[Rebirth] Born ordinary

Sun Shao took the cold water from the pool and splashed it on his face, over and over again, until the cold water drenched his face and half of his head, then he stopped and raised his head, with a sense of disbelief and scrutiny , looking at myself in the mirror.

The person in the mirror made him vague and familiar. It was him, but not him. To be precise, based on his current memory, the person in the mirror should be him eight years ago.

It's the one who hasn't had a knife on his face, and hasn't turned into a four-faced man who dares not look in the mirror. It's the 19-year-old Sun Shao who is still a little bit young and childish, but far from being distinctive, charming and astrological.

How is this going?Sun Shao asked himself in panic in his heart, he endured the throbbing pain in his brain and forced himself to think about it.

He was going to spend his pathetic and ridiculous No.20 seventh birthday, and then... and then...

Sun Shao hugged his head with a headache, slid to the ground, and then a group of people drank too much, and happened to run into a group who debuted at the same time as him, but is now very popular.After being ridiculed by the people in the group, and being instigated by the people around, the two sides started shoving in the bar. One accidentally bumped into him from behind, so Sun Shao's last memory is Stay on the sharp beer bottle shards on the ground.

Did he... die unexpectedly?

But since he is dead, how should he explain it now?

Sun Shao couldn't help pinching his arm, it felt tactile and could feel the temperature.

He sat on the cold floor, and after a long while, an incredible thought popped into his mind—his soul went back in time after death, and passed on to his body seven or eight years ago?

The more Sun Shao thought about it, the more he felt that this was the only thing that could make sense. Thinking of this, he immediately stood up, rushed out of the bathroom, and entered the dormitory for two that he saw when he just woke up.

He didn't care about being surprised any more, he searched everywhere based on his memory from eight years ago, and finally found a badly worn mobile phone. He opened the cover and checked the time—it was really eight years ago.

In fact, the moment he found his dilapidated mobile phone, Sun Shao's chaotic brain seemed to have realized one thing, a thing that happened although it was incredible—he went back to the summer eight years ago—he just Participated in the local audition and entered the top [-] in the summer of that year.

Could it be that God finally couldn't see his corruption and depression, and gave him a chance to start over?Sun Shao's eyes widened in disbelief, wondering what happened.

Let him go back to eight years ago, before everything started—the first night he lived in the dormitory.

He and eleven other boys were gathered here for half a month of collective training because they qualified for the Chinese male voice audition in H City.During this half month, the organizer will find a special person to give them relevant training. As for how much they can learn, it depends on their ability.Finally, a competition will be conducted on live TV to determine the final promotion places.

This is an talent show for men, a trick that has been used by various David TV and entertainment circles, attracting national attention, creating ratings, advertising for various companies, and selecting newcomers; It is a crazy activity for young men and women who believe that they are different.

Sun Shao rolled over on the bed in a daze, and lay upright, his eyes wide open blankly, facing the ceiling.

Laughing at himself in his heart, he tossed and turned to figure out whether he was in a dream or in reality, or in his imaginary world.

What was happening was so absurd, yet so absurd that he wanted it.How could he hold back his disbelief?

Is this really... a dream come true?

This night was doomed to be difficult to sleep. Amid all the messy thoughts of ghosts and snakes, Sun Shao felt that he was almost going crazy.It wasn't until the sky was about to light up that he fell asleep.

But as soon as he closed his eyes, he felt someone calling him again.

"Xiao Shao'er, wake up, wake up! It's the first day of class, it's not good to be late!"

Sun Shao opened his eyes in a daze, and what came into view was an extremely familiar face, that "outside" friend he had known for eight years. He shuddered and sat up suddenly. Sun Shao stared blankly. Looking at this younger face, what happened last night slowly came back into the picture, he blinked, looked at the other party for a moment, and called out tentatively: "Xuyang?"

"Xiao Shao'er, you don't sleep all over the place! It's just me. Didn't I say hello to you when I left last night? I went to catch a game last night. Thank you for helping me smooth things over. "Looking at the unbelievably confused look in Sun Shao's eyes, he couldn't help laughing, "I didn't see you overnight, so I don't know each other?"

Sun Shao secretly stretched out his hand and pinched himself hard. He was so painful that he almost gasped, then he put down his palm, looked at the other person, and tried to make himself look calm and normal. It’s just that I’m a little sleepy, by the way, we, oh, what are we going to do today?”

"Didn't Choreographer Xu say yesterday, learn music theory this morning and practice dance in the afternoon, first deal with it for a week, after a week everyone chooses songs and dances according to their own expertise, and then rehearse separately!" Fan Xuyang saw that he finally woke up He looked relieved, turned around and went to the cabinet to look for clothes and prepare to change.

According to Fan Xuyang's few hints, Sun Shao tried his best to pick up this passage from his memory, and in a blink of an eye, he saw that the other party was stripping naked, and couldn't help touching his nose in embarrassment. He shook his head and told himself , he suddenly returned to eight years ago, and the person in front of him was not Fan Xuyang who had known his sexual orientation for eight years, but Fan Xuyang who had just met him.

Sun Shao had no choice but to look away very gentlemanly.

When Sun Shao had finished packing up and followed Fan Xuyang out of the dormitory door, when people coming out of the next room greeted them one after another, Sun Shao even felt dizzy and couldn't get rid of it, only feeling that his mind was even more chaotic Yes, I can't tell the difference between true and false.

The first day of training, to put it bluntly, is actually about getting to know each other and familiarize yourself with each other. Students and students, teachers and students, staff and students, the understanding is secondary, and the real thing is to find out the strength of each other.

Out of a sense of unreality about his own situation, Sun Shao has been following behind Fan Xuyang without saying a word. Fan Xuyang's cuteness made Fan Xuyang keep rushing at Sun Shao's elder brother in front of others.

It wasn't until after a busy day that he sat in the cafeteria and took his first bite of dinner, that he felt the warmth of fullness in his stomach. He came back, really back to eight years ago, back to the It feels like it hasn't even started yet.

After so many years, only food will not lie to him.

Sun Shao ate with his chopsticks in a daze, and Fan Xuyang, who was watching from the side, couldn't help sneaking glances at him.

After the two of them lay on their own beds again at night, Sun Shao asked Fan Xuyang softly: "Xuyang, can you do me a favor?"

"It's done!"

"You must wake me up tomorrow morning!" After a day's life, everything is very real, but at the moment when night falls and falls asleep, Sun Shao worries that this is actually just a dream.

Fan Xuyang laughed: "Okay, I won't make you late, I promise to wake you up on time."

After getting the guarantee, Sun Shao let his mind, which had been exhausted from worrying and irritating all day long, fall into a dark and sweet dreamland.

Early the next morning, he woke up again to Fan Xuyang's cry of "Little Spoon, Little Spoon". Looking at the midsummer sky outside the window, Sun Shao bit his lip hard, threw himself into the bathroom, and hugged the toilet to dry himself. After vomiting a few times, he began to cry silently.

It wasn't until the sky was dark from crying and Fan Xuyang outside worriedly slammed the door panel loudly, that Sun Shao wiped his eyes hard, ran to the mirror, and stared at himself in the mirror for a while.

The face was still the same immature face, but the demeanor became inexplicably calmer, and the ignorant and fearless sharpness of a young man was no longer in the eyes, and slowly gained a kind of restrained blackness.Sun Shao knew that something was different.

"Hey!" Fan Xuyang gasped, "Why did the eyes turn into rabbit eyes?"

Sun Shao lowered his head in a concealed manner, "I didn't sleep well last night, and my eyes would become red and swollen... That's why I didn't dare to come out, this image is too embarrassing."

Fan Xuyang stood there blankly for a while, then stretched out his hand and rubbed Sun Shao's head, "I said, why has it been so long, but once your image goes out, others will think we have a fight in the room, and your eyes are as if someone gave you a hand." It's like being bullied."

Sun Shao comforted him vaguely, "No, no, no..."

A group of people gathered in the cafeteria. After breakfast, they walked through several buildings in twos and threes, and arrived at their destination - the empty music theory classroom.

Sun Shao looked around, quietly avoided those students who were eagerly discussing, found a side seat where no one would like to sit, and then waited for the arrival of their music theory teacher with everyone .

Looking at the scene where the front row near the piano was crowded with eager students, Sun Shao turned around and looked at the contestants around him. The unfamiliar and familiar faces made him feel a little apprehensive. The familiarity of this scene, It gave him a feeling that he walked the same road again, and it was the dilapidated and embarrassing self waiting to meet him at the end.

Sun Shao frowned, shook his head, and shook off the thoughts in his mind. Since he was doing it all over again, the choice was in his hands, and of course he had to choose a different path.

"Why don't you sit in the front?" Fan Xuyang came back after going to the toilet, walked up to Sun Shao and sat down, and whispered: "You know how to move forward even if you are smart, so that you will have more opportunities to communicate with the teacher."

Sun Shao shook his head with a good temper, "It's too crowded."

Looking at the students in front of me with starry eyes and expectant faces, I thought about myself.If he didn't have a soul to go back to such a shocking event eight years ago, he thought, he would probably be the most eager one among these students.

Sun Shao couldn't help thinking back to what he was thinking when he was sitting here eight years ago?

It's only eight years, but it seems like 800 years have passed. He can hardly remember what he was thinking when he was sitting here at the age of 19.

He only remembers that at the age of 19, he was an idealist who only believed that "it is gold, it will shine everywhere" and "every sowing will reap".

In the next eight years, life and reality taught him another sentence, "It's a stone, and it won't shine anywhere. What a stone has to do is to be itself, lying in a corner or in a latrine, where there is a stone of its own." Fantiandi".

Among the twelve students, Sun Shao has never been the one with the most outstanding looks, nor the best singing or dancing, nor is he very charismatic or has a background. In general, Sun Shao is just A student who can get good results in all aspects.

But excluding these, Sun Shao is definitely the one who has the most passionate dream, and the one who works hardest and is not afraid of hardship.

He made it to the national competition step by step by virtue of these, and finally won the No.4 result. Although he was not as popular as the top three, he was still signed by a first-class company in China after the game. Sun Shao thought that this company had Bole. Huiyan once thought that he was about to go to the stage of his dream.

So, following the arrangement of the company, he immediately went back to school and changed his major. He started to learn music and dance seriously. After studying, he started from small announcements and small programs in various places. Can stand on the stage in his heart and be a superstar who responds to everyone.

It's a pity that in this world, besides hard work and sweat, there are also some things called talent, characteristics and astrology.

Yes, talents, characteristics, astrology.

This circle, to put it bluntly, is to entertain the public. In such an era of information explosion, various entertainers and methods of entertaining the public emerge in endlessly. If you have no talent, you must at least have good looks. With astrology and star fate, it can become popular overnight if it is managed properly.

But these are exactly what Sun Shao does not have. Sun Shao can work hard to learn composition, music and singing, but he will never be able to become the most prominent or unique one; Sun Shao can drag his exhausted body To stretch the ligaments that have been strengthened over and over again, to rehearse various dances over and over again, but always lack some unique flavor of oneself.

He knows that he lacks characteristics, and his appearance is only delicate. If he wants to be fresh and sunny, his eyes are not big enough, and his smile is not bright enough; Bao Xue is angry, but after all, it is impossible to go from 19 to 30 years old.

But he didn't insist on these at the beginning, he thought, as long as he could continue to sing, but the reality is, it seems that without these, he doesn't even have the right to sing his own songs.

So, at first it was to fight for his own rights, but slowly, at some point, he had already deviated from the track, bit by bit, cutting himself into four different shapes.

In order to meet other people's expectations of him, when that face is constantly being cut and reshaped, it will be fresh and sunny for a while, dead liberal for a while, and degenerate and rebellious for a while.

In the continuous shaping of characteristics, repeated failures and drownings, repeated stubbornness that cannot be turned back, repeated ridicule and ridicule by the media, finally let Sun Shao understand: he was just an ordinary person before, but so far, he has become an ordinary person. The poor man who crushed all his dreams.

He couldn't even remember how long it had been since he had prepared himself to sing a song he wanted to sing.

He can't become a superstar, he can't be a man of the hour, he doesn't have thousands of followers cheering for him off the stage, and he can't bring any profound influence to this generation.He's just a little guy.

Sun Shao thought, although it hurts him to recognize these things like tearing off a layer of his skin, it is not the hardest thing, the hardest thing is turning around.