Gu Yuan lowered his eyes, and many images flashed through his mind in an instant.

·

"Mr. Gu, I'm sorry to ask you to come here during your busy schedule."

Gu Yuan shook his head, and said to Dr. Li in front of him, "Don't say that, I should thank you for telling me about this in time."

Dr. Li was once employed by the Gu family as Gu Jin's attending doctor.

He is an authority in this area in China, and he has also studied abroad, and his professional skills are quite excellent.

But since Gu Jin stopped treating her, Dr. Li also cut off contact with the Gu family.

He came this time because Dr. Li called him specially.

"After all, you said before that if Gu Jin is willing to start treatment again, I must tell you."

With that said, Dr. Li gave Gu Yuan the diagnosis record in his hand.

"You probably also understand that with Gu Jin's temperament, it is impossible to take the initiative to tell you about this matter."

Gu Yuan took it and smiled wryly.

He hoped that Gu Jin could receive treatment well, but he could also see the physical and mental torture Gu Jin suffered during the treatment.

Therefore, when Gu Jin chose to give up, he also acquiesced.

After all, it is Gu Jin's own wish whether to cure or not.

Of course, if Gu Jin's condition deteriorates to a certain extent, treatment must be continued.

Before that, he had allowed Gu Jin to be willful.

Fortunately, nothing major has happened in these years.

And, ever since the relationship between Gu Jin and Ye Chen has gotten closer.

He could feel that Gu Jin's condition was getting better and better.

He hopes that this situation will continue.

Not long ago, when Gu Jin and Ye Chen came to see him.

He felt that his younger brother's state was different from usual.

He went to ask Gu Jin, but Gu Jin seemed unwilling to say more.

Unexpectedly, my brother started the treatment again.

He didn't know whether this was a good thing or a bad thing for Gu Jin now.

His mind was getting more and more chaotic, Gu Yuan stopped thinking about it.He opened the diagnostic record and checked it.

Because of Gu Jin's illness, he went to search for relevant information, so he knew a little bit about it.

When he saw the type and dosage of the medicine, he paused.

Dr. Li seemed to be aware of his question and answered it in advance.

"Actually, this is also the main reason why I called you here. Gu Jin said at the beginning that he didn't want anyone to know about it, so I respect his personal wishes."

"But later, Gu Jin took the initiative to choose to change the type and dosage of the drug. He chose a plan that could 'get results faster'. This plan has serious side effects on people."

"Thus, although this is Gu Jin's own choice, I think I should inform you."

Gu Yuan couldn't remember what Dr. Li said later, and he didn't realize it until he walked out of the hospital.

He took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed his brother's number.

·

Later, Gu Yuan only remembered that he called Gu Jin home, and then the two had a big fight.

When he proposed to tell Ye Chen about it.

His first time.

No, it shouldn't be the first time.

But at least ten years from now.

He saw that he had been living proudly, and was considered by others to be the second youngest of the Gu family who was moody and temperamental.

In front of him, wept.

Gu Yuan's eyes turned red at that moment.

He clenched his fists tightly and swept everything on the table to the ground.

In the end, the two broke up.

He didn't mention it any more.

·

Gu Yuan's thoughts returned to the present.

Holding the phone, he realized that he hadn't called back for a long time.

But the phone didn't hang up, Ye Chen didn't rush after asking that sentence, just waited quietly.

Gu Yuan took a deep breath and let it out again.

The exhaled breath trembled slightly, as if relieved.

He told Ye Chen the name of the hospital and Dr. Li.

Hear the sound of the phone hanging up.

His whole body seemed to have no strength, and he leaned heavily on the chair behind him.

The sky outside the window was crystal clear.

He looked at the blue sky, and the emotions in his heart were complicated and intertwined, but at a certain moment, they all merged into one again.

No matter what, he is Gu Jin's brother.

That's it.

·

Ye Chen came to the hospital Gu Yuan mentioned and found Dr. Li.

No one knew what they talked about, but after Ye Chen came out, he went to the place where he raced with Gu Jin in the first place.

After he came to this world, he met Gu Jin here for the first time.

The way Gu Jin provoked him at that time, now I can't help but laugh when I think about it.

It was also at that time that Gu Jin fell ill in front of him, which reminded him of his mother.

Since then, I can't help but care about each other in my heart.

Later, they experienced many things together.

Finally at a certain moment, he realized his feelings.

Not long after that, he and Gu Jin were successfully together.

Thinking about it this way, it seems to be going well.

Rather, after being together, it was not as smooth as before.

What is this, the debt owed will have to be paid back sooner or later?

He smiled, not knowing whether he was laughing at himself or at something else.

He took out a cigarette case from his trouser pocket and took a cigarette out of it.

Then take out the lighter and light it up.

He took a breath, then let it out slowly.

White smoke rose slowly in the air, and gradually disappeared.

He has always disliked smoking, no matter if it is cheap or expensive.

Not only is it uncomfortable to smoke, but also the reason why tobacco can paralyze the brain and make people unable to think clearly.

He thought about these things in his mind, but in reality he still let himself smoke the cigarette one mouthful at a time, and let the fire shine in his eyes, clearly extinguishing.

Maybe sometimes, people still need something to numb their nerves.

When the fire burned to the end, Ye Chen extinguished it and threw it into the trash can beside the road.

Then, he got into the car and raised his eyes to look out the window.

He seemed to be able to see Gu Jin standing there before the game.

The man is tall and has long legs and a stern appearance. Even in the crowd, he can be seen at a glance, so conspicuous as hell.

In the end, Ye Chen started the car, and instead of racing on the hills, he drove back home.

It was already late at this time, Gu Jin should have gone to bed.

As the time of taking the medicine became longer, Gu Jin gradually became lethargic.

After Ye Chen entered, he did not go to the bedroom, but came to Gu Jin's studio.

After he knew that Gu Jin could draw, he asked someone to decorate this room as a studio.

Gu Jin once told him that whenever he was irritable, he would come over to draw a few strokes.

But after Gu Jin took the medicine, his mood became calm, and he gradually stopped painting.

Rather, Ye Chen felt that Gu Jin was a little bit unmotivated about anything now.

He never voluntarily entered this studio.

Not before, not anymore.

It's like a dusty place where something is buried.

He put his hand on the doorknob, twisted it lightly, and pushed the door open.

Then press the switch on the wall to turn on the light.

The light instantly illuminates a dark room.

Whether it is a completed painting or an unfinished painting, they are all displayed in front of Ye Chen's eyes one by one.

His eyes slightly opened.

The paintings placed here, and the people in the paintings, are all of him.

Standing him, sitting him.

Asleep him, awake him.

He who smiles, he who frowns.

……

On the drawing board in the middle of the room, there is a painting on it.

This is the only painting with two figures.

One is him.

The other one is Gu Jin.

They stood side by side, holding hands interlocking.

The background is blank, I don't know if it is not finished, or there is no background in the first place.

In Ye Chen's heart, he was more inclined to go to No. [-] Middle School.

There is no background in the painting.

In this way, there will be no people, nothing, and nothing,

Will come and steal your gaze from me.

He raised his hand, stroked Gu Jin's cheek in the painting, and smiled, "Do you think so? What a coincidence, I do too."

Then he put away his smile and sat on the stool in front of the drawing board.

He lowered his head, his hair hanging down to his eyes, covering the expression on his face.

His voice was very soft, as if it would spill into the air in the next second, "So, it doesn't matter."

Whether you are a sick person or a normal person.

It doesn't matter.

If you are sick, I am already terminally ill.

You are my disease, and I have, there is no cure.

I do not want to leave you.

I can't live without you either.

You stab yourself with a knife, and the blood that slips from you drips onto me.

The skin where the blood flowed seemed to be scorched by a raging fire, festering layer by layer.

Well, it might as well be at the beginning,

The fire burned on me.

Ye Chen covered his face with his hands, his back bent.

"I'd rather...the one who gets hurt...is me."

·

After returning to the bedroom, Ye Chen sat by the bed.

Under the faint moonlight, he looked at Gu Jin quietly.

He didn't blink until his eyes were sore.

He thought a lot of things in his mind, but he didn't seem to think of anything.

He sat here all night and watched it all night.

When the curtains couldn't block the light coming in from the outside, the person on the bed moved.

Then, he opened his eyes.

Gu Jin sat up slowly, with a calm, quiet and gentle expression on her face, she looked at him and said, "Ye Chen."

Ye Chen stroked Gu Jin's cheek with his left hand, and the other side closed his eyes and rubbed against Gu Jin's hand lightly.

He shook his right hand on his lap.

Then, he looked into Gu Jin's eyes, "Gu Jin, I went to see Dr. Li."

The person who had closed his eyes suddenly opened them, then raised his hand and held his wrist tightly, his lips trembling uncontrollably.

"What are you talking about, Ye Chen, Dr. Li..."

Gu Jin's strength in holding his wrist continued to increase, but Ye Chen didn't care, and still stared at him tenderly.

He took out a piece of paper from his pocket, "This is your mental condition..."

Before he could finish speaking, someone snatched the paper, crumpled it into a ball and held it in his hand.

Gu Jin gasped for breath as if it hadn't been such a violent emotional ups and downs for a long time.

"No...no...nothing..."

Gu Jin wanted to explain something, but couldn't even utter a complete sentence.

The circle around his eyes began to redden, and tears kept falling down unconsciously.

He was crying like he didn't know he was crying.

Ye Chen gritted his teeth tightly and clenched his hands into fists.

He broke his wrist away from the opponent's hand, leaned forward, and hugged the opponent.

"It doesn't matter," he said tremblingly, hugging each other tightly.

"It doesn't matter whether you are a normal person or a sick person...why don't you understand...why..."

His teeth were chattering, and he felt as if he had been thrown into the sea.

His body kept sinking in the sea water, and the light on the sea surface was getting farther and farther away from him.

He could hardly breathe.

He can no longer breathe.

"Gu Jin...Gu Jin...Gu Jin..."

His voice was trembling, and he kept calling the name of the person in his arms.

"I love you... more than anyone else."

"I love you...more than anything in this world."

"Why... don't you understand..."

Gu Jin hugged him back, sobbing, "Ye Chen..."

"I also... love you, more than anyone else... more than anything in the world..."

He buried his head into Ye Chen's neck, crying loudly like a child.

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