Raiders My Doctor

Since that day, Cheng Zhiyang stayed in the hospital for another week, but she never met that cold looking female doctor again.

When commuting to and from get off work, she would wander around the lobby at the entrance, and always wandered to the cardiac surgery department on the fifth floor, and even squatted in the inpatient department outside the heart, but that woman never showed up once, but she was often coaxed away by other inexplicable people, That way, it's like chasing stray dogs.

She is not a fool, she can feel that Dr. Shen is deliberately avoiding her, and even among the doctors who told her to get out of the way and not to be here, most of them also have Shen Zhen's instruction.

So heartless.

It's not just unfeeling, it's blatant disgust.

Cheng Zhiyang was a little discouraged.

Where did she suffer such a setback in this regard?Especially... when she really put so much energy and emotion into it.

give up.

The voice from the bottom of my heart said this, you are people from two worlds at all, the twisted melon is not sweet, she really doesn't mean anything to you.

Cheng Zhiyang is not a person who has no sense of propriety, she has always been ambiguous with others, and she will not turn back even if the other party hesitates for a moment.Why bother?How good is it to be straightforward?What's the point of having to deal with those who want to refuse and welcome?

It's just that Miss Cheng really hopes that Shen Zhen is playing Tai Chi with her in a scheming way.That's much better than turning a blind eye now.

No, it's not that she doesn't see her, she doesn't see her at all.This hospital is Shen Zhen's home field, Dr. Shen doesn't want to see her, no matter how hard she tries, it's just a waste of time.

It hurt my self-esteem a little bit, and I was a little low-key.

Cheng Zhiyang pursed his lips tightly, her body was already tainted with the sick smell of disinfectant in the hospital, it was cold and pungent.

It is the rotten smell of life and death intertwined.

Shen Zhen really didn't want to see Cheng Zhiyang.

She did avoid this woman on purpose, and she couldn't say that she was hiding, it was just to avoid confrontation, because of the out-of-control kiss that day, because of the inexplicably appearing faces in her mind, and also because of some behaviors that were not controlled by reason.

Let me ask, who would like to lose control?

Shen Zhen especially didn't like this feeling.

Isn't the reason why people are human is that they are rational?Can you control your behavior?Otherwise, what is the difference with animals.

Shen Zhen felt sick.

It was too strong an influence for her, and she even tried smoking tobacco to calm herself down.

Pillow smoking is different from others. Others will be addicted to smoking, but Pillow is not.

It wasn't because she didn't smoke much. When that incident happened, she once smoked a full four packs of cigarettes in one night.But after that, she didn't touch any of her long hair for several years.

It is clear that many times people become addicted to smoking not because of nicotine dependence, but because of a psychological effect, it is more like a habit that cannot be shaken off, and is the result of a failure of willpower, just like a dieter who controls his diet , People who stay in bed insist on getting up early.

In theory, no one can not quit cigarettes.And this is Shen Zhen's strength. Strong self-discipline and strict self-management allow her to maintain her clear boundaries on smoking.

But after many years, Shen Zhen found that she would unconsciously look at the number 8 when taking the elevator, would look up for no reason when leaving the hospital, and would even subconsciously think of that face when she heard someone call her name...

Shen Zhen was a little flustered, she had to use tobacco again to force herself to concentrate.

Why did you make such an incredible move that day?No matter how Shen Zhen thought about it, he couldn't understand it.

She could only avoid contact with that person, and hoped that the other person would leave the hospital quickly.

However, although Cheng Zhiyang has not seen Shen Zhen once, Shen Zhen has seen her many times.

She is looking for herself.Shen Zhen narrowed his eyes slightly, and his heart was complicated.

"Hey, do me a favor."

"Eh? Shen, Dr. Shen..."

"See that person, tell her not to hang around there."

The Lunar New Year is approaching, the streets are full of lively and joyful atmosphere, the front of the small shop is full of colorful New Year's goods, and the people shopping in the shopping mall are also lined up, everyone is smiling, reuniting with relatives and friends , for the long holiday, and for the hard work of this year to finally turn into happiness.

Even the hospital is no exception. Although the doctors are still scheduled, once the routine surgery is stopped, most of the medical staff in each department can have a long rest.

As a private hospital, the Upper Hospital has done a very good job of humanistic care. Even if the hospitalized patients were unable to go home during the Chinese New Year, they all received condolences from the hospital. Although it was not a big gift, it was a heartfelt gesture.

Of course, this is also inseparable from the good operation of the House of Lords.

In the past, the white ceilings, walls, and floor tiles all have some year-like decorations, and the door of the ward also has this red color, which is also a warm scene.

After the emergency call of the experts stopped, Shen Zhen didn't have to be on duty every day, and there were fewer night shifts, and there were no shifts in the [-]th, first, and second grades, so he could take a three-day break.This is not a short vacation for doctors, especially those who work outside the heart.

After checking the last room and completing the handover procedures, Shen Zhen specially instructed the head nurse to pay more attention to the physical conditions of some patients, and then prepared to leave.

Song Xi has already made an appointment with her, and he will pick her up downstairs and go home with her, then he settled down and cleaned up his desk, and stretched himself.

"Doctor Shen, Happy New Year~"

Many young nurses and doctors said this to her, and they nodded with deep pillows and smiles, their expressions rare and gentle under the nourishment of the festival.And after passing by, there was no shortage of joyful voices behind him.

"Ah——Dr. Shen smiled at me!!! She looks so good when she smiles!"

When going downstairs, Shen Zhen accidentally turned the elevator upside down and followed a group of people upstairs. The door opened and it stopped on the eighth floor.

The door opened, and the crowd dispersed all of a sudden, leaving the elevator empty.Shen Zhen frowned slightly, and at the moment when the elevator door was about to close, he suddenly stretched out a hand.

blocked it.

The elevator door bounced open after encountering a foreign object, and walked out with heavy pillows under the strange eyes of the people who noticed it.

Somewhere in the bottom of my heart, it was clamoring.

"Shen Zhen, let's go and take a look, just a look. Maybe she has already left."

Yeah, I haven't seen anyone for a few days.

But what's the point?

Shen Zhen didn't think of the meaning, but his figure had already arrived in front of the familiar ward.

The door is not closed.

Shen Zhen looked into the house.The thin and familiar figure turned his back to her and faced the window, silent and lonely, cast in the back of the huge window, like a single tree on the top of a cliff, facing the night, eternal and desolate.

Shen Zhen never thought that that person would have such an appearance, that somewhat nervous, paranoid, high-spirited, uninhibited woman would have such an appearance.

Her heart throbbed inexplicably. It is said that people with abundant emotions are more able to empathize with others, have more empathy, and can understand each other's pain in a shorter time.

Shen Zhen is not such a person.

But for some reason, just for a moment, she seemed to empathize with the person in front of her, as if she had also been pulled onto that lonely cliff.

Shen Zhen thought about the other party's possible pranks, thought that she might be harassed, but did not expect that she would be a little flustered when facing this figure from behind.She was a little afraid of the thin figure's back, she wanted to run away, but she couldn't move.She just stood there blankly, facing the back for a long time unable to make a sound or move, as if possessed by a ghost.

She even wanted to know what Cheng Zhiyang's expression was like at this moment, Shen Zhen seemed to be seduced and attracted, she wanted to walk over, wanted to hold that face and take a good look at what it was like.

But she didn't dare, not at all, even if she didn't even have the courage to step into this room, she was afraid of seeing a sad expression.

Just like her expression at this moment.

Surrounded by lively scenes, even the hospital was a bit happy, but Cheng Zhiyang remained motionless, the thin shirt was pressed against her spine, outlining a curve, and the shoulder blades were clearly discernible, like a butterfly fluttering its wings.She is like a statue carved out of stone, but with a kind of ink stain, her whole body seems to be frozen, and she is in a dilemma.

Shen Zhen didn't know how she left the upper courtyard complex in the end, her only memory was her messy footsteps, like a defeated army, almost fleeing.

Until he got into the car of his friend Song Xi, Shen Zhen was still upset, but his face had calmed down.

But Song Xi and her have been friends for many years, how can they not feel that there is a difference between friends, some don't understand why.

"Bought so many things again!" Song Xi looked at the big and small bags Shen Zhen put on the back seat, and curled his lips helplessly, "There is no need to buy, there is nothing missing at home."

"Go home, who do you think doesn't bring new year's goods home?" Shen Zhen smiled, but it was not natural.

"A Zhen, what's the matter with you? How do you look like Qingming Festival? It's New Year's Eve, and your face is so pale. I shouldn't be mistaken. It's New Year's Eve today?"

"Drive well, or the two of us will go to the Lantern Festival (ghost festival)."

"Bah, bah, bah," Song Xi said frantically, "It's Chinese New Year! It's not auspicious at all! Can you say something nice!"

"I'm an atheist, so I don't have any taboos."

"Is there something wrong in the hospital?" Song Xi was worried. "Could it be that you are assigned to the big class?"

"No, it's just..." Shen Zhen hesitated to speak, "Ah Xi, do you suddenly feel that there is someone who looks like you? It just... feels like that person is you, like... ...The soul is out of the body, and it seems to be looking at my body..."

"Damn...it's New Year's Eve, don't scare me! Ah Zhen!" Song Xi stopped the car in front of a traffic light, raised his hand and thumped Shen Zhen's shoulder, "You don't know that I'm most afraid of these gods Nagging! You still scare me! You want to sleep in the same room with me at night?"

After hearing this, Shen Zhen's mood calmed down a lot, and her complexion also improved a lot. She smiled and said, "Don't worry, I really don't want to."

"Asshole!"

Shen Zhen is a frequent visitor of Song's house, she goes to Song's house more frequently than her biological father, and she is closer to the two elders.And Song's father and Song's mother also treated her like their own daughter, and they didn't see each other at all.

At the dinner table, Shen Zhen's mood improved a lot.Song's mother kept adding food to her, mouthful of a "small pillow", which made Song Xi's teeth sore.

"Azhen, I think you are the biological child of these two, right? I am the little cabbage who was adopted!" Song Xi complained aggrievedly.

"Then how can you be so good-looking? It's not all because of Auntie's glory."

"Hey, our pillow is sweet! It's not like some little heartless person." Song Ma said with a smile, and she didn't forget to give Song Xi a look.

Song Xi stuck out his tongue, and his worry about his friend eased a little. They were eating happily when Shen Zhen's cell phone rang suddenly.

Shen Zhen bowed his body and left the table, and smiled shyly to the side to answer the phone. After finishing a call, his face became more serious.

"Aunt Song, Uncle Song, I'm sorry, the little nurse on duty in the hospital suddenly has something to do, so I'm going to help lead a shift. I won't eat today. I'll come to see you another day."

"Ah..." Song's father and Song's mother showed a look of pity and distress at the same time, complaining and getting up, "Hey, Xiaozhen is really hard work, and this hospital is also on duty on New Year's Eve! It's not hard to die Lah! There is no day for a good rest throughout the year..."

"Hey, don't get up, you two! You can continue to eat, and leave me alone." Shen Zhen hurriedly persuaded.

"Okay Dad, Mom, sit down, I'll take Ah Zhen back."

"Okay, don't worry about it." Shen Zhen pressed Song Xi's shoulder, "I can take a taxi and go home by myself! Hurry up and have a good meal with your uncle and aunt, and watch the Spring Festival Gala later!"

"Xiaozhen, it's not easy to take a taxi on Chinese New Year's Eve, let Xiaoxi take you!" Song Ma got up and asked the nanny to serve Shen Zhen a bowl of chicken soup and some side dishes, but Shen Zhen ended up holding a four-story big Lunch box out.

Under Shen Zhen's strict refusal, Song Xi only sent him to the door.

"Okay, let's not be polite, you hurry back, it's cold outside."

"I said Ah Zhen..." Song Xi suddenly said quietly, "Why do you seem to be... very happy..."

Shen Zhen's face froze.

"Where is it?"

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poke the heart x2

Pillow back to spend the New Year with my wife who is lying in bed.