Died Before the Wedding

Zhao Cai ignored him.

I didn’t eat the dog food at all. It ran into my room and nested into a small fluffy ball on my bed, with its head arched into the quilt, snatching my smell.Take practical actions to protest Xie Chenmin's behavior of pretending not to understand it.

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Our house has two bedrooms, which are reserved for us to calm down after conflicts.

I often typed codes day and night, and he was often angry about it.

This person beat around the bush when expressing himself. He said that the sound of me typing on the keyboard at night made him sleep.

I know he actually wants me to rest early, but his words definitely put me on the wrong side.

In fact, in order not to disturb him, I turned the brightness of the screen to the lowest, and moved as lightly and slowly as possible, which made me feel that my eyes were degraded and my efficiency was like a turtle.

He said that he didn't want me to stay in the cold living room to work all the time, and at the same time thought that I was disturbing his sleep by his side. To be honest, I was a little unhappy.

But I didn't get angry, I just turned off the computer, said "oh", and moved to my bedroom with people and machines.

I coded until midnight, and he came to look for me.

He gently put a cup of hot milk on my desk, rubbed his fingers for a long time, and said sorry to me.

I have no time for him.

He just lay beside me or anywhere, just like Zhaocai who has nothing to do, quietly browsing Weibo or playing games.

Just after I completed the key step of debugging, he handed me the interesting things he saw, insisting that I laugh and stop.

He tried his best to pretend that he was not sleepy and was full of energy.

It is usually two or three o'clock in the morning when I pull out of concentration.

After that, whenever I go home to work, he does it like he did the first time, repeating it consistently.

This is a very cunning trick.

Because I don't want him to stay up so late either.

And I can't drive him away and say that you are annoying me. Reasonably, he quietly by the side didn't affect me.

If I had to talk about impact, I would look at the watch.

Close the computer on time at eleven o'clock.

Never put off work that can be done during the day until night.The degree of hard work in the company during the day made my colleagues mistakenly think that my college entrance examination is not over yet.

……

We'd bicker over trivialities like this.

It's like he blamed me for forgetting to remind the store not to put peppers when ordering takeaway, and the mobile phone information is always on Do Not Disturb.I blamed him for not turning on the air conditioner at night and blowing it until the morning when I got up in the morning, and annoying him for calling me to confirm every time I arrived at the company.

Friends and colleagues who can accept us often joke, how did you get to this point, do you generate electricity for love?

We also don't know why.

Maybe because, only the two of us know.My tonsils become inflamed when I eat spicy food, and the pain is so painful that I can't even speak clearly.

He would send WeChat messages every day to remind me what medicine to take, whether I should bring an umbrella and add clothes in what weather, how the traffic is, and which egg and soy milk on the road is greener and healthier. I often can’t see it because of Do Not Disturb.

Only the two of us know that he occasionally suffers from migraines and cannot blow the cold wind for too long. For my convenience, he chose a house far away from his company. When I arrive at the company, he is usually still driving.

We all know it, so we didn't ask any reason, so we have come to the present together like this.

……

Xie Chenmin turned on the light in the bedroom, curled up in the dark and shivering Zhao Cai dared to raise his head.

If you are afraid, you have to protest. It is very personal to be stubborn when recruiting money.

Its nest was lifted, it stood up unexpectedly, and saw Xie Chenmin got into the quilt, wrapping itself tightly.

Zhao Cai stared at him.

He said, aren't you so powerful that you are not afraid, go and turn off the light.

Zhaocai didn't understand, so he tilted his head at him.

With aura, it seemed to hear something irreversible in Xie Chenmin's tone.

So the little guy lost his anger, pawed his back, and licked the back of his neck.

Because there are two masters here, Zhaocai finally felt a little more at ease, nestled next to him and sank into a dream.

The lights were on all night.

……

Zhaocai once owned a cat, a little milk cat named Xie Jinbao whose name was persecuted by Xie Chenmin.

With the lessons learned from attracting wealth, I am not surprised by the appearance of Jinbao.

What's shameful is that he also ordered two pet name tags "Zhaocaijinbao", which are hung around people's necks to show off how low the owner's language skills are.

……

Jinbao is an orange cat with standing ears. I picked it up on the side of the street. It's a small mess, it looks like it's going to die.

But it is very vigilant, and when I picked it up, it would squeal with its last breath.

The moment I picked it up, Zhaocai's big face was often scratched.

But when Jinbao got older, he started to stick to it.Much closer to a dog than to our two masters.

In Zhaocai's heart, everyone's status is equal, and Jinbao may be slightly higher.Because when Jin Baolai grabs it for food, it will quietly let the kitten wag its tail and wait for the kitten to finish eating, but Xie Chenmin can't pick it up while it is eating.

And Jinbao has a serious hierarchy in his heart, from high to low is probably a fortune, me, cat climbing frame and cat food and dog food, Xie Chenmin.

Xie Chenmin's life is not as good as that of a Samoyed cat and a cat climbing frame.

In order to increase his sense of presence, he often deliberately hugs Jincai in his arms to keep him warm when Jinbaowo comes to lick my paws on my legs.

But Zhaocai didn't want to be with him for warmth, his eyes were pitifully glued to the elegant kitten licking its paws, purring.

Jinbao ignored it, because Zhaocai's big tongue was wet all over his body, and it licked his fur for a long time in vain.

So the call for fortune is even more moving.

I couldn't bear to persuade Xie Chenmin, can you let it go?

……

If you see fortune, Jinbao must be nearby.

The big dog and the little cat have been waiting together for me and Xie Chenmin to go home. You don’t have to be afraid of the dark when you make money, and you don’t have to be afraid of getting lost when you make money.

Day after day, in the end there was only one dog left.

……

The lucky kitten has been gone for a long time.

It was probably lost by relatives because of a congenital heart disease.

Jinbao didn't live long, and when he left, he was still nestled in the warm bay surrounded by the big dog's body.

Zhaocai probably thought that Jinbao hadn't woken up, so he delayed getting up for a while longer than usual, until Xie Chenmin and I went to look for them, Zhaocai was still lying on his stomach, sticking his tongue at me and him and wagging his tail, He also took the white dog's head and urged the little thing in his arms.

I took Jinbao away.

Zhaocai never saw its kitten again.

……

I thought, when Big Gouzi fell asleep, would he dream of his kitten?Will it forget everything and continue to lick its orange fur and get scratched in the dream?

It will, I think.

……

It was probably dreaming, and the fortune-seeking started a little later than usual.When he woke up, breakfast was in his bowl, and the master had gone to work.

Xie Chenmin still went to work as usual.

I followed it into the car, stuck in traffic, parked, squeezed into the elevator among the crowded people, and went up to the upper floors.

He is still used to listening to radio weather forecasts and live traffic reports that only the elderly are keen on in the car.Then edit the information habitually during the traffic jam, copy and paste it into the sent information box.

When his finger stopped on the send button, I saw him startled for a moment, then deleted the words one by one, turned off the radio, and put the phone away.

When he found a parking space, he still couldn't help dialing my number, which he could recite without looking for a contact person.

I just found out that the name of the contact person he gave me was "cold and handsome wife".

I really want to kick him and put the keyboard across his neck to force him to change the note, but I can't.

I couldn't even swear "Xie Chenmin, I'll fuck you".

The phone's waiting sound rang, it got on the elevator, rose to mid-air, and hung up because no one answered.

Usually after I don't answer his call, he will bombard me with messages, but today he put his phone away neatly.

He is very popular with female colleagues in the company, which I can guess.

It is very dangerous for a handsome and talented unmarried manager to be placed in the opposite sex group.

I watched him socialize skillfully, laugh skillfully, jokingly call out "Handsome guys and beautiful women, help me," and skillfully agree or return invitations.

Suddenly, there was a feeling of discomfort and loss that blocked my entire chest.

Man is a very contradictory creature.

I don't want him to be depressed and heartbroken because of my death, but after seeing him as usual, even without much ups and downs, I feel very sad.

Xie Chenmin, are you fucking careless?

I am dead and you will never see me again.

I think you can see me...

I will miss you.

……

For an optimistic person, it is impossible to talk about a person who can talk on the phone or send a WeChat message.

But that day I was taking a programming class, and it sent a message.

He said, senior, I miss you.

I saw it in a split second, and he withdrew in a split second.

I said, learn more by yourself while there is no class, and don't just play truth or dare with a group of people in the dormitory when you are free.

He sends back a string of ellipses, and the conversation is over.

He ran from the East Campus to the West Campus at night, panting and said, do you want to go out and have sex together?

I just got out of the shower and he was sweating.

I said that shared bicycles are a good thing.

He said that his college had applied for long-distance running in the sports meeting selection, and was practicing recently.

I said, you are really free.

He said, because I lost in Truth or Dare, the class committee reported it.

The punishment for the big adventure is to be the first to send a message to the nearest contact, call it plus I miss you, and it cannot be withdrawn until the other party sees it.

Its first contact at that time was not me, but a boy from the same college and level as him.

So he was awarded the nickname of Straight Man of Steel by a group of people.

He didn't tell me about it, I only found out later.

……

That day I went to play with him off-campus, he treated me, and said to me, Senior, come and watch my game.

I said, the long-distance race is too boring.

He said, then you take the computer to type code.

I looked up at him.

He said, I just want you to be there, it doesn't matter whether you look at me or not, it feels very motivating.

I asked why.

He said, the male god of planning is going to support me, I have a face.

……

I took a leave of absence for activities with the student union, and rode a bicycle to the gymnasium on the East Campus with my computer on my shoulders.

In a crowd cheering and cheering, I put on my headphones and type on the keyboard in a fresh and refined way.

So it attracted a lot of surprised eyes.

I thought it was almost time, so I looked up at the runway and found that Xie Chenmin had been watching me.

After meeting his eyes, he started to smile, gestured to me and mouthed: "Senior, come down!"

I was playing Avril Lavigne's new comeback song in my headphones.

When I looked at him, she sang "God keepheadabovewater."

I am not a person who is emotionally touched by the scene, but I was in a trance for a moment.

At that moment, I lost my breath inexplicably.

He said, if I am the first, you give me a surprise.

I said, why did you force me here? I still want to give you a surprise.

He said, rely on me to be suave and suave.

I went back to code the code, and it was useless for him to beg for mercy.

If you don't listen, don't listen, Wang Ba recites the scriptures.

……

But I still can't bear to give up this suave and handsome bastard.

I am a person who is sometimes a little emotional, and I don't care about anything when I get excited.

The gym is an easily exciting place.

I couldn't resist throwing the computer aside, squeezed through the crowd, and rushed to the third runway after the finish line.

Then open your arms.

Xie Chenmin on the third runway was No.1 surrounded by cheers and applause.

His breathing was very rough, and when he rushed over, he hit my ear, and he added "Senior".

The long red ribbon of victory was sandwiched between the two of us across the track.

I got very close to his beating heart and said: "Get up and walk, be careful of sudden death."

I was very impressed that day.

Mainly because my computer was gone after the fact.