[Rebirth] Born ordinary

"...I came here to realize my dream. I love music. I feel that I was born for music. A life without music is incomplete. I know that I still have shortcomings, but I will not give up. , This is my dream, I can hear the cheers from the crowd even in my dreams." Xu Ruolin repeated what Sun Shaohai said to the judges during the election.

Sun Shao listened with black lines all over his face. If he didn't know himself well enough to be himself eight years ago, he would definitely deny that the remarks like the second disease came from him, but even if he admitted it, he can't wait to say it now. What kind of courage and ignorant brain does it take for me to say these words.

After Xu Ruolin finished speaking, Sun Shao wiped his face and said seriously: "I was young and ignorant at that time."

The smile on Xu Ruolin's face finally couldn't hold back, it froze for a moment, her cheeks twitched, young and ignorant?Master, this is what you said a week ago, okay?

Xu Ruolin's limited patience was about to run out, she thought she was probably confused at the time, how could she have forgotten, another big characteristic of these young people is that they are chaotic and uncertain, they don't know what they are doing or what they want.

"Xiao Sun, you have to know that you are not a child anymore. You think this way today and another way tomorrow. You swore that you would become the second Li Mo a week ago, but now you say you don't want to play anymore. Do you wait for my approval, you will regret it in two days, and you will come over again and say that you still have a dream, and you want to continue the competition?" Xu Ruolin's eyebrows were pressed down hard, making her complexion look bad for no reason a lot of.

She was about to lose patience, and Sun Shao knew that this was a sign of her losing patience.

"Sister Xu, I know what I did was a little unreasonable, but I really thought it through.

"I really don't fit in here. I just went to college and learned the guitar for more than a year. After repeated songs, I learned the few songs I practiced well. In fact, staying here is a waste of the energy and effort of the teacher and all of you. I I applied to withdraw from the competition today, not to say that I will leave now, I will wait for you to make arrangements for me to leave, I know there are rules in the group, if any of our twelve players cannot participate in the competition before the start of the competition, we will contact other people The contestant came to replace me. You see, there are quite a lot of replacement contestants who are better than me. Maybe the outstanding performance of this replacement contestant will bring unexpected ratings to the show. In this way, the sponsors will also be happy. The group is also happy."

Sun Shao slowed down his tone, and explained the gains and losses to Xu Ruolin little by little. Now he doesn't know what is suitable for him, but as long as he wants to walk on this road, that is the ending waiting for him. His heart trembled, and he knew that even if God gave him another chance, there would still be no one without talent and astrology.

Seeing Sun Shao's unusually obedient appearance, Sun Ruolin waved her hands with a headache, "Do you still know that the ratings are not ratings? According to you, if you leave like this, you will have a happy ending?"

Sun Shao laughed a few times, but didn't answer, he just drew an invisible big cake, who can say what didn't happen, what he said was just one of the possibilities.It's just that these words probably can't fool Xu Ruolin.

In the end, she said helplessly: "How about this, Xiao Sun, in fact, the judges and teachers in the group are still optimistic about you. How do you know that this place is not suitable for you before you reach the end? This road is not suitable for you. You listen Sister Xu, let’s continue to practice first, at least compare the first game, I have posted the posters and slogans of the twelve of you on the website, don’t increase the workload of the group. Wait until the end, you become When you get the second Li Mo, you will thank Sister Xu for what she did today."

The problem is, I have already walked the road once, but Li Mo only has one.Sun Shao sighed slightly in his heart, and his face became silent. The other party had already said so much, so he naturally couldn't open his mouth to refuse again, but he really didn't want to sink and float in it anymore, as if even a little contamination , can remind him of his decadent nightmare in the last period before his rebirth.

Seeing his hesitation, Xu Ruolin had no choice but to use her trump card: "Xiao Sun, Sister Xu will give you a day off. You can leave the group this afternoon until you come back to class the next morning. You can go home and see your mother first, I know You have been busy working since the summer vacation, and you haven’t even seen your mother. You go back to see your family, relax, and think about it again. Anyway, you will do the team and sister Xu a favor for the first game. After that, If you still want to leave, sister will not stop you."

When Sun Shao heard Xu Ruolin mentioning his mother, he was suddenly shocked - mother.

Xu Ruolin looked at Sun Shao's expression, and immediately nodded in satisfaction to herself in her heart. The child's information showed that he was a single parent and lived with his mother. The mother was a veteran sewing worker in a garment factory. In order to raise this son to grow up, it was really hard The most important thing is to spare no effort.

The reason why this child has such a great desire and drive for success, for the stage, for the star, is also a very important part of the reason that he wants to feed back his mother.

If the judges hadn't said in secret that this kid would have the possibility of winning the championship with this kind of tenacity and hard work, she wouldn't have put in so much effort.

"Then it's settled, Sun Shao, you go back and stay for a day to see your mother, just remember to come back to class the next morning, and I will greet the group later." Xu Ruolin said, pulling Sun Shao up who was still in a daze , launched the office, "Go early and come back early."

Looking at the closed door in front of him, Sun Shao blinked and showed a bitter smile. He knew that the other party had misunderstood him, but when Xu Ruolin mentioned the word mother, he was indeed overwhelmed by the momentary thought. The shock arrived.

Xu Ruolin said that he hadn't seen his mother for a while, but in fact, Xu Ruolin didn't know that this period of time had actually been more than two years.

In the last few years before his rebirth, when he cut himself beyond recognition and his brain was abnormally clear, every midnight dream, what he couldn't face the most was not himself, but his mother.

He didn't dare to see her with such a face, especially when the vow he had made had not been fulfilled after eight years, and it seemed that it would never be fulfilled, he felt that he had no face to see her.

Day after day, year after year, until finally he collapsed in the chaotic bar, he had not seen her for two years.

Mom... Sun Shao murmured in his heart.

"Hey, Xiaoshaoer, you can't go any further. Others should be annoyed if you go any further. Why are you so ignorant!" From a distance, Fan Xuyang saw Sun Shao walking down the corridor with a dazed expression on his face. Lie down, pressing on Sun Shao's back.

Sun Shao came back to his senses, brushed the messy hair of the other party, glanced ahead, and saw that Li Rui was talking with several men of his age, and he was only a hundred or eighty steps away from them .

The other party had stopped talking now, and looked at him and Fan Xuyang with a little displeasure. He scratched his cheek, but he really didn't notice.

"Let's go, disappear quickly with brother, these guys are not easy to mess with." Fan Xuyang put his arms around Sun Shao's neck and pulled him into the safe passage beside him, and the two went down the stairs together.

"Do you know them?" At that moment, Sun Shao felt that those young people looked familiar, and from Fan Xuyang's tone, they seemed to know them.

Fan Xuyang rubbed his chin, "I'm not so lucky to know them, I'm a singer, I only know that those masters can run rampant in our city, I'm lucky to meet them a few times in the place where I sing That's a different style."

"Speaking of which, what were you doing just now? Are you so out of your mind? People are looking at you meaningfully from afar, implying to tell you to fuck off, why are you still moving forward?" Just as the words fell, he was lazy again. He looked like he was lying on Sun Shao's back, letting him walk with his back on his back.

Sun Shao helplessly pulled the other party off his back, feeling that since he came back, he seemed to have lost his temper, maybe it was due to gratitude, gratitude for the gift from God, learning to cherish what he has, and knowing how precious everything he has is.

"Thinking about something."

"What are you thinking about? Do you miss your girlfriend?" Fan Xuyang smiled maliciously, crossing his arms.

Sun Shao pouted helplessly, "No, I miss my mother."

When Fan Xuyang heard this, he wanted to make fun of some good baby or something, but seeing that Sun Shao's expression was wrong, he turned his eyes and avoided the topic, "I see you just came out of the director's office, what's wrong? Could it be that you want to transfer the dormitory?" Come on, let me tell you, my brother likes you very much, I don't want to sleep with other people."

Even with eight years of experience in getting along with each other, Sun Shao couldn't stand the other party's jumpy thinking and his temperament of saying that the wind is the rain, "Where is it? I'll discuss something with the director... about withdrawing from the competition."

"Isn't it?!" Fan Xuyang was startled, and stopped walking, "Why?"

The twelve of them were selected from a crowd of thousands or eight hundred. It was not an easy task to get to this point. What's more, they were all here. Give it a shot.

Sun Shao stretched out his hand and scratched his cheek, "I just don't think I'm suitable for this industry. Among more than one billion people, there is only one Li Mo."

Ever since Li Mo became the first male star who became popular because of the draft, in the past seven or eight years, how many people have rushed to this with unspeakable thoughts, but, as Sun Shao said, in the past seven or eight years, the draft The men and women who came out have turned over several times, and Li Mo is still only one.

Thinking of this, Fan Xuyang's eyes flickered a few times, looking at Sun Shao, he didn't know what he was thinking, he seemed to be sorry, and he seemed to understand Sun Shao's thoughts, and finally he asked: "Does the director agree? "

Sun Shao shook his head discouragedly, "She said to wait until the first competition is over."

Fan Xuyang breathed a sigh of relief, hugged Sun Shao's neck, and ruthlessly ravaged his head, "Brother, I was so scared to death, I thought you were going to be a deserter? You have to leave now, and the next half Yue can't be lonely, bro!"

Sun Shao squinted at him, "With your temperament, you have many friends, how can you be lonely to death?"

Fan Xuyang spread his hands at him, "Don't tell me, I don't know why, I didn't feel that way last night, but after getting along like this today, I feel that I am quite compatible with you. Isn't this called similarity?"

Sun Shao responded speechlessly: "..."

In fact, it is not surprising that Fan Xuyang was originally the kind of person who made friends wherever he went, and now he added his eight years of memory as the basis, although in the eyes of Fan Xuyang now, they just met.

But because he knew him well enough, in terms of behavior and habits, the trust and unreservedness he showed unintentionally naturally made Fan Xuyang feel that he was a person who suited his appetite.

In the afternoon, Sun Shao answered Xu Ruolin's call and told him that everything had been arranged and that he could leave anytime he wanted, as long as he remembered to come back on time.

Sun Shao could only respond with a wry smile to Xu Ruolin's repeated hints that he would come back on time, but being able to go home and see his mother really made his heart tremble, and he suddenly felt a feeling of nostalgia and more timidity. smell.

After leaving the gate of the training base, Sun Shao didn't go straight to the house. Even if he went back now, his mother didn't have time to get off work, and he couldn't see her when he went back.

He stood in front of the gate and thought for a while, and when he was about to reach out to stop a taxi, two cars in the distance suddenly honked at him. Sun Shao raised his eyes and saw that he had just seen it in the corridor Among those people, Li Rui was also among them. He withdrew his beating hand in embarrassment, and looked at the cars on the opposite side without knowing why, but the people on the other side didn't say anything, they just honked their horns again.

Sun Shao knew that this was the intention of the other party to let him go, so he hesitated for a while and walked slowly to the front of the car.

"Little handsome guy is going out too?" asked the man sitting in the driver's seat in the opposite car.

Li Rui in the co-pilot looked at him calmly.

Sun Shao nodded, he thought that Xu Ruolin had specially given him a leave to appease him, so he didn't know what happened to Li Rui's going out, so he secretly glanced at the two cars in front of him, they were all owners who knew how to play, although the cars were expensive , but not conspicuously.

"For Xiaorui's sake, where are you going? I'll give you a ride?" The man in the driver's seat smiled, showing his clean and white teeth.

Sun Shao was stunned for a moment. He felt that he didn't have such charm, and he could do it for the sake of seeing the car. He couldn't help but glanced at Li Rui again. Sure enough, he saw something probing on Li Rui's face. He thought, It should be that when I was just dazed, I ignored him and kept walking towards the other party, leading to some bad guesses from the other party.

"No, something happened to my family. Director Xu specially gave me leave to go back. The road is a bit off, so I will trouble you. I will take a taxi back." Sun Shao explained gently, and at the same time glanced at the corner of the corner of his eye. Xiang Li Rui, sure enough, he saw relief on Li Rui's face.

The man in the driver's seat glanced at Sun Shao with a half-smile, nodded to indicate that he understood, rolled up the window, and slowly drove away from Sun Shao's sight.

Watching the two cars gradually shrinking on the road until they turned into black spots and could no longer be seen, Sun Shao looked away, thinking that this was not the case in his last life, but in his last life he was all focused on training courses, except for Fan Xuyang seldom communicates with others. He only vaguely remembers that Li Rui's previous performance was actually very good, but in a game, he inexplicably performed very mediocre, and then was deleted. Now that I think about it, I think it was a bit deliberate. mean.

Unable to understand, Sun Shao shrugged to himself.I took a taxi again and went straight to the city center.