You can't hurt the author who wears meat

Seeing Han Pangyuan brought into the brothel with a smile, Liu Lindong was as irritable as if he had eaten two catties of dynamite. He wanted to rush in immediately and take away the idiot who was foolishly running after others, but he had no position to do so.

Too bad, obviously made up his mind to leave him, but still couldn't let go.

The man waited outside, never leaving his cigarette, smoking one after another, until Han Pangyuan escaped howling, and his heart fluttered to the ground.Of course he didn't believe that Xiao Yuan dared to have sex with others, but it was inevitable that he would suffer if he went to that kind of place, especially honest and inexperienced people, who were most likely to be molested by others.

Then they went to the snack bar, Liu Lindong still followed behind, watching from afar.

"Can I ask a question?" After eating delicious food and not wanting to go back to Hualing, the two found a sugar shop to sit down again.Han Pangyuan said that he was so angry that he wanted to drink mung bean soup to reduce his anger, and he ordered assorted slag and baked pudding with a smile, and asked while eating: "Why did you break up? From the standpoint of someone who has experienced it, as long as it is not irretrievable, there is nothing wrong with it." It takes a serious fight."

He was wounded, and he knew it with a smile, but he didn't show any fear, so he was not sure why they were arguing to such an extent.

"I don't know why." In retrospect, the whole thing seemed like a farce.

That day, Liu Lindong went crazy and beat him half to death.He didn't say anything when he was beaten, but this guy said let's break up with a doomsday expression on his face, and then drove him away.Things happened so fast that Han Pangyuan didn't turn the corner like an idiot, and he acquiesced to the fact of the breakup as soon as his brain got hot.

In the end, both of them were impulsive, and they were reluctant to let go, and they couldn't bear to reconcile.

“My wife and I often quarrel over trivial matters. For example, I don’t lift the toilet lid when I go to the toilet, I wear dirty socks and underwear and throw them around, or she doesn’t pick up the hair in the sewer after taking a shower, and the dishes I cook are not good. Delicious and so on. The most quarrelsome time was when she complained that I farted in bed at night, and I accused her of hiccupping while eating." Telling the details of life with a serious face, let people who have no love and family experience Han Pangyuan was dumbfounded.

The seemingly otherworldly smile actually leads such an ordinary family life.

"However, no matter what kind of quarrel we have, we will make up immediately, otherwise the grievances will accumulate, and there will be a day when we can't handle it. Remember not to bring today's negative emotions to tomorrow. Also, you must learn to use a magnifying glass to see each other's feelings Advantages." Hanxiao said it was reasonable, but they were a legal couple who swore to be loyal to each other before God and joined hands for a lifetime, while he and Liu Lindong had nothing.No promises, no testimonies, not even a confession.

Starting with coercion and ending with violence, can such a relationship really lead to happiness?

Seeing that he bowed his head and said nothing, he smiled and knew that his heart was shaken, so he went outside to negotiate with Liu Lindong on the pretext of going to the bathroom.

"Although I don't have a good impression of you, things like feelings are all about persuasion and not dissuasion." With a smile on her chest, she put her long legs across the alley, blocking Liu Lindong directly: "Obviously I didn't do anything to offend others." , but I insist on pretending that I have done everything, duplicity will only deepen the misunderstanding, and the gain outweighs the loss."

Even though his smiling tone was sincere, Liu Lindong still didn't answer, as defense is not his specialty.In a way, he is more silent than Han Pangyuan.

"Walk into the shop openly and speak out what's on your mind, or listen to what's on his mind. Is it difficult?" It's too awkward. These two people are just like children who can't get candy and mess around. , How can an adult lose his temper to such an extent.It is clearly written on my face that I just can't let you go, I don't want you to be with others, you will always have this expression of mine, and you still grit your teeth and refuse to show weakness and reconcile: "I just feel sorry, why even if you are in love, But there are still things that cannot be conveyed to the other party?"

"Forget it, I won't force you if you don't want to go, I have to go back beforehand, if your conscience is not bitten by a dog, go in and tell Xiao Yuan, and help him pay the money by the way." He walked out of the alley with a smile and yawned, thinking, I can only help here.

Liu Lindong came out of the shadows when the peacemaker who was happy to help others walked away. After hesitating for ten minutes, he walked towards the sugar shop.

When he went in, Han Pangyuan was using a long-handled tea spoon to deal with the pudding in the small glass bottle, digging out nothing left.Still such a useless way of eating, remembering that when he was a child, he couldn't even bear to throw away the ice cream lid, and he had to lick it carefully to forget the matter, the man couldn't help showing a knowing smile.Sure enough, his Xiao Yuan would never change.

"What are you doing here!" Seeing the man walking to the opposite side calmly, and pulling up a chair to sit down, Han Pangyuan realized that his smile had never returned, and he immediately understood his intention.

But, is there any room for redemption now?

"Xiao Yuan, can we talk?" The man grabbed Han Pangyuan's hand across the table: "What happened before...I regret it very much."

Now that there is a fart, what did you do long ago.Han Pangyuan rolled his eyes, pulled his hand back, and replied, "You told me to get out, I got out, now you let me get out, sorry, get out of here."It's not that he's being good-looking when he gets a bargain, it's that he really doesn't know what else to talk about at this moment, and his anger is still lingering.Why did this person not respond when he left heartbroken, and when he regretted it, he had to accept him unconditionally?

How can there be such a good thing in the world!

Being rejected by him, the man was a little frustrated, his face froze for a long time.

"Do you still remember the day we broke up?" Liu Lindong leaned against the back of the chair with a dazed expression: "I said we broke up, let's go, and then you punched me and left without saying anything. I I regret it, I shouldn't have said those words, and I shouldn't have made you feel pain. I left alone in that situation. I thought a lot these days, but I was so angry that my mind was in a mess and I didn't know what I was doing. I I thought letting you get freedom from me was the best ending, but it's not..."

He talked a lot, but at a very slow speed. Han Pangyuan felt a little anxious when he heard it: "It's too late to say anything now."

"I broke your heart, I know." It's not easy for a chauvinist to let go of his ego and control to say these soft pleas.Liu Lindong felt a headache, this is not his style, not something he would do, but he knew that if he didn't say some things now, he might really have no chance: "I'm sorry."

"Then what do you want, make up?" Han Pangyuan admitted that at the moment Liu Lindong walked in, he had expectations in his heart, but this expectation was not as good as the grievance he suffered.

The relationship between him and Liu Lindong has never been equal to him. He is not good enough, not good enough. Compared with popular painters, he has neither social status nor access to the upper social circle, and his income is pitifully low; He has a handsome face that looks like Pan An, young and wealthy, and talented. Everyone loves him; it is because of the difference between the two that Han Pangyuan has been in an endless cycle of inferiority complex, and loves him cautiously.

However, just like a tug-of-war, the more unequal, the bigger the gap, and the harder it is to catch up.

Han Pangyuan suddenly understood that he was not angry with Liu Lindong for abandoning him, but angry that he couldn't stand on the same starting line as the man, angry that he couldn't catch up with his footsteps, angry that he could only look up at his back.

"Xiao Yuan, come back." The man finally said this, but he shook his head and refused: "Lin Dong, I can't help it."

"Why, what do I have to do to make you forgive me?" He thought that he would come back obediently by putting down his posture and apologizing. It seems that he was wrong.According to Liu Lindong's usual practice, he should take Xiao Yuan away forcibly, use force to make him submit, and let him know who he belongs to.But he didn't dare, he was afraid of bad things, because Han Pangyuan's expression told him clearly that I have changed, please don't use the old way to deal with me.

The conversation ended without a problem, and Hanxiao's good intentions were wasted.

Han Pangyuan paid the money and came out of the store. Liu Lindong still followed behind, separated by three or four meters.

Seeing that it was almost time to go to Hualing, the man became more and more anxious. He suddenly grabbed Han Pangyuan's arm and pushed him into the dark alley next to him: "I must have been crazy at the time to beat you up like that. The reason why I proposed to break up is entirely because Afraid of hurting you, you don't understand, I love you so much, I want to do everything for you, but I can't control my sadism... I want to torture you like crazy, hurt you, it's not normal. I thought we just had to go back to The original state, back to the time when I treated you indifferently, I can control this impulse...Xiao Yuan, I was wrong, it was a mistake to separate, without you...I would not be me anymore..."

"I know." Han Pangyuan gently pushed him away, with an uncomfortable expression on his face: "You are afraid that if you continue like this, one day you will be unable to control yourself and kill me. But, for me, death is yours. It’s probably the happiest ending in my hand.”

He took a few steps back, opened the distance, and continued: "These words may sound crazy, but that's what I think, to be your belongings, to be cherished by you, even if one day I will be imprisoned and treated cruelly It doesn't matter, I will be very happy. Even now I love you, and I still long to be controlled by you, I think I am abnormal. Haha, this is fine, two abnormal lunatics are a perfect match... However, I also have something that I can't bear, that is your self-righteousness, thinking that doing that is good for me, and then arranging a so-called broad road for me regardless of my wishes, do you think you will be happy if I leave? Liu Lindong, you It was completely wrong, and I would only die in pain without you, because I can't love anyone other than you."

"In this case, we should start again, why reject me." His Xiao Yuan stood there, clearly within reach, but became so far away.

"You raped me when I lost my memory." After a long silence, Han Pangyuan finally opened his mouth and said word by word: "There is no confession, no sweet words, and even without my consent, you use your own method to get me, It doesn't count. Now you want me to change my mind, then chase after me, like all big boys treat their goddesses, praise me, sing me, please me!"

"How difficult is this." I thought he would say how difficult the request is.

The man laughed, he had nothing to do with his arrogant and awkward lover.He knelt down on one knee, swore fealty to his queen like a knight, and said, "Xiao Yuan, I love you, forgive me."

"I didn't say you apologized, so I have to forgive you." Unexpectedly, Han Pangyuan looked at him indifferently, and once again spit out decisive words from his mouth: "There is a kind of scar in this world even after a long period of time. Time won't heal, it's called emotion."

After finishing speaking, he raised his legs and left. Liu Lindong had no choice but to follow behind and explain: "What are you angry about? Is it Hechuan? I have nothing to do with him at all, and I didn't join his team. I am still alone. You can Check my status."

"I know." Standing still, looking straight into the man's eyes: "I will not have sex with anyone other than you, and neither will you. He Chuan's words are lies, and I don't believe a single word."

"Even now, can you continue to trust me?" Compared to Han Pangyuan's firmness, Liu Lindong had obviously wavered.When he entered the brothel, even though he knew that he would not do anything outrageous, he still had a little worry and doubt: "Xiao Yuan, am I still worthy of you?"

"Whether it's worth it depends on your performance." Han Pangyuan raised the corners of his mouth, and his expression suddenly became clear: "But I will continue to trust you. If you want to ask why, that is because I have been watching you, so I know you and what you will do , will not do anything. Even if our relationship is not as close as it used to be, this trust will not disappear. This has nothing to do with love... because I have believed in you since many years ago, and it will not change."

"Xiao Yuan!" Liu Lindong was about to say something when a system message suddenly sounded, interrupting their conversation.

[System Announcement] Congratulations to players Han Pangyuan and Hanxiao for obtaining keywords and entering the next level!

There was no time to say goodbye, the man could only watch Xiao Yuan disappear in front of him, and probably guessed what the key word of this level was.We must catch up with him, otherwise we will really separate, Liu Lindong clenched his fists, feeling the crisis for the first time in his life.

When Han Pangyuan was sent to the transfer station, he simply explained to the bewildered smile that he had obtained the key words by mistake, and then smiled wryly: "It's so ironic that I did this when I broke up. I said that after time travel My lord, the key word of this level is trust, right? I don't want to listen to your long-winded talk at all. If you have any orders, let us leave as soon as possible."

"I'm sorry, the key word of this level is indeed trust. Well, I'll omit a thousand words here, and I'll save it for Liu Lindong when he comes." Alan Turing raised his forehead and didn't stare at them for a few days. : "As for you, you can enter the next level - the scorching snow!"