Fake to destroy the world

Ever since Igniz kissed her unexpectedly and then left as if nothing had happened, Asahina Yusuke has fallen into long-term conflict and confusion.

Disgusting or disgusting feeling, although the adjective "disgusting" was indeed casually spoken by Ignis, but as the party being kissed, Asahina Yusuke really did not feel disgusting or disgusting.

To be honest... recalling that sudden and brief kiss now, the taste of the young man's lips that still smelled like milk still lingers in Yusuke's mind, making him unable to forget that moment as if an electric current ran through his body Suffocating pleasure.

Rather than saying that he hated or disgusted the sudden kiss from the teenager, it would be better to say that he was enjoying the unique experience of immersing himself in that first taste.

However, although Yusuke didn't reject Igniz's kiss, and even vaguely enjoyed it, it didn't mean that Yusuke would calmly accept the young man's forced kiss, or be happy to see it come true.

Shock and bewilderment constitute the main theme that lingers in Yusuke's heart for a long time after being kissed by the other party.On the one hand, he couldn't help reminiscing about the light kiss with the aroma of milk, and on the other hand, he was worrying about how to deal with the issue of Ema and Nitz.

There is no doubt that even after being threateningly kissed by the teenager and saying such words, the secret love buried in Yusuke's heart still has not diminished in the slightest.Now recalling Ema's voice and smile, Yusuke still feels shy and nervous with reddish cheeks.

But at the same time, the boy's beating just now really hit Yusuke's heart.No matter how unwilling Yusuke is to accept or admit it, the fact that Igniz and Ema have become his family is already an established fact that cannot be denied.

Just like the embarrassment and confusion that he has not dissipated after being kissed by Igniz until now, if Ema knows that he has been secretly in love with her... Will Ema become as troubled as she is now? ?

Thinking of the fact that they are now brothers and sisters, the burning fire of love in Yusuke's heart can't help but subside.Not to mention how Masaomi and the others should explain it, just getting him to confess to Ema, his 'sister', would be extremely difficult.

The confession that the two were unable to say when they were still classmates, can they really be announced now that they have become brother and sister?

Even Yusuke himself doesn't know the answer to this question.

Perhaps Yusuke himself knew that he would never be able to say "I like you" to Ema in this life, but Yusuke, who was unwilling to admit failure and could not take back the heart of secret love that had been quietly entrusted to him, could only Can lie to himself that he doesn't know.

In addition to how the relationship between Mirai and Ema should be bothering Yusuke, Igniz, a guy who has a lot of entanglements with him, is also about to become the existence of Yusuke's heart disease.

Originally because of the ridiculous and naive jealousy towards the 'rival in love' before, and the reason why Yusuke said bad things about the boy in front of Ema, now Yusuke has an instinctive feeling of guilt and guilt when he sees Igniz.This made Yusuke involuntarily soften his posture when facing Igniz, and he couldn't get angry with the other party at all.

What's worse is that Yusuke is not only unable to get angry at the other party forcibly kissing him now, but also flashed the absurd thought of "Hey, is this a kiss? It seems very emotional".

Although Yusuke quickly expelled the absurd thoughts in his mind, the disappointment and melancholy that flashed at that moment when Igniz ended the hasty kiss is a real experience that is still fresh in his memory.Even if Yusuke himself is ashamed to admit it, it is an indisputable fact that he has a vaguely secret enjoyment when the boy kisses himself.

#I always feel that I can’t look directly at Nitz, the new brother, how can I break it#

Yusuke, troubled by puberty troubles, tossed and turned on the bed several times, but still couldn't get rid of Ema and Nitz who were full of thoughts.Yusuke, who couldn't stand being harassed by the two siblings in his mind, held his head and moaned in pain, then jumped off the bed, resolutely decided to go to the boy and explain it clearly.

Whether it's his secret love for Ema, or the boy kissing him just now... I always feel that if I don't talk to the boy clearly, he will be so troubled to death that he can't find a feasible solution.

Although Yusuke was very firm when he made up his mind to ask Igniz to open the skylight and speak brightly, but when Yusuke walked to the door of the boy's room with all his brains and blood, he was almost at the door. This secret love for more than a year The coward who didn't dare to confess began to coax again.

Blown by the cold wind in the corridor, Yusuke, who was only wearing pajamas, shivered suddenly.The determination that had been condensed with great difficulty has almost dissipated, and at this place only one door away from the boy, Yusuke wanted to pretend to be out for a walk and went back to his room as if nothing had happened...

There were so many embarrassing things that happened to each other, and the forced kiss incident just happened, how could he face Nitz and talk to each other!

Just seeing each other will be a rhythm of bewilderment!

"Don't go in anyway, you can't face Nitz now" and "If you shrink back here, how will you pursue Ema in the future?" These two voices kept fighting in Yusuke's mind.After a lot of intense ideological struggle and self-criticism, the coward who has been counseling for many years finally decided to stand up for a while.

If he can't even handle the relationship with Nitz well, isn't there no hope for him and Ema?

After finalizing the idea that the chaotic relationship must be sorted out one by one, Yusuke took a deep breath, suppressed the nervousness that was even more nervous than before receiving the report card, bent his fingers and knocked on Igniz door...

But completely beyond Yu Jie's expectation, the impact between the finger joints and the door panel did not make a dull knocking sound, and the half-covered door was just pushed open by useless fingers .

When the warm orange light in the room leaked out along with the door that opened to the inside, Yusuke, who was bathed in the orange light, felt blank for a moment——

The director's script is completely wrong!After we agreed to knock on the door, Nitz would open the door!Not giving me any buffer time is simply cheating!

After easily pushing the door of the boy's room open, Yusuke was already staring at the realization that he must die.But he stood at the door in a daze for ten seconds, but he didn't see the expected scene where the boy came over and asked him what he was doing with a surprised face.

Yusuke, who was so moved and caught the chicken, was almost crying, director, please take care of this guy, he didn't follow the script at all!

After standing stupidly at the door for more than ten seconds, after confirming that Igniz hadn't come, Yusuke lowered his shoulders in frustration, and while apologizing for the interruption, he walked into the brightly lit room of the boy.

After seeing clearly the unidentified creature on the bed that wrapped itself in a ball that was suspected to be Igniz, Yusuke glanced up and down suspiciously, and thought seriously, "Can you really fall asleep by wrapping yourself in a ball?" ’ This philosophical question.

"Nitz? Are you asleep?" Yusuke walked lightly to the side of the boy's bed, and asked in a low voice to the unknown creature on the bed.

After waiting for a long time, Yusuke couldn't wait for the answer from the group of unknown creatures on the bed.Not only is there no verbal reply at all, but even physical movements are nothing.The boy who wrapped himself in a quilt into a ball and curled up on the bed motionless seemed to be really asleep, and did not respond to Yusuke's arrival at all.

Well... I guess I'm still asleep.

Looking at the boy curled up into a ball on the bed, and the orange light in the room that obviously affects the quality of sleep, Yusuke couldn't help but sighed, and whispered: "You can't even take care of yourself... What a troublesome brother ah."

Although he complained a few words, the strange thing is that after seeing Igniz who was sleeping soundly in a curious posture without any psychological burden, Yusuke suddenly felt that what he was worrying about just now was really thinking too much too much.

It doesn't matter if you have a crush on Ema and don't know what to do, or after being kissed by a teenager, you have a weird idea of ​​wanting to continue kissing, for them who have already lived under the same roof and become a family, what is the real thing? What about unsolvable things?

No matter how many troubles there are, just tell them if you are free when you are free.Rather than being disturbed and unable to sleep here, it would be better to imitate the heartless appearance of a teenager and forget everything after falling asleep.

Suddenly enlightened, Yusuke involuntarily raised the corners of his lips, and mouthed a sentence to the boy wrapped in a ball on the bed——

Tsundere, awkward, heartless, idiot who doesn't even turn off the lights or lock the door before going to bed, good night.

In order not to disturb the 'sleeping' boy, Yusuke tiptoed back to the door, then touched the light switch in the room, and pressed it lightly.

After turning off the bright lights, Yusuke, who had fulfilled his brother's duty for a rare time, consciously hid his merit and fame, and was about to leave with a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction in helping others, but was startled by the sudden roar I almost lost my mind.

"Turn on!!! Turn on the lights!!!"

Along with the boy's hoarse roar came the sound of something falling to the ground and breaking into pieces. Yusuke, who was worried that the boy would hurt himself, hurriedly turned on the light, but unexpectedly saw Igniz's light golden hair under the crimson red Eyes like blood, full of rage and fright...

Just when Yusuke thought he was dazed, Igniz, who had an expression of uncontrollable shock and anger just now, calmed down a little, closed his eyes and rubbed his temples wearily.After Igniz opened his eyes again, the color of his eyes turned into the sky blue familiar to Yusuke.

Sure enough, just now I was delusional.Yusuke thought about it.

"Don't turn off the light, I hate the dark." The young man with his head down, his expression clearly not visible, said in a dull tone that was completely different from the arrogant and cute impression he left on Yusuke before, "Leave me alone in a dark room I'm going to go crazy."

After hearing the boy's words, Yusuke apologized subconsciously: "Ah...what's the matter, Nitz, are you afraid of the dark? I'm sorry, I didn't know about this before, and I caused trouble for you on my own initiative."

The dialogue between the two sides would start in such an unexpected way, which was something Yusuke never expected before coming here.But since Igniz took the initiative to throw out the topic, Yusuke, who has gradually started to take on the role of his elder brother, naturally took over the topic.

Although there are younger brothers under Yusuke, to be honest, Yusuke really can't find the sense of accomplishment as an elder brother in those two younger brothers.

Not to mention Fengdou, who is an idol star, he is a bad fart and likes to pretend to be mature, and he really can't get along with Yusuke.Mingming is younger than Yusuke, but he always regards himself as a social person, and doesn't take Yusuke as his elder brother seriously at all.Yusuke just wants to say one thing about this: I can't stand his meow!

Fudou Asahina, who is only slightly younger than him, does not treat him as an elder brother at all, and the youngest Nami Asahina is the family's favorite younger brother, so it is impossible for him, who is also at the bottom of the list, to instill the love of his elder brother. like.That is, after Ema and Nitz became new members of this big family, Yusuke finally found a little feeling of being an older brother in the boy.

Even if he was eaten to death by his younger brother, bullied to the point of kneeling and crying, this is still the feeling of being an older brother!It's completely different from Fengdou's sarcasm and back-and-forth bickering. This is the feeling of a brother who indulges his younger brother and loves his younger brother!

#Light 32 candles for Yusuke boy who has become a shaking M#

"I'm not afraid of the dark, I just hate the dark, especially when I'm alone." Igniz raised his head and repeated the fact that he was not afraid of the dark but just hated the dark.Then, after a long silence, he continued, "A dark room with only one person reminds me of some very bad things."

Even though he understood that the following story might be directly related to the boy's strange habit of sleeping without locking the door or turning off the lights, Yusuke restrained his curiosity, honestly did not ask questions, and acted as a loyal listener.

What the young man who seems to have completely lost his cheerful appearance now needs is not questioning and communication, but a silent listener.After seeing the boy's distressed and fragile expression, Yusuke, who has completely forgotten his intentions, is preparing to do his duty as an older brother to satisfy the boy's desire to vent.

If Igniz wanted to go on, he listened quietly.If Igniz doesn't want to go into details, then this depressing topic will be over immediately.

"Because I knew that I would continue to talk, so I didn't ask what was going on symbolically. What a cunning human being. That's why I hate such cunning and cunning creatures like humans."

After the young man laughed at himself, he gave up on himself and continued, "That was a long time ago... Well, it can be counted as when I was a child, I was once locked up in a small black room that was locked. It's been a long time. When I came out to see the light again, I almost thought it was an illusion before the collapse."

"Since then, locked doors that cannot be opened directly, and dark rooms without any light have become the things I hate the most."

It was just a few short narrations that were plain and without emotional ups and downs, and the boy explained his overreaction to Yusuke's turning off the lights just now.After a long interval, Yusuke asked in a shy voice, "Does Ema know what you're talking about?"

The boy paused, and then replied truthfully: "She doesn't know."

"That's it...that's no wonder."

It's no wonder that Ema, who loves the teenagers too much, and can even be called doting, didn't tell them this taboo in advance.It turned out that even Ema, who was closest to Igniz, didn't know that he had encountered such a terrible thing.

Although it is inconceivable that Ema, who is a younger brother, did not know that the boy was once locked in a dark room, but the reaction of the boy who was obviously stimulated just now did not seem fake at all, which directly confirmed the reality of this experience. .And Ema's performance did show that she didn't know about it.

Even though it sounds absurd and unreal, Yusuke is willing to believe that this is the truth.

While Yusuke was trying to use his brain to form comforting words with his poor vocabulary, Igniz, who looked a little lonely and sad just now, recovered by himself and became the familiar proud boy.

"Hmph, so why did you come to disturb my king's sleep late at night?"

"Ah, I'm here..." Yusuke continued the conversation habitually, but got stuck in the middle of the sentence and didn't know what to say in the next half of the sentence.

Hey, what the hell am I doing here!The director quickly handed me the script, God unfolded too much and I forgot the words!

The sad boy Yusuke looked at Igniz who half-closed his eyes with a dangerous expression, and seemed to be going to eat him alive for no reason, and began to silently light a row of candles for himself...

Could it be that he is destined to be eaten to death by Nitz all the time for one reason or another!This is simply too tragic to be alive!