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On this day, An Yan suddenly received a call from his grandfather, An Guangyao said excitedly: "An Yan, your brother is going to bring his girlfriend back for dinner, and you will go home tomorrow if you are free."

An Yan was stunned for a moment, "Girlfriend? Why have I never heard of him?"

An Guangyao said with some doubts: "Isn't it normal for your brother to have a girlfriend? He has a relatively stable personality, and it's right not to tell the family before it's confirmed. Now the relationship is confirmed, so bring it home and show it to us. You come back tomorrow too."

"..." An Yan was silent for a moment, unable to speak for a long time.For some reason, at that moment he suddenly thought of Anze, Xu Shaoqian, and these two guys who fell in love with men crazily.

It was a natural thing to bring his girlfriend home, but now... An Yan felt indescribably awkward.

That night, An Yan went home for dinner, and An Luo really came back with his girlfriend.The girl was beautiful and lively, and brought a gift to An Guangyao, and An Guangyao also gave her a gift.Everyone had dinner together. At the dinner table, An Guangyao was cheerfully asking her questions, when the door was suddenly pushed open.

It was An Ze who walked into the room, glanced at the dining room coldly, and stopped on the girl, "Who is this?"

An Yudong smiled and introduced, "This is your brother's girlfriend."

"Brother's...girlfriend?" An Ze suddenly looked at An Luo and asked stiffly.

An Luo didn't answer, the atmosphere was awkward for a while, the girl smiled and opened up the atmosphere, "This is the fourth brother, Anze, right?"

Anze frowned lightly, "Fourth Brother, it won't be too late to call him after you marry him."

"An Ze?" An Luo frowned and glanced at his younger brother with some displeasure, but An Ze walked over slowly, stopped in front of An Luo, looked into his eyes, and said word by word: "You bring your girlfriend When you come back, you don’t tell me a word, because you think...it doesn’t matter if I know or not?”

An Luo looked away and said in a low voice, "I thought you were busy, so I didn't notify you."

"For such a big matter, as long as you tell me, I can rush back no matter how busy I am." Anze paused, leaned into An Luo's ear, and whispered, "Brother, you make me... very sad. "

After An Ze finished speaking, he turned around and walked towards the bedroom, his straight back was a little strangely stiff, and no one present except An Yan knew why.

After dinner, An Luo personally drove his girlfriend home according to his grandfather's wishes.An Yan knocked on the door of An Ze's room, and saw him standing in front of the window, watching the direction of his brother's car leaving, and clenched his fists tightly by his side.

An Yan walked up to him and whispered, "What do you think about that girl?"

Seeing that An Ze was silent, An Yan continued: "My brother brought her back to meet the parents this time, obviously he was serious. Grandpa likes her very much. I think...she may be our future sister-in-law." An Yan suddenly After a pause, he looked at Anze seriously and said, "Anze, can you call me sister-in-law?"

"..." Anze clenched his nails into the palm of his hand, staring deeply at the back of his brother's away car.

"My dad said just now that my brother will accompany her to study abroad, and they may stay abroad for a few years before coming back to get married."

An Yan couldn't bear to pat An Ze's shoulder lightly, and said in a low voice: "I said a long time ago that it is impossible for you to be with him. Give up, An Ze. The kind of love you mentioned, father, mother , Grandpa, they can't accept it. My brother will get married soon, and you and I... will definitely marry a woman in the future. "

Anze was silent for a long time before he said, "I know what you said. But... I can't give up on him."

After Anze finished speaking, he turned and left.An Yan looked at his younger brother's back and was stunned for a long time. He didn't know whether he was trying to persuade his younger brother or hypnotize himself by saying these words. The elder brother took his girlfriend home today, and this incident woke An Yan up like a blow to the head.

Yes, one day in the future, he will also bring a girl home to marry like this. It is impossible for him to bring Xu Shaoqian home and say that this is his lover...

Grandpa will be pissed off, and it is impossible for parents to agree.The relationship between him and Xu Shaoqian is doomed to be fruitless. He must cut through the mess quickly and get everything back on track as soon as possible. He can no longer be entangled with Xu Shaoqian...

Thinking of this, An Yan finally made up his mind.But inexplicably, when making a decision, thinking of the scene of Xu Shaoqian hugging him seriously and saying "I love you", An Yan felt a strange tingle in his heart.

An Yan soon had a new task.

The suit brand IMPERIAL he endorsed participated in the International Fashion Week in Paris. As the image spokesperson, An Yan had to go to Paris to attend a series of promotional activities. As soon as he heard the news, An Yan asked Chang Lin to book a plane ticket to Paris. I hurriedly packed my luggage and got on the flight to Paris.

This fashion week will last for half a month. The world's famous brands' summer clothing launches, model catwalks, magazine promotions, media interviews, An Yan has a lot of activities to attend, and the schedule is also very full.

It was evening when Xu Shaoqian arrived in Paris. The jet lag caused by the long-distance flight made him very tired. After getting out of the airport, he took a taxi directly to the hotel where An Yan was.

It's been a while since I saw him. He misses An Yan very much. That kind of yearning melts into his blood like an incurable toxin. Every night, when the surroundings are quiet, Xu Shaoqian can't help but think of An Yan——An Yan is now What are you doing?How is he?

When I think of that person, I feel my heart warm up.

Especially at this moment when everything in Xu's family was settled and his father finally woke up again.

In fact, there are many, many things I want to say to An Yan, I want to tell him about my own life experience, I want to hug him gently like that rainy night, just hug him.Sometimes I even feel that such a humble self is not like the cold and decisive Xu Shaoqian in ordinary times.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Xu Shaoqian entered the hotel, he met An Yan in the elevator who had just returned to the hotel after the event.

An Yan was chatting and laughing with his manager, when he saw Xu Shaoqian walking into the elevator, he was taken aback for a moment, and immediately shut up.Chang Lin greeted Xu Shaoqian, but he didn't dare to speak any more. The three of them were silent, and the atmosphere in the elevator suddenly dropped to freezing point.

After a while, the elevator stopped on the 16th floor where An Yan lived. An Yan turned around and left without looking back. Chang Lin naturally followed behind him. Coincidentally, the room Xu Shaoqian booked was also on this floor .

An Yan is used to sleeping alone, and every time he goes out for activities, he books two adjacent single rooms with his manager.After Chang Lin entered the room, An Yan took out his room card and opened the door of his room, then looked back at Xu Shaoqian, "Come in if you have something to say."

Xu Shaoqian walked into the room with his luggage, and before he could speak, An Yan slammed the door hard, looked back at Xu Shaoqian and said, "Xu Shaoqian, what are you doing here again? How many times have I told you? I only consider you a friend ! Why are you so ignorant? Do you want me to explicitly reject you again?!"

An Yan tugged the tie around his neck annoyed.

During this period of time, he has tried his best to forget the impact Xu Shaoqian and Anze brought to him. He still can't understand why a good man doesn't like girls, why he likes his good friend, and there is an even more exaggerated liking Fucked my brother?

This is just crazy!

The scene where the brother brought his girlfriend home, the girl's obedient greeting, the grandfather's happy laughter, and the father's gentle gaze... everything, like a heavy stone, weighed heavily on his heart, making him almost breathless Come on!

Yes, it's normal for my brother to do that. If you bring your girlfriend home like your brother, your parents and grandpa will be happy, and your family will sincerely bless you.

He and Xu Shaoqian...

He and Xu Shaoqian are both men, and they also involve the two big families behind him, not to mention the tens of millions of fans in the entertainment industry and media reporters from all walks of life... If the two of them are together, they will not only face The pressure from the families of both sides must also face the bombardment from the fans of both sides and reporters from all walks of life.

It is impossible for him and Xu Shaoqian to have any results.

...must end as soon as possible.

An Yan clenched his fists, nails pierced deeply into his palms, stared at Xu Shaoqian fiercely and said: "Xu Shaoqian, listen carefully, let me tell you clearly again - I don't like you at all! You pester me like this Looking at me, it just makes me sick! I'm a man, I like women, I'm not a perverted gay like you!"

Xu Shaoqian's face darkened, and he stared at An Yan with deep eyes, "What did you say?"

"I said, I'm not as perverted as you..."

The mouth was blocked suddenly, the jaws were forcibly pried open, Xu Shaoqian's tongue stuck into the mouth, and swept across the mouth fiercely, such a strong and tough kiss, almost as crazy as swallowing An Yan whole.

"Uh...uh..." An Yan wanted to bite him hard, but his jaw suddenly felt sore. Xu Shaoqian stretched out his hand quickly, squeezed An Yan's chin, forced him to open his mouth, and further deepened the kiss.

"Well……"

The tongue quickly lost consciousness. Such a crazy kiss was like a beast gnawing its prey. An Yan's scalp was numb, and his jaw was so sore that he was almost dislocated. His mouth was full of predatory breath that belonged to Xu Shaoqian, mixed with All the saliva was forced down his throat, and the ambiguous sound of spitting water made An Yan flush with anger.

An Yan's clenched fist suddenly exerted force and punched Xu Shaoqian's face hard!Unexpectedly, Xu Shaoqian suddenly stretched out his hand and accurately grabbed his wrist, and pulled it hard. An Yan felt his eyes spinning for a while, and when he came back to his senses again, Xu Shaoqian had forcibly pushed him down on the bed!

"Xu Shaoqian, what are you doing!" An Yan roared with an ugly face, "You lunatic! Let me go!"

"Are you saying I'm a pervert?" Xu Shaoqian's face was extremely cold, and his voice was also temperatureless. A trace of elusive despair and pain suddenly flashed in the pair of deep black eyes behind the silver-rimmed glasses.

perverted gay...

It's ridiculous.

His affectionate confession, his companionship and care for the past ten years, unexpectedly got such an evaluation.

During this period of time, I missed this man crazily. I specially prepared a gift for him when I came to Paris this time. I also wanted to sit down and have a chat with him, tell him about my life experience, and give him a gentle hug. Already very satisfied.

Just a simple hug is enough for Xu Shaoqian to get that little bit of warmth and comfort when he is physically and mentally exhausted.

Unexpectedly, when they met, they would be scolded and scolded, and even uttered such hurtful words as "perverted homosexual".

Long-distance flight, exhaustion from the journey, no matter how exhausted you are, nothing can compare to the fatal blow of a single word from a loved one.

Xu Shaoqian looked at An Yan, twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and said in a low voice, "Perverted... homosexual... is it?"

"An Yan, I like you, that's why you ignore my mood again and again... Do you think I'm a pervert?!"

"Have you ever thought, if it wasn't for you, I would be gay?"

"I said...I just fell in love with you...to this day, you still look at me like this?!"

An Yan's face turned pale for a while, and he realized that he had made a mistake, but under such circumstances, it was impossible for him to give in to Xu Shaoqian. While struggling hard, he said with a guilty conscience: "Shaoqian, you, you first let me go……"

Xu Shaoqian suddenly stretched out his hand and tore off An Yan's shirt forcefully. The buttons fell to the ground and scattered messily, and he simply pulled off the belt. His lower body suddenly felt cold, and he directly took off the pants and threw them aside.

"Xu Shaoqian! Let me go!"

An Yan began to struggle crazily, but unfortunately he couldn't beat Xu Shaoqian in the competition of force value!With his hands crossed and pressed on top of his head, Xu Shaoqian's hot kiss went all the way down the collarbone, An Yan's body was shaking violently, his teeth penetrated deeply into the soft lower lip, and even bit a glaring bloodstain on the lower lip.

Xu Shaoqian left countless hickey marks on An Yan's body, holding the sensitive parts with his fingers, as if punishing him with force.

"Shaoqian, don't make me hate you..."

An Yan looked at Xu Shaoqian with red eyes, and said in a trembling voice, "Don't force me...to hate you..."

Xu Shaoqian stopped suddenly.

The trembling of fear in An Yan's voice made his heart throbbing.

He remembered that Xiao Rang once said that the memory of being raped is the eternal pain of a person's life. He once raped An Yan out of control, and he would never forget An Yan's despair, hatred, and sad eyes at that time. That look pierced directly into his heart like a sharp sword.He once promised that this kind of thing would never happen again.

The person in front of him is obviously the person he loves the most and wants to cherish the most.

But why now, do they have to punish each other with more acute injuries each time?Why do you have to force him to hate himself?Has it really come to the point where the last bit of affection between the two is completely torn apart?

The desperate love for An Yan has been used to it for so many years, isn't it?An Yan's refusal to accept his confession is also the result that was expected long ago, isn't it?

Xu Shaoqian finally calmed down and let go of An Yan's hand.

The red bruises on his wrists caused by too much force just now, as well as the spots of hickeys on his body, at this moment, I only feel that they are extremely glaring.

An Yan's face turned pale for a while, and after being let go, he immediately pulled off the quilt to cover his naked self, turned his back to Xu Shaoqian, wrapped himself tightly in the quilt, and his body was still trembling slightly.

Xu Shaoqian was silent for a long time before he whispered, "An Yan, don't say such things in the future."

"You know what? Hearing you say that... I'm going to be... very sad..."

Xu Shaoqian's voice was as soft as a hallucination.

An Yan was stunned for a moment, then turned around, but only saw Xu Shaoqian's stiff back when he left.