Leftover temperature

One month before New Year's Eve, to Si Jinqing's surprise, Xia Shenyan's illness seemed to be gradually improving again.

He was finally able to sleep well in the cold and windy night, and his cough was no longer as severe as before. Occasionally, he would feel tight pain in his chest, but it would not make people feel out of breath.The endless pain in the stomach is only a little throbbing now and then.

He finally felt a lot more relaxed.

Si Jinqing didn't dare to take it lightly, but no matter how educated his personal doctor was or how superb his medical skills were, in some cases he couldn't see anything at all. What's more, he didn't understand Xia Shenyan's condition at all. All the information came from Si Jinqing's report and superficial examination and diagnosis, as well as the few words in the medical record.

As a doctor, he didn't dare to judge at will, not to mention that Xia Shenyan's physical condition was indeed a bit complicated, it was serious, but it didn't look that serious, and it was not serious, but it was definitely not so serious.

It can only be said that according to Xia Shenyan's current situation, it has improved compared to before.

But he became more lethargic, and he became more and more tired, and it was difficult for him to talk to people.It was probably because the pain was too severe some time ago, and it was inevitable that I would need to rest and recuperate as soon as I relaxed.

His sleep is very irregular, sometimes he wakes up and stares at the ceiling in a daze for a while, then falls asleep; sometimes he sleeps so weak and sore all over, he stands up and supports Si Jinqing's arm, walks and shakes, but once the drowsiness fades away Coming up, he stood in a daze for a while, and then he didn't know what to stand on and felt sleepy.

Si Jinqing didn't dare to take his eyes off him for a moment, and he had to follow him all the time to be at ease. He only spared some time to do other things when he was lying down and sleeping, but he didn't dare to go too far.

He was getting scared.

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Ren Zhan came here in a hurry after finishing the task assigned to him by Si Jinqing.Si Jinqing helped him buy a house in Baihua Town and asked him to stay here temporarily, Ren Zhan naturally had no objection.

It was just that when he saw Xia Shenyan again, he was taken aback.

Xia Shenyan was still in a daze when he saw him, seemed a little confused, as if he didn't recognize him, and after looking at him for a long time, he slowly pulled the corners of his lips, and said in a hoarse voice: "Mr. Ren, you are here."

His voice is low and soft, if the environment is not quiet enough, Ren Zhan would not be able to hear clearly.

Ren Zhan looked at Xia Canyan, who was a lot thinner than before, and with a choked throat, forced a smile and said, "...Long time no see, Mr. Xia."

Xia Shenyan nodded with a smile.He didn't seem to have much strength, and he sat down on the recliner after greeting him.

Ren Zhan's heart was shaken, looking at the back of the man who was too thin, he always had a bad feeling.

Ren Zhan was not at ease, so he boldly asked Si Jinqing. Si Jinqing did not hide from him.

Xia Shenyan's face and eyes no longer had any blood and fireworks, he was as pale as paper, more and more powerless, as if he could disappear with the wind at any time.

Cancer, why did cancer cells appear in his body?

Ren Zhan couldn't figure it out.

God's will?

But Xia Shenyan is such a good person, what did he do wrong?

Ren Zhan didn't understand this destiny.

Ren Zhan stayed as a matter of course.

His daily task now is to take care of Xia Shenyan.

Of course, the premise is that Si Jinqing has no time, otherwise he would not be willing to hand over Xia Shenyan to anyone.

When he was free, Ren Zhan would run errands, stroke the cat by the way, or rush out the door to chat with Uncle Zhang opposite.

He thought it was good.

There is no intrigue and bloody storm, no longer need to be frightened, and survive in the hail of bullets.

This kind of tranquility was given to him by Xia Shenyan.

He had only seen this kind of human warmth in people like Si Jinqing and Xia Canyan.

They should be together, as they are now.

A few days later, Xia Shenyan seemed to have finally passed the chaotic period.

His energy began to return and he was no longer sleepy all the time.

Si Jinqing and Ren Zhan let go of their high-hanging hearts at the same time, but they didn't dare to let it go to the end.

The roses in the flowerbed are already in bud.But it's only half open, not fully open.The delicate and warm petals are tightly wrapped, but they are unwilling to bloom their most charming brilliance to Xia Shenyan.

But this was enough to make Xia Shenyan happy.

He is not greedy.

Xia Shenyan's current body couldn't bear any wind and cold, so he couldn't go out, and Si Jinqing didn't let him go out.The heater was turned on all day and all night in the room, he thought to himself, it's no wonder he didn't feel sleepy.

Knowing that he was thinking about those flowers, Si Jinqing replaced the old-fashioned paper-pasted glass windows with transparent floor-to-ceiling windows.He knocked out the entire wall that was supposed to be, and the dark corner finally began to see through.

During the renovation period, both Xia Shenyan and Si Jinqing lived in the second bedroom.

However, Si Jinqing's men moved extremely quickly, and finished the work in two days. From then on, that small area became Xia Shenyan's sky.

There he can see the half-bloomed delicate roses and the cool and lonely cold orchids.When the weather is good, he will sit there basking in the sun, watching Si Jinqing busy in the courtyard.

After Xia Shenyan's situation improved, Ren Zhan came here less diligently than before, most of the time he came here to do errands.Go to the town to buy firewood, rice, oil and salt, or ride a bicycle to the vegetable market to buy fresh vegetables, or help Si Jinqing clean up the house and water the flowers and plants.

He thought it was funny, a president and an assistant to the president, they are powerful characters in novels, but when they come to him, they have to live a trivial life for small living.

But Xia Shenyan was very satisfied and happy.

If only it could go on like this.

He often thinks about it.

But the dream will wake up.Dreams that do not wake up are left only to the dead.

Xia Shenyan is not a light sleeper, as long as there is not much movement in his sleep, he will not be easily woken up, so sometimes it is very common to be stuck in a dream and unable to come out.

However, in the past few days, he had more nightmares than good dreams, but in recent days, most of his dreams were about the past.

In the dream, there were grandparents, parents, brothers and sisters, but no Si Jinqing.

After all, he in the dream world is always before the age of 15. Before the age of 15, my grandfather didn't die, my father's company went well, my parents didn't divorce, my brother didn't hate him that much, and my sister was still sticking to him.He still has a home.

But the price of growing up is probably so painful, he has been losing, losing, losing, losing... and everything he has now is more illusory than a dream, he thinks carefully about his life, as if he never really owned anything.

It's... sad.

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Si Jinqing was used to sitting in the yard with Ren Zhan and talking about the recent situation in Xinyou City, as well as the recent actions of Jiang Yu and Mo Yanshu in Nanyang. While chatting and forgetting the time, the expressions of the two became more and more serious. dignified.

During these days, the two of them could hardly mention Xinyou's affairs.As soon as it is mentioned, the heart temperature will drop several degrees.

In the end, Si Jinqing entered the room with a sullen face.He just stood in the hall and adjusted his expression stiffly for a while before entering the master bedroom before stepping in.

But unfortunately, as soon as he entered, he happened to see Xia Shenyan holding a lighter and burning something.He could only catch a glimpse of it with his super eyesight. It was a retro and exquisite notebook, which looked quite thick.

Xia Shenyan was probably taken aback by him, and when he came back to his senses, he immediately poured the water at the head of the bed into the trash can, and then stuffed the book, which was almost half burnt, into the quilt.

Si Jinqing knew that Xia Shenyan had his own private space, so he didn't ask.Knowing that he came in at the wrong time, he immediately backed out, and apologized to Xia Shenyan afterwards.

Xia Shenyan smiled and said it was nothing, it was not important.But after that, Si Jinqing never saw any trace of that diary.

None of them mentioned the incident, and they all seemed to treat it as an insignificant episode.

No one took it to heart.

The author has something to say:

Good evening, sorry for being late.

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