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"..."

"After a comprehensive assessment, your mental level is at..., this is the medicine prescribed based on your current mental condition."

"The precautions for the drug are..., and, although you may already know it, I still need to remind you again that the possible side effects of the drug include but are not limited to: nausea, anorexia, blurred vision, fatigue, decreased concentration, Unresponsive..."

"If you have the above symptoms, this is normal, but if the symptoms are too severe, you still need to come to the hospital again."

"Okay, that's all I want to say. In the future, please come to the hospital regularly for a new assessment of your mental status. I will reduce or increase the dosage of the medicine according to the actual situation."

Hearing the word "increment", Gu Jin's hands trembled.

He pursed his lips almost into a straight line, nodded silently, and then got up to leave.

Before going out, a voice reached his ears, "I wish you a speedy recovery."

He turned his back to the doctor, his voice couldn't tell what emotion was in his voice, "...Thank you, Dr. Li."

Dr. Li was once employed by the Gu family as his personal doctor, and after he didn't want to be treated, Dr. Li returned to the hospital.

The hospital where Dr. Li works is a private hospital.

The level of medical treatment here is well developed, and the privacy of patients is well protected, so many dignitaries come here to see a doctor.

The corridor was very quiet, and the air was filled with the slightly pungent smell of disinfectant.

Gu Jin held a transparent plastic bag in his hand, which contained the medicine he needed.

He walked in the hospital silently, with a trace of stiffness in his movements, like a puppet being forcibly manipulated.

It seemed that the trip here had exhausted all his energy.

A ray of light shines from the front, and then, the door appears in front of you.

Gu Jin stretched out her hand and opened the door, feeling as if she had stepped from one world to another.

The long-lost fresh air enveloped his whole body, and it was mixed with a little floral fragrance.

He stayed at the hospital gate for a while.

Before leaving, he glanced back at the hospital hall one last time, then turned and left.

He thought about it for a long time.

What brought him back here?

Maybe it was the indifferent smile on Ye Chen's face when he asked about the gauze tied around Ye Chen's neck, but when he pulled the wound during the action, he subconsciously frowned.

Maybe it was because when his mood fluctuated, Ye Chen, who was dealing with official duties, put down his work and turned his head to comfort him.

maybe……

what is it then?

Perhaps, he was afraid that one day he would do something irreparable.

Whether it's for himself or Ye Chen.

The irrational action after drinking was like adding the last straw to his body.

Let the protective layer he built for his ego be completely broken.

Now that you have admitted your arrogance, then calm down and try to change it.

At least, you can't hurt Ye Chen again.

These things flashed through his mind one by one.

When I thought about it, I happened to walk to the parking lot.

He reached out to open the car door, put the medicine on the passenger seat, then started the car, ready to go back to the villa.

It was two o'clock in the afternoon, and Ye Chen hadn't left work yet when he went back at this time.

His hands clenched the steering wheel, the corners of his mouth twitched, and a trace of sarcasm flashed across his eyes.

He moves so stealthily, like a thief.

But no matter what, he didn't want Ye Chen to know about it.

Whether it's the matter of taking medicine, or... the fact that he is sick.

Maybe Ye Chen knew about it a long time ago, after all, before he was with Ye Chen, he had suffered many illnesses.

However, as long as he doesn't take the initiative to say it, he can pretend that Ye Chen doesn't know.

It doesn't matter if you say that he deceived himself or deceived himself.

But he always has some self-esteem that belongs to him.

He wishes he was a normal person.

He hoped that he was a normal person in front of Ye Chen.

He wishes...

His image in Ye Chen's heart is better.

Even if it's just a little bit, that's fine.

It will slowly get better.

He lowered his eyes and glanced at the medicine in the plastic bag.

"Will do."

After arriving home, Gu Jin took out the medicine and finished it according to the dosage.

After about half an hour, he felt his reactions slow down a bit.

It was as if a layer of fog floated above his consciousness.

The fog shut off his senses from the world, making everything slow down for him.

Or maybe it's just that his thinking has slowed down.

"normal."

he whispered.

·

It was gradually getting dark outside the window, and the sky began to be occupied by stars one by one.

After typing the last letter, Ye Chen heaved a sigh of relief.

He raised his hand and rubbed his temples, picked up his phone, and wanted to check what time it was.

The screen lights up, there is a missed call ID, and there is also an unread message.

He turned his phone to silent during the meeting today, but unexpectedly forgot to turn it back.

He took advantage of the opportunity to click on the detailed information and found that the call was from Mother Ye.

Just as he was about to call back, he caught a glimpse of the sender of the message out of the corner of his eye and found that it was also Mother Ye.

It should be that Mother Ye found out that he couldn't get through the phone, so she simply sent a message.

He clicked on the information interface, ready to see what happened to Mother Ye.

——Son~ We are going to travel again.If you have someone you like, remember to introduce it to us when we come back next time~

PS I didn't get through to you on the phone. Your father guessed that you were in a meeting. Remember to combine work with rest and take a good rest.

Sender: love your mommy

A smile flashed across Ye Chen's eyes.

Unexpectedly, Father Ye and Mother Ye would go on a trip again within a few days of their return. The two elders really couldn't stay idle.

That being the case, let's formally introduce Gu Jin to them next time.

Thinking of the people waiting for him at home, Ye Chen softened his brows and eyes.

He stood up, picked up the coat hanging on the hanger, and prepared to drive home.

After arriving home, Gu Jin was not in the living room, and there was no one in the kitchen.

He went to the study to see that there was no one there, and finally entered the bedroom.

Then, he found Gu Jin asleep on the bed.

The bedside lamp was on, and the warm yellow light shone on the side of the bed, making the room that was obviously dark because the curtains were drawn a little brighter.

The sound of footsteps was absorbed by the carpet, he walked to the bed and looked at the person sleeping peacefully on the bed.

It is rare to see Gu Jin falling asleep during this period of time, so he simply sat on the chair next to him and watched Gu Jin's sleeping face.

The person who fell asleep lost the arrogance and barking teeth and claws when he woke up, and there was even a little innocence in his expression.

At this moment, he curled up himself, obviously the bed was big enough for people to roll on it.

Gu Jin's sleeping posture seems to be that the bed is a single bed, or the narrow version that makes people unable to stretch their legs.

Looks pitiful.

Ye Chen rubbed Gu Jin's hair, the soft hair passed through his fingers, bringing a cool feeling.

He simply took off his shoes and went to bed, and lay down on the other side of the bed.

Then, he stretched out his hand and hugged the person who was about to curl up into a ball.

Sensing the approach of the familiar aura, Gu Jin instinctively burrowed into Ye Chen's arms.

He wrapped his arms around his waist and fell into a deeper sleep.

Ye Chen turned off the bedside lamp.The room was completely plunged into darkness.

The sparse moonlight penetrated into the room, playing some role that was better than nothing.

Gu Jin's body was hot because he stayed under the quilt for a long time.

But the hands around his waist, through the thin layer of shirt, can still feel the coolness carried on it.

Ye Chen wrapped Gu Jin's other hand with his hand.

After a while, I finally felt some warmth in Gu Jin's hands.

I heard that drinking more nourishing soup can improve the symptoms of cold hands and feet.

Should he start learning how to make soup?

What should I praise?Do you want to buy two cookbooks and see.

Then find some videos on the Internet. Combining the two, you should be able to make a good soup.

Ye Chen ran his hand along Gu Jin's back, thinking about making soup in his mind.

In the end, I don't know how long it took, the person under his hand moved, and then slowly opened his eyes.

Gu Jin's eyes opened with light, and he blinked, a trace of confusion flashed in his eyes.

Ye Chen lowered his head, kissed the corner of Gu Jin's eyes, and lowered his voice, "Are you awake?"

The person in his arms reacted for a while, then nodded.

"Are you still sleeping?" Ye Chen asked Gu Jin, but the other party said he couldn't sleep anymore, but leaned back into his arms.

He buried his face in his neck, and his warm breath hit his neck, making him itchy.

"Are you sleepy today? I rarely see you falling asleep when I go home." Ye Chen turned on the bedside lamp, and the hazy yellow light hit Gu Jin's cheeks, making his facial features look more profound.

"...a little sleepy." Gu Jin's voice was a little hoarse, Ye Chen wanted to get up to get him a glass of water, but just as he was about to get out of bed, the person behind him grabbed his clothes.

"Don't go." The deep voice was hoarse, even trembling for no reason.

When Ye Chen heard this, his eyes narrowed slightly, he went back to the bed, put his hands on Gu Jin's back, and followed them one by one.

"I'm not leaving." He kissed Gu Jin's forehead, "Relax."

"Have you had a nightmare?"

He hugged him tightly and asked the question out of his mouth.

"...It's nothing." Gu Jin gritted her teeth, then raised her head and kissed Ye Chen's lips.

Not long after taking the medicine, he started to feel drowsy. After waking up after sleeping, seeing Ye Chen, the emotions that had been suppressed came to the fore in his heart again.

The emotions in his heart were complicated and intense, and there was also a secret grievance that he didn't want to face up to.

It was as if he was carrying a heavy burden, and Ye Chen did something to him.

Obviously it has nothing to do with Ye Chen, it's just his own problem.

He is so fragile.

Is it because I stayed with Ye Chen for too long and got spoiled?

Irony rose in his heart, but the corners of his eyes couldn't help turning red when Ye Chen hugged him tightly behind him.

Ahh, asshole.

Ye Chen, you bastard.

He closed his eyes and kissed each other hard.

After the kiss was over, he himself kept panting.

Ye Chen rubbed Gu Jin's cheek, with a smile in his voice, "Why are you so anxious, I won't run away again."

Gu Jin bit his lip, and then mentioned another matter, "How are your parents doing?"

Ye Chen told each other about their plans to travel.

She also said that Mother Ye asked her to show the person she liked the next time they came back.

Gu Jin's lips opened and closed, as if he wanted to say something.

Ye Chen stretched out his fingers and pressed the other person's lips, "I will introduce you to them next time."

"But..." Gu Jin was a little depressed, but the next moment, he pretended not to care, and said, "But your parents, don't they want you to find someone who is gentle, gentle, and considerate?"

He subconsciously re-read the words "gentle and considerate".

Ye Chen raised his brows, then curved his mouth, and almost laughed out loud.

He pressed against Gu Jin's forehead, "I think you are very gentle and considerate."

"The filter is too heavy." Ye Chen pinched Gu Jin's cheek, "I am willing."

"Besides, it's okay even if they don't agree, I'll elope with you."

Gu Jin pursed her lips, held Ye Chen's hand, "Idiot."

Ye Chen intertwined his fingers, and his gentle and magnetic voice reached his ears, "Don't worry. They are very open-minded, mainly because I like it."

The corner of Gu Jin's mouth hooked slightly imperceptibly, and Ye Chen noticed it.

He stared into Gu Jin's eyes, his brows and eyes curled up, "Who made me like you the most. The whole world likes you the most, no, it should be the most, the most, the most..."

In the middle of speaking, his mouth was covered by someone, and the ears of the person who covered his mouth turned red, and he became angry from embarrassment: "Stop talking. Like a child."

"Then do you like me the most in the world?" Ye Chen took Gu Jin's hand away and asked this question with a smile.

After a few seconds, I got a low hum.

Ye Naive Ghost Chen: "No, you have to tell the whole story."

Gu Jin: "...I like you the most, the most, the most in the whole world." Childish!

Ye Chen: "I have one more than you."

Gu Jin: "No, I have one more than you!" Unconvinced.

In the end, the two chattered and debated with each other, and in the end they reluctantly chose a draw.

The most of the two people are the same.

Looking at Gu Jin who had regained his vitality, Ye Chen squeezed Gu Jin's hand, "Are you happier?"

Gu Jin paused, and his eyes flickered a few times.

He closed his eyes tightly, then pressed onto Ye Chen, lowered his head and kissed Ye Chen, his voice became hoarse, "Do it."

Ye Chen pressed the man's head and deepened the kiss.

Then he turned over, leaned his arms on Gu Jin's side, and kissed the other party carefully.

He expressed his answer with actions.

After that, the two of them went to the bathroom to take a shower.

After taking a shower, Ye Chen asked Gu Jin if he was hungry, and if he wanted to cook some food.

In the end, because it was too late, Ye Chen simply ordered two bowls of noodles, which were convenient to eat and easy to digest.

After all, I don't know how long Gu Jin slept, and I still have to eat something.

After the two finished eating, when he was about to wash the dishes, Gu Jin stopped him, "I'll go wash the dishes. After all, you made the meal, so I can't just do nothing."

Ye Chen sat back on the chair, and when he was about to pick up his phone, he saw Gu Jin pouring something into the trash can out of the corner of his eye.

That's...unfinished noodles.

When he put down the chopsticks just now, Gu Jin also put down the chopsticks, but Gu Jin was left behind.

No appetite?

But seeing that there was nothing wrong with Gu Jin's face, Ye Chen was still relieved.

Maybe it's simply a bad appetite, after all, it's so late when I wake up.

Before going to bed at night, Ye Chen asked Gu Jin if he felt any discomfort, and after getting a negative answer, he finally revealed the matter.

In the next few days, he asked Qi Yu to help him choose a few soup cookbooks, and he really learned how to cook soup.

It's just that, apart from helping Gu Jin improve his cold hands and feet, the purpose of making soup is also to nourish his stomach this time.

Finally, when he felt that he could become a teacher, Ye Chen deliberately went home early that day.

Then bumped into Gu Jin who just came back from outside.

"How did you get out?" He asked casually.

"I ran out of paper at home, go buy some paper." Gu Jin put his right hand behind his back, and showed Ye Chen the paper in his left hand as if to cover up.

Then when the other party turned around, he crumpled the mental state test report in his right hand into a ball of paper and threw it into the trash can next to him.

Ye Chen: "Let's make some soup today. I've learned several kinds, which might improve your cold hands and feet."

Gu Jin's hands holding the paper tightened, but she joked on her face, "Okay, just let me be an experiment subject to test your soup-making skills."

After the soup was ready, Gu Jin drank it wholeheartedly, and then said reservedly, "It's okay." Ye Chen laughed out loud.

After dinner, the other party went to the study to read, while Gu Jin returned to the bedroom.

The moment he heard the study door was completely closed, he went to the toilet, covered his stomach, and vomited out all the food he ate at night.

Fortunately, the sound insulation of the room is good enough.

He thought to himself, then pressed the flush button of the toilet, walked to the sink, and began to rinse his mouth.

As the number of days of taking the medicine increases, the side effects are gradually revealed.

Sometimes the side effects can be severe, like the cravings for anorexia are extra strong today.

I feel like stuffing things down my throat when I eat.

However, he felt that the medicine was at least useful.

The frequency of intense emotional ups and downs in my heart has dropped.

He looked up and looked in the mirror, his eyes were red from vomiting, and his face was very embarrassed.

"it works."

he repeated again.

·

One day, Ye Chen was reading documents in the living room when Gu Jin happened to come down the stairs.

He asked the other party to help him pour a glass of water.

After waiting for a few minutes, Gu Jin still hadn't brought it.

He looked over and asked what happened to the other party?

Gu Jin closed her eyes, and the hand holding the cup was so hard that it turned white, "It's nothing. I was thinking whether you drank it cold or warm."

Just now, the foreground suddenly blurred, so he couldn't see where the cup was for a while.

Blurred vision.

normal.

is normal.

He picked up the water glass and took it back, "Here's a lukewarm one for you."

Ye Chen took it, took a sip, then pulled Gu Jin into his arms, and fed it mouth to mouth.

"Thank you."

·

Ye Chen once went shopping with Gu Jin.

They were walking on the commercial street, and a few girls came to meet them. One of them came over to ask for his contact information under the instigation of other partners.

He rejected the other party, and the people around him kept silent. He smiled helplessly, thinking about how to appease Gu Jin.

When she turned her head, she found that Gu Jin glanced at him, paused for a few seconds, then smiled and said nothing.

Ye Chen found out that Gu Jin was really not trying to hide anything this time, but really not very angry.

Not only did the other party's mood not have any major ups and downs, but he even felt a little inexplicably quiet.

Gu Jin: "Let's continue shopping."

Ye Chen: "...um."

When going to bed at night, Gu Jin woke up in pain.

He tightly covered his heart with his hand, and then covered his mouth with the other hand to prevent the sound from waking up the sleeping Ye Chen.

He felt his heart ache as if he was about to suffocate himself, and every breath pulled his nerves, making his heart more painful.

Is the recent dose too high?

Cold sweat dripped from his forehead, and the cold sweat fell on the bed sheet, leaving a few dark halo marks.

However, it is useful.

He tried his best to divert his attention from the "pain" itself.

Yes, it is useful.

Just like today, seeing Ye Chen surrounded by people won't cause him great irritability, and he won't have to hurt Ye Chen because of it.

Even, because of the strong sedative effect of the medicine, his mood didn't fluctuate much.

Good thing.

This is a good thing.

The corners of his mouth curled up tremblingly, but the circles around his eyes were reddening uncontrollably.

My heart hurts so much.

His hands gripped the sheets tightly.

It really hurts.

The pain made him want to cry.

Tears kept sliding down the corners of his eyes, mixed with the cold sweat on his forehead, and dripped onto the sheets, never to be seen again.

·

It was one morning, when Gu Jin woke up, she found Ye Chen was watching her for a long time.

After he opened his eyes, the other party smiled and said: "I wanted to wake you up for dinner, but I didn't get up after calling several times. Are you sleepy?"

He noticed that the other party rubbed his hair and heard the other party talking.

He "perceived" it, but couldn't "react".

He blinked, "En." No matter how many words, it seems that it takes a lot of effort to get them out of his mind.

This situation is not unheard of.

It just becomes more frequent as the time of taking the medicine gets longer.

He felt like he was isolating himself from the world, but he could clearly sense that his illness was indeed developing in a "good" direction.

However, this "good" is relative to him personally.

His senses seemed to be watered over and over with ice water.

They become calm and rational, dull and numb.

But it's good.

But, yes.

It's good.

Is it good?

·

It was an ordinary morning, Gu Yuan had just arrived at the company.

He sat on the chair, turned on the computer, and prepared to work.

Suddenly, the phone he placed on the desk vibrated.

He picked up the phone and saw the caller displayed on it.He pressed the connect button.

"Ye Chen? What's the matter?"

There was no sound on the phone for a few seconds, and when Gu Yuan thought Ye Chen had hung up, a sound came from inside.

"Gu Yuan, which hospital did Gu Jin go to?"