night lights up

Mom, I was so pissed off by this.

Or rather, it wasn't this one thing alone, but it was definitely the last straw for her.

Speaking of which, the truth is that I really don't want to recall it.

I would rather think about the love time with Chu Heng in the past every day, because it was so sweet and contrasted with the present and I was so sad that I cried like crazy, rather than recall this period.

All these years, except for the nightmares I dreamed from time to time, I never deliberately thought about it.In the first year of breaking up, I almost lived in that memory, and I had to beat myself on the head repeatedly, trying to get those memories out.After a long time, the brain seems to have a conditioned reflex, and gradually I really don't think about those times anymore.

It was also summer, and Chu Heng was about to graduate from university.

The day of his graduation ceremony also happened to be the anniversary of my one-year relationship with him.

He majored in economics, and most of them worked immediately after graduation, either in banks or some financial institutions. At that time, the domestic economic situation was extremely good, and only a small number of people in his class went to graduate school or went abroad.He didn't go to graduate school either. I knew a little about his family at that time. His grandfather was a retired cadre, and he had an uncle.The uncle's family are all engaged in politics, but his parents are not, and his grandparents are also retired cadres.He also has three uncles and an aunt. I don't remember exactly what they do, but they are all people at the top of the pyramid.

Chu Heng never likes to talk about his elders, but his cousins ​​and cousins ​​have always had a good relationship with him.He often said that he wanted to introduce me to them, saying that they would definitely like me very much, but I knew better about his brothers and sisters.

He briefly introduced to me about his parents and seniors, but he didn't tell me more about it afterwards.Only once, he mentioned to me about his little uncle's divorce.

He said that his grandparents were very angry. Obviously, the little aunt and the little uncle were childhood sweethearts, and they got married when they reached the marriageable age.The two are so compatible, they used to be so good, but after they got married, they didn't have a good relationship. After careful questioning, they didn't have any other people outside, but they just didn't have a good relationship.Within two years of their marriage, the two argued for a divorce.

Where can the elders agree?If it is a random marriage, divorce is fine, and if the relationship is not good, you can't force it.But the family members of the two families, the elders watched the two grow up together, the younger aunt went abroad to study, and the younger uncle also visited her every year.The relationship is so good, the elders don't understand why they want to divorce.

But the two insisted on leaving, and now it's all right, the mothers of both parties are sick with anger, and they are bedridden when they get sick.

The two finally stopped arguing about the divorce, but life did not improve, and later they even separated, and they couldn't see each other for a year.Finally, in the first semester of Chu Heng's senior year, the little aunt's mother passed away, and her father no longer insisted on this marriage.

The little aunt and the little uncle hurriedly went to file for a divorce. After finishing the process, they packed their bags and went abroad to marry their boyfriend.

After Chu Heng finished speaking to me, she sighed and said, "My grandma will be so mad at my little uncle, and she will get sick again, and call him unfilial and crazy. Actually, I think that my little uncle and my aunt have a bad relationship. Why does grandma want them to be together? And call him crazy? I don't understand."

I agree, nodding along.

Chu Heng said again: "After wasting so many years, my little aunt is actually a very nice person. I have met her boyfriend, and she is also a very nice person. Everyone knows it well, just for the sake of appearance."

I was very nervous at the time and asked him, "Then what should I do with you?"

He smiled and kissed me: "The little uncle is my grandmother's youngest son. My grandmother cares more about his affairs than anyone else. Of course, my parents take care of my grandson's affairs. My parents are very talkative."

"But the matter between me and you is not a trivial matter!"

He patted my head: "Don't worry, it's all about me. My own affairs, in fact, only I can decide."

I nodded straight, not thinking about these things too much.After watching the movie with me, he sent me home to see his little uncle.His mother asked him to visit his little uncle. Before he left, he asked, "Why don't you go with me? My little uncle is very kind to me. When I was young, he often took me out to play."

I quickly shook my head, Chu Heng and I have never passed the test of his parents, so it's better not to follow any relatives.

This paragraph, after I learned some things later, I racked my brains to pull it out of my mind and put it together again.I only know so much about Chu Heng's little uncle.

After all, it really had nothing to do with me at the time, and I quickly forgot about it.

All I care about is Chu Heng and Chu Heng's parents.

Chu Heng's parents are also in business. When we fell in love, his father had just established a new company in Suzhou, which was located in the industrial park and often went to Suzhou.Chu Heng was originally a very independent person, and he saw less with his parents that year.

Chu Heng was a famous figure in the school. Everyone guessed that his family was well-off, but no one knew the specifics of his family.Chu Heng's teachers should know that after all, the family contact form must be filled out, but Chu Heng never mentioned it to anyone.His parents' education for him focused on raising him and giving him freedom.

He did not disappoint his parents, and he never talked about the conditions of his family.On the contrary, at that time, some students had rich families and drove sports cars to pick up their girlfriends at the school gate all day long. I despised this kind of thing the most.They drive as soon as they are open, and they especially like the party of three or five, and they talk loudly, which is very noisy.

Once I just came out of school to take the bus, and they were making noise again and whistling at other female students.I frowned, and a group of two hundred and five stared at me, asking what was wrong with my eyes.I rolled my eyes and started to leave, I didn't want to pay attention to the group of two hundred and five.

As a result, the two hundred and five people became angry and stretched out their hands to pull me, but I threw them off rudely.

If Chu Heng hadn't rushed out from inside in time, I'm afraid I'd have to fight again.

= - =

I really have a bad temper, and I dare to fight with people when I am in the clubhouse.When I fell in love with Chu Heng, my personality returned to its original appearance, so naturally it was even worse.

They naturally laughed at Chu Heng, especially when Chu Heng took me away on a bicycle, they laughed exaggeratedly.

I was sitting in the back seat of the car, looking at them bitterly, wanting to throw my schoolbag at them.

Chu Heng didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "What are you fussing about with that group of people? It looks like you are just a freshman, and some of them may not be students of our school."

"A group of two hundred and five!"

He smiled: "Yes, since it is two hundred and five, it should be ignored."

It happened to be a red light, he turned around, reached out and pinched my face: "Come on, have a smile."

I didn't want to laugh at first, but seeing him like that, I laughed immediately.

He also smiled: "That's good. We don't care about two hundred and five."

I laughed out loud and leaned on his back.

Those people dare to laugh at Chu Heng, Chu Heng can make money by himself, can those people?

Besides Chu Heng's family, his parents are well-known, they belong to the kind that Baidu can find, and they often appear in some official media financial news.I didn’t miss Baidu at that time. Chu Heng showed me a lot of photos of his parents. In the photos, his parents are very kind, because they were taken by their son!

If you face me, I'm afraid you will die of anger.

So I especially like to look at the news photos of his parents on Baidu, and look at his parents' serious faces and standard smiles. When the time comes, when the parents really don't like it, I can face it better, right?

In short, under my strange thinking, I am also making some strange efforts.

Because Chu Heng and his parents are very low-key, some large-scale activities in the school have actually invited his parents, but his parents have never participated.Chu Heng said that in the past 20 years, school activities, including parent-teacher meetings, were all helped by his aunt at home.Firstly, his parents are really busy, and secondly, his parents hope that he can grow up to be more independent.

But his university graduation ceremony, his parents said, to come to attend.

This is also the first time his parents have shown up at his school for many years.

Chu Heng himself was very happy, and smiled at me: "My mother said when I was a child that she would attend my graduation ceremony in the future. So I have been going to school step by step, and I have not dropped out of college."

I wonder.

He is rarely embarrassed: "In fact, the school has long been unable to teach me more. What I want and what I can do, I don't need to rely on school teaching."

He didn't say the rest.

I understand, in fact, Chu Heng and I are a little bit similar, although the causes are different, we are the same lonely.

His parents are also kind, hoping that he will grow up independently and giving him full respect and freedom.But adults don't always understand what children need.Behind the independent growth, occasionally, they also need the support, affirmation and praise of their parents, although he has long been used to being independent.

Indeed, even if someone like Chu Heng doesn't go to college, what can he do if he doesn't go to school step by step.

He hugged me and said softly, "My parents are finally coming to my college graduation."

I have been waiting for many years, neither my parents came to the junior high school graduation ceremony nor the high school graduation ceremony.

Now it's finally here.

I also hugged him tightly, feeling so sorry for my Chu Tiantian.

He said softly but firmly: "That day, meet my parents."

I was stunned.

He patted me: "Baby?"

I leaned on his shoulder and frowned, but I didn't want to agree.When he was so happy and happy, it was still the anniversary of his love. If his parents didn't agree, wouldn't such a good day be messed up?

But Chu Heng's voice is full of childlike expectation and yearning that I have almost never seen in him.

I can't bear to say no.

He said softly again: "Don't worry, my parents will like you, for sure."

I hesitated for a moment and nodded.

I think so be it, as long as he is happy!Anyway, no matter what happens in the future, good or bad is a commemoration, and it is an anniversary that Chu Heng and I face together!

After deciding to meet his parents on the day of the graduation ceremony, Chu Heng took me to customize a suit.The two of us ordered identical suits, except that he wore a tie and I wore a bow tie.On the day I went to pick up the clothes, we both tried them on in the fitting room and came out, and the shopping guides looked straight at me.

The two of us didn't hide much, we stood together hand in hand, and we still wore the same ring on our hands.

The young lady is so cute, she smiled and helped us take pictures, and finally helped us pack our clothes and shoes, and gave us blessings when they sent us to the parking lot.

There are only ten days left before his graduation ceremony, and I haven't learned how to tie a tie yet.

When I got home that day, I pushed him onto the couch, sat on his lap facing me, and started tie practice again.Some people's hands are naturally stupid, and I belong to this category.I have never failed in handicraft classes since I was a child. My hands-on ability is very poor, and I can’t assemble toys, so I especially hate playing with Transformers and the like. I love reading books more than playing with toys since I was a child.

Because of this, after procrastination and procrastination, I can never learn to tie a tie.

That night, I made up my mind and tossed and tossed his neck for more than two hours, and finally made a loose tie with a scalene triangle.I let out a long sigh of relief, always smiling at me and accompanying me, Chu Heng looked down without a trace of impatience, and praised: "It's so beautiful."

I pouted, looked at the crooked triangle, looked at his face, and then looked at that triangle.

I reached for a framed photo from the coffee table behind me, with a photo of the two of us on it.One day I was downstairs in his company waiting for him to get off work, and I was sitting in a coffee shop typing on the computer.At that time, I had some private and part-time jobs, and it was Chu Heng who contacted me. He came to me after get off work.I didn't see him, I was engrossed in writing, he smiled and stretched out his hand to rub my head, I looked back at him.

He was wearing a suit and tie, and just got off work. He also held his computer in his hand, bent over, put his head on my shoulder, looked at the computer from behind me, and said affectionately: "What are you writing today?" He looked at it for a moment, The smile on his face continued, "It's really well written."

I looked up at him, but he was still looking at my computer, not me.

I curled my lips, and quietly took out my phone again. With my messy hair on my face, I made a silly V gesture to the phone, and took this photo.

I pointed at him in the photo and muttered, "A tie like yours is the best."

He said: "Everything you give me is good, and I like this one you played."

He is also too good at talking.

Obviously saying it deliberately to praise me, I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

He approached me and said in a low voice, "There are still ten days left, if you practice again, it will definitely be better."

I nodded: "Yes."

"Then solve it."

"Ok?"

He winked at me: "Understand it, you can practice more."

But he is sure, now that he has solved it, is it for more practice?

I looked at him suspiciously, he was already smiling and picked me up as I was sitting on his lap, turned around and walked to the bedroom.

later--

Of course, he untied his tie and did what he had to do.

I am so happy when I am in love. I can expand and describe every point with countless words.Both Chu Heng and I have to sigh with emotion, our personalities are not only similar, but also very complementary.

And for some reason, we both felt like we were meant to be together.Chu Heng has always refused to tell me when and where he saw me for the first time.But he admitted that for the first time, he saw me from the crowd.

I didn't have the nerve to admit it at the time, but in fact, I was the same. When the school started, there were so many people, and I saw him from the crowd for the first time.

This, he said, is called gravity.

If it hadn't been for those things that happened later, on the day of the graduation ceremony, maybe we could really put on that dress together and get the blessing of his parents.

After all, Chu Heng's parents are indeed not mean people, and they might really accept me frankly.

But who made the world have a word called "what if".