Raiders My Doctor

How can I be happy.

Shen Zhen's complexion was very bad, and he was thinking dullly along the way.

Not happy at all.

When I got back to the hospital, I went to the cardiology shift first. The doctor on duty had an urgent matter at home, so he asked Dr. Shen, who seemed the fiercest and strictest, but also the most talkative and least kicking doctor in the entire department, to help.

The pennant is the proof.

However, Dr. Shen's face was indeed ugly.

After all, this is no small favor. Who wants to be on duty in the hospital on New Year's Eve.I originally called Shen Zhen with the intention of giving it a try, but I didn't expect the other party to agree without any excuse.

Even if you have a black face, you are still a good colleague at the epic level...

At this moment, the little doctor in charge of the class felt that it was nothing to meet the other half. To be able to work with Dr. Shen would be to spend all the luck in this life!

Shen Zhen took off her windbreaker, the temperature in the hospital is suitable, even a thin sweater will not feel cold at all, she first went to the inpatient department for a tour, the patient's condition is still stable, after reassuring the family members, she explained If the nurse who checked the bed came to find herself in an emergency, she would call herself, she was in the hospital.

Back in the department, Shen Zhen tidied up her position one after another. She is a bit obsessive-compulsive, and likes everything to be neat and tidy. Even if she has a high status, she never troubles her subordinates.

In other words, she can't bother, as long as someone touches her things, she will face a huge risk of not being found.

Once, a new intern didn't know whether it was to show her favor or to ask her for something, and helped her clean up the table while she was away. As a result, the air pressure in the whole department dropped for three days.

Dr. Shen never swears, but the sentence of "do your own thing well" almost made the interns cry.

Dare to flatter Dr. Shen?I'm afraid I want to be dismembered by five horses and trampled to death...

In fact, things had already been tidied up when she left not long ago, Shen Zhen only felt that his movements were a little mechanical.

Su Qi from the same department peeked at Dr. Shen with an unclear expression, and saw her standing there, pulling out a stack of cases, flipping through them, putting them back, pulling them out again, flipping through them, and putting them back again...

Ma'am... so horrible.

Su Qi swallowed her saliva, and frantically recalled whether she had filled out the case by herself, whether she had written it seriously, whether the handwriting was good-looking, whether she could see it clearly...

But please don't be picked on by Dr. Shen, woohoo.

In the end, Su Qi, who couldn't let go no matter what, decided to go and have a look in person.

"Doctor Shen?" Su Qi walked over calmly, glanced at Shen Zhen's hand, "Is there any problem with these cases?"

Then she was surprised to find that Dr. Shen's case was...

Take it upside down! ! !

"Nothing, just take a look."

Shen Zhen was interrupted by this voice, and when he closed the case, his eyes still reluctantly fell on the "huge" lunch box.She had a bitter and bitter look on her face, as if it wasn't a lunch box, but explosives/drugs/bags.

A trace of hesitation flashed in her eyes, and she wanted to take the lunch box away, but the figure from her back involuntarily appeared in her mind.

Lonely and alone.

In the center of the white room is a dazzling red, and the exhaust fan makes a "humming" sound, showing how hard it is working, but there is still a disgusting rancid smell in the space, like The knife scraped across the trachea, causing waves of physical pain.

When the five senses are exhausted, they all turn into pain.

Many medical students are unable to avoid the physiological discomfort caused by "Giant View" for the first time, or even after many times, and vomiting is a relatively mild reaction.

But for the first time, Shen Zhen didn't vomit, or even have any physiological reaction, just like a stone sculpture, silent and lonely, she is now in front of the stage, her eyes are sharp, facing the white cold light rising from the silver table.

Surrounded by people coming and going, everyone's face is full of unbearable, but no one dares to speak to comfort.

How can this be comforted?

Does mourning change?

At that time, Shen Zhen felt that she had a feeling that her soul was out of her body. She didn't respond, not because of her strong tolerance, but because she felt that she had left that body, and she just watched from a distance. Looking at that person, looking at the back of the person who has the same face as her, her heart is still.

Until someone handed her a knife.

scalpel.

Sleeping on a wit, falling into reality.

"Doctor Shen..."

Su Qi watched the man tremble and swayed, his fingers supported the desk in front of him, fine beads of sweat oozed from his forehead.

She was a little scared, when did Dr. Shen look so embarrassed?

Shen Zhen grabbed the lunch box and went out the door as if fleeing, her breathing was a little short, she took a few steps, adjusted her mood, and walked towards the elevator.

"Doctor Shen? Do you have a shift today?" Xu Wenbo was returning with his case book in his hands, and when he saw Shen Zhen, he was a little surprised. She remembered that the person in the arrangement didn't seem to be on today's shift.

Originally, if Xu Wenbo didn't have a shift, he would have thought about inviting Dr. Shen to have a meal. According to his colleagues, Dr. Shen had no one at home.

"Well, help Dr. Liu take a shift." Shen Zhen was indifferent and didn't want to talk about it.

"Where are you going?"

Shen Zhen concealed it very well, and Liu Wenbo didn't see that she was different from usual.At this time, they were not as busy as usual. Seeing Shen Zhen hurrying, he was a little curious and wanted to cultivate "revolutionary friendship".

"Toilet." Shen Pillow did not return.

"..." Xu Wenbo's footsteps, which he was about to follow, stopped, and he smiled dryly before turning around.

But before he took two steps, he turned his head abruptly, staring at the things in Dr. Shen's hand dumbfounded.

That...isn't it a box lunch? !

Shen Zhen has eaten at Song's house. Although it's not much, she doesn't have a big appetite, but Aunt Song feels sorry for her hard work, so she brought her a full meal, which is full of weight in her hand. I can't eat it.

I don't want to eat either.

I don't know why, that back view makes her so concerned, it has nothing to do with emotion, it's like a kind of attraction of encountering the same kind in the steel jungle.

She wanted to go and have a look, because of that back, and throwing away the food would be a waste, so she just took it, anyway, it was also a day to get rid of the old and welcome the new, so I could treat it as a New Year's Eve dinner for her.

Similar?

Shen Zhen thought about that domineering bright face, and his eyebrows were deeply knit together.

She actually felt that she was the same kind as that crazy woman!She's really crazy, she'll go get some medicine from Senior Yin, who is transferred to the psychiatry department.

Depressed all the way.

When Shen Zhen came to the door of the familiar ward, the door was still not closed. With an inexplicable emotion, she looked into the room nervously.

She thought about countless possible scenes, thought that Cheng Zhiyang had already left, thought about the arrival of the other party's family, and even thought about the woman who hugged Cheng Zhiyang in the courtyard that day, but she never thought that Cheng Zhiyang still maintained the posture he had a few hours ago, As if he hadn't moved, he was still staring at the dark blue sky outside the window in a daze.

Inexplicably bleak.

Shen Zhen hesitated for a moment, then raised his hand and knocked lightly on the door frame. With the sound of "dong dong", the person inside turned his head and looked at each other. Shen Zhen actually saw a line of tears on the other's face.

She...was crying.

Weeping silently, without shaking her shoulders at all, Shen Zhen only felt that her heart was squeezed suddenly, and a wave of emotion was like a huge wave that swept over suddenly, engulfing her five senses at once.

She remembered that time, the moment when she came out of the dissecting room and raised her head.Everyone around looked at her blankly.

Those eyes were concerned, distressed, sympathetic, and unbearable.

they said:

"Shenzhen...you cried."

Is that so... It turned out that she was already in tears at that time.

Cheng Zhiyang was also taken aback when he saw Shen Zhen, for so long, she never saw Dr. Shen again, under Dr. Shen's careful avoidance.

Cheng Zhiyang almost wondered if he had some kind of infectious disease, that woman wanted to hide from him like this.

Cheng Zhiyang originally thought that she would leave after the new year and never come back again. The various experiences of so many days made her feel a little embarrassed.

Who doesn't have a little self-esteem yet.

However, she still hopes to postpone her departure until next year, not because she still has any fantasies about that woman, but because even if she leaves now, she will be the only one in the new apartment.

Too cold.

It's not as comfortable as the noise in the hospital, at least she was a little angry, which made her feel that she was still living in this world.

Cheng Zhiyang laughed at himself. Once upon a time, he, who never saw a doctor, had been reduced to greedy for the noise of people in the hospital.

Cheng Zhiyang opened the door of his own ward, and let the noise from outside pour into the room. The sound insulation effect of the advanced ward is good, and it is still a bit too quiet when the door is closed, so it is much better.

However, how could she have imagined that Dr. Shen, who has always been a dragon but never saw the end, and deliberately avoided her like a plague god, would suddenly appear, and it was also on this day of reunion with thousands of lights.

Dr. Shen didn't come home?

Wouldn't it be specially to accompany me?

I just knew, huh, this ghost woman, tsk tsk tsk, is willing to refuse or welcome, obviously she cares about herself a lot, right?

However, Dr. Shen, who appeared at her door at this moment, looked at her with a look that had never appeared in her eyes before.

Cheng Zhiyang's heart shrank.

Not happy or touched.

On weekdays, that woman always had an expression of "I'm a grass mud horse", but she was a little bit pretty, so that the face that was originally a dirty word was naturally rewritten as "Don't get close to strangers".

But in fact, in Cheng Zhiyang's eyes, the essence is the same.

Isn't it just maintaining unfriendliness and vigilance towards the whole world?

But at this moment, Cheng Zhiyang saw a trace of softness in her eyes, even if it was only a trace leaked from a small gap.

Maybe it's because Cheng Zhiyang's attitude has changed too much, and Cheng Zhiyang's inferiority complex is at work.Even though she had behaved in various ways when chasing Dr. Shen, she never put herself in a weak position, and Shen Zhen's gaze at this moment made her feel uncomfortable all over.

She is pitying me?

Cheng Zhiyang is not afraid of being beaten and scolded, but it is the "sympathetic" gaze of the superior to the inferior, which immediately gives the illusion of being painfully dissected and exhibited in public, especially when the source of the sympathetic gaze is the person who made her a little emotional female doctor.

Friends are just kidding around, but the phoenix that fucked me is not a chicken, right?

But Cheng Zhiyang didn't know that if she was a different person, she wouldn't have so many inner turmoil at all. People don't always try their best to be brave when facing everyone.

When Cheng Zhiyang was distracted, he even forgot to wipe the tears on his face, but the distraction lasted only for a moment, and the next moment, Cheng Zhiyang pinched himself severely, realizing that everything was real and not an illusion, so she wiped it off immediately. Wiping off the water stains on his face, he desperately hoped to get rid of the embarrassment at this moment.

Then, she put on the mask with a cynical and frivolous smile, cleaned herself up without any flaws, and said with a light smile to the woman staring at her at the door:

"Hey, what wind brought our Dr. Shen here? Did Dr. Shen come to see me specially? I haven't seen you for so many days, and you finally stopped hiding from me. I miss you very much. "

Full, bum tone.

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Pillow: It hurts a little.

Zhi Yang: Yo~ you are here, beauty~

Pillow: Farewell.

A life without comments is really lonely like snow QAQ