Mr. Butler on the catwalk

What's more tragic than being forced to jump off a cliff?

Probably because you see yourself getting closer and closer to the cliff, but feel calm.Instead, he comforted himself and said that he would be relieved by jumping off.

You just walk towards that destination little by little.

The so-called life without love is probably this feeling.

And this is also Luo Lin's mood recently.He watched the relationship between him and Duan Fei become more and more distorted, but lost the strength to struggle.

When Duan Fei was drunk, he asked him to carry him. In front of others, he put the champagne ice bucket upside down on his head. He just stood quietly with his eyes downcast. Will silently take people home.

Or when Duan Fei brought the woman home again and again, he just closed his door, lay on the bed, and covered his ears with a pillow.There was a time when Duan Fei viciously pushed a woman against the door of his room and shook it. When Luo Lin heard the sound, he felt pain at first, but gradually he felt tired, and felt that the sound was far away from him.

He also knew that Duan Fei's personality was repetitive.So when Duan Fei came up to kiss him, he just kept those lips on his face without moving.If Duan Fei wanted to hit him, he wouldn't think it strange, he just covered his face a little, so as not to leave a wound on his face and let others see it.

Duan Fei's attitude made it clear that he wanted to torture him in a different way.Luo Lin didn't know if his almost numb reaction would arouse Duan Fei's anger instead.But he no longer has the energy to speculate and expect, he can only face everything with an expressionless face, and he will never think about why Duan Fei did this.

He is tired.

He still goes to the company every day.But even as he tries to keep his spirits up at work, his thinning frame has reached a point of concern.Originally, he was not considered strong, but now even a slight depression appeared under his cheekbones.No appetite, even though he used his will to force himself to eat, his weight still dropped significantly.

He Shiwei, who was watching from the side, knew that something must have happened to Luo Lin.He got drunk that night in the lounge, and the next day he was still worried about whether he had said something to Luo Lin that he shouldn't have said.However, from that day on, Luo Lin became strangely sluggish—as if the vitality in his body was slowly flowing away, and no one could stop the momentum.Although Luo Lin could still smile, there was clearly more bitterness in that smile.

He Shiwei knew that his influence on Luo Lin would not be so great.So, is it the boy Luo Lin likes that made him become like this?

He stood at the door of the office and saw Luo Lin sitting in his seat, looking sideways at the sunny window.But the almost dazzling sunlight did not reach Luo Lin's eyes at all.Luo Lin didn't know what he thought of, he turned around and closed his eyes after a while, bent down and buried his head in the crook of his arms.

Luo Lin's shoulders didn't move, and He Shiwei didn't know whether he was tired and sleepy, or crying.

... At the end of each month, the model agency will measure the body data of the contracted models.The most important and basic of these is naturally weight.Before the measurement, Luo Lin hid in the tea room, poured down cups of white water, and then stood on the weighing scale.

Standing beside him, Chen Shen couldn't help frowning after reading the data.

63 kg.

Luo Lin is 1.8 meters six, and his weight is actually less than 130.Chen Shen flipped through the original information, only to be surprised - what could make a grown man lose ten kilograms in less than a month?Chen Shen asked Luo Lin to lift up his shirt, then sighed.

The ribs are all exposed, such a figure is already so thin that it loses its beauty.And the bruises and swelling marks on the body that have not faded, judging from the degree of denseness, must have been caused by man-made.

He Shiwei was called over by Chen Shen.He couldn't see the scars on Luo Lin's body, just looking at the weight column was enough to make He Shiwei feel distressed and angry.

"If you don't think about yourself, think about your career, okay?! If you are so thin, no one will even give you a job!!"

But as soon as the words came out of his mouth, looking at the panic and self-blame on Luo Lin's face, it was He Xingwei who felt uncomfortable.

So he dragged Luo Lin to the restaurant to eat, seafood and barbecue buffet, all you can eat for [-] yuan.He Shiwei took the largest bone china plate, and only put foods high in calories and protein in it.Luo Lin was sitting alone with a water glass in a daze, seeing He Shiwei superimposedly folded the steak, mutton chop, chicken skewers and abalone sashimi to the height of his palm, his mouth opened slightly in shock.

He Shiwei originally still had a slight sense of pride, pretending to be generous, and desperately put food on Luo Lin's plate.Luo Lin's mouth was always full, and he couldn't say any words of rejection, so he could only eat desperately.He Shiwei was a little addicted to this act of adding food. He didn't stop with the fork and chopsticks, and kept saying "you should eat more of this", "you must eat this", "be obedient, open your mouth".

Before he was overjoyed, he watched Luo Lin bend over sharply, and ran back.He followed all the way to the bathroom, through the door of the cubicle, he heard Luo Lin trying to suppress his vomiting.

He Shiwei just stood there, his hands clenched into fists.After Luo Lin came out, he went to the sink to wash his face, then raised his head and smiled at him embarrassedly and said: I'm sorry, Brother He, I caused you trouble even if you brought me out.

The drops of water on Luo Lin's face slid down his chin, giving people the illusion that they were tears.That was the first time He Shiwei knew that when someone laughed, it was more sad than crying.

... You see, this is the so-called torment of love.However, if there is a victim, there must be a perpetrator, and there is no conclusion that whoever is better than the other.

Now, Duan Fei has reached that near-desperate situation.

He didn't know how stubborn he was, he just let his obsession run amok, and didn't think about whether his actions were wrong or not—maybe he had a vague understanding of how bad the things he did were And unforgivable.

——Luo Lin likes him.Luo Lin wanted to treat him well.Luo Lin is something that belongs to him, not only can't be with others, but it's impossible to have an independent life.So it doesn't matter how you hurt him, right?He likes me so much, doesn't he.

Duan Fei has been thinking so.These things seem to have become axioms, and there should be no need for explanation.

He must be Luo Lin's everything.That stupid man has liked him for ten years, and his feelings must have penetrated deep into his bone marrow, which cannot be erased—Duan Fei feels subtly proud of the fact that "Luo Lin likes him", but at the same time, he is also helpless. Avoid feeling uneasy.

Such a weak and deceitful man once made up his mind to take his luggage and leave where he was.A man who is so clumsy and silent can have a good conversation with others.A person who loves him so much is indifferent to his hurt, betrayal and provocation again and again.

Duan Fei found that he didn't know Luo Lin as well as he thought.Why didn't Luo Lin cry?Why not resist?

——Show a hurt face.Or say you like me again.Don't let me torture you so indulgently, and don't look at me so expressionlessly.

When Duan Fei kissed Luo Lin, Luo Lin would not close his eyes, nor would he move.With such a calm face, it seemed as if he had been looking at other places through him.He became annoyed by this, and used his own violence, but found that Luo Lin, who was being beaten, seemed to be used to this treatment, not to mention hatred, even fear.

Such Luo Lin made Duan Fei feel scared.

Duan Fei made his behavior even more excessive by breaking a can.When will Luo Lin be unable to bear it?How far will Luo Lin's "love" for him make Luo Lin endure his own brutality?

It's possessiveness and insecurity in a twisted way.Duan Fei drank another bottle of vodka, and waited until the burning pain spread to his chest, which brought him a little comfort.

...Actually, he also wanted to say to Luo Lin, "Let's start again" with the cheek, but he didn't even know what to start.

He was so eager to know how much Luo Lin loved him.But he didn't dare to ask himself what kind of feelings he had for Luo Lin.

Luo Lin went to work as usual that day.Duan Fei was sitting at the dining table, with uneaten food piled up on the plate, and a woman wrapped in a towel sat on her lap, holding grapes with her fingers and delivering them to his mouth.Luo Lin who left Duan Zhai looked back at him, then walked out of the porch silently.

Duan Fei has been observing Luo Lin's expression.He found that there was no shock in the man's expression, no heartache, and he didn't see anything pretentious, so he just gave him a light look.

Because of that look, Duan Fei felt cold all over.He almost felt that Luo Lin just left and would never come back.

He was sitting in the study smoking a cigarette, and the woman wanted to drag him to the bed again.He kissed the woman's forehead, took out all the banknotes from the wallet, stuffed them into the woman's chest, and let her go.The woman smiled happily, held the money tightly, untied the bath towel, and walked downstairs naked without any scruples.

Duan Fei smelled a rancid smell, and he didn't know who brought it over.Feeling inexplicably bored, he heard the phone ring and answered "Hello" in a calm voice.

On the other end of the phone was an unfamiliar male voice: "...please find Luo Lin."

It's also really strange that Duan Fei feels distressed when he hears this name.However, the man's voice made him feel even more sour - when did someone come to Luo Lin to find his house?Really, ridiculous.

Duan Fei endured it and didn't curse, but said coldly: "What do you want from him?"

The person on the other end of the phone paused, but still said politely: "I have something to talk to him about at work, please transfer me."

……Work.What job?Duan Fei felt another bad breath in his chest.He doesn't know anything about Luo Lin's work - that man is his property, why now he has a world he doesn't understand, out of his control?

Duan Fei clicked his tongue on the phone: "He doesn't have a job, so don't bother him with his fucking job in the future!"

However, the man still calmly said: "Please let me talk to Luo Lin himself?"

Duan Fei was annoyed by that voice: "Can't you understand human language? Luo Lin has nothing to do with your stupid job!! He will never hang out with your group of ignorant bastards again. Together, he will only stay with me in the future!! If you understand it, don’t bother me so much!!!”

The man was silent for a while, then hung up the phone.

Duan Fei snorted, and threw the speakerphone on the wall, and the thing shattered with a "snap".He took a deep breath, took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, but found that his hands were shaking a little.

Why?Duan Fei himself felt strange.

He can interfere with Luo Lin's affairs.Is that so?Luo Lin don't go to work anymore, just stay with me...

Duan Fei didn't go out that day, just waiting for Luo Lin to come back.

At night, Luo Lin walked in wearily, bowed to him, and called him "Young Master".Then she seemed to be going back to her room without looking at him again.

"Luo Lin."

Duan Fei called Luo Lin behind his back.

"Don't go to work... okay...?"

At the end of the sentence, there is even some begging flavor mixed in.

Luo Lin's footsteps stopped, and then he continued to move forward.

Enraged by this action, Duan Fei took something and threw it at Luo Lin.Hearing the sound of the wind, Luo Lin turned his head, almost missing the decoration that flew past.

And the crystal swan that is now broken into pieces on the ground was originally a gift from Mrs. Duan to Luo Lin.

Duan Fei saw that Luo Lin's expression finally showed pain, but he didn't receive the twisted pleasure he expected.

The tall man squatted down, took out his handkerchief, and slowly picked up the pieces and wrapped them up.

Duan Fei couldn't see Luo Lin's expression.But he also vaguely felt that something was broken together with the decoration.

……

The so-called all things have an end, must be a truth.

If the rope is stretched too tightly, it will break, and people will have the limit of endurance.

Luo Lin was even discouraged by himself, thinking that the limit of patience had been polished by time, and he was used to patience.

But he didn't know that boundary, it was originally in a place he didn't know.

In those days, life was still going on.Luo Lin remained silent in front of Duan Fei, as if he would never speak again.

Based on Duan Fei's request, he will also prolong his stay at home.But it was limited to this, he always bowed his head, or stood aside, or read those old books in his room.

Duan Fei sometimes finds a gap to pass by the door of his room.Seeing that the person in the white shirt was still there, he felt a precarious sense of security.

Deceiving oneself and others is the solution when there is no other way.

It's a pity that Duan Fei didn't know that the so-called end would come so soon.

...it wasn't exactly a special day.Luo Lin, who was supposed to be at home with nothing to do, suddenly wanted to go out.

Duan Fei stopped him at the door: "Where are you going?"

Luo Lin looked sideways, not looking at him: "The company."

"You don't have a job to take pictures today, what are you going there for?"

Luo Lin sighed: "Go to the company...get something."

"Nonsense. I'll get someone to buy what you need. Don't make excuses like this to disgust me."

"...my passport is ready, I'll go get it."

Duan Fei paused: "What did you say?"

"passport……"

"When did you apply for a passport?!...Where are you going?!"

Luo Lin tried his best to give him a comforting smile: "I'll come back after picking up the things...it's just work."

"I'm going to your mother's job! I'm more important than my job?! Don't you fucking hear me!" Duan Fei approached Luo Lin, trying to hold Luo Lin tightly in his arms. Luo Lin's collar.

"Master..." Luo Lin gently pushed his hand away, "What can I do here?..."

The paragraph is speechless.

"you can……"

...here with me.

But Duan Fei couldn't say it.He and Luo Lin won't really be alone - Duan Fei will still bring the woman back and make a fuss in the house, using those annoying movements and sounds to break the awkward silence between him and Luo Lin.

Luo Lin lowered his head and turned to go out the door.

In desperation, Duan Fei could only say some hurtful words: "Work, work, work, do you really think that the world will stop without you?! Yeah, you're going to fucking climb up your boss's bed." It's bed! The man who wants to fuck you is fucking calling home, can you stop talking about work and seduce people around?! You are fucking slutty at all, if you are a man, please don't do it cheap!"

Luo Lin was so used to this kind of speech that he didn't even change his expression.However, just as he was about to continue his actions, Luo Lin seemed to have thought of something, and turned around to ask Duan Fei, "Who is calling?"

Duan Fei laughed back angrily: "This is what you want to ask?! Luo Lin, how much do you want to get together with those bad people?!"

"I asked who called!"

Luo Lin frowned and raised his voice, and Duan Fei covered it with a higher voice: "I don't know the fuck!! If I want to talk to you about work, I'd rather he die!!"

"Ask me to talk about work?... How did you answer him?"

"I said you don't fucking want to mix with that kind of rotten person, but I'm wrong now and I control you to death!!"

Hearing this, Luo Lin ignored Duan Fei, but ran out in a hurry without looking at him again.

Now in Luo Lin's mind, there is only one sentence: Cui Zenian called, but Duan Fei received the call, and then rejected it with abusive words.

Luo Lin no longer wanted to go to the company, but felt extremely uneasy about Cui Shinian.He had been waiting for Cui Shinian's call. He had already started to wonder after not contacting him for a long time, but it turned out to be like this.He didn't know how Cui Shinian would react to Duan Fei's outspoken words, and he just hoped that things wouldn't turn out as bad as he had imagined.

——"My money can't last long here, and my luggage is ready. I was going back to my hometown in a few days to take care of my parents. The clothes look rotten in my mind. I don't care if you come at this point." know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing."

"Just because that dress is my last work and I want to make it really beautiful for a while."

"When did you go back on your word, you can come and tell me directly, anyway, it's not a big deal... I'm also half a useless person, and I don't want to drag people into the water again."

"……thanks."

Luo Lin's temples were throbbing with pain.He took a taxi out for the first time, just wanting to get to Cui Zenian's residence as soon as possible.

……

Cui Shinian's apartment has not changed since the last time Luo Lin came.The corridor was narrow, and at the end of Cui Shinian's room, there was a half-peeled blessing on the door.

Luo Lin first knocked on the door politely, but then found that there was no response even to knocking on the door.It is also possible that someone is not at home, but Luo Lin feels that things must be developing in a bad direction.

When he was in a hurry, he subconsciously pressed the doorknob. Unexpectedly, the door was not locked, and he pushed it forward suddenly, and the door opened.Luo Lin walked in and looked around the room, his heart sank immediately.

The room was still old and clean, and there was no trace of someone moving out at a glance.After taking a closer look, I found that although all the large items were kept, all the daily necessities were taken away.Press your finger on the long table, leaving a thin layer of ash on your fingertips.

Luo Lin frowned, and walked further into the room.Inside is the separated workshop, all the fine furnishings that Luo Lin had seen before were removed, only a ball of black gauze piled up in the corner stood out.

Luo Lin approached, knelt down and spread out the black veil.

It was a piece of clothing, but it had been cut in tatters by scissors.It should be beautiful - judging from the shape it has left now, it is already amazingly beautiful.

There was a lonely sleeve lying there at the foot of the wall, Luo Lin took it over and looked at it carefully.This pure black sleeve looks like a long glove at first glance, but it is really beautiful after a closer look: the main material is leather, but the elbows are connected with large black patterned lace—these two materials are put together It feels vulgar, but Cui Shinian gradually carved the hollow pattern of lace on the leather material, only feeling that the black is a little bit of steam, turning into a new pattern.From the middle of the forearm to the fingertips, Cui Shinian glued black feathers on it in random order, and at the same time thinned the leather little by little.

Luo Lin rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, and tentatively put his hand in.

He was only surprised that the sleeve fit his arm so well, and at the same time it brought a strange illusion—this sleeve seemed to be a part of the feather robe, and the owner of the feather robe was taking off the feather, so The black feathers faded away little by little, becoming a part of the skin.

Luo Lin seemed to have read a story before, saying that in order to become a human being, Crow's wife killed her sinful husband to satisfy the fairy's request.However, because she also sinned, even though she became a human, she still retains half of her feathers forever.Everyone who saw her laughed at her, and the widow of the crow could only hide in the darkness every day, weeping in the shadows facing the sun.

This torn piece of clothing is very much like the plumage of the widow of the crow in the story.

... Cui Zenian, are you still reading this childish fairy tale?

Luo Lin wanted to smile, but suddenly his nose felt sour, and tears almost fell down.

If it was his own business, he would be able to bear no amount of suffering.But seeing others defeated by this reality, I feel guilt and self-blame want to gnaw my heart clean.

Cui is not easy to read, he knows it without being told.Even though he was blind in one eye, he still pulled himself together, cheered up for the final dream, and wanted to produce the final work without regrets.In the past three to five years, the unsatisfactory reality has polished a half-grown boy who looked at the camera lens with fear, into a man who does things calmly.I don't know how Cui Shinian spent the nearly [-] days of waiting - if it were me, I might tell myself over and over again not to have too much hope, but I still naively hope that someone will stand up, Stand by your side.

Luo Lin originally felt lucky, all kinds of coincidences made him the one who could help Cui Zenian.Looking at Cui Zenian, he seemed to be looking at a mirror. Because he felt sorry for each other, he stretched out his hand to Cui Zenian, as if he had saved himself.

They all lived too humble, and paradoxically too naive.They hit a wall in this reality, and in the end, in order to preserve their self-esteem, they can only put on a face of indifference, and endure it after getting used to it.

As for how painful the truth is, they won't say it.

Luo Lin clutched the cloth, feeling as if his throat was blocked by something, wanted to cry but forgot how to do it.

... Cui Zenian left.It was because he thought he would run away after all, and he didn't want to be with him.

But now Luo Lin felt ten times more uncomfortable.He empathized with the pain of being poured down by a bucket of cold water after finally igniting hope.

For example, he loved Duan Fei so much that he naively thought that things would turn around after Duan Fei asked him to come back.I didn't realize until the end that it was a beautiful fantasy, not this cold reality.

It was enough for Luo Lin to experience the kind of experience where the whole person was beaten to despair.Switching to Cui Shinian, who was originally more difficult than him, might be a fatal injury.

The world is indeed very unfair.He was used to accepting it, but today, he suddenly felt unfair because of other people's affairs.

Luo Lin closed his eyes, buried his head in the scattered cloth, and sat quietly for a long time.

……

That afternoon, Luo Lin took the car and walked slowly back to Duan Zhai.The door was wide open, exactly as he had left it.

He walked into his room and took out a slightly dusty box from the top of the cabinet.Luo Lin wiped off the dust, opened the box, and put all his few clothes into it.

For other things, just stay here.It is not a valuable thing in the first place, but after reading it, you will feel uncomfortable instead.

Luo Lin stood up, dragged the box, and prepared to leave this place without saying goodbye as he had done more than a month ago.

...It's just that there was nostalgia last time, but not this time.

Duan Fei's footsteps came from the stairs in disorder.Luo Lin raised his head to look at him, and felt that Duan Fei's bewildered expression was still like the 17-year-old child he loved.

Luo Lin smiled at Duan Fei like this.

Duan Fei was watching the scene upstairs when he suddenly stopped.The sun has passed the glaring period, and it is softly blooming in the living room.The man standing in front of him was looking at him tenderly, just as he had been expecting.

It's just that the man, it seems, is leaving.

Duan Fei felt that he had never been so scared.He wanted to tear the smile off Luo Lin's face, maybe it was better to be expressionless.

That smile seemed to indicate that everything in the past had passed away and was written off.

Duan Fei chased Luo Lin out and hugged Luo Lin's back.

——Yes, it’s actually that simple.I don't mean to torture you.I just want to hold you like this.I just want to hold you like this.

Luo Lin put down the box and let him hug him for a while, then broke free gently, and turned to face Duan Fei.

"……I gotta go."

Luo Lin said so with a slight smile.

Duan Fei felt that he could actually predict this sentence.So he could only open his mouth and couldn't say anything else.

"...Master, you have to take care of yourself in the future."

This sentence is probably the most appropriate as a farewell speech.

"Don't you... like me...how could you...how come..."

Duan Fei lowered his head, clenched his teeth, and clenched his fists.With such a clumsy appearance, he was clearly a child.

But it is also the things that children do that hurt people the most.

Luo Lin smiled, finally suppressing the sad feeling.It was the first time that he seriously expressed his thoughts: "I like you, but will you like me?"

Duan Fei raised his head and looked at Luo Lin in bewilderment.

Luo Lin felt that he was really funny, and his self-deprecating smile was more obvious: "Since you don't like me, what's the use of liking you? I thought I could not care, but today I suddenly feel that it is not an option to endure like this." I am also a human being, and I will be hurt too, young master, you seem to think too strongly of me."

"I...I didn't mean to...you stayed...I...I just want to hear you tell me...I like you like me...I...I'm not..."

Duan Fei was in a hurry, frowned and widened his eyes, his words were incoherent, his whole body was stiff, and he tried hard to keep the tears stuck in his eye sockets.

... His arrogant young master.After today, it really has nothing to do with him.

This kind of cognition made Luo Lin's chest ache sharply.It turns out that even today, he still feels this way.

Luo Lin endured his fragile emotions, and still smiled and said to Duan Fei: "I love Duan Fei. I have loved him very much in the past ten years. I have loved him like a child, and I have loved him like a man. Love. Is this what you want to hear?"

Duan Fei raised his head eagerly: "If that's the case, why are you now..."

"But it's all over," Luo Lin interrupted him slowly but firmly, "I used to love him very much, and he was the only focus of my life. But he is not you... the Duan Fei I love is not you."

Duan Fei was confused by this speech, and wanted to pull Luo Lin's sleeve, but Luo Lin avoided him embarrassingly.

"Stop doing this. It's meaningless, young master. If this continues, both of you will be tired. You understand it yourself, so I don't need to explain it clearly." Luo Lin looked quietly into Duan Fei's eyes: "Things you don't remember, no As if it never happened. I'm tired, sir."

Duan Fei stood where he was, watching Luo Lin bend down to him, and bowed earnestly.

"I've been in Duan's family for ten years. Thank you, young master, for taking care of me."

When getting up, Luo Lin was still smiling.

So Duan Fei knew that he could no longer keep this man.

……

He Shiwei waited for Luo Lin to come to the company to get his passport that day, and waited and waited, but still no Luo Lin came.

The assistant urged him to go to the meeting.The end of the year is an important period for the draft, and now it is an urgent preparation stage.He Shiwei walked around the office twice, and could only order his assistant to transfer the passport to Luo Lin.

That preparatory meeting was stinky and long.There was a problem with finding a sponsor, and the cooperative media seemed to want to transfer the publicity interface to the offline secondary magazine.At the meeting, He Shiwei looked coldly at those old men who wanted to bully him and beat him up, and felt sick to his stomach.

Things finally worked out.He Shiwei heaved a sigh of relief, at least he didn't have to use his old man's name to suppress others.After seven or eight years of ups and downs in the business world, he still became mature after all.

It's a pity that the heart also grows old together.

He Shiwei wanted to smoke a cigarette once in a while, but when he was lighting it, his assistant came up to him and said that Luo Lin was waiting in the office.

He Shiwei pinched out the cigarette in a hurry, put the lighter back in his pocket casually, and ran to the office in a hurry.

...the lights are off in the office.He Shiwei wondered where Luo Lin was. He turned on the light and saw Luo Lin sitting on the floor leaning against the wall, with his knees bent and his head buried in his arms.

Beside Luo Lin was a box that looked familiar.

Feeling flustered, He Shiwei took off his suit jacket and knelt down like that.

Luo Lin raised his head and smiled sullenly at him.Then he said to him: "Brother He, I want you to find someone for me. I took his case, but he disappeared. I am very worried. I..."

He Shiwei nodded hurriedly, and responded with a full mouth.Seeing Luo Lin's strange mood, he asked worriedly, "What happened?"

Luo Lin looked at him blankly, and after a while, tears suddenly fell to the ground.

He Shiwei's heart seemed to be pinched.Luo Lin also seemed to be very surprised that he would cry, and hurriedly wiped his tears, while still laughing while wiping: "Why did you cry, really..."

Seeing that his eyes still did not reveal any uncomfortable emotions, He Shiwei became ruthless and hugged Luo Lin tightly in his arms.

"You don't need to be like this...you just say what you want...you don't have to hold back...you say it, I'm here..."

Luo Lin buried his head on He Shiwei's chest, first smiled a few times, and then fell silent.Gradually, she cried out slowly.

He must still be enduring it, so his shoulders shrugged violently, but the sound of crying did not let go.

He Shiwei heard Luo Lin whisper that sentence in his ear:

"I don't want to... love him anymore..."

These words hit He Shiwei's chest, sour and soft.

"Then...don't love anymore...it's okay...it's really okay..."

He Shiwei imprinted his trembling lips on Luo Lin's forehead imperceptibly.

……

For most of us, it was an ordinary summer day.

That day was Luo Linzheng's 30th birthday.

30-year-old Luo Lin told himself that he would never love the young master he had loved for ten years.

In Luo Lin's room, Duan Fei, who was flipping through Luo Lin's diary, cried after closing the diary.

It was also that day that Duan Fei knew that he had fallen in love with the man named Luo Lin.long time.