Leftover temperature

Zhang Qingxue's family came back from other cities to spend the festival with Uncle Zhang.You can't stay here for long, you have to rush back the next day, and continue to go to work, go to school, and go to school.

Both Zhang Qingxue and her younger brother are studying abroad, Zhang Qingxue is already a junior this year, and her younger brother is still a senior in high school.One of the two siblings is going to take the postgraduate entrance examination and the other is going to take the college entrance examination. They are busy with their studies and cannot stay here for a long time.

Before leaving, Zhang Qingxue said to Xia Shenyan with wet red eyes reluctant to part: "I will definitely come back this year for Chinese New Year, and if you are still there, I will come to see you... I really want to stay with Grandpa and accompany you and Grandpa." But I'm going to take the postgraduate entrance examination soon, and I'm about to graduate in one year, so I can't even take care of super chat. And I don't want to disturb you, I don't want to disturb your life here because of my appearance, you must All right, be happy and be happy. Help me take care of my grandpa by the way."

Then she choked up and said, "Nianqing, you are so thin, you have to eat well and take care of yourself, don't get sick. We'll wait for you to come back."

In the end, she hugged him, took a photo with him cheekily, and walked away wiping her tears.

The sky was unexpectedly clear on this day, the clouds were disappearing and the rain was coming, and everything was growing. Xia Shenyan squinted his eyes and stood at the corner of the alley watching their car slowly disappearing into the distance. His eyes suddenly became wet. He was silent for a long time and smiled wryly. Muttering: "...Silly girls, this time, I may let you down."

The seasons change, day and night cherish each other.

The golden wind is fine.

Xia Shenyan saw the sycamores and orchids in the small courtyard from flourishing to withered leaves, and the weeds and flowers between the alley walls from flourishing to withering.

Life is full of life.

It's just that the flowers will bloom again, and the wind will come again, but if life comes to an end, it will be an end.

Spring and summer are not so difficult. He opens and closes his eyes for a day. He has few hobbies, and he doesn’t read frequently and extensively. He spends more time watching TV and writing, or doing things with a computer.

Fortunately, the hot summer is short and smooth, even if it seems like an eternity.

The birds return to the forest, the swallows fly south, the scorching sun is no longer there, and it is finally dark and cold here that the sun is covered by dark clouds.

And Xia Shenyan's body was getting worse day by day.

At first, I had a poor appetite. From two meals a day to one meal, I felt dull when I saw the food. Later, I seldom went out.

He felt his strength begin to drain from his body, and he became more and more lethargic, sometimes taking a nap until the next morning.Xia Shenyan thought this was already bad, but he didn't expect that this was actually the least difficult stage for him.

The pain was superimposed, from slight pain to severe pain, from pain at a certain stage to coughing with blood, coughing day and night, chest tightness and shortness of breath.

After the gentle and warm spring and summer, the weather is gradually getting colder.And Xia Shenyan's current body can't even stand the slightest bit of wind and cold, coughing all day long, and in the middle of the night, the whole body is either hot or cold, mixed with the piercing pain, he is getting thinner and worse , the body is actually many times worse than that of Uncle Chen who is over half a hundred years old.

It really became a walking dead.

But Xia Shenyan didn't feel so sad, he began to look forward to the end of his illness.

He is obsessed with dreams.

When he closes his eyes, he can see his late grandfather and the twinkling stars in his hometown when he was seven or eight years old.

The fragrance of flowers and the singing of birds seemed to be especially in front of his nose and ears. He gradually became lethargic and lethargic, and began to yearn for the warmth left in the world in his dreams.

He should be glad that he has nothing to worry about.

I just don't know if one day he really disappears, will he become unattended.

Probably, who would remember Xia Shenyan—a fool who would never accomplish anything in their hearts.

The snow falls late in the south, and Nanyang and Xinyou are both southerly. Probably because of their proximity, the rainy and snowy seasons almost always come at the same time every year.

However, it is not possible to see snow here every year. Even if it snows, it is not as majestic as the snow in the north. The snow here is always scattered and drifting down, like spring rain, hot and cold, not falling. to the point.

Xia Shenyan has never seen a heavy snowfall in Xinyou and Nanyang, and he doesn't know if he will see it again this year.

It is late autumn at this time.

The weather was fine that day, not very cold, and there was no wind. The sun was hiding behind the clouds, lazily leaning against the sky to spread warmth, and it was rare that it was not stopped by the dark clouds.

This is very rare in Nanyang these days, Xia Shenyan didn't want to let go of this opportunity, so he took the medicine, packed up and rode a bicycle to the flower market to buy flowers.

There was a heavy rain a few days ago, Xia Shenyan fell asleep reading the book and forgot to bring in the orchids in the yard. The next day, he saw that all the orchids that were standing upright the day before were drenched to death by the rain.After being depressed for a long time, he was reluctant to throw it away. He turned over the soil in the garden in the backyard and buried the withered orchid in it, wishing it would come back to life.

There is always something to look forward to.

Xia Shenyan thought.

It's just that the empty pot looked uncomfortable to him, so he planned to go to the flower market to buy some flower seedlings and plant them himself.

However, there was an accident, and before the person walked out of the flower shop, it began to rain patter outside.Xia Shenyan sighed, he couldn't stay outside for too long.So Xin Dao might have to go back in the rain.

"Shen Yan, take an umbrella." The flower shop proprietress smiled and handed him an umbrella.

Xia Shenyan was stunned for a moment, his heart warmed slightly, and he joked: "I don't know when I'll come home this time, and I dare not take your umbrella."

The proprietress patted the back of his hand and said with a smile, "It's all right, it doesn't matter if I send you off."

Xia Shenyan didn't refuse anymore, and said "thank you" with a chuckle, took the umbrella, but quietly put the money in the small notebook in front of the cash register.

Baihua Town is a remote town, close to Xinyou, belonging to Nanyang, not very developed to the outside world, it can even be said to be isolated from the world.Although Xia Shenyan would still wrap himself tightly when going out to be on the safe side, no one would recognize him even if he took off his mask.After all, he has only acted in a few movies, and they are all inconspicuous supporting roles in different shapes; his songs are the kind of soothing and soft music, which is only welcomed by most young people.

But Xia Shenyan is a gentle person, humble and polite when dealing with others, decent and generous in conversation, gentle and elegant, it is hard not to make people feel good.

Most of Xia Shenyan's flowers are bought in this store, and it's not a store chosen for its quality, but it happens to be closer to home, and the boss is a kind and pure woman, so she is easy to talk to.

The proprietress liked him very much, and even intentionally or unintentionally mentioned her daughter who was going to college in front of him, and inquired about Xia Shenyan's marriage and financial situation in roundabout ways.

Xia Shenyan could only smile and politely refuse every time: "I already have a lover in my heart."

The proprietress was a little disappointed, but she didn't force it anymore, she just liked his character from the bottom of her heart.

Riding a bicycle in such weather was not the right choice, so Xia Shenyan held an umbrella and went to a street corner where there were more cars, took a taxi, and folded the bicycle that had been soaking outside for a long time and put it in the trunk of the car.

As the car started slowly and the surrounding scenery slowly receded, Xia Shenyan also had to face up to his physical discomfort.

That discomfort comes from the dense pain in the stomach, and the uncomfortable feeling of weakness all over the body.

The medicine is over.

Xia Shenyan coughed a few times impatiently.

The town is not very far from home, and it takes four to five minutes by taxi to reach the alley.After paying the money, Xia Shenyan got out of the car, and slowly walked in with the bicycle under the umbrella.He couldn't walk too fast, and his stomach hurt even worse.

However, soon, his footsteps suddenly stopped ten meters away from home.

Today's rain is not very heavy, and it is dense. The bluestone path in Baihua Lane still has accumulated water left by the heavy rain a few days ago, and some uninhabited stone steps in front of the door are covered with moss.

Dark clouds covered the sun, and the sky was dim.Under such circumstances, there was a slender man standing in front of the old gate of his house.

They haven't seen each other for more than half a year, and he is still the same as before... not right, maybe he has lost weight and his hair has grown a bit.But his face is still handsome, his temperament is still exquisite and beautiful, and his tall body stands in the haze of mist and rain, looking at him from a distance through the thin rain curtain.

This glance made Xia Shenyan suddenly think of the man who stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, bent his lips against the light and asked him when Nie's house took him away: "Would you like to come with me?"

If he asked again now, Xia Shenyan would definitely give the same answer.

They looked at each other in silence, neither of them knew the sourness in each other's heart, but those fiery and lingering eyes seemed to want to get back the parting and longing of the past half a year with the collision of eyes.

"……You came."

It took Xia Shenyan a while to force a smile, his voice was weak after coughing, if it rained a little harder now, he would not be able to hear clearly.

Si Jinqing also seemed to be a little at a loss. She stared at him for a while before nodding her head bewilderedly. Instead of answering his question, she said in a hoarse voice, "Yanyan, you've lost weight."

Xia Shenyan blinked and bent his lips.

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Xia Shenyan parked his bicycle in the corridor on the right, and led Si Jinqing straight to the hall of the master bedroom.

He was afraid of the cold, and his body couldn't stand the cold, so the heater was always on in the room. As soon as the two of them entered, they were covered in heat.

Si Jinqing's eyes stayed on him all the time, followed him into the kitchen, and finally sat down on the sofa not far from him.

The two were relatively silent for a long time, and neither of them spoke first.

The atmosphere was a little awkward and weird for a while.

"Yanyan." Later, it was Si Jinqing who broke the uncomfortable unfamiliarity.

Xia Shenyan was taken aback for a moment, not daring to look at him more, but just gave a soft "hmm", looked at the floor under his feet and waited for his next words.

Si Jinqing fell silent again, and after a long time, he frowned slightly, closed his eyes, and said in a low voice:

"Yanyan, you make me feel a little sad."

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