and looked a little tired, but when facing the child, he subconsciously put on a gentle expression.

Facing his face, Duan Ying slowly loosened her brows.

"Can you promise me one thing. If you promise me, I will save him."

Luo Lin nodded.

Duan Ying's voice suddenly became dry.He said:

"Can you stop letting them take me away again. I've been taken away many times already."

His voice was so harsh, and when he reached the end, he raised his eyes to look at Luo Lin, his expression seemed a little aggrieved, but he still opened his eyes with force.

Luo Lin looked at him, then stretched out a hand and hugged Duan Ying from the ground.Duan Ying's expression instantly became overwhelmed, and he didn't know where to put his hands.Luo Lin stood up straight, put his other arm around Duan Ying's back, and held Duan Ying in his arms.

"I've made you wronged." Luo Lin's voice was low, and he patted Duan Ying's back lightly.

Duan Ying's head rested against Luo Lin's neck, and then he slowly stretched out his hand and hugged Luo Lin's neck.

In a place that Luo Lin couldn't see, he finally showed the expression that an 11-year-old boy should have, and he looked very stubborn when he cried.

……

"The match has been found, and it is a complete match."

Luo Lin held hands with Duan Fei, and he felt that when he said this, Duan Fei's hand unconsciously exerted force.

"...Really?" Duan Fei opened his eyes slightly, and after a while he realized, "I thought...that day would never come."

Luo Lin looked at his belated smile, and when he laughed, he was still a little confused and felt sad again.But after all, this was the good news they had been waiting for for too long, so he still smiled at Duan Fei and went back: "But you will have to work hard for the next two months. If I enter the warehouse, I won't be able to accompany you..."

"I know it all, it's okay. But really... I didn't expect it. How could there be news all of a sudden..."

Duan Fei's voice was still rough.Luo Lin looked at him, and then looked away: "It's also a coincidence. If you can find out who that person is in the future, you should thank him very much."

Duan Fei smiled and said "hmm".

The two of them talked again, their voices were low, but there was a sense of peace of mind they hadn't had in a long time.In the end, the two faces got closer unconsciously. Duan Fei and Luo Lin looked at each other for a while, closed their eyes at the same time, and kissed each other's lips.

After the kiss was over, Luo Lin pressed his forehead against Duan Fei's and said in a low voice, "You have to work hard."

In response, Duan Fei raised his chin and kissed him lightly on the lips again.

"Thank you...I feel very happy now."

The two quietly felt each other's breath, and the expressions on their faces were so soft that it seemed that the viewers could feel the vague warmth.

season finale

The preparations for the transplant have been made.After a period of arrangement, finally came the day when Duan Fei entered the warehouse.

When entering the aseptic warehouse, he had to go through four or five doors, and Luo Lin had to be stopped before the first door, unable to follow in.The doctors and nurses in charge of Duan Fei probably guessed the relationship between them. Seeing the scene where the two parted, they silently took a few steps back and turned to avoid it.

Luo Lin and Duan Fei held hands as usual.Duan Fei looked at Luo Lin and said in a low voice, "Give me a kiss."

Luo Lin didn't speak, closed his eyes, and turned his head slightly to the side.The lips of the two were just stuck together, but it seemed extremely difficult to separate them.

"Let's go." Duan Fei said these two words, Luo Lin nodded, but the two still held hands.

Duan Fei raised one corner of his mouth: "So you don't want me to go?"

Luo Lin just looked at Duan Fei.He wanted to let go, but he didn't know if his body was used to this position, so he hesitated for a moment before letting go slowly.

"It's not like I can't come back..." Duan Fei said so, put a hand on the back of Luo Lin's neck, pulled him towards him, and pressed his lips to the center of Luo Lin's brow.

He said, "Wait for me to come out."

Luo Lin nodded.

Duan Fei smiled at him, then turned around, waved his hand and walked through the first door.

……

Duan Fei's transplant was finally settled, but Luo Lin had a new problem.

His career is on the rise. For so long, he has been running to the hospital all day long, and he will still attract the attention of the media.After all, the hospital is not a place where access is strictly monitored. Occasionally, paparazzi sneak in and walk around. Even if you don't catch him interacting with Duan Fei, you can still find many unusual places. Not long after the news craze for the top three in the lgm training camp, a new round of rumors against Luo Lin began to intensify again.There are more and more people who want to interview and dig inside information. Whether it is "hematology department" or "visiting object", everyone hopes to restore the incident from the person concerned.

Luo Lin's work was not interrupted, but when he went out, he encountered more and more people of all kinds blocking the road, so he could only adopt a policy of avoidance; interview invitations flew over like snowflakes, and after politely rejecting them one by one, he was put on a hat. Big hats.

Faced with this situation, Luo Lin didn't feel angry, but rather felt sorry for the company's hard work in public relations for him.

nightfa11 can be regarded as the toughest model agency in China, and this time it has invested heavily in supporting Luo Lin.Originally, Luo Lin was not an artist who mixed with domestic media, whether it was a foreign brand endorsement or a blockbuster show, those who worked for Luo Lin did not have such a morbid enthusiasm for his private life.Since they are not Luo Lin's clients, and their attitude is inexplicably bad, why do these media think they are afraid? Under the leadership of the legion leader Zhang Yishan, everyone in nightfa11 fought back with all their strength, vowing to defend the company's reputation as the number one archangel to the death.Especially Zhang Yishan, perhaps because of his gratitude and guilt towards Luo Lin, he did not hesitate to take off his vest and go into battle in person, and killed the entertainment editor-in-chief of the three-party portal media on the Weibo platform one after another. The absolute support of the majority of netizens.

Anyone who has worked with Luo Lin has experienced his professionalism, so the more troubles he has caused at home, the more sympathy he has for him when he gets rumors abroad; only half a month later, Luo Lin has already flown here and there Went to shoot six blockbusters.He was relieved and had a headache at the same time - after all, Duan Fei's stem cell injection would be carried out soon, and he was still worried about what to do.

And a week before the injection, there was a big movement inside nightfa11.

He Shiwei officially took over the two companies under the name of his father He Zhanyan, announcing that at the same time, he will fade out from the management of nightfa11.Both public relations and business negotiations were handed over to Zhang Yishan, and most of the finances were taken over by Chen Shen, but the most surprising thing was that He Shiwei let Luo Lin take over the selection of newcomers.

This part has always been done by He Shiwei himself.After all, "people" are the blood of the model company, and it is also the real power center of the company.To be honest, Luo Lin has only been in nightfa11 for one year, and although his record has been surpassed by no one in a short period of time, such an arrangement will still surprise people.

He Shiwei's explanation is very simple: If you are not convinced, you can find a model like him who has seen the world and is well-versed.

Although such a response was simple and rude, it was surprisingly convincing.After everyone understood, they began to speculate, was this a special move by nightfa11 to tie up Luo Lin, a cash cow?

Only two parties knew what was going on.

Putting Luo Lin's age there, even if he looks young again, the peak and low peaks add up to the full calculation, and the pure model can only be six or seven years.It would be great if he could transform into an artist in the past seven years, but the foreign circles are deep and the domestic wind is dangerous. Once Luo Lin's sexual orientation is made public, it will be another bomb.What He Shiwei did was nothing more than paving a way for Luo Lin to retreat.As long as Luo Lin never leaves nightfa11, he will always have a place to stay.

It is impossible for Luo Lin not to understand He Shiwei's good intentions.Nightfa11 had a semi-annual reception that month, Luo Lin hadn't attended such an event for a long time because of Duan Fei's illness, but he still made an appearance at that reception.

The news that He Shiwei was about to retire had spread, and the number of faces in the reception doubled in an instant, and everyone surrounded He Shiwei, as if they had endless words to say.It was difficult for Luo Lin to come forward to say hello, let alone find time to talk properly.

He could only stand in the center of the venue, watching He Xiwei who was admired by all the stars in front of the stage.

From a distance, He Shiwei seemed to see him.He raised his glass to Luo Lin from a distance, the champagne reflected the dazzling light under the dazzling chandelier, and that light fell into Luo Lin's eyes all the time.

Luo Lin also raised the cup, the mouth of the cup was slightly tilted at an angle.

He Shiwei raised his head, drank the champagne in the glass, and smiled at Luo Lin.Then he turned around and rejoined the conversation of the crowd, his eyes never falling in Luo Lin's direction.

Luo Lin took a sip of the wine, put the glass back on the table, then turned and left, went to the hall to get his coat.

The so-called goodbye in the rivers and lakes is probably nothing more than this - He Shiwei was thinking of this sentence while the sounds of various conversations rang in his ears.

He is no different from the doomsday heroes in those books. After all his ambitions come to an end, there is only one person left to protect him.

……

The day of the stem cell injection is tomorrow.Luo Lin stood in the visiting aisle, looking at Duan Fei's face behind the glass.

In this way, the time between looking at each other is only one hour a day.Two weeks after the injection is a critical period. The doctor advised Duan Fei to take a good rest and not to accept visits.So after today, they will not see each other for a full fourteen days.

Luo Lin was at the end of the corridor, took out a notebook from his pocket, and pasted the written words to the glass.Duan Fei didn't bring his mobile phone when he entered the warehouse, and the two could not hear each other's words through the glass, so they only communicated with this notebook.After Luo Lin wrote the words, Duan Fei read them and responded with his lips.

He has used many, many pages of the notebook, filled with all kinds of sentences.The most common ones are inquiries and encouragements, such as "how do you feel today", "come on" and "just be patient".Other sentences are also repeated from time to time, such as "what are you thinking", "would you feel bored", "I'm fine".

Luo Lin's question today was - "I'm going to have a transplant tomorrow, are you nervous?"

Duan Fei shook his head.

Luo Lin lowered his head and thought for a while, then wrote: "I'm almost dying of nervousness."

Duan Fei smiled.It may be because he has never heard Luo Lin speak in such a tone in reality.

"Really", Luo Lin paused after writing this sentence, and added "You must be well".However, he seemed to feel that it was unlucky, so he crossed out the entire sentence, closed the book again, and put it back in his trousers pocket.

Duan Fei knocked on the window.This is multi-layer glass, and the sound is extremely light, so muffled that it can hardly be heard.Luo Lin raised his head because of the slight sound, and saw Duan Fei raised his right hand, stretched out an index finger, and pressed it against the glass.

Luo Lin was stunned for a moment, then slowly approached the window with lowered eyes, lowered his head slightly, and pressed his forehead against the glass.Perhaps because of embarrassment, he didn't dare to raise his eyes to see Duan Fei's expression.

Through several thick layers of glass, Duan Fei's finger touched Luo Lin's forehead.

A tangible handshake or hug, if possible, is better than this contact.Just in this silent scene, just such an action can give them a lot of comfort.

... When the visiting time came, Luo Lin wrote in his notebook: "I'm leaving."

Duan Fei nodded.

"You have to work hard. See you in fourteen days."

Duan Fei smiled, then opened his mouth——

我 很想 你.

After Luo Lin understood those four words, his nose became sore instantly.

During the time the two of them were together, they didn't even talk much.Except for the day when they confessed to each other, those words of like and love never appeared in their conversation.Perhaps the "I miss you" in other people's mouths can be easily said, but for him and Duan Fei, even these three words carry too much weight.

This is the first time that Duan Fei has told him that he misses him since he was hospitalized.

Luo Lin stood there, not knowing how to respond.There are too many forbearing feelings in this single sentence. If it is just "Me too", it seems that it is not enough to respond.

He looked at Duan Fei and wanted to speak, but he still couldn't think of a good sentence.Someone urged him to leave from the side, and he almost showed a helpless expression.

When Duan Fei saw his appearance, his expression was unprecedentedly gentle.Before Luo Lin gave him an answer, he "said" two more words to Luo Lin: ——Go.

Luo Lin was startled, then tried his best to smile at him, raised his hand and made a farewell gesture.After turning around and leaving, Luo Lin closed his eyes, not wanting to show himself any further gaffes.

... Duan Fei actually understands everything.Just as he understands Duan Fei, Duan Fei also understands his thoughts.

He finally understood the connection between himself and Duan Fei when he could not communicate with each other.It was a subtle and silent tacit understanding accumulated over time in the day-to-day relative.

Nearly 4000 days have passed since the day when he and Duan Feichu met.Time broke them into completely different people, let them experience unspeakable joys and sorrows, maybe just to leave this moment when they said goodbye in silence.

But it's worth it.Luo Lin thought, it was all worth it.

……

After 30 days, Duan Fei was out of the warehouse.After another 20 days, Duan was unofficially discharged from the hospital.

Luo Lin took a week's leave of absence to pick up Duan Fei when he was discharged from the hospital.Duan Changshan and the hospital took care of everything, and after a few instructions, they gave up the space to Duan Fei and Luo Lin.He did all this naturally, which made Luo Lin feel embarrassed.Duan Fei has never established a relationship with Luo Lin, let alone had a showdown with Duan Changshan.But there are many things that will be seen heavily even if they are not exported.Luo Lin's meaning to Duan Fei is by no means a simple boyfriend. Compared with making two people together in the direction of homosexuality, Duan Changshan feels that the two people are more like dependent on each other and have been firmly tied together. , inseparable.

Since they couldn't be separated, why would he try to separate them again.Even if he will be pointed at behind his back in the future, he doesn't want to care about it.His little face was gone when the old incidents broke out, and now he won't react if someone pokes his back.

Duan Changshan figured it out and waved his hands away. The driver was waiting beside him, taking him to the neighboring province to look at the land.

Duan Fei finally changed into casual clothes, walked out of the hospital building, and walked into the sun.A black acuramdx stopped in front of him, Duan Fei opened the passenger's door, who is it if not Luo Lin who is sitting in the driver's seat?

Because the paparazzi hadn't stopped, Luo Lin and Duan Fei went to the garage to pick up the car after they met in the hospital.Now Luo Lin is wearing a pair of dark gray gradient aviator glasses on the bridge of his nose, and he is wearing a black cardigan hoodie with the hood pulled up to press down on his hair.After getting on the co-pilot, Duan Fei sized him up and saw that Luo Lin was wearing a pair of black jeans and a steampunk-style copper belt, which was rare, so he couldn't help but tease him: "Why are you wearing it so grandly?"

Luo Lin turned his head to look at the rearview mirror, and said helplessly, "If you don't change your style, you can't hide from the media." After speaking, he turned to the left, straightened the steering wheel, and drove Duan Fei out of the hospital.Duan Fei bent down and pulled out a pair of jet-black basic raybans to put on for himself.

Luo Lin didn't realize it himself, his casual clothes that looked like cross-dressing made him look five or six years younger, so it's no wonder that Duan Fei never took his eyes off his face.When he got to Duan Zhai, Luo Lin was about to turn sideways to unbuckle his seat belt, but Duan Fei put his hand on his shoulder.Luo Lin turned his head, but before he could react, Duan Fei kissed his lips.

Duan Fei's body didn't heal, and the kiss wasn't too deep, but Luo Lin felt the slight anxiety in the kiss.That was the faint uneasiness in Duan Fei's heart - Luo Lin's current appearance was so hard to move his eyes away, if he didn't use a kiss to imprint his mark, he was afraid that Luo Lin would be snatched away.

Although he didn't know why, Luo Lin still responded gently, using his lips and tongue as if to comfort him.Gradually, Duan Fei also stopped fantasizing, and just concentrated on enjoying this rare moment.

After the kiss was over, the two of them came back to their senses, and there were some dazed expressions on their faces.

The days of fear and anxiety are over, and they haven't figured out how to take the next road and how to get along with each other.

The two looked at each other for a while, and seemed to feel puzzled at the same time, smiled at each other, and kissed together as if giving up.

There are so many troublesome things, don't rush this moment.

……

Luo Lin cooked the dinner on the day of discharge.

Special attention must be paid to the diet after leaving the warehouse to prevent infection. Raw food and fresh fruits will bring risks, so Luo Lin made soup.He was afraid that the cooking time would be too long and it would not taste good, so he started to cook the broth since the day before.Before dinner, he carefully blanched the fresh vegetables and put them over the fire again with the broth he brought.

Duan Fei sat at the dining table and waited. He saw Luo Lin dressed in an avant-garde outfit, but with an apron on his waist, he bent down to get the incubator he brought.This caused something to go back and forth in his eyes, but it didn't end up being an exported sentence.

During the meal, Duan Fei was unusually silent, just looking at Luo Lin with a vague expression.Luo Lin couldn't bear it, and finally asked, "Uncomfortable?"

Duan Fei shook his head: "It's okay."

Luo Lin thought for a while, and seemed to have discovered the problem, "Maybe the taste is a little bland, I'll add salt later." After speaking, he got up and went back to the kitchen.

Duan Fei took his hand: "No need to go. It has nothing to do with food."

Luo Lin just sat back.After working for a long time, he was still wearing the apron, and now he had to reach behind his back to untie the strap of the apron.But I don't know if it's a dead knot, but it can't be untied.

Duan Fei put down his chopsticks and stood behind Luo Lin, bent down to help tie the knot.Luo Lin put the apron aside, ready to move his chopsticks too.At this moment, Duan Fei hugged him from behind while maintaining a standing posture, wrapping his shoulders tightly.

"What's wrong?" Luo Lin lowered his voice and asked Duan Fei.

Duan Fei didn't speak.Probably guessing that Duan Fei didn't want to answer, Luo Lin didn't ask any more, but just raised a hand to cover Duan Fei's arm and let him hold it.

"……You are very nice."

After a while, Duan Fei said such a sentence.His voice did not praise the tone it should have, but revealed a kind of bitterness and bewilderment.

Luo Lin's eyes widened slightly at first, and then he reacted, with a warm astringency in his heart.From the moment the two of them got together, he became more and more clumsy with his tongue, even more unable to think of what to say at this time.

He could only slowly break away from Duan Fei's hug, and then turned around to face Duan Fei before Duan Fei became depressed because of this movement.

He has too many words that he doesn't know how to say, but it doesn't matter.Looking into his eyes, Duan Fei felt himself sinking bit by bit, falling into Luo Lin's forbearing and silent love.

……

Duan Feixiang, he has the best lover in the world.

This realization brought him a blissful happiness, followed by an anxiety about losing it.He knew that this torture would continue for a long time, but he could only accept it and couldn't let it go.

For the rest of his life, he couldn't let go.

……

... After Duan Fei's first review, the doctor reported a very positive news to him.When he was about to tell Luo Lin the good news, the other party threw him a big news one step ahead of him.

"I have something to discuss with you." Luo Lin's expression was very serious.

Duan Fei sat down in front of him: "Say it."

Luo Lin hesitated for a moment, took a deep breath before saying, "...I want to adopt a child."

Duan Fei looked at him and frowned for a long time, showing a questioning expression: "Really?"

Seeing his reaction, Luo Lin hurriedly explained: "It's just adopted in my own name... But I think it's better to listen to your opinion. I can take care of the child, and I won't trouble you."

"Why so suddenly..." Duan Fei closed his eyes, but he didn't expect to refuse: "When did you have an idea?"

"...that is, recently."

"I think it's a bit too fast, but if you think about it, you can adopt one." Duan Fei said after a moment of silence, but then shook his head uncontrollably: "I'm only 23... you this……"

Then there was a sigh, but in desperation, there was a kind of indulgence of "I can't stand you".Of course Duan Fei hoped that Luo Lin would focus on himself, but at the same time, Luo Lin was over thirty, and it was normal to want children at this age.Even if I want to raise a child at the age of 23, it is not a big deal for Luo Lin.

After hearing what he said, Luo Lin seemed to become more cautious, and slowly added: "The child I want to adopt may be a little older..."

Duan Fei's eyes narrowed: "... How old are you?"

"Ten..." Luo Lin thought for a while, and seemed to think that 11 years old was a bit too big, so he swallowed "one" abruptly, "...year old".

Duan Fei stared straight at Luo Lin: "Why do you have to adopt a ten-year-old?" Not only the identity issue, but also the education issue is difficult.

Luo Lin seemed afraid to look at Duan Fei's face at this time, so he could only lower his head and say, "...Because I look like you."

Duan Fei didn't ask any more questions, so Luo Lin stood up straight as if he had been pardoned, reached out and rubbed the back of his neck, then turned and walked away to study today's nutritional recipes.

But Duan Fei sat alone in the armchair in the living room, lowered his head for a while, closed his eyes, and smiled silently.

……

The child Luo Lin wants to adopt is Duan Ying.

This decision was made after discussion between Luo Lin and Duan Changshan.They are all