Zhu Mu Lang Ma

Fu Kun didn't speak. It has been almost a week since Sun Wei disappeared, and he has never mentioned this matter to anyone.

He didn't want to recall it anymore, and he didn't know how to tell people about it.

What he is even more unwilling to face is the questions that he may face after speaking out. Isn't that your best friend?Why is he like this?What are you going to do?

Fu Kun leaned against the door wearily, Fu Yijie's warm breath wrapped around his ears, making him feel warm and at ease, but he still couldn't relax the stretched string.

"Tell me what's going on," Fu Yijie asked softly, "Brother, can you tell me what happened?"

"...I'll take a shower first," Fu Kun flicked his forehead lightly, and smiled, "I haven't showered for two or three days."

Fu Yijie didn't ask any more questions, just let go of him and nodded: "En."

Fu Kun went to take a shower, and Fu Yijie stood behind the door for a while, then turned around and took out a card from the wallet he threw on the table.

This card is his small treasury, and it contains the money he invested in stocks in the past two years. It is not much, but there are still about [-] yuan, which he plans to use after graduation next year.

He didn't know what was wrong with Fu Kun's money, and he didn't know how big the gap was. If the money wasn't enough...

When Fu Kun returned to the house after taking a shower, Fu Yijie was still sitting on the tatami mat thinking, and didn't move when he saw him coming in.

"Tired?" Fu Kun lay down and glanced at him with his arms under his pillow.

"I slept all the way back in the car today, so I'm not tired," Fu Yijie smiled. Although he was very anxious, he still held back the previous question. Fu Kun was already very tired, so he didn't want to press too hard. "The person next to him snores all the time. I saw that he was asleep with his eyes open..."

Fu Kun laughed: "Sleeping with eyes open is also a skill. Let me tell you, when I was in high school, I went to climb a mountain in Qiuyou, and I was too tired to reach the top of the mountain, Sun..."

Fu Kun's words stopped suddenly, and Fu Yijie glanced at him: "Sun Wei?"

"Well, Sun Wei just slept with his eyes open." The smile on Fu Kun's face disappeared, and he tried to squeeze another one out but failed, and his mood seemed to drop to the bottom immediately, "I'm still drooling."

Fu Yijie smiled, leaned to Fu Kun's side, reached out and gently pinched his shoulder and arm.

Fu Yijie had already guessed from Fu Kun's change that the matter of money was related to Sun Wei.

But he couldn't guess what happened. Sun Wei and Fu Kun had known each other longer than he had known Fu Kun. In his impression, he couldn't think of anything that could cause problems in their relationship.

He didn't ask much, but continued to pinch Fu Kun.

Fu Kun closed his eyes, and his state was much more relaxed than before. Fu Yijie was a little worried that he would fall asleep if he pinched it for a while.

"Sun Wei asked me to borrow 30." Fu Kun said suddenly.

Fu Yijie was pinching his calf, and his hand paused slightly.

30?

Fu Kun told him before that the storefront is quite cheap in a commercial plaza that already has a large scale. Because they are acquaintances, the transfer fee is more than 70 yuan, and he and Cheng Qingqing pay half of it.

30 is almost all of Fu Kun's cash after setting aside funds for the initial purchase.

"He gave me an IOU, saying that he would pay me back at the end of this month." Fu Kun closed his eyes and spoke very slowly, "At the beginning of the month, he gave me back [-] yuan, saying it was interest."

Fu Yijie continued to pinch Fu Kun's legs. He could already guess what happened next, and Sun Wei did not return the remaining money.

"I can't find him now," Fu Kun frowned slightly, "He probably embezzled the company's money and didn't pay it..."

Fu Yijie didn't speak, he knew that for Fu Kun, the real blow was Sun Wei's behavior.

If you really want to get the money back, it is not impossible. Sun Wei has no premeditation, no plan, and there is nowhere to hide if you want to hide. If you really want to find it, you will definitely find it.

But this was just Fu Yijie's own thoughts, he knew that it was impossible for Fu Kun to do this.

"Leave it alone, don't think about it," Fu Yijie bit his lip, and reached out to take the card from under the pillow, "I can make up for you..."

"No need." Fu Kun said very simply, his voice was very calm, but it could be heard that there was no room for negotiation.

Fu Yijie frowned, he could almost guess what Fu Kun was thinking, and knew that Fu Kun's answer must be rejection.

In Fu Kun's heart, he always wanted to give his family the best life. This was the goal he set for himself, and it was also the most natural responsibility on his shoulders.

He didn't want to put any burden on his family. From the time he decided to give up college, Fu Yijie knew very well that if he wanted to use his family's money, especially his spoiled brother's money, Not so easy.

"This store doesn't mean that it can make money as soon as it opens, and it also needs money for turnover. It's money to purchase and overstock." Fu Kun finally opened his eyes and looked at him, "It's not enough to count yours."

"Then borrow it again." Fu Yijie said.

"There's not enough time. Do you think people just wait for you to raise money for a store in this location? There are too many people queuing up behind holding money. It's the acquaintances who give you face," Fu Kun smiled, " And my previous plan was to borrow some funds for turnover, and there are only a few people who can borrow money. If I borrow now, how will I borrow again in the future? Things are not as simple as you think."

Fu Kun's calm analysis made Fu Yijie speechless for a long time.

The two of them didn't sleep much that night, chatting intermittently.

Fu Yijie didn't want to just watch Fu Kun give up like this, didn't want to see his hard work for so many years finally fall short of this step, Fu Kun didn't directly say that he didn't need his money, but insisted on explaining to him.

When we chatted until dawn, there was no final result.

"Go to sleep for a while," Fu Kun patted his arm, "Your brother won't get down because of this, I survived from the stall to today, not just by luck."

"Anyway," Fu Yijie turned around several times, "I'll transfer the money to you first..."

"A bit," Fu Kun suddenly turned to look at him, "Are you planning to go to the hospital after graduation?"

Fu Yijie was stunned, he didn't expect that Fu Kun would suddenly ask him this, but this was indeed his idea, but he never told his family, how could a careless person like Fu Kun find out?

"Why do you ask that?" He hugged the pillow and moved to Fu Kun's side.

Fu Kun smiled: "You have such a plan, it's impossible for me to help you count the money to make money, and it's impossible for you to trade stocks just for fun, right, you must have a clear goal."

Fu Yijie didn't speak.

"Do you want to do it yourself after graduation?" Fu Kun touched the tip of his nose.

"No." Fu Yijie replied, he suddenly understood why Fu Kun refused to use his money.

"Let me tell you," Fu Kun turned sideways and lay face to face with him, "Brother originally thought that when you graduated, you would definitely not have enough money, so I'll invest in you... Of course not for nothing, you pay every year I have to give me a commission, and I can’t do less, and I have to count for an hour.”

Fu Yijie didn't speak, and buried half of his face in the pillow.

"But in the current situation, I probably won't be able to help you next year," Fu Kun sighed softly, "You spend the money on me, why don't you do it yourself, I'll be more comfortable that way, understand?"

"I didn't want to do it myself. I don't have enough qualifications. I need five years of work experience. To add equipment, I need to add doctors..."

"You know so much, you must have been thinking about it for a long time, didn't you think of a countermeasure?" Fu Kun smiled, "Go to sleep, I'm sleepy."

"Fu Kun."

"sleep."

Lying on the pillow, Fu Yijie felt an unknown fire in his body. He wanted to explode but couldn't find a suitable reason. He suffocated in his stomach and ran from his head to his feet, and then from the soles of his feet to his arms, so agitated that he wanted to Jumped up and threw something and yelled twice.

In the end, he could only clenched his fist and slammed it hard on the tatami twice.

Fu Kun next to him didn't respond, he didn't know if he was asleep or pretended not to know.

He hit it hard again.

Fu Kun's calm and calm annoyed him. Fu Kun, who had always had a bad temper, could bear it so much that he couldn't bear it. He hoped that Fu Kun would get angry and curse, no matter what the reason, even if Fu Kun jumped Getting up and beating him up is much better than it is now.

Fu Kun sighed in a low voice, went to Fu Yijie's side and put his hand on his back.

Fu Yijie didn't move, Fu Kun's hand touched his back lightly a few times, just like when he was unhappy when he was a child, he scratched his hair and stroked his back.

"Go to sleep." Fu Kun hugged him tightly, turned sideways and put his legs on his buttocks.

This has been so many years, every time he sleeps, he has the cheek to stick to Fu Kun's body. This is the first time that Fu Kun took the initiative to hug him when he was sleeping, and the first time to cling to him like this. His actions caused the unknown fire in his heart to dissipate immediately.

After sleeping for about two hours, Fu Yijie felt that before he could fall asleep, he heard the voices of the people downstairs who were exercising early.

He lay on his stomach and his ribs were a little sore, but Fu Kun still hugged him, he couldn't bear to move, so he just turned his head and looked at Fu Kun who was still sleeping on his pillow.

Fu Kun was still awake, his breathing was slow, and his brows were slightly furrowed.

"Brother?" Fu Yijie called him in a low voice.

Fu Kun didn't respond, Fu Yijie approached carefully, touched Fu Kun's lips, and then slowly pressed it tightly.

Fu Kun moved slightly, opened his eyes a little, turned over and lay on his back, grabbed his hand, and said in a daze, "Sleepy."

Fu Yijie also propped up his body with his arms, and his chest and stomach that had been pressed all the time became hot due to the blood rushing again. He turned his head and looked at Fu Kun, who was tilting his head with his arms resting on his eyes Still sleeping.

He stretched out his hand and pinched Fu Kun's chin, and gently turned his face to himself.

When he lowered his head and kissed Fu Kun, Fu Yijie didn't know what kind of mood he was in. He just felt that Fu Kun's state made him feel distressed, and wanted to hug him tightly and touch him inch by inch...

He pressed onto Fu Kun's body, the tip of his tongue stuck between Fu Kun's teeth, exploring eagerly, pulling the small towel between him and Fu Kun and sticking it tightly, exerting force on Fu Kun's body rubbing.

Fu Kun frowned and snorted, as if he was still a little confused.

Fu Yijie's hand stretched down his waist and into his pants.

"Hmm..." Fu Kun's body tensed immediately after he paused for two seconds, and he arched his legs reflexively to hide.

Fu Yijie pushed his legs back, pressed his knees, pulled down Fu Kun's pants, covered them with his hands again, and caressed them twice randomly, Fu Kun's breathing suddenly became a little short.

His own breathing also began to become heavy following Fu Kun's reaction, and the tip of his tongue was teasingly entangled in Fu Kun's mouth, and he could feel Fu Kun's chest heaving violently.

The tip of his tongue hurt a little, Fu Kun bit the tip of his tongue, raised his hand to push him away, he grabbed Fu Kun's hand and pressed it on the pillow, and bit Fu Kun's lips too.

"What... do you want?" Fu Kun asked panting.

"I want to kiss you." Fu Yijie was panting heavily, and thin beads of sweat had already begun to seep out of his body.

Fu Kun didn't speak, just stared at him, stroked his waist lightly with his hand, and said after a while: "Don't touch your hands randomly."

Fu Yijie was stunned for a moment, seeing that Fu Kun didn't speak or move.

Fu Kun's hand on his waist suddenly touched his back along his waist, squeezed it hard, then tightened his arms suddenly, hooked his neck and pressed down, and kissed him. lip.

Before Fu Yijie recovered from the shock, Fu Kun had already inserted into his mouth, sucking and entangled wildly.

Fu Yijie suddenly felt that his heart was beating like he was about to have a heart attack, the blood was rushing and he didn't know where to go, and he was a little dizzy.Fu Kun's soft tongue licked and stirred in his mouth, and the warm and domineering feeling made him excited like never before.

Every time, no matter whether he was intentional or unintentional, acting coquettishly or tempting, Fu Kun would always dodge, or not respond, even if it was a subconscious response, it would disappear quickly.

This is the first time Fu Yijie has experienced what real kissing is like, with teasing, responding, entanglement, and longing...

Fu Kun's fingers lightly brushed over his shoulders and neck, inserted into his hair and pinched gently, his fingertips trembling slightly.

He hugged Fu Kun tightly, and responded to the kiss carefully, with excitement, desire, and deeper longing. The breaths of the two intertwined and rushed towards each other, and the sound of panting lingered in their ears.

This kiss was long and intoxicating. When Fu Kun left his lips, Fu Yijie felt as if he had gone through an illusion with all his strength, and looked at Fu Kun in confusion.

"You..." Fu Kun hooked his fingers lightly on his lips, "Have you got a long scale?"

"No, it hasn't reached 150 yet," Fu Yijie replied seriously, "What's wrong?"

"You are very heavy," Fu Kun poked him on the waist, "Get down."

Fu Yijie immediately clutched his waist and turned away from Fu Kun's body: "Itches."

"Get up," Fu Kun pulled up his pants and sat up, "I wanted to sleep a little longer, but now I'm all drowsy."

"Dad said you sleep every day, haven't you slept enough?" Fu Yijie rolled to his side and hugged him, pressing his face against his back.

"I was lying down, but I didn't fall asleep, I was thinking about something." Fu Kun patted his butt, and didn't speak anymore, as if he was distracted.

These words brought Fu Yijie back to reality.

He was silent for a long time, then took out the bank card from under the pillow, squeezed it twice, sat up, and handed the card to Fu Kun: "Brother, it's fine if I don't know about it." Now, I know, it’s impossible to ignore anything.”

"What you have to take care of now is yourself, practice hard, and get some money," Fu Kun pressed his hand, stood up, and said while putting on his pants, "Go according to your plan, you are promising, I Just be comfortable."

Fu Yijie's aggrieved energy from the night before was stuffed into his chest again, and he stood up: "Why don't you understand what I mean?"

"I know you want to help me," Fu Kun frowned, "Didn't I explain it to you? The current problem cannot be solved by taking your money!"

"How do you know if you don't try? How do you know that you can't solve it if you don't try to solve it?" Fu Yijie kicked the pillow, "I know you love me, so I love you too, why can't you figure it out!"

Fu Kun was putting on a T-shirt on his body, half of it raised his hand and stopped, covered it for a while, then took off the T-shirt and threw it aside: "That's right! I just love you, so I hope you can follow your own plan Let's go, I don't want to affect you because of my affairs! This matter doesn't have to be used..."

"Fu Kun!" Fu Yijie walked in front of him, "Isn't your reason now that adding my money is not enough! That's fine, I'll borrow it for you!"

"Ask who to borrow?" Fu Kun narrowed his eyes and stared at him.

Fu Yijie didn't speak, he could tell from Fu Kun's expression that Fu Kun had guessed it.

"You are in the same situation as me now. You borrowed it once, how can you borrow it for the second time?" Fu Kun frowned, "I said, do your part! Let's stop going back and forth in the same place! I do not need you……"

"You don't need me to do anything for you, do you?" Fu Yijie interrupted him.

Fu Kun didn't make a sound.

"What kind of person am I in your eyes? Your brother? How old is your brother? Six years old? Ten years old? Are you an adult yet?" Fu Yijie threw the bank card on the table, "Why do you think I can only Make you hurt? Why do I make you feel so uncomfortable just because I want to help you? What do you care about?"

"What do you want to say?" Fu Kun also started to get angry a little bit, yes, he was just like what Fu Yijie said, he felt that this brother was raised by him since he was a child, and he couldn't accept that his brother would come back Make sacrifices for him!

"What do I want to say?" Fu Yijie patted himself on the chest, "I have too much to say! It's all blocked here! It's been fucking years! Do you dare to listen?"

Fu Kun was stunned for a moment, and gritted his teeth: "Don't be foolish!"

"Crazy? If I want to be messy, you'll be no scum!" Fu Yijie pointed at him, "If I want to be willing to be dirty, I won't be like a crazy person for so many years! You know what it's like Is it?"

Fu Kun took a step back and leaned against the table. Fu Yijie's words made him very painful. He pressed the edge of the table and suddenly felt an urge to explode: "I fucking know!"

"I know, of course you know!" Fu Yijie forced himself in front of him, "You know why you still do this!"

"Fu Yijie..." Fu Kun felt that although he really wanted to explode, he suddenly didn't know what to say. The force that couldn't find his way out hit his body frantically, making him breathless. .

"Fu Kun, since I was a child, I have wanted to do something for you, I want to protect you, I want you to feel that I can be relied on by you," Fu Yijie's voice trembled, his brows were tightly knit, " Even if it's a small thing, I want you to think of me when you're feeling sad... Can you understand it? This feeling is not just about getting brother's approval, but..."

"Stop it," Fu Kun pressed his mouth, "Stop it."

Fu Kun was very clear about what Fu Yijie wanted to say, and he knew exactly what he was about to say.

This is what he is afraid to hear but is vaguely looking forward to. It is what allows him to fully understand Fu Yijie's pain. It is what makes him more painful than Fu Yijie. It is what he feels that no one can easily What to face, because of this, this is what he has to use all his strength to control the relationship between the two, suppressing and suffering.

"Stop talking, I know everything, I..." Fu Kun wanted to control his hands not to tremble, but he couldn't, he bit his lip, Fu Kun, who the hell are you going to send a telegram to?

Fu Yijie grabbed his hand with great strength. Fu Kun could feel his hand trembling as well, but his voice was firm and clear: "I like you, Fu Kun, I like you. Clearly, clearly, clearly, because you are the same!"

The moment this sentence was said, Fu Kun's whole body froze suddenly, and then it was as if all his strength was suddenly taken away, and the table behind him could no longer support him.

This sentence was like a sharp knife, Fu Yijie used it to cut through all the layers of protection that the two of them had carefully built up over the years.

Those suffocating, those protective layers that made people seem to be isolated from all light, were all shattered to pieces by this knife, and Fu Kun even heard the sound of shattering.

Those sounds that make people want to stretch out, lie down softly, close their eyes and take a good rest.

"That's right," Fu Kun looked up at Fu Yijie, "Me too."

Fu Yijie looked at him fixedly, neither of them spoke again.

After a while, he slowly regained his composure, and it wasn't until then that he felt that his body was covered with sweat, whether it was because of nervousness or excitement.

He turned around and took a pair of underwear from the cabinet and walked towards the door of the bedroom: "I'm going...to take a shower."

When the door opened, Fu Yijie froze in place.

My mother stood at the door with a shocked face, holding a pair of chopsticks in her hand, and a freshly prepared breakfast was placed on the table in the living room.

Fu Yijie's heart sank to the bottom. Before he could speak, his mother had already raised her hand and slapped him hard on the face: "Bastard!"