"Move a little to the right."

"No, it's better to move a little to the left."

"Actually, it's better to stand a little bit forward."

"Forget it, let's stand back to the original position."

Hearing the last sentence, Ye Chen smiled gently, but his footsteps did not follow the commander's instructions.

He took a few steps to the person sitting on the chair, "Gu Jin."

When the other party looked at him, Ye Chen grabbed Gu Jin's hand and held him in his arms.

Then, he used a great technique on the other party's sensitive waist - tickling!

Gu Jin: "Hahahahahaha, Ye Chen...hahahaha, you are lying."

Ye Chen: "What? Call me cheating, it's because you ask too much."

Gu Jin: "Hahahahaha...but...you took the initiative to be my model hahahaha, don't scratch me, don't scratch me, I admit defeat hahahaha."

Ye Chen hugged Gu Jin, and the other party smiled happily in his arms, and the vibration from the chest was transmitted to him through the clothes.

Looking at the energetic opponent, a gentle smile flashed in his eyes.

Outside the window?, the sun hanging in the sky is bright and warm, exuding infinite light and heat.

The midsummer sun shines through the emerald green branches and leaves, leaving mottled shadows on the ground.

Ye Chen glanced out of the window from the corner of his eye.

It is already summer now, half a year has passed since that day.

From that day on, Gu Jin stopped the medicine slowly with the help of Dr. Li.

The side effects that followed also began to wear off gradually.

And, to his relief, after this incident, Gu Jin's attitude towards the illness has also changed very well.

When the other party is in a bad state, he will no longer hide it, but tell him frankly.

But sometimes, it will be too "calm".

For example, using the illness? This? To pretend to be pitiful.

Just like now.

"Ye Chen, I feel bad." The person in his arms tightened his arms, and Ye Chen stopped his movements.

He looked at the other party with a worried expression, "What's uncomfortable, what do you need me to do?"

Gu Jin: "Well, if you don't tickle me, just obediently be my model, I won't feel bad."

Ye Chen raised his hand, grabbed Gu Jin's cheek and pulled it out, "Bad boy who is lying."

"It hurts," Gu Jin pursed her mouth, pretending to Ye Chen that she was pitiful.

After he felt the other party let go, the corners of his eyes slightly curved, and he continued to say pitifully: "It still hurts."

Ye Chen's eyes were full of smiles, and he felt that Gu Jin was like a coquettish little milk dog.

He stroked the other's cheek with his hand, and leaned over to kiss her.

Afterwards, he stared at Gu Jin's eyes, as if the person engraved in them was his whole world, and said softly, "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Gu Jin's eyes darkened, and she answered Ye Chen's question hoarsely.

Then in the next second, he kissed the other party's lips.

The thing about the illness has always been a chain around his heart, it binds his heart tightly.

After being with Ye Chen, all kinds of worries kept popping up in his heart.

The chains wound tighter and tighter, until it almost took his breath away.

But since the two talked about it.

Gu Jin felt that at that moment, there seemed to be a lock on the chain, and Ye Chen held the key in his hand.

The other party inserted the key into the lockhole and turned it slightly.

This chain, which he thought would be with him for the rest of his life, suddenly fell off.

The lock fell to the ground and rang loudly.

This sound echoed in the depths of his mind, arousing many memories deep in his memory, and reminding him of things he had forgotten.

As a child, his mother loved him, but also hated him.

He was confused and painful, but finally understood her.

But this bit of pain, like a layer of black mist, shrouded his heart.

When dreaming back at midnight, there will be hoarse and weird voices coming from the black mist.

—You are not worthy of love.

- You are the product of mistakes.

- You are something wrong.

These? Voices surround? him tightly, making him almost suffocate.

He yelled frantically? He was helpless in despair.

He doesn't know what he did wrong?.

Why?.

Why?.

Why?.

he questioned.

However, no one could answer his question.

From then on, this piece of black mist occupied an ever-increasing scope in his heart.

Since then, there has been a dark place in his heart, always shrouded in black mist.

As the black mist exists longer and longer.

He also gradually forgot what he was questioning at the beginning.

When Ye Chen said that sentence.

Suddenly, he remembered.

——Whether you are a normal person or a sick person, it doesn't matter at all.

Ahhh.

He closed his eyes and hugged the person in front of him tightly.

The question is,

Why?, I can't get a copy, pure love.

I think,

Be loved.

He cried when he was a child?

When he grows up, he is silent?

Only then did he realize that the black mist covering the entire sky in his heart actually originated from himself.

He himself buried this longing deeply in his heart, so that it would never see the light of day.

However, on a certain day.

Someone crossed layers of darkness, came to him, and hugged him tightly.

——I love you more than anything in this world.

It's dark here.

And you, the morning light that breaks the dawn.

He rubbed Ye Chen's cheek, his deep voice was rare and gentle, "Love me forever, okay?"

Ye Chen's lips curled up, "Well, I will love you forever and ever."

He rubbed Gu Jin's hair, looked at the drawing board, "Do you want to continue drawing?"

"I don't want to draw anymore, let's draw next time." After getting the answer, Ye Chen wanted to drag him out.

Before leaving, he took another look at the paintings placed in the room. There were dozens of paintings, all of them were all kinds of him.

He teased? Gu Jin, "If these paintings are replaced with photos, you will look like a stalker."

"A photo...a good idea." Gu Jin pretended to think about it seriously.

But after thinking about it, I found that it was pretty good.

Take a picture of Ye Chen's appearance, and then hang it all over the wall, and come and see it when you have nothing to do.

Just thinking about it makes me feel good? Pleasure.

Ye Chen flicked Gu Jin's forehead lightly, interrupting the other party's train of thought, "Don't think about it any further."

"What, do you think it's abnormal?" Ye Chen shook his head, "No, I think I'm really? People are prettier than photos. You might as well look at me in photos."

Gu Jin was taken aback, as if unable to react, he said two words blankly, "Jealous?"

Ye Chen raised his brows, "Don't you understand? Then if I took a lot of photos of you and took them out in front of you every day, what do you think?"

Gu Jin frowned, and immediately connected with Ye Chen.

He hugged each other, and the relevant scene had already been substituted in his mind, and his voice was aggrieved, "No, you want to see me." You are not allowed to look at the photos.

A smile flashed across Ye Chen's eyes, "Then should we still shoot?"

After getting the answer of no shooting, he kissed Gu Jin, "Good boy."

Then, he led the people back to the bedroom.

The two of them changed into pajamas together and lay down on the big bed.

Gu Jin automatically slipped into his arms, and Ye Chen put his arms around him, remembering something, "By the way, my parents said that they will come back next week, so let's go there together."

After finishing speaking, Ye Chen found that the body in his arms was stiff, and he followed the other person's back, "Relax, don't be nervous."

"...Your parents, don't you prefer girls?" Ye Chen realized that Gu Jin was still thinking about what happened last time.

He shook his head, "My parents don't like girls," he paused, "My parents like pretty ones."

Gu Jin: "?"

Ye Chen: "Just kidding, liven up the atmosphere."

Gu Jin: "..." Tsk.

"Don't be nervous, they will like you." Ye Chen smiled lowly? After finishing speaking, he brought the topic to the other party.

He pressed against Gu Jin's forehead, "Go and see your parents some other day."

Gu Jin closed her eyes, thinking of his father, Gu Jingzhi.

Back then, even though he knew that Gu Jingzhi was framed, he couldn't restrain his disgust towards him.

But now, this disgust also dissipated together with the black mist in his heart.

He opened his eyes, and rubbed his lips against the other's mouth? After taking a light bite, he opened his mouth, "Yeah."

He reached out and hugged Ye Chen back, "Let's go together."

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On the day Ye's parents returned to the capital, Ye Chen took Gu Jin to Ye's house.

It was almost noon when they arrived, and they could have arrived in the morning, but Gu Jin was once again fixed in front of the big wardrobe.

Ye Chen wanted to laugh when he thought of that scene.

As if playing a dress-up game, Gu Jin changed one outfit after another.

And every time I change a set, I will come to ask his opinion.

Of course he said they were all good-looking, but Gu Jin thought he was too perfunctory, and he was troubled there for a long time.

Ye Chen felt that he was very innocent, he really thought that Gu Jin was super handsome no matter what outfit he wore.

In the end, he pushed the person on the bed and forced Gu Jin to change into a set of clothes.

Although the gun almost went off in the middle, at least Ye Chen managed to get him out of the door.

He raised his hand to ring the doorbell, then held the hand of the person next to him, "Don't worry."

Gu Jin took a deep breath, then held Ye Chen back, "Yes."

After hearing the doorbell, Mother Ye happily went to open the door.

Ye Chen was the only one who knew about their return today, so it must be his son.

After opening the door, Mother Ye opened her arms and shouted, "Small!"

In the end, when she saw Gu Jin next to Ye Chen, she stopped her movements, and quickly changed the hug to fold her arms around her chest, "Ahem, son, I brought my friends over here."

Mother Ye smiled dignifiedly, without any embarrassment just now.

She looked at her son's friend, "Gu Jin, can I do this? Can I call you?"

"Mmmmmmmmmmmm!" Gu Jin, who was stunned by Ye Mu's actions, reacted and immediately nodded in response.

"Of course," Gu Jin held back, not knowing how to address him now.

Mother Ye saw Gu Jin's entanglement, she pursed her lips and chuckled, "Just like when I was a child, just call me Aunt Liu."

Gu Jin: "...well, Aunt Liu."

After Gu Jin yelled, she felt even more entangled.

Ye Chen covered his mouth and looked up at the sky to prevent himself from laughing out loud.

Mother Ye glanced at her son, then at Gu Jin, and blinked.

How's that for...things? Something's weird.

She led? Two people entered the door.

Father Ye was reading a book in the study, she told the other party that Ye Chen came back with friends, and went to pour a glass of water for the two of them.

"Sit down." Mother Ye said softly, "It's rare to see Ye Chen bring friends back."

She smiled and looked at Ye Chen helplessly, "This kid, I don't feel like I can get close to anyone."

Then, she looked at Gu Jin, "Ye Chen is with you, I don't know if it has caused you any trouble."

Gu Jin took a breath after hearing the word "together", but then realized Ye Mu didn't mean that.

When he heard the last sentence, his throat rolled, and he subconsciously said: "No, Ye Chen didn't cause me any trouble."

He lowered his eyes and looked at the water glass placed on the table, the water in it was shaking slightly.

He clenched his hand on the sofa, "It's better to say that I caused Ye Chen a lot of trouble."

Sensing that the emotions of the people around him were getting depressed, Ye Chen no longer stayed out of it.

He caressed Gu Jin's hand, and when the other party relaxed, his lips curled up, "Mom, let me formally introduce you, this is my lover—Gu Jin."

"I want to be with someone for the rest of my life."

Mother Ye blinked, and after a few seconds, she jumped up (bushi) and went to look for Father Ye in the study.

She frantically shook Father Ye's shoulders, "The child's father, the son, he, woo woo woo woo."

Father Ye was dizzy from being shaken, he quickly patted Mother Ye on the shoulder, signaling that if he shook again, he would faint.

"What's the matter, what's wrong with my son, did you get angry? Are you waiting? I'll just ask him..."

Mother Ye: "No, no, no, no, no, my son has found a partner!"

Father Ye: "..."

Father Ye: "!!!"

Father Ye: "Wooooow."

Gu Jin heard the faint voice coming from the study, fidgeting on the sofa.

Ye Chen drank water calmly, "Let me tell you, don't worry."

He pulled the nervous person and kissed him, "As long as I like it."

He raised his eyebrows, "And you are my favorite person in the whole world."

Even after hearing it many times, Gu Jin's ears still turned red.

He kissed back, "Yeah."

After the first kiss, he hugged Ye Chen, "Me too." The whole world loves you the most.

After a quarter of an hour, mother Ye and father finally came back from the excitement.

There was an uncontrollable smile on the corner of Mother Ye's mouth, looking at Gu Jin was like looking at a daughter-in-law (x) who had already married into the family.

"Gu Jin, so? It's too unfamiliar, can I call you Xiao Jin?"

Gu Jin nodded immediately, "Okay, Aunt Liu."

Mother Ye: "You can't call me Aunt Liu, think about what to call me?"

Gu Jin: "...Mom." She blushed.

Mother Ye immediately burst into laughter, and blinked at her son by the way, conveying some kind of mysterious message.

——Sure, son, he actually abducted the youngest son of the Gu family.

Ye Chen also blinked with a smile.

--That is.

After the mother and son communicated, the neglected old father secretly wiped his tears (bushi) in the corner.

#Four people's play, but I can't have a name#

In the end, three people...

Father Ye:?

Finally, the four of them had a peaceful lunch together.

In the background sound of Mother Ye's "We have stayed in China for a long time this time, son, remember to take Xiaojin with you and visit us often~".

Ye Chen and Gu Jin left the Ye family.

Ye Chen: "Xiao Jin, how do you feel?"

Gu Jin: "Don't call me that." It's too childish.

Ye Chen: "Obviously my mother called me that, hum, you're biased."

Gu Jin: "...you can call your mother." That's the elder.

After the two got into the car, Ye Chen put his arms around Gu Jin's neck, "That's Ah Jin, okay?"

He lowered his head, rubbed against Gu Jin's neck, and said in a coquettish tone, "A Jin."

Gu Jin's face turned red uncontrollably.

He wrapped his arms around Ye Chen and whispered in the other's ear: "Idiot."

Ye Chen pointed to himself, "Well, idiot."

Then he pointed his finger at each other, "Anyone who is with a fool is also a fool."

Gu Jin didn't refute this time, he kissed Ye Chen's lips and admitted, "Yeah."

Then, his kiss went down his neck to the other's shoulder, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I want to bite."

Ye Chen raised his hand to unbutton his shirt, and then pushed aside the clothes on his left shoulder.

He pressed Gu Jin's head there, "Well, yes."

I really feel more and more like raising a little vampire.

What is this?, sweet troubles?

Ye Chen hugged him tightly, feeling the tingling pain in his left shoulder.

Actually, to some extent.

This kind of tingling can also bring him a sense of security.

He looked out of the car window from the corner of his eye?

Tomorrow, go to that place to have a look? Let's see.

·

The next day, Ye Chen exchanged good morning kisses with Gu Jin as usual, and then packed himself up to go out.

However, this time, instead of going to the company, he came to a flower shop.

He bought a bouquet of white lilies and drove to a cemetery.

The outside of the cemetery was surrounded by black railings, and there were only a few figures inside.

Ye Chen walked slowly. In the cemetery, even the air seemed a little oppressive.

Ten minutes later, he stopped in front of a tombstone.

The name of the deceased is not engraved on this tombstone, so I don't know who it was built for.

Ye Chen knelt down and put the flowers in his hand in front of the stele.

He looked at this tombstone with a smile on the corner of his mouth with a hint of regret.

He whispered: "Mother."

In the previous life, after the death of the mother, the body was cremated.

As the fire burned the body to pieces, the mother was completely disconnected from the world.

At first, he was drawn by strong and complicated emotions in his heart, which made him build a tombstone for his mother in this world.

However, since the establishment of the tombstone, I haven't visited it for a long time.

Standing in front of this monument, he whispered, slowly and carefully telling what happened after he came to this world.

When the last word came out of his mouth, it seemed that there was something? It also disintegrated into a transparent mist and completely disappeared in the bottom of his heart.

Before coming to this world, the matter of his mother was always an obsession in his heart.

There is no doubt that his mother loved him, and he loved his mother.

But in the end, his mother's sudden death still made him unacceptable, so that resentment and self-loathing arose in his heart.

He hated his mother, but at the same time, he also hated himself.

He has always felt that he is separated from this world, and he has always wandered outside this world.

The mother's matter? It might not be a reason for him to think so.

Because he feels, there is nothing? Things are his own.

Even if you once owned it, for some reason, it will leave you one day.

However, if you cut open his heart layer by layer, you will find it.

He has never stopped longing for an existence that truly belongs to him.

He longs to have someone.

He longs to be in love with someone.

From start to finish.

From start to finish.

And after coming to this world, after meeting Gu Jin.

This existence has a substance?, and "a certain person" is defined by "he" from then on.

He is no longer lost by the lake, and his soul is no longer wandering in no man's land.

From then on, he really existed in this world.

"Thank you, Mother."

"Thank you for bringing me into this world, and thank you for loving me once."

"Now, I have finally found the existence I want to love, what I love."

Ye Chen closed his eyes.

At this moment, his sense of isolation from the world completely disappeared.

He has completely integrated into this world.

After staying for another half an hour, he turned around and left the cemetery.

Maybe in the future, he will never come again.

He can be regarded as finally having an explanation for his mother in the previous life and himself in the previous life.

At this moment, it seemed that something that had been restraining him for a long time disappeared.

He felt in a mood? He had never felt more relaxed.

The author has something to say: They are all covered in black mist deep in their hearts, but there is one person who is willing to go through layers of darkness and plant a rose with his own hands in this barren land.

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Gu Jin: I want to be loved.

Ye Chen: I want to love someone.

So, fairy love~

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It is expected that the next chapter or the next chapter will end. If there is a side story, heck, it depends on the situation (seeing the enthusiasm of the cuties) to decide whether to write or not. =v=Hey~

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感谢在2021-01-2423:38:21~2021-01-2621:14:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: DEE, single? Liangxi, Ruhuo, Wenchuan, Qingcheng Ziyi, and Xiner;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:街100瓶;月、祁汜鸭、染小染、47376881、貔貅啊、肖肖、小七10瓶;枫陵8瓶;北冥有鱼3瓶;旺仔2瓶;422319001瓶;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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