[Rebirth] Born ordinary

He recognized himself, but he couldn't turn back, because he spent eight years with him and went so far that even if he wanted to start all over again, he couldn't find his way back...

He didn't have time to re-plan his livelihood, he didn't have time to re-learn a survival skill, and even...he didn't have enough money to start over.

And now...

It was like a kind of gift, Sun Shao almost couldn't help but tremble all over his body when he thought of the present, it was a kind of trembling that was extremely grateful to the point of ecstasy.

"Hey, the teacher is here, are you still in a daze?" Suddenly, the person sitting next to him poked Sun Shao, making him jump out of the vortex of memory.

He turned his head and saw that sitting beside him was Fan Xuyang, who was seven or eight years younger. He touched his face subconsciously again, and it didn't stiffen, nor did it become unrecognizable. Fortunately, Sun Shao raised the corners of his mouth in a daze. Laughed, fortunately, I can do it all over again.

Looking at Sun Shao like this, Fan Xuyang couldn't help whispering to himself curiously: "It's so strange, the more we get along, the more I feel that I was wrong on the first day?"

"What?" Sun Shao asked. In fact, he heard the other party's words. He didn't know how he felt for Fan Xuyang at first glance, but he could guess a little bit. The first thing Fan Xuyang saw was the real 19-year-old Sun Shao. , not the current Sun Shao who has gone back eight years.

Eight years later, Sun Shao can still vaguely think of himself at the age of 19, as if he was a naive and reckless person who talked about dreams, music and life. Thinking of this, Sun Shao couldn't help but feel teeth ache.

It is naturally strange that a young man who was full of desire and pursuit two days ago was talking about dreams, music and life, but chose such a corner to sit in the music theory class the next day.

But Sun Shao didn't have the desire to play the role of his 19-year-old self. He only felt that all the present would only remind him of those terrible bondages and nightmares in the future.

"No, no." Fan Xuyang quickly waved his hand, "It's just to express my emotion for my misjudgment yesterday. The day before yesterday, I saw you for the first time. At that time, I thought you were a person with great insights into music and life. I must be very concerned about the qualification of this competition. The quota is bound to be obtained, but now you are running around in this small corner, oh, are you just studying music?"

Only this can explain why Sun Shao is so uninterested in music theory lessons. He has learned the most orthodox ones, so how can he be interested in this quick course.

Sun Shao shook his head amusedly, he had studied music, but he was not the current him.But before Sun Shao had time to say anything, the teacher sitting in front of the piano suddenly coughed, and Sun Shao tugged Fan Xuyang. The two of them sat upright, looked forward with a correct attitude, and stopped distracted.

The two-hour music theory class in the morning passed quickly, and each student had the opportunity to get a few pointers from the teacher, from basic music theory knowledge to singing vocalization and singing, each student can learn as much as they can according to their own abilities.

In the whole class, there were only two people who attracted the most attention, Fan Xuyang and Li Rui, the youngest student here. Sun Shao was not surprised by this.

Fan Xuyang played music with others before graduating from high school. After graduating, he didn't continue his studies. He took the lead and found a friend to form a band. He was the lead singer of the band while learning bartending from others.Leading the band to roam around the major bars and underground plazas in H City. From being unknown at the beginning to becoming a little famous today, there are several regular resident bars, and occasionally they are invited by some businesses to add to the fun of small events. One appearance fee, about 5000 or more can be obtained.

In the previous life, I and Fan Xuyang became friends because of the common discourse on music, and Fan Xuyang has always been the most competitive member of this group of students.

But in the end, when he entered the top [-] in the country with himself, he lost to himself by a small margin.

Immediately after the defeat, several small entertainment companies in this city wanted to sign him, but he refused all of them with a smile, and still took his own small band to various night shows.

When Sun Shao was learning orthodox music and working as a young third-tier singer, Fan Xuyang had already opened two bars of his own in H City, married a very rare wife, and only followed the band to sing on the stage of his own bar when he got excited. two.

At the beginning, Sun Shao couldn't understand Fan Xuyang's way of obliterating his dreams. Until Sun Shao was at his worst, when he spent all his savings on plastic surgery, and couldn't even make up the cost of some costumes, Fan Xuyang took the money without hesitation. He didn't understand until he was a sponsor.

Fan Xuyang was the one who really left a dream between the two of them, and his dream had already been shattered into scum with integrity.

After the class in the morning, except for Li Rui and Fan Xuyang, who were born in music, the performance of most people was unsatisfactory. Therefore, the organizer immediately adjusted the class according to the situation, and added two hours of vocal training in the afternoon , Dance and physical training were delayed by two hours.

After all, this is a selection contest for music genres. If the boys selected one by one are only good-looking but not good enough to sing, they will obviously be criticized by the public.This is amazing, the support of the masses is the driving force for their competition to continue year after year.So, decisively, as soon as the organizer raised an objection, the course here was immediately changed accordingly.

When eating in the collective cafeteria at noon, the twelve people who received the notice had different expressions, some were excited, some were depressed, and some were as calm as water.

"Xiao Shao'er, you really don't study music?" After listening to the notice, there was this one with a calm face. As soon as the assistant who issued the notice left, this one sat next to Sun Shao with his own rice bowl.

Sun Shao shook his head, thought about his current major, and replied, "I major in management, what's wrong?"

Fan Xuyang shrugged, and said while eating: "It feels like when you uttered your voice in the morning...well, very...Orthodox or something, I can't say."

Sun Shao smiled. Although he was still a bit shy about talking about music, the sudden extra time and choice after his rebirth made him put away the corners and impatience of a young man who was eager for success. Said: "The teacher said that my voice is unreliable, why do you think so?"

Fan Xuyang: "It's just a feeling. I told you yesterday. I've been playing in a band for three or four years. I can't compare with our teacher. But when you speak, I have a feeling. Here, It just feels a bit like him, alas! It’s hard to say.”

Sun Shao followed Fan Xuyang's eyes and turned his gaze to Li Rui, but he didn't expect Li Rui to be quite sharp. As soon as he looked over, the other party frowned and looked over, Sun Shao could only look away calmly .

Xin said that Fan Xuyang was able to manage his small band to such an extent in his previous life. Although he did not go to any conservatory, he had a pair of ears full of spirituality. He practiced in the morning At that time, he really spoke like someone who had never studied music theory. After all, he really doesn't understand these things now.

But no matter how deliberate he is, after all, he spent eight years on these things, and he has developed some foundations that are not easy to change.

"But it's probably my illusion. Which one here is not crowded enough to compete for a good performance. You have to learn it. You must be better than us. No way. Why are you playing tricks with us?" Fan Xuyang said heartily. Laughing loudly, "However, why do I feel that when I meet you, I feel chaotic one after another!"

Hearing this, Sun Shao pursed his lips in a temperless manner, thinking to himself, it wasn't that he was hiding it, but that he hadn't really sung a song for a long time before his death in his previous life. His first thing, his own I don't know when it was lost.It's just that he can't tell anyone.

After lunch, during the lunch break, Sun Shao went to the director's office.

"Why, is there a problem in life or study?" Xu Ruolin was holding a cup of strong coffee to help herself refresh herself, and she was a little surprised when she saw Sun Shao coming in.

Sun Shao nodded, glanced at the coffee in the other party's hand, and said softly, "It's no good to drink coffee all the time."

Xu Ruolin was even more surprised. She put down the cup in her hand and looked at Sun Shao squarely again. She had a white T-shirt and washed blue jeans, and her facial features were plain. Looking carefully, she could still be called pretty, the only good part of her life. Probably the bridge of the nose, which is quite straight.

Looking at the whole person together, it gives people a quiet, gentle and harmless feeling. It may be that he is too student-like, or it may be because of his family background that he is relatively precocious in his heart.

But I can't say why, Xu Ruolin feels that this child looks a little different today.

She actually has an impression of this child. She was also present during the primary election.This child is not top-notch in singing or stage performance, but the expression of the other party's eyes lit up when he mentioned dream music and the future can leave a little impression on people.

However, at that time, in addition to having the enthusiasm and unhesitating drive of young people, he also possessed the unique arrogance and a little self-centered characteristics of young people.

But today, when we met again, he would actually show concern for her bad living habits.I have to say that Xu Ruolin was really surprised by this.

Xu Ruolin rolled her eyes, and finally saw that there was something different about this child today. It was temperament. Today's Sun Shao seemed to have suddenly rounded the corners of water chestnuts. He was not as arrogant as he was at the audition that day.Xu Ruolin shook her head. He had only been in the group for a day, and he was probably frustrated. A week ago, he was still like a calf who didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth.

When deciding on the list for the preliminary competition, she had also discussed with several teachers jokingly, who would stand out in the end in their competition area. Several judges had different opinions, and each said a few people they were optimistic about. He was one of the guesses.

Even though she was not a professional, she knew that among the twelve male contestants, this child did not have the conditions to overwhelmingly stand out.However, at the same time, she also felt that this boy's full enthusiasm for pursuing his ideals and his tenacity to rush forward without hesitation were the most eye-catching among this group of players.

Probably, this kind of thing that has disappeared in them for a long time has aroused some sentiments from the judges.Some things are probably what they all want to see.

However, hope belongs to hope, but reality will not completely change because of hope.This boy is not outstanding in other aspects. Based on the ten years she has been immersed in this circle, unless this boy has a special opportunity or meets a noble person in the future, he probably will not be able to become a character like Li Mo in this circle.

This draft competition is held every year, although their company is the first to start it, but it has not been held by their company for so many years. Every year, countless various draft contests emerge in endlessly, only their company still insists on it every two years.

There are tens of thousands of people who participated in the election. If there were no one thousand, it would be almost eight hundred, but there was only one person like Li Mo.

I have to admit that some people are born to eat this kind of food.But most people are submerged under the water.

"Xu Bian, Xu Bian..." Sun Shao helplessly called Xu Ruolin in a low voice.

Xu Ruolin laughed, "Don't mind calling me Miss Xu, sit down, how do you feel about the first day of class, what's the problem?"

Sun Shao found a seat and sat down. Xu Ruolin was about to get water brought in for him, but Sun Shao stopped him, "Sister Xu, no need, I just have a few words."

Xu Ruolin smiled, and asked her assistant to bring in tea.

Sun Shao looked at Xu Ruolin with a wry smile, "Sister Xu, I'm here today to discuss with you about retiring from the competition..."

"Retire?" Xu Ruolin asked in surprise, just as the assistant opened the door and came in to deliver tea, Xu Ruolin immediately stopped talking, waved her hand secretively to let the assistant back, and locked the door.

Xu Ruolin sat directly opposite Sun Shao, stared into Sun Shao's eyes, and frowned, "Is it a little difficult to learn? We have read all your materials. Indeed, it is a bit difficult for beginners to learn these professional knowledge, but, you must know, this Except for Li Rui, everyone is like you, they have never been in contact with these things, you are on the same starting line, don't belittle yourself..."

Holding the cup, Sun Shao quietly listened to Xu Ruolin's persuasion. What Xu Ruolin said were all words he used to explain himself in his previous life.

As Xu Ruolin said, singing has always been a hobby for him. Although he regarded it as a dream and saved money to learn the guitar while working part-time, compared to people who have been immersed in this way since childhood and received orthodox training Said, or one sky and one underground.

Among the twelve contestants, Li Rui was indeed the only one who had a professional voice. However, it was far from what Xu Ruolin said. Although it could not be called Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, everyone had their own strengths.

So in his previous life, he used Xu Ruolin's words to explain and encourage himself, and then squeezed out the time for others to eat, sleep and rest, to train and improve himself.

However, in this life, Sun Shao doesn't want to do this anymore. Sun Shao knows that if he wants to, it won't be too difficult to win the promotion spot in this regional competition again. After all, his eight years of hard work are not in vain .

However, he didn't want to.

"No, Sister Xu." Taking advantage of Xu Ruolin's words of consolation, Sun Shao said, "I just don't think I'm suitable for this place, so if I want to retire, it has nothing to do with other things."

Xu Ruolin was a little dazed, "Not suitable? Then what do you think you are suitable for?"

Sun Shao was blocked by the question, what is he suitable for?He didn't think about this issue at all for a while, he just had an urgent urge to escape from here, as if as long as he stayed here for one more day, he would be closer to the end of his previous life.

Starting over, he just wants to be content with his talent as a small person, to be an ordinary person, not a pitiful person.But Xu Ruolin's question forced Sun Shao to face a fact, to start over, what should he do?What is he suitable for?

Xu Ruolin waited for a long time without the other party answering, looked at Sun Shao's expression, estimated the other party's current psychology in her heart, and said again: "Why is it not suitable? You didn't say that when you ran for the election."