endless city

After Xu Shaoqian left, An Yan lay on the bed in a daze for a long time. He didn't know why. Looking at the back of the man leaving, his heart seemed to be clenched tightly with one hand, and it throbbed intermittently. Every breath became difficult.

love someone?What was that like?

Whether it is the pain and despair described by An Ze, or the persistence and affection expressed by Xu Shaoqian, An Yan simply cannot understand, and has no way to experience.

All he knows is that he shouldn't accept Xu Shaoqian, he shouldn't be with Xu Shaoqian, they are both men, not to mention that the parents of Xu's family and An's family would never agree, and the fans of both sides and the media would not accept it calmly. , just psychologically... An Yan couldn't convince himself to accept a man calmly.

In the future, I will definitely find a girl I like, give her the most romantic wedding, build a happy family, have many lovely children, and then be a good husband and a responsible father...

It's bound to be like this, it's supposed to be like this, isn't it...?

An Yan repeated these words in his heart as if he was hypnotizing himself.

After an unknown amount of time, he fell asleep on the bed in a daze.

In the dream, I dreamed of Xu Shaoqian again, dreamed of his feather-light hug in the rainy night, dreamed that he whispered An Yan, I love you, dreamed of the complicated emotions in those dark eyes, dreamed of him leaving Lonely figure...

The messy dream made An Yan's sleep very uneasy, until the sudden ringing of the mobile phone woke him up from the dream.At this time, the time in Paris was four o'clock in the morning. An Yan glanced at the caller ID, picked up the phone, and said with some doubts: "Dad, why are you calling me at this time?"

The anxious voice of his father An Yudong came to his ears: "An Yan, something happened to your brother, come back as soon as you finish your work."

An Yan woke up in an instant, sat up from the bed, and said with an ugly face: "Dad, what are you talking about? What's wrong with brother?"

"His cell phone has been disconnected, and he hasn't left any messages." An Yudong said in a low voice, "We have lost contact with him for three full days. The police are investigating and have not found any clues yet."

"Missing?!" An Yan was shocked, "Have you contacted An Ze? Does he know where my brother is?"

"An Ze was sent by the military to carry out an emergency mission. His phone is turned off. I can't get in touch with him. He probably doesn't know where An Luo has gone." An Yudong paused, "An Luo has always been cautious in doing things, and now Completely out of touch, we suspect that he may have been kidnapped."

"Kidnapping?" It's very common for someone to kidnap the son of a wealthy family in order to extort money, but An Yan felt that this matter was not that simple, and he always had a bad feeling in his heart.An Yan was pale and silent for a moment before saying, "Okay, I will be back as soon as possible."

After hanging up the phone, An Yan didn't feel sleepy anymore, so he simply turned on the computer and went online.The news of An's eldest son's disappearance has not been reported by any media. The police are probably investigating secretly, but the headline of another news made An Yan's eyes widen suddenly.

——Xu Shaoqian and An Yan fought on the set, why did the two break up?

The big red title was very eye-catching. An Yan went in with stiff fingers, only to see a blurry photo posted on the news, who secretly photographed the scene where An Yan punched Xu Shaoqian on the set. An Yan's face was extremely angry, and he clenched his fists tightly. Xu Shaoqian, who chased out of the car door, still had bright blood on his lips.

Such a wonderful scene made the media reporters who have always been gossips use their imaginations, and various speculations sprung up. Some people said that the two fought because of the license that was replaced, and others said that the relationship between the two It seems that the sequel of such a stiff endless city is going to fail, and rumors spread all over the place for a while, causing a lot of trouble.

Such news will have a great negative impact on the reputation of him and Xu Shaoqian, and what's worse, he has no way to explain this matter at all.At that time, Xu Shaoqian kissed him forcefully in the car, and said that he would change the permission. An Yan beat Xu Shaoqian in extreme anger and bit his lip... Unexpectedly, this scene would be overwhelmed by people. photographed.

Seeing more and more speculations, An Yan couldn't bear it anymore, and turned off the computer screen in agitation.

What should I do……

My brother disappeared and I don't know what happened. With such negative news on my side, An Yan's world has become a mess.

After finally surviving until dawn, An Yan knocked on the door of the manager next door.

As soon as Chang Lin opened the door, he saw An Yan standing in front of the door with a tired expression, red eye sockets, and even bloodshot eyes. Chang Lin was startled, and hurriedly called him into the room and poured him a glass Hot water, worried: "An Yan, what's the matter with you? There is an interview appointment today, why did you stay up late again?"

"Look at this news." An Yan lowered his head and handed the mobile phone to Chang Lin, which opened the news with the headline "Xu Shaoqian and An Yan fought hard".

An Yan said in a hoarse voice: "My brother had an accident, and now there is such negative news... I think, why not take this opportunity to directly terminate the contract with the endless 2 crew, so that I can also go home and stay for a while with peace of mind. ..."

"I always have a bad premonition, my brother... maybe it's possible..." At this point, An Yan suddenly fell silent. His brother has always acted prudently, so the sudden disappearance and loss of contact must be something very serious. .If it was really a kidnapping, in case the kidnappers tear up the ticket...

An Yan didn't dare to think about it anymore, and clenched his fists palely.

He usually has a smile on his face and is full of energy, but he suddenly became like this, which made Chang Lin, the manager, unable to adapt for a while. Seeing his dejected look with his head down, Chang Lin couldn't help but feel distressed, but in the end he was still rational Overcoming his sensibility, he was silent for a while before whispering: "An Yan, I know how important your brother is to you, but this is not a reason for you to terminate the contract. The Endless City is so popular, there are countless movie fans looking forward to it Its sequel, you can’t just say you won’t do it.”

"But I really don't want to continue acting..." An Yan said with red eyes and a hoarse voice, "There are a lot of emotional scenes in the second part, and there are kiss scenes in it... I really can't help it... Playing this kind of rivalry with Xu Shaoqian..."

Chang Lin was stunned for a moment, "What's the matter? Aren't you and Xu Shaoqian always on good terms?"

"...I can't tell you the specific reason." An Yan scratched his hair a little irritably, "I won't shoot this movie, let them find another actor. Even if I have to pay ten times the liquidated damages, it's fine. Anyway, I just don't want to act!"

"An Yan, you can't be so willful..."

"Don't try to persuade me." An Yan stood up, went to the bathroom and poured cold water on his face.

His heart was in a mess, but he couldn't explain the reason at all.He couldn't tell anyone that he had been raped by Xu Shaoqian, and he had been confessed seriously by that man. Under such a premise, even if his acting skills were top-notch, he couldn't face Xu Shaoqian calmly, act opposite Xu Shaoqian or even Kiss scene.

It was too difficult for him to pretend to be indifferent and act with that man.

Facing Xu Shaoqian will remind him of many memories that he shouldn't recall.For example, that person forced him down on the bed and violated him, completely ignoring his resistance; for example, that person hugged him again and again, his movements were so fierce that he almost pierced him, but his tone was low and gentle, and he kept repeating: Ann Rock, I love you.

I love you……

like?Such crazy love made An Yan terrified, as if something in his heart was gradually collapsing.

An Yan didn't know what was going on with the confusion and uneasiness in his heart. He only knew that he could no longer see Xu Shaoqian, and that he shouldn't have any interaction with Xu Shaoqian. The so-called friendship that he couldn't let go before had to be completely terminated. .In this way, he can return to the An Yan who lived a relaxed and happy life before, and he no longer has to have nightmares every day like now.

Taking a deep breath and washing his face, An Yan went out with his manager to the appointed place.

Today I made an appointment for an exclusive interview with the media. An Yan was urgently touched up by the make-up artist to cover up the dark circles under his eyes. After putting on the makeup, he braced his exhausted body. question.Finally, the reporter asked without exception: "An Yan, can you tell us what kind of girl you like?"

An Yan smiled at the camera and said, "I like girls who are lively and cute. It's best not to exceed 1.7 meters in height. It doesn't matter if you are a little fat. Of course, it would be best if you can cook."

The reporter also laughed, "So, does An Yan have a girl he likes now?"

An Yan tilted his head and thought for a while, then pretended to be mysterious and said: "Not yet. I believe in fate. I think, one day, I will meet the girl who really makes my heart beat."

Many reporters like to ask this kind of unnutritious question, and celebrities answer in the same way. An Yan used to answer this way, but for some reason, today he feels a little lack of confidence.

The scene of Xu Shaoqian pressing him on the bed and whispering "I love you" while running through him suddenly flashed through his mind. Such strong emotions and crazy movements, even after so long, are still as clear as yesterday.An Yan's face was stiff for a moment, but he quickly adjusted and thanked the reporter with a smile.

After leaving the interview site, there were various publicity activities. After a whole day of work, An Yan was exhausted. After returning to the hotel, he suddenly received a call from his father.

An Yudong whispered, "An Yan, your brother has been found."

An Yan was shocked and jumped up from the bed, "How is it? Is my brother seriously injured? What's going on? He was really kidnapped? Did the kidnappers catch him?"

A lot of An Yan's questions were confusing, and An Yudong replied in a low voice: "Don't worry. Your brother was found in an abandoned factory and was seriously injured. Fortunately, Taiping tried his best to rescue him. He is now out of danger."

The Zhou Chengping that An Yudong mentioned was Zhou Bizhen's nephew and An Yan's cousin, and he was a doctor in the emergency department of the Central Hospital.Hearing that his brother was out of danger, An Yan's heart that had been hanging all day was finally relieved. He breathed a sigh of relief, and finally a smile appeared on his face, "Great, I knew my brother was lucky! He Is it in the hospital of cousin Taiping?"

"Yes."

"Let my cousin take care of him more. I'll go back to China and go to the hospital to see him right away after I've dealt with what I'm doing."

After hanging up the phone, An Yan called his cousin Zhou Chengping again to confirm that his brother was fine before he finally felt relieved.After walking a few steps back and forth in the hotel, An Yan was about to contact his agent to book a flight back home when his phone rang again.

The name on the caller ID is Anze.

An Yan picked up the phone, and heard his brother's low voice, which seemed to be suppressing pain: "Brother, something happened to him... just came back from a mission, and this is what I heard... Do you know how I feel? ?”

An Yan was stunned for a moment, "Uh... brother, isn't he already out of danger?"

"He is out of danger." Anze said calmly: "But his legs are likely to be disabled, and his body is covered with scars. You don't understand how uncomfortable I feel, I can't wait to be knocked I was the one who broke my legs, I wish all those injuries could be transferred to me."

"..."

"You don't have the same feelings for him as I do. You only think of him as a brother, so you'll be happy to hear he's out of danger. But I love him, and I care about everything about him more than you do, even when he's hurt. One finger, I am so distressed that I am going crazy."

"..."

"In your eyes, I'm such a lunatic, don't I?"

"..."

"An Yan, you don't understand what it means to love someone." An Ze said in a low voice, seriously, "I called to tell you this because I have decided to take him away as soon as he is discharged from the hospital. Please don't meddle in the matter between me and my brother after you return to China."

An Ze hung up the phone right after he said this, his tone was cold and firm, but An Yan just stood there in a daze, not knowing what to say for a long time.

An Ze's words made An Yan's heart tremble suddenly, his voice sounded so sad, obviously, everything he said was sincere from the heart.When he was happy and relaxed because he knew that his brother was out of danger, but because of his brother's injury, he was so distressed that he was about to collapse?

This is... loving someone?

Loving someone...will it be so painful?

Between a man and a man, there is such a strong love?

An Yan sat by the bed, his mind was suddenly at a loss.