But for you, lovesickness

In front of the windshield, flat soda cans are piled up wantonly, like a sensationalist, reflecting the included dim yellow light into a flowing light.

The girl in the co-pilot slowly poured the liquor in the can into the water bottle, and drank the rest with her head raised, adding another touch to the bright scene in front of the window.

"What happened yesterday?" After disposing of all the beer added to the storage box, the girl held the water bottle in her arms. Her eyes, under the projection of the light, were as bright as amber.

The man in the driver's seat glanced at her and saw that she was protecting the mineral water bottle with flowing wine in her arms like a baby; seeing her shrugging her shoulders and stubbornly refusing to avoid the night wind, he could only sigh inwardly and organize Using language, briefly tell her about yesterday's thrilling journey.

Dalong narrated to her the beginning of the fight that Jin Chuan had narrated, and then added the second half of the turning point that Jin Chuan didn't know about: "...The brothers who kept in the dark have joined, and we are still at a disadvantage... ...Ah San and the others arrived, and the two sides were evenly tied. Everyone let go... Then luckily, the group stopped suddenly. We watched, someone passed something to Xiao Du, and he hurriedly took them away .”

Jin Yan answered at this time: "All gone?"

Dalong faced forward and nodded, "Yes, they all withdrew."

Jin Yan raised the car window, "What about after that?"

"As soon as they withdrew, we gathered together. Xiao Tong and Ah Si were seriously injured. Before getting out, the brothers went to the first aid kit in the bar to bandage him to stop the bleeding. We are still dealing with the aftermath. It's time..." The topic ended here, and Dalong listened intently to Jin Yan's continuation.

Jin Yan squeezed his wrists, folded his arms in front of him, pondered for a quarter of an hour, and said quietly: "Did that group of people be called away?"

Dalong recalled it again, nodded firmly, "It can be said so."

"How many are they?"

"The five or six who were provocative, counting the ones brought by Xiao Du, there are about twenty or so."

"Yesterday before you left, you said that Xiao Du had a deal there last night..." Jin Yan tilted his head, the light in his eyes was polished and sharp.

Dalong nodded in response: "Ah San followed the chairman before, he knows this."

Jin Yan snorted lightly, "Don't make a deal, don't fight if there's a fight, and get called away without knowing it...isn't it strange?"

After a moment of daze, Dalong nodded heavily, and followed her thoughts, "Yeah! They haven't let up since they started attacking. Ah San and the others have arrived, and we have a tie. They don't stop fighting at this time, but they are defeated. The message from the person who appeared suddenly told him to go away...it's really unreasonable."

Jin Yan remained silent, and the chaos in his mind was overwhelmed again. He pressed his temples with both hands to relieve them slightly.

The car stops at the intersection.She opened her eyes, reached out and tapped on the glass, and pointed to the street sign opposite the intersection, "I'll be there."

Dalong was shocked, "Miss, are you not going back? Where are you going?"

Jin Yan turned his head and looked at him, squinting his eyes in dissatisfaction, "There should be a tow rope on the car, do you want to tie me up?"

Dalong pursed his lips tightly and did not dare to say more. According to Jin Yan's wish, he pulled over at the street corner and unbuckled her seat belt.

Jin Yan adjusted his clothes, got out of the car, and before closing the door, he turned around and left a message to him: "You don't need to explain to Xiao Chuan, I sent him a message." He raised his chin to signal the mess in front of the car, "It's up to you to deal with it."

Dalong had no choice but to compromise, watching the girl cross the road to the opposite side, and kept going until the figure faded into the orange light, and he had no choice but to start the car.

·

It was really like what Jin Yan said, no one came to ask him why, Dalong returned to the hospital, and first bit the bullet and went to the office to find out.

Lin Bo, who was busy until late at night and had to rest, held his lunch box and ate without regard for his image. He took time out of his busy schedule to smile at him and say thank you.

Dalong was confused and didn't dare to ask any more questions. He glanced at Jin Chuan, his face concealed worry but he didn't see the rage under the normal reaction. In addition, when he thought about it, the few brothers he had just met in the corridor also gathered together to laugh as usual, There was no panic at all.

Getting more and more curious, Dalong asked Jin Chuan about Jin Yan's whereabouts. Hearing that his sister had sent him a message to say goodbye to his middle school teachers and classmates, and stayed at a friend's house for the past two nights, he felt a little more at ease.

He has seen Jin Yan's skill before, even if he does it, ordinary people are no problem.He also saw the great relationship between the two siblings. Jin Yan promised Jin Chuan to come back in two days, and he would never break his promise.

Thinking of this, Dalong calmed down a lot and turned to go out.

On the other side, at the other end of the corridor, the ward was crowded with people.

Yun Yi, Zhong Xin, who can't be persuaded to leave, just stay there.

Du Qing was even more tightly attached to the person on the hospital bed.

There is also Zheng Fan, who bears the labor before and after running.

The night was falling, and the people on the hospital bed were silent and rarely spoke, and it was an old topic again: "Sister, don't stay here anymore, you should go to work when you go back, and you should take a vacation... It took two days to do it, what? It's time to head."

"Fourth sister, what are you talking about!" Du Qing jumped in anger.

Zhong Xin became anxious, "Fourth Sister, what are you talking about!"

Yun Yi took back the hand that was on her hand, and faced each other angrily with his arms raised.

Zheng Fan came out to help at the right time: "You guys still have to work, let's go back, my sister has me here."

Zheng Yang didn't make a sound after that.

Several people present could see that the situation had been like this for half a day, Zheng Yang was angry at her brother, and she couldn't avoid him right now, so she had to ignore him.

Du Qing pouted.

Yun Yi turned to him, and asked calmly, "Do you find it convenient to take care of her?"

Zheng Fan moved his mouth, but made no sound.

"I can still take care of myself." Zheng Yang answered.

It wasn't just Yun Yi who lost his face on the spot, Zhong Xin was so angry that he ground his teeth.

The atmosphere froze.

At this moment, Du Qing stood up with her chest out, "Third sister, you go back, I'm always free wherever I am." He sat down beside the bed, and raised Zheng Yang's arm, "Fourth sister, leave it to me." .”

Zhong Xin glanced at Yun Yi, saw that her expression had softened, and followed suit, "Third Sister, how about we take turns? One day per person?"

"No need." The person who was asked didn't answer, and the person on the bed simply refused.

The slightly relaxed atmosphere plummeted again.

"Hey, you guys go away quickly." The situation was wrong, Du Qing rushed to the ground to chase away people.

Zheng Yang was originally stubborn and gentle, but suddenly he became stubborn, and no one could do anything about it.

"Third sister, you have been guarding all night, go back and rest." Du Qing put Yun Yi on the shoulder and pushed him away, and turned around, winking at Zhong Xin, "Xiao Liu especially, go back and have a good rest."

Zheng Fan stepped back and watched silently.

Zhong Xin glared at him as a warning, and followed out with his pockets in his hands.

When they went out, Du Qing took one in each arm, and invited them into the stairwell with a flattering smile.

When saying goodbye, Yun Yi glanced at her, "Xiao Wu, you should be careful, the white-eyed wolf attributes may be contagious."

Du Qing suppressed the corners of his twitching mouth and nodded obediently.

Yun Yi went downstairs first, Zhong Xin raised an eyebrow at Du Qing and smiled jokingly.

Du Qing pushed her down too.

Zhong Xin took advantage of the momentum and took two quick steps to catch up with his predecessors.

·

After dinner, Lin Bo, who went to the first floor to get the test paper, happened to meet Yun Yi when he went upstairs.

Yun Yi was in a bad mood, seeing him pause, thanked him softly when passing by, and was about to leave without stopping.

Lin Bo turned around and called her: "Yiyi."

Yun Yi stopped there, looking out of the corner of his eye.

Seeing that she didn't look back, she was somewhat disappointed, but fortunately, she didn't ignore him and left directly. Lim Bo collected himself and said in his usual negotiating tone, "There is still a folding bed in the office, which is almost new. If you don't mind, I'll ask someone to move in tomorrow." If you don't want to see me.

"Thank you." The worries in his heart dissipated, Yun Yi turned his head and smiled at him lightly.

"Then I'll go first." Lin Bo might not be able to control himself and wanted to rush up if he didn't go any longer. After speaking, Lin Bo turned around and strode upstairs.

The audience who was ignored to the end came to the side of the hopeful heroine, cleared their throats, learned and sold, put on an affectionate look, stared at her, and said softly: "Yiyi, don't look at me!" Everyone is gone, let's go back."

Yun Yi withdrew his gaze and raised his hand to hit her.

Zhong Xin broke his skills in a second, and slipped out of the door holding back a smile.

·

Lowering his eyes, he laughed at the shadow that was closely involved from time to time. The drowsy person's footsteps were vain, and he guarded the blind path and went straight forward.

Feeling dizzy, I try to close my eyes and feel it.

The light no longer symbolizes the light. In front of the eyes, it is blurred into a dark shadow, attracting people to approach and then seizing people's hope.The incoming wind is strong and domineering.She took a few steps with her heart in mind, and was startled by the darkness that suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, and suddenly opened her eyes.

The shadowy panic of doom, but from the streetlights.

It turns out that being unable to see is the feeling of being hopeless and powerless.

She still has vision, and she feels a dim light with her eyes closed. What would it be like if she were to face the pure dark world?

Sniffing, shaking his head to wake up, carrying the water bottle, swaying and continuing to move forward.

·

Jin Yan leaned outside the iron gate of the community, unscrewed the bottle cap, and drank in one gulp.

I forgot how long I haven't been here, it's completely strange here.

How many people and things have changed in the three years since she left?

The old houses in the whole community have been refurbished and presented a new look... Access control is installed at the entrance of the community to improve security...

The unsmiling young security guard concealed the kind voice of the former doorman...

She was stopped outside the high railing of the iron gate, and she cast her blurred vision into it, sliding between the warm and bright windows, trying to find a window that was originally dark and willing to light up for her.

That was where she was contained, where she felt at ease...

But now things are different, she can't find it...

That one, the house she rented for four years when she was in college; that one, the house that became their small family after graduation...

there is none left……

As if being drawn out of his mind, his knees softened and he slid to the ground.

·

"Daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, wait for me." With hurriedly overlapping steps from far to near, the gentle female voice seemed to be coquettishly flattering: "My colleague said that succulents don't often bloom... Really, eh, Don't you believe it, just in case, it really blooms, let's just cut off the stamens and throw it away... Such a cute little guy, good for you, daughter-in-law, let's take it back and raise it!"

"I can't say it." Another clear female voice immediately refused: "It's summer, and the allergy peak period has not yet passed, pollen is everywhere in the sky, and you can't hide it. Do you still want to grow flowering plants at home? There is no way."

"Woo..." The former was so wronged that he looked down and pretended to cry.

This person is like this again... Lin Ling sighed helplessly, walked slowly, hugged the guy next to her, her face dispelled the coldness, and coaxed her as usual: "Be obedient, take the succulents back and give them back tomorrow, we haven't raised them before." , reckless waste... you will put it back to mother's house in a while, and come to live upstairs at night."

Qin Mu blinked, and was about to cry aloud after thinking about it.Lin Ling covered her mouth, leaned closer and whispered: "If you continue to do this, give me the extra meat, and go back to each house!"

Sniffing, overcast and cloudy.

Dejectedly leaning on people.

Lin Ling secretly smiled, half pushed her to the door, saw a girl curled up by the door, was startled, left Qin Mu and went up to help her up, "Are you okay?"

Qin Mu watched Lin Ling's movements, filled with admiration and pride, and followed up after regaining consciousness.

Jin Yan reached out to support the fence, and took a step back to avoid strangers.

Lin Ling saw the resistance of others, and gave a little help, "You live here too? Is there any discomfort? I'm a doctor." After finishing speaking, she took out the doctor's card from the middle of the satchel and handed it over, "If there is something wrong Comfortable, please tell me, I will take you to the opposite hospital."

Qin Mu took out the access control card and swiped it, and leaned over to look at this person: "Little girl, you are still in school, why are you alone?"

Jin Yan glanced at the red book in front of him, glanced at the girl's name on it, raised his hand, blocked the iron gate that was about to close, and forced himself to smile, "I'm fine. Doctor Lin, thank you."

"You're welcome." Seeing her staggering, Lin Ling was thoughtful, helped her up, and walked in the door with small steps.

"Girl, how many buildings do you live in?"

Confused, helpless drifting with the waves.

He hates the closeness of strangers, but unconsciously draws closer to that soft support.

Hearing this, he raised his head, blinked his misty eyes, pointed at the residential building in front of him, and said bluntly, "Just, here!"

"Ah, what a coincidence!" Qin Mu laughed silly, "We live in the second unit, and we are still neighbors!"

Lin Ling turned around to discuss with Qin Mu: "I'll accompany her back, you should go home and deliver things first."

Qin Mu nodded.

Jin Yan pulled away suddenly, "No need. She's waiting for me at home."

Lin Ling was still worried, "Which floor is your house on?"

"501." blurted out, and after finishing speaking, there was a dull pain in her heart, that was her former home, and she didn't know if it was taken away by God now?

The other two raised their heads together and felt at ease when they saw the two houses on the fifth floor brightly lit.

"Thank you all for bringing me back..." He lowered his eyes, narrowed his confusion and loneliness, "Let's go first." He raised his head, smiled slightly at the two girls in front of him, turned and left.

In the two girls' families, there is still someone who is destined to go to the end... What awaits them is a harmonious relationship, a good relationship for a hundred years.

It's just that those have nothing to do with her, nothing to do with them.

·

Holding the bottle, climbing the wall, step by step, she didn't know what was waiting for her, whether it was a door that could never be opened again, a past that couldn't go back, or the cruel mockery of reality.

Taunting Jin Yan for being a lunatic and a fool.

Taunting her for still having fantasies.

Taunting her for handing over her only sincerity, mocking her for having nothing for it...

Jin Yan stopped on a few steps upwards on the fourth floor, leaning against the wall, feeling flustered:

What should she do if what greets her is a merciless reality?

Where should she go back, but who is with her?

Let me ask, there are thousands of lights in the night, who would let her light up even one cluster...?

·

Dragging sleepy steps, cold heart, continue to explore the way to survive, the way of doing things remains the same—do not turn back until you hit the south wall.

Thinking like this, there is also the so-called timidity of being close to the hometown.Turning the corner, eyes closed involuntarily in fear, groped upwards, and approached the door along the endless winding wall.Tentatively, he stretched out his hand and touched the iron fence door that oozes coolness in four seasons, and his eyes felt hot.

There is always the same.

More expectations sprouted in my heart for no reason, and I suddenly opened the outer fence door, and the eyes that opened suddenly were filled with anticipation and joy.

"Dangdangdang..."

Knocking on the door softly, carefully caring for this beautiful dream that she is willing to give her all to exchange.

Swimming hands to the crack of the door, calming the heart, caressing the light, longing for those lights to smooth out all the unsatisfactory and give her the future.

Without waiting for her to wait for a long time, as she thought, the door opened.

Dazzling light overflowed from the door, moving slowly until it wiped out the gloom of the entire floor.

The man leaned against the golden light, casting a thin shadow, and the man called her gently: "Xiaoqi."

"Yang!" Jin Yan rushed forward in a hurry, exhausted his strength, and fell into the arms of the man.

The author has something to say: (There is one very important thing to explain to everyone: Since I have to go back to my hometown on November 1st, it will take half a month to more than half a month... I silently flipped through the calendar and found that according to the weekly update, as of When I come back, I will update about five chapters (counting from this chapter). According to the progress, the main text should be finished at that time... So there are several possibilities in the future: 2. I will try my best to write, and I will update if I finish writing the main text before I leave; 3. If you can’t finish writing, put it in the manuscript box and update it on a weekly basis. Try not to delay everyone’s reading of the article every week, without leaving gaps. The worst thing is [-]. Before you leave, you can’t finish the main text or If you don’t have enough manuscripts, the only way to go is to break the update... I try to avoid this situation as much as possible, but please believe in my character, I won’t cheat... To cheat everyone is to cheat myself...by Jin Yanyan and Zheng Yang Yang abused it, and his whole body was not well.

Okay, let’s stop talking nonsense, and continue to codewords)

Thank you all my friends for traveling together~

Thanks to the little angel who watered the nutrient solution (I don’t know who it is, I can’t see the name here, and I can only see it on my mobile phone, maybe I can’t operate it... um)

The following is another happy part [laughing]

Dangdangdangdang ~

[Tucao Conference]:

Qin Mu: @郑杨, is your wife so young?You didn't kidnap a minor, did you?

Zheng Yang: ...

Qin Mu: Also, I have a question: Why do people from all over the world rent houses in my community?You two are next door, and my wife's colleague Dr. Chu and her two are also...

Jin Yan: Do you have an opinion?

Qin Mu [shrinks her neck]: No, I just want to ask, if anyone else needs a house, please call, my wife has another set...

(Qin Mu thought to himself: If my daughter-in-law doesn't have a house to live in, she can live downstairs, hehehehehehehehe.)

Lin Ling: Officer Qin, you are thinking too much. I can go home if I don't have a house.

Qin Mu [following closely]: That's right, that's right, isn't downstairs your home!

Jin Yan: ...I've seen someone reckless, but I've never seen someone so reckless.

Zheng Yang: ... When I saw you today, I was impressed.

(Lin Ling: I'm used to it.)